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I want to be loved, not just told 'I love you's

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“Sometimes you just need someone to tell you you’re not as terrible as you think you are.”

— Unknown

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“My anxiety is silent. You wouldn’t even notice a change on the outside but I’m honestly so stressed I can’t even manage simple tasks. People call me lazy when in reality I’m just overwhelmed.”

— Unknown

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Fuck the apologies, done being sorry for Wanting the things that I want I broke my back carrying baggage for strangers Who only ever did me wrong Was it more appeasing when I was just pleasing? I look good on my knees Sucks you’re never gonna get me back again When I got healthy, did that make you hate me? And now, I’m never losing sleep, I’m over it This is how I learn to say no Take your pretty words and go choke People talk shit, say they’re gonna get better I hold my breath, I can’t hold it forever This is how I learn to say no All of the butterflies turn into vicious lies I’d rather be on my own Tired of people being sad, told my mom to leave my dad Sometimes you just gotta go Was it more appeasing when I was just pleasing? I look good on my knees Sucks you’re never gonna get me back again When I got healthy, did that make you hate me? And now, I’m never losing sleep, I’m over it This is how I learn to say no Take your pretty words and go choke People talk shit, say they’re gonna get better I hold my breath, I can’t hold it forever This is how I learn to say no (This is how I learn to say no) I think what we proved is that we are family, and no matter what, we’re always gonna be a fucking family

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little do you know, how I'm breaking while you're sound asleep.

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I felt it when Sierra sang

“Little do you know

How I’m breaking while you fall asleep

Little do you know

I’m still haunted by the memories

Little do you know

I’m trying to pick myself piece by piece

Little do you know

I need a little more time…”

-Alex & Sierra

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I remember all the ways you’ve done me wrong. I just hope they don’t start outweighing the ways you’ve loved me right.

#trust #trust issues #trust is hard #you broke my trust #you broke my heart #I’m trying to forgive you #forgiveness #i forgive him #please love me #love me #pick me #choose me #in my head #i’m still not over it #i’m still not ok #i’m trying #give me love #give me more #i need more #love me more #do you love me #you hurt me #hurt #still healing #i’ll get over it #ill try #i hope it gets better

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Sue zhao/Ryan O'Connell

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I’m not forcing shit, learn to value me or miss me

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“She was still holding out for something that wasn’t going to happen. She was good at waiting. That seemed like a sad thing to be good at.”

— Ann Brashares, Girls in Pants

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“Be very, very careful what you put into your head, because you’ll never, ever get it out.”

— homas Cardinal Wolsey

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““Love isn’t only love, sweetheart. It’s hard work, and trust, and tears, with even a few glimpses of devastation. But at the end of each day, if you can still look at the person at your side and can’t imagine anyone else you’d rather have there, the pain, the heartache and the ups and downs of love are worth it.” - Nicole Williams”

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“Someday you won’t remember this pain you thought would last forever and ever.”

— Sweeter Than Fiction, Taylor Swift

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trust in the transformative healing power within 🌧️🌱🌼❤️