writing fanfiction is just. i’m being so creative and original. i’m plagiarizing everyone by accident. i’m a genius. i’m cringe. i’m too angsty. i’m too cheesy. this is not in character. it doesn’t matter that it’s not in character because these are my characters now. i love my hobby. this is the worst possible use of my time. i’m seeking validation. i’m projecting my own personal problems onto this story and i’m barely hiding it. i know so many words and i’m using all of them wrong. im on tumblr posting about it instead of writing it.
I just finished BM/BS for the first time last night, and all I have to say about it is LET DRACO BE TOXIC. I can't believe people were on Onyx's case for this.
Y'all really want to act like someone who grew up in that sort of home life is going to have their priorities sorted after a a few months? I don't agree.
I dont read for examples of healthy relationships. I read so the part of my brain that loves it can be scratched and then I can go back to my healthy irl relationship. Thank you for coming to my TEDtalk