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"W-WAIT UP!"

♫ Rex put everything he had into catching up with the New God of Strength, after she had playfully teased him again like usual, before they went into action together once more. He was lagging behind her just a little bit. And... his eyes were starting to water from the speed they moved? No, something else. Something that was eating him up if their next battle was going to be even riskier.

"Back there, I know that's nothing new. But-- Is there something more than this you want?! I'm happy being your friend, but... I gotta know for sure I'm reading this right!!"

｡° ᅳ 【 @pzfr 】

And riskier indeed it was going to be! Not that it was a trend Hiroe was all too fond of. It was just a matter-of-fact. When taking up her new mantle   ( though tentative! ),   things had considerably amped up...   for the both of them. Rex had already seen his fair share of dangers, sure, and Hiroe just as much by now, too. None of that seemed to help prepare them for most of what came at them lately, each new fight leaving them a little more banged up than the last, and with smaller windows of recouperation in between. Still... they had a world to protect, didn't they? Thankless job it was, it was still a job to get done   ( cause who else was going to make sure everything was okay? ).

It's not until she hears Rex gearing to actually   say something   after catching up that she manages to stop. Turning, Hiroe blinks, thick lashes batting his direction just as he makes it up to her and-

There's a bit of a stunned expression on her now. Stunned, but not exactly...   surprised, or taken aback. More like realizing something she hid away for a while, didn't want to exactly acknowledge because of... fear? intimidation? She's not too sure. Just how she wasn't really sure how to say anything with the sudden confrontation. It was like his words snatched all of her's away, mangled and tangled them together and tossed them back into her mouth. A few stutters and stammers and she finally shuts it, sucking in a deep breath as if she had to suck up some sort of courage she didn't have before.

       ❝ I...   -Well... ❞   All that edge, all that pomp. Gone. Like a rose snipped from the safety of it's thorned stem, she's all soft bloomage, that breath she held finally passing in the form of a quiet little sigh.   ❝ I mean...   ... ❞

       ❝ There is. ❞

Despite the maddening, violent pounding of her heart against her ribcage, she kept her cool   ( surprisingly! ).   Maybe it was just the shock of finally confessing, but...   none of that panic seemed to rise over the surface, bubble out under her softness. She was just... Hiroe, vulnerable, in front of Rex.

It was almost like she felt guilty for not exactly confessing sooner. Not that any of her teasing was stringing him along or being anything but playful. It was just...   -It sucked that she couldn't have gotten the courage herself, maybe. Another little sigh and suddenly she's a lot smaller than she's ever been before. One hand raises to rub the back of her neck a little, the other poised on her hip.

       ❝ I think I've wanted something more for a long time now, but I've just been too scared of..   -of fuckin' up our friendship to say anything.   ... I do really like you, Rex. I do want something more than this.   ..I don't wan'a scare you off, though.   -...   I think that'd drive me crazy... ❞

#pzfr #don't mind me #i'm just gon'a go over here and scream for a little

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#﹙ aesth. ﹚ 🕱 ｡°

[beatgod]

a day no pigs would die meme. edit prompts as needed.  

“ put my meal in a basket. ”

“ just take time with things. one chore done good beats two done ragged. ”

“ you look like a potato dug up on a rainy day. ”

“ i just sat there, dumb as a post. ”

“ it’s for a ride on the merry-go-round. and if you don’t want to spend it, you can squirrel it away. ”

“ sit close. and mind you don’t drop that lantern. ”

“ that’s ‘cause it’s resting. it wants to get well, and so do you. ”

“ into the house with you. it’s way past your bedtime and you’ll never get up for chores. ”

“ look who’s here. ”

“ never miss a chance to keep your mouth shut. ”

“ i … i can’t feel nothing in my right hand. ”

“ back. back from a dream. ”

“ do you think you could keep both your feet out of trouble if you was to go by yourself to (place)? ”

“ it’s all right. you can sleep this morning. ”

“ mind your tongue, boy. you’re talking to your elders. ”

“ flower pots full of dirt are such pesky things. no way to carry one except to tug. ”

“ my heart’s broke. ”

“ i tried my holy best to wake up, but i just couldn’t. ”

“ it’s enough to sell your soul. ”

“ only way to treat a wound is to bleed it, ‘til it’s clean as a cat’s mouth. ”

“ i think two men who are good friends ought to front name one another. ”

“ maybe our noses are where they shouldn’t be. ”

“ here, all i got is ten cents. ”

“ i still don’t know what was so all-fired funny. ”

“ the sky’s a good place to look. and i got a notion it’s a good place to go. ”

“ dying is dirty business. like getting born. ”

“ i looked more like a clown than a mourner. ”

“ that’s what being a man is all about, boy. it’s just doing what’s got to be done. ”    

“ i want so much breakfast it’ll bust britches and crack floors. ”

“ like if i die, at least i’ll stop hurting. ”

“ well, i’m going to make one, so you watch real close and careful. ”

“ ‘course it’s not the end of the world. there is a remedy. ”

“ it’s hell to be poor. ” 

#﹙ memes. ﹚ 🜚｡°

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the rifleman meme. edit prompts as needed.  

“ hate? isn’t that a strong word to use just because you don’t agree with someone? ”

“ i guess it gets to be a little lonely, worrisome. ”

“ don’t disobey me, too. ”

“ did i miss you? well, let me put it this way. i love you more than anything else in the world. ”

“ the place for you is in bed. ”

“ can feel the heat pouring right through you. ”

“ hard things happen to people all the time. we never really know why. ”  

“ it’s way past your bedtime. ”

“ we’re going home. ”

“ the older you get, the more questions there are without answers. ” 

“ you see, sometimes it’s easier to give advice than to take it. ”

“ why so glum? ” 

“ such a wicked thing, to hate. ”

“ it shouldn’t be that way. ” 

“ come on, slowpoke. ”

“ a man doesn’t run from a fight. but that doesn’t mean you should go running to one, either. ”

“ well, it just seems to me that dish washing is always getting in the way of eating. ”

“ everything you learn comes in handy some day. one way or another. ” 

“ never mind. just do as i say. ”

“ come on, i’ll race you. ”

“ name calling’s a handy thing for some. they smack a label on somebody or something and that’s it as far as they’re concerned. it’s kind of a special way of hating because they don’t take the trouble to understand. ”

“ no hard feelings? ”

“ hush. ”

“ every book has a soul. ” 

“ the time a town or even a country is really lost is when the people who live in it get careless and stop paying attention to how it’s being run. ”

“ i’ll try to remember that. ”

“ a man who wears a badge has a heavy responsibility. ”

“ just remember: sit easy and think straight. ”

“ now wait a minute. don’t you ever think that way. ”

“ you got a nasty tongue. keep it in your head and keep it quiet. ”

#﹙ memes. ﹚ 🜚｡°

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the drifter meme. edit prompts as needed.  

“ the forty-four spoke and it sent lead and smoke, and seventeen inches of flame. ”

“ i know if the storm lasts very much longer, there’s bound to be a stampede. ”

“ take me back to the part where this cowboy’s heart wants to live till i die. ”  

“ you’ll hear them talkin’ and you’ll hear them walkin’. you’ll hear them laugh and you’ll look, but there’s no one around. ”

“ there in his blue eyes was sadness that comes from the need of a friend. ”  

“ never forget me. it’s over. goodbye. ”

“ let me see the rivers, let me see the waterfalls, let me ride until i’ve seen the beauty of it all. ” 

“ how many times when your vision appears, i’ve tried to hold you and you disappear. ”

“ where each mountain top wears a halo of fleecy white clouds overhead, where symphonies ring from birds on the wing and the grass is like a soft feather bed. ”  

“ by a campfire’s gleam let me lie there and dream under a blanket of stars. ”  

“ moon gave it’s light to the world and the stars did the same. ”

“ there is no gladness since there’s no you. ” 

“ take me out of this prison, back to the clear blue sky. ”

“ the cards run like they’d been dealt by lady luck. ”  

“ too many moonlights have come and gone. too many sunups and too many sundowns. ”

#﹙ memes. ﹚ 🜚｡°

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#﹙ aesth. ﹚ 🕱 ｡°

[beatgod]

i've been thinking a lot about how precious hinako is to hiroe, and how precious hiroe is to tsuyo, and how precious tsuyo is to creation, and how it almost feels like a little cycle and it fills me with so much emotion for the smaller, softer moments about hiroe and her personality / her story.

essentially what's going through my head is that hiroe does what she does to protect hinako, tsuyo does what he does to protect creation, and creation does what she does to protect everyone and honor tsuyo's decision. that it's like a matryoshka doll of love and when you get to the last bit, it's hinako, because for hiroe, that's all her story / love revolves around. not that she doesn't love her friend, and not the she doesn't still care about hideo, but her sister has always and will always come first, even before the rest of the world.

#﹙ ooc. ﹚ 🜚｡° #a lot of my time has been coming up with super fine details on hiroe's story so hopefully i'll be writing her again soon!

[beatgod]

“ you expect me to just sit by and listen, after hearing you say something like that!? ”

｡° ᅳ 【 @espectres 】

❝ Yeah, kid, I do, actually! ❞ Hiroe whips around, voice raised with the same intensity as her hard stare. Clearly she had no qualms about squabbing with a middle schooler. She juts a finger his way, puffed up like an angry cat. ❝ 'Cause guess what?! No matter what kind'a dumb shit I say, who's the adult here?! ❞ A huff and suddenly there's something alarming soft under all that flare in her eyes.

❝ You aren't supposed to be the one shoulderin' all of this! ❞

#espectres #【 v. au. 】｡° #she honestly probably Did say something dumb as shit lmao

[beatgod]

[FFVII STARTERS] “ you gotta pay your dues while you’re young. go out and look for what you really want. ” // from Vaan @cpirits

｡° ᅳ 【 @cpirits 】

❝ All I want is whatever my sister wants, ❞ is the short, simple answer she gives at first. Hiroe never liked getting too wordy, and she wasn't very good at it even if she did like to. She wasn't sure yet if it was all that worth it to explain that she's been paying her dues, paying younger than anyone should start. That was precisely why she was so hard set on making sure there wouldn't be any dues for her sister. Made things easy if she didn't think about her own uncertain wants just yet.

A deep sigh and she folds her arms back behind her head, leaning her posture leisurely to the side.

❝ .. Maybe some old man with lots'a money, too, but other than that, ❞ she finally adds after just a few beats of silence in thought. It was half a joke, something to lighten the air she didn't want to linger at. ❝ I'm a simple, hard-workin' gal. Only dues I got'a pay are the ones on my sister's academy bills! ❞

#cpirits #【 v. au. 】｡° #hiiii! #also ooooo a vaan ask!!!! yes!!!!!!!

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“ you hurt your foot. ” 

｡° ᅳ 【 @polterxgheist 】

❝ I wha- ? ❞ Hiroe pauses and only when she pauses does she realize not only her limp, but the very hurt he's mentioning. The indignant expression quickly flashes to something crossed between amusement and surprise. ❝ Huh. -Shit.. I think it's sprained. ❞

#polterxgheist #【 v. au. 】｡° #HIIIIIII

[beatgod]

had to play taxi for my brothers and traffic made me want to arson my entire city but i'm back now

#﹙ ooc. ﹚ 🜚｡° #ssslllooowwwwwwly chewing through drafts

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#﹙ aesth. ﹚ 🕱 ｡°

[beatgod]

incident at hawk’s hill meme. edit prompts as needed.  

“ no sense in that. no sense at all in doing something like that. ” 

“ better leave well enough alone. ”

“ you’re home now. let me take you inside. ”

“ clean wound. in and out. ”  

“ go get that knife. it’s yours. ”

“ come inside so i can wash and dress that wound. ”

“ well now, that’s right neighborly of you. ”

“ tomorrow’s another day and we’ll keep on looking. ”    

“ you keep plenty of distance between yourself and that animal. they’re plain mean and one of them could tear a little fellow like you apart in just two shakes. ” 

“ i just don’t know. but i’m getting scared now. ”

“ you hurt your foot. ” 

“ tooth, boy. badger fang. ”

“ i’ll do it. by myself. out there. ” 

“ drop it! drop that knife! ” 

“ you’ll see. it just takes time, that’s all. time and understanding and a lot of patience; more patience, sometimes, than we think we can give. ”

“ i don’t want to touch it. i’ll make out all right. ”

“ it is a good parable, and it is simple, just as an effective parable should be. ”

“ why don’t you go away and leave me alone! ”

“ life is such a fragile thing. ”

“ come on out, you’re safe now. ”

“ i’m forgetting my manners. will you come in for something to eat and some cool water? ” 

“ painful though it might be, death is a part of life. realizing this, accepting it, is a part of growing up. ”

“ i’ll put something aside for you, dear, in case you get hungry later on. ”

“ you idiot! give me that gun. ”  

“ just want to watch. don’t worry, i won’t hurt you. ”

#﹙ memes. ﹚ 🜚｡°

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the painter knight meme. edit prompts as needed.  

“ broth is good for you. ”

“ c’mon, i’ll catch you. ”

“ you’ve been delirious for three days. ”  

“ yer gettin’ awful sleepy. ”

“ don’t be a smart mouth. ” 

“ you’ve been hurt, laddie, hurt bad. ”

“ here, sit down and be useful. ”  

“ would you like that, little one? ”

“ never mind. you’ll be busy, and you’ll forget. ”

“ i can see your lies written on your face. ”

“ just deliver it and come right back. ”  

“ your head’s kinda warm. ” 

“ all done. time for bed. ”  

“ you took a nasty crack on the head. you just lay back now. ”

“ oh, that’s a bumblebee. ”

“ your safety’s just too important. do you understand me? ”

“ it’s the only weapon i have. ”

“ you wanna jump off hay bales? ”

“ there’s bread and cheese ready now. ”

“ you’ve a fever and infection in that hand. ”

“ it’s getting light. ”  

“ when can you take the bandage off? ”

“ no more killing. it’s wrong. ”

“ i think we have to leave. i think we have to follow the dream. ”  

“ there now, my little one, you drink this up. ”       

“ i won’t leave you to shake yourself to pieces. ”  

“ sleep little babe, in the arms of the sea. sleep and be safe in the waves. your net is your blanket, your catch is your dreams, your cradle the ship that shall bring you to me. ” 

#﹙ memes. ﹚ 🜚｡°

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final fantasy vii (1997) meme. edit prompts as needed.

“ tell me you see me, that you can hear me. tell me, please. ”

“ oh yeah? well to me it looks like a golden shiny wire of hope. ”

“ i want to know you. the real you. ” 

“ but that’s all right. as long as i’m with you, as long as you’re by my side, i won’t give up even if i’m scared. ”

“ i was so embarrassed. i didn’t want to see anybody. ”

“ don’t you worry about a thing. i’ll see to it that you get somewhere safe. ” 

“ wait! don’t go by yourself! ”

“ you’re stupid. you’re really fucking stupid. ”

“ but weak people, like me, get lost in the whole thing. ”

“ what are you saying? are you trying to tell me you have feelings too? ”

“ you gotta pay your dues while you’re young. go out and look for what you really want. ”

“ ‘it’s too dangerous, i can’t get you involved.’ blah blah blah. ”

“ if everything’s a dream, don’t wake me. ”

“ i’m gonna become a mercenary! ”

“ listen, i’m gonna become a mercenary and that’s that. ”

“ it’s all right. you’re here. everyone’s all together. together, we can do anything. ”

“ nope! i don’t get it! ”

“ but, i’m not going to hide anything anymore. ”

“ this day will never come again, so let me have this moment. ”

“ my sadness? what do i have to be sad about? ” 

“ shit! shit! shit! what the hell’s with this place! ”

“ you expect me to just sit by and listen, after hearing you say something like that!? ”

“ stop actin’ like a damn kid. ”

“ we’re just floatin’ in the dark. kinda makes you feel powerless. ”

“ you’re searching, aren’t you? searching for yourself. ”

“ don’t fight here! you’ll ruin the flowers! ”

“ be careful of forgetfulness. ”

“ what i have shown you is reality. what you remember, that is the illusion. ”

“ too much hope is the opposite of despair. an overpowering love may consume you in the end. ”

“ seeing that makes me … it just makes me think about my life. ”

“ nothing worth fighting for was ever won without sacrifice. ”

“ hey, didn’t you even hear a word i said? ”

“ i don’t care what you are doing, so much as the idiotic way that you are doing it. ”

“ words aren’t the only way to tell someone how you feel. ”

“ you start worryin’ and there’s no stoppin’ it! things just start fallin’ apart and get worse and worse. ”

“ i’ve been hiding it for some time, afraid that if i told you, something terrible might happen. ”

“ what you pursue will be yours, but you will lose something dear. ”

“ i’ve … been thinking, too … about the universe … people … the planet … how wide and big … no matter where i go and what i do, it won’t change a thing. ”

“ a memory is something that has to be consciously recalled, right? that’s why sometimes it can be mistaken and a different thing. but it’s different from a memory locked deep within your heart. ”

“ this is the final, final farewell! ”

“ the gate to tomorrow is not the light of heaven, but the darkness of the depths of the earth.  ”

“ people have many things pent up inside of themselves. so many things they can never forget. strange, isn’t it? ” 

“ and this, this, is my punishment. ”

“ is that all you can do? give one word answers and apologize for everything? ” 

“ remember, if you piss me off … it’ll cost you! ”

#﹙ memes. ﹚ 🜚｡°

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#﹙ aesth. ﹚ 🕱 ｡° #﹙ face. ﹚ 🕱 ｡°

[beatgod]

ma'am i want you to Step On Me

#﹙ ooc. ﹚ 🜚｡° #and she'd do it. #she'd laugh. shrug. go ''i mean alright'' and then Do It. #and i'd Thank Her #anyway gon'a get to my drafts through the day <33