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[beom1e]

eternal 20 | Big trouble

genre fluff, angst. warning threats, cursing. playlist ml.

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[beom1e]

Hi, can I be added to the eternal tag list? I read the first smau' I loved it. It was beautifully written, and the ending broke me, so I'm happy you wrote another part.

hi! yes ofc u can :) and im glad you’re enjoying it so far <3

#mail ☆ #myknifeyourlife

[beom1e]

Hii welcome back! How have you been doing?

hi anon!

honestly not too great 😅 ive had a very hectic march. i turned 21 though! ive been working far too much, travelling far too much, and i lost days of sleep to the hospital because my boyfriend needed surgery.. anyhow, things are looking up! but it will be a long six weeks of making sure my bf is recovering well :(

p.s. don’t expect me to be super active, bc i’m in the final push of assignments in my 2nd year at uni, and undergoing training at work 😴😴 sorry!

#mail ☆ #anon ☆

[beom1e]

to motivate myself to write i always read love is (not) easy so catch me rereading the fic that brought most of you to this blog once again 🙏

#mine ☆

[beom1e]

so excited for the next 2 volumes of eternal..

#mine ☆ #eternal ☆

[beom1e]

dream week beomgyu has me losing my mind Every Single Year

#mine ☆

[beom1e]

HI LORALEI !!^_^ i finally got the chance to read the two parts of “jerk” and i have to tell you that i absolutely fell in love with your writing !! AND I WANT TO PUNCH BEOMGYU TOO SO BADLY HELPPPP

can i get added to the taglist, please??? im so excited for the next part ‼️ but also pls don’t feel pressured and i hope ur staying healthy too^_^

thank you so so much !!! ofc you can be added to the taglist <3 also the next part is currently being written but i’ve been too focused on other projects to finish it yet.. it’ll be out eventually! :)

#mail ☆ #lheebra

[beom1e]

eternal 19 | deprived

genre slice-of-life, angst. warning cursing, alcohol, kissing. wc 1.4k. playlist ml.

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after much debate, your friends decided on a group halloween costume inspired by the alice in wonderland characters. you were thankful, having almost been dragged into dressing like a scooby doo character or one of the chipmunks. each of characters’ names were put into one of chaewon’s caps, and each of you drew out your costume.

sakura as the white rabbit, yunjin as the mad hatter, kazuha as the cheshire cat, chaewon as alice, and yourself as the queen of hearts. of course, each costume strayed far from the actual character design, needing to fit into the dress code of a university-style house party. which, of course, meant pleasing to the eye and a little slutty.

you arrived fashionably late with kazuha, your arms linked and her cheerfully greeting everybody you passed by. she was going to stay at your apartment afterwards, having claimed that it was a shorter trip home. and you didn’t mind, happy to know that she’ll be getting home safe.

your friends had already started on the drinks, taking up one of the sofas in the living room and chatting loudly. you led kazuha into the kitchen and began searching for a bottle of anything, not trusting the pre-made cocktails sitting on the counter. as your eyes laid on the mini fridge, kazuha began flirting with a boy dressed as cupid. you rolled your eyes and pulled out two glass bottles. in the time it took you to find a bottle opener and get the two bottles open, she had been ushered away towards the beer pong table.

you huffed, and leaned your body against the counter.

your red corset seemed to overwhelm your senses, and the music sounded dull. despite pre-drinking as you got ready beside kazuha, you felt the most sober you ever had. it used to feel amazing, going to parties and making the most of your early twenties. but now you felt so out of place, like you’d fallen out of love with how it used to make you feel.

a part of you knew why you felt that way. ever since beomgyu had reached out to you, you had been thinking about him nonstop. and he had disappeared just as quickly as he’d reappeared, leaving you longing for an interaction. but he didn’t text, or update on his socials, and you never saw him around. and after being berated by yunjin, you kept your thoughts of beomgyu to yourself. you always claimed that maybe you were just tired, or maybe you just needed a break from all of the drinking and partying.

it all just felt so insincere.

you weren’t the girl you really were when you were partying. putting on a front of a sociable, easy-going girl who wanted nothing more than to have fun that simply wasn’t you.

you sighed as you placed the ice-cold bottles down onto the counter. you brought your hands up to run through your hair, and took a moment to tug against the roots before you loosened your hold. as you opened your eyes, you were met with beomgyu stepping into the kitchen. you lowered your gaze and reached for the bottles once more, about to make a move to get far away from him when you realised you were now trapped behind the counter.

you watched as his hand slid against the counter and he leaned the side of his torso against the surface. you slowly lifted your gaze and took in his familiar features. the corner of his lip was curled up into a slight smirk.

‘queen of hearts?’ his eyes trailed over your figure, making you feel exposed. it shouldn’t have even bothered you, knowing that he’d seen more of you than anyone else in the short time that you were together.

you gave him the same once-over that he’d given you. he clearly hadn’t tried to be on theme. black jeans a white graphic tee, paired with the plainest silver chain. he had one singular streak of fake blood draw along his cheek, and his gaze seemed slightly darker than it used to be. with his energy feeling so far off, you wondered if he had moved on from you already. a sickly feeling met your stomach as you considered the possibility of his date soon rounding the corner.

‘yeah,’ you pursed your lips and awkwardly fiddled with the bottles in your left hand. ‘what are you supposed to be?’

‘someone so clearly forced into his friends’ plans at the last minute,’ he joked, tilting his head to the side as the smirk remained on his lips. ‘it’s nice to see you.’

‘oh, yeah,’ you smiled awkwardly. ‘it’s nice to see you too.’

‘where’s your friend?’ he raised a brow, expression hardening at the thought of yunjin. ‘you know, the one that despises me.’

‘yunjin doesn’t…’ you trailed off. ‘i was about to go find out, actually.’ you took a step toward him, as his figure was still blocking your way out.

‘don’t,’ his response made your legs feel weak, your body physically unable to move. ‘sorry, i’m not trying to overstep. i don’t know where i stand with you, but i just wanted to apologise for sendings those texts. i had good intentions, but it did more bad than good. and i wanted you to know that if it was up to me, i never would have stopped.’

‘there’s no need to apologise,’ you shook your head dismissively. ‘i appreciated hearing from you.’

‘i wish that things could be different,’ he confessed. ‘i wish that i still had you around.’

‘i know the feeling,’ you smiled sadly. ‘drink?’

beomgyu stared down at the bottles in your outstretched hand. he wordlessly took one from you and watched as you took a sip. a stiff silence fell over the two of you.

‘you should probably go back out there,’ he spoke, lifting the bottle up to his lips. ‘i’d hate for yunjin to find another reason to hate me.’

‘she’ll find one either way,’ you teased as you pushed away from the counter. he followed you with his gaze as your body only slightly brushed past his. ‘see you later, beomgyu.’

you found your friends still chatting on the sofa, now more giggly than they previously had been. you tried to ignore the dryness of your throat as you approached them.

you tried to let it be freeing. the alcohol and the dancing, and the buzz felt in the presence of your friends. and knowing that beomgyu still longed for you the way that you still longed for him, at least a weight had been lifted from your shoulders.

kazuha had been dancing beside you only moments ago, but was soon being swept away by cupid once more. you sighed and dropped your arms down to your side. chaewon looked over at you and gave you a thumbs up, as if asking if you were feeling okay. you forced a smile and held up both of your thumbs, before your expression fell once more.

beomgyu headed straight for you, ignoring the looks your friends had gave him. he reached for your hand, fingers wrapping around your own before he led you out of the crowd and towards a quieter corner. your back was soon pressed against some stranger’s door as he looked down at you with his still darkened gaze. his tongue poked out to wet his lips before you could question his actions.

‘just tell me you want me to leave you alone,’ he spoke softly, but his voice still managed to reach your ears despite the music. ‘i need to hear you say it.’

‘of all the things that i want from you,’ you lazily shook your head. ‘leaving me alone hasn’t even made that list.’

‘good,’ he cupped your cheek with his hand and tilted your head up. ‘because i don’t think i ever could.’

the room felt as though it had set ablaze as soon as he moved in to kiss you. the first kiss lasted mere seconds, before he used his hold on your cheek to part your lips. you moaned into his mouth as a sense of peace began to sink into your skin. he was so familiar and so warm. he was everything you’d ever needed, and you had been deprived of him for far too long.

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#tomorrow x together #txt #txt x y/n #txt x reader #txt x you #choi beomgyu #beomgyu #beomgyu smau #beomgyu angst #beomgyu fluff #txt smau #txt angst #txt fluff

[beom1e]

i fell in love with this pic and the energy this gives is just so eternal beomgyu

#i wont explain myself #eternal ☆ #mine ☆

[beom1e]

ok i was gonna add some more filler chapters into eternal to push the timeline to a specific date (🤫), but instead im just gonna do a written chapter

#yippee #revisited a fred weasley fanfic i wrote in 2020 and sen #sent myself into another writing obsession #mine ☆

[beom1e]

oomfie...i just listened to a song that reminded me of ephemeral & eternally 😞

more specifically, beomgyu on the second season 😞😞😞 im so sad

i honestly really think ephemeral / eternal beomgyu would listen to this song.. stop im getting sad. this song is sooo heartbreaking WHY JOE KEERY ???

#gonna listen to it while i write #mail ☆ #angeloftomato

[beom1e]

Hii user beom1e! I have a quick question, were you beomie-charms? I had seen that an account with this name had deactivated, a few weeks ago I think, and I remember you were "bo ba b eom" (trying to sensor the name to avoid this getting in the searches 😅) sumn like that in the beginning- but had to change bcs there's already a well known moablr acc with the same name. And then beomie-charms was your username...?

Am I wrong? Sorry if I'm wrong 😅

hi! i’ve actually only ever ran one txt blog and it’s this one, so i have no deactivated blogs that are related to txt. i used to be enhaflwr for a few months when i only wrote for enhypen but changed to beom1e shortly after when i began writing for txt, and that’s the only two usernames i’ve had here :)

#mail ☆ #anon ☆

[beom1e]

your world shouldn't be perfect is right, i want y/n to suffer! (affectionate) (im lying)

a little suffering never hurt anyone (as if she didn’t suffer for her whole university experience)

#mail ☆ #anon ☆

[beom1e]

hello there . I loved your updates for eternal , looking forward to more . I have always wondered what’s the deal with yunjin and why is she overstepping on their relationship

and… y/n needs new friends respectfully

would it be sadist if I said that I hope the relationship between y/n and the lsf members breaks and she finds new ones. Like that would be new and different you get what I mean author . Like the friendship breakup.

ofc getting back with beomgyu

honestly!! you’re so right. friends should never be too involved in a relationship that isn’t theirs. and a friendship breakup.. should i really add onto the angst that is yet to come with even more angst? 🤔

#in a perfect world mc gets her stuff together #gets new friends #and gets back with beomgyu #but my worlds are never perfect 🥰 #mail ☆ #anon ☆

[beom1e]

y/n can handle anything and everything except feelings & beomgyu 😭

it’s a harsh reality 🙏 praying for her sanity

#mail ☆ #anon ☆

[beom1e]

eternal updates are being delayed atm (which i’m sure you all caught onto) purely just bc life is busy rn <3

#mine ☆ #eternal ☆

[beom1e]

Hiii can i be in your beomgyu smau taglist?

yes ofc :)

#mail ☆ #ja4hyvn