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Most people strive to be better. I think I will someday. But for now. I’m sticking to this vile ark. Straight evil ark.

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Depressed because I can’t find love. No one will love some one who does nothing because they’re depressed 24/7. Started therapy and it’s going well.

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Wanted to share some recent collages added to my shop! Giclée fine art prints on archival quality matte paper.

You can also find me on instagram! Give me a follow there to stay up to date on my work. Any support is very appreciated ❤

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Steven and the Stevens (not the episode)! (name from texaskingofthegeeks)

Compilation of the gems! Individual links below…

COMPILATION POST

Jasper and the Jaspers! | Peridot and the Peridots! | Lapis Lazuli and the Lapis Lazulis! | Rose Quartz and the Rose Quartzes! | Steven and the Stevens! | Pearl and the Pearls! | Amethyst and the Amethysts! | Garnet and the Garnets! | GEMS in SU STYLE

Thanks for all the support! 

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harvest of garden

watercolour on arches

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how i’m trynna be

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Do not speak unless spoken to do not speak unless spoken to do not speak unless spoken to do not speak and I spoken to.

So mote it be.

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Because my last post was f****** fire and it no more needs to be said

Does anybody think that it's extremely scummy to spend money to like boost your own post on Tumblr because I do but at the same time I'm contemplating doing it

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Does anybody think that it's extremely scummy to spend money to like boost your own post on Tumblr because I do but at the same time I'm contemplating doing it

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I really want to have a friend who is an extremely short person so that I can pick them up oh no no wait wait I forgot there's a big port to this it's the fact that I need his name to be Mike so I can pick up Mike and lock eyes with somebody will holding a man and drop him and then wait for them to ask why in the world did you just pick that man up and I'll just look them dead in the eyes and I'll say mic drop

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I'm starting off by saying this is going to be a weird one okay. Look me in the eye let me watch The Life drain out of them. Let me. let me watch your life drain from you. let me watch you fear. let me taste the fear in your sweats. let me taste of saddness in your breath let me hear your final breath.

I can only hope because you have gifted me with the grace of hearing your fear of experiencing your truth I do not deserve what you have given me for what you have given to me has far more value than gold for what you have given to me is your truth.

May the gods align your Fates may your soul find guidance May you be you. For if you're not you? Then who are you, do you actually know, have you ever known, for what I speak now is the god awful truth.

Almost of the time truth is much Stranger Than Fiction for in a work of fiction you may be able to set rules and those rules cannot be broken, because those rooms are literally written in the story, so I ask again do you know who you are do you know what your true name is are you really here for yourself and if not that's not a bad thing for the truth is whoever you're here for I hope they're worth I hope they're worth every ounce of pain I hope they're worth every missed kiss and every moment when you're not with them and they're on your mind, I hope that they're on your mind and that they're also keeping you in their mind. So motivate me. So mote it be.

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To make the devices you must first grow the Rice's to achieve Isis. And once you have the proper herbs and spices then you unlock the prices to find the parts to find the starts to find the piece that you truly need to build the mech that will push you forward and pull you towards Nirvana