batteredwarriorstillstanding

[batteredwarriorstillstanding]

Would you like to know why the argument for Palestine is horribly flawed, or would you rather just pretend to possess a complete understanding so you can agree with your friends? Yeah. Thought so.

[batteredwarriorstillstanding]

But I believe you when you say that your feelings for me will never change......or, at least, if they did you would know better than to admit it.

[batteredwarriorstillstanding]

Sometimes the shortest conversation can reveal so much about a person. Then again, it can also be tragically misleading.

[batteredwarriorstillstanding]

If you think I don't interpret what I am reading correctly, you know even less about me than I thought.

[batteredwarriorstillstanding]

Unfortunately, my feelings for YOU will never change either. It is pure torture.

[batteredwarriorstillstanding]

You have a lot of nerve judging me via 3rd parties.

[batteredwarriorstillstanding]

YOU don't get it. I was never asking for her to blindly believe anything.....only to be given an opportunity to prove that what I claimed was true. I never received one....and that's her prerogative. What is unfair, though, is when she substitutes the claims of others and meager examples of my "actions," which represent such a tiny percentage of the overall picture that it's nearly impossible to not come away confused....but, she then claims that it is "proof" of some sinister course of action.

[batteredwarriorstillstanding]

I have no problem accepting it. I just needed you to clearly state your position. Good luck to you.

[batteredwarriorstillstanding]

Fair enough. ILY always. May you find the partner you deserve.

“I’d love to think here was a reason as to why we met. And that is to teach us how to let go of someone no mater how much we wanted to hold on. Then, after all of this, we’ll be a much better version of ourselves. Stronger, braver and whole.”

— Jasmin

[batteredwarriorstillstanding]

I guess I feel like you have neither dismissed my crazy feelings as somehow invalid...in fact, to the contrary. But, you never availed yourself in any sane, reasonable, fair manner that would easily reveal any falsehood, and enable immediate growth of anything true. As per usual, I have mishandled every single disappointment and may well have accumulated a tremendous debt to you, or a simple acknowledgement of fundamental error. I feel like you have not concluded the latter. If I am mistaken, please advise. Otherwise, avail yourself, please. It won't be a commitment beyond what is asked. I can tell you how I feel, but contend that you will easily know without being told the minute we are in one another's presence. I am open minded to any result and will honor your decision, regardless of its content.

[batteredwarriorstillstanding]

My actions were reprehensible. But, in fairness...and I am only bringing this to light in an effort to prevent permanent dissolution, in no way do I wish to dodge acceptance of wrongdoing....but, I think you grossly overlook the difference your presence may have made.....ilysm

[batteredwarriorstillstanding]

Stop it. It's your decision and it's a very simple one. Make it.

[batteredwarriorstillstanding]

You are precious, loved beyond measure. Know this. It would have been nice to tell you myself.

[batteredwarriorstillstanding]

I'm not "trying." But, I have every right to post my feelings on the subject, especially on here, in light of everything. The fact that you aren't sure about me, not as a mate, but as something, is your mistake. I accept it, but will still comment on the situation whenever I feel like it. It does not mean that I am in bondage to it. There is still some shit to unwind, though....why don't you stop viewing my page?

[batteredwarriorstillstanding]

Middle aged women would benefit from a seminar entitled: "Has not had reason to contact me in a while," and "missing" are not the same thing.

[batteredwarriorstillstanding]

I want to find the elusive chant or ritual needed to be separate of this unending tax, but at the same time, I wish you were so we could eat these shrooms together.

[batteredwarriorstillstanding]

“When I say, I love you, it’s not because I want you or because I can’t have you. It has nothing to do with me. I love what you are, what you do, how you try. I’ve seen your kindness and your strength. I’ve seen the best and the worst of you. And I understand with perfect clarity exactly what you are.”

— Joss Whedon