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“I must remind myself,

over and over again,

not to fight

and beg

for your attention.”

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“You think attention is love and that’s why you suffer so deeply.”

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And probably the reason why you love hard is because you know how it feels to be loved so little.

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tumblr is not good for me but the alternatives are worse

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Long Road Ahead (Chapter 16)

Estelle Finley has been friends with Ashton Irwin and Luke Hemmings for three years. When the boys bring her along on a jam-packed road trip to Cape Cod with the rest of the band, their adventures are just beginning. Through long hours driving, exploring cities, and hidden secrets, something more is bound to happen on this journey. How will this road trip change Estelle’s friendship with the friends she’s come to love so dearly?

Word Count: 2,527

{Chapter One} {Chapter Two} {Chapter Three} {Chapter Four}{Chapter Five} {Chapter Six} {Chapter Seven} {Chapter Eight} {Chapter Nine} {Chapter Ten} {Chapter Eleven} {Chapter Twelve} {Chapter Thirteen} {Chapter Fourteen} {Chapter Fifteen}

Keep reading

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I wanna be kissed and kissed and kissed and kissed and kissed and

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“My fingers going through your hair, watching you fall asleep.”

— k.b. // i want u next to me

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what’s on your mind?

nothing but also everything

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Amen y’all

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ashton said

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tag yourself 

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“And the winner of Song of the Year, presented by YouTube Music goes to… 5 Seconds of Summer!”

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Harry Styles for Vogue (December 2020)