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#NEIL-MANCERS

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On becoming someone else

i. War of the Foxes, Richard Siken / ii., v., viii., xi. Leisure, Hannah, Does Not Agree with You, Hannah Gamble / iii. unknown / iv. Mimmo Paladino / vi. Book 20e, In between here and there, Beata Wehr / vii. unknown / ix. unknown / x. @heartlessqueen

#about the main character #ch: joy pham #ch: a. bhandari #ch: neil sadecki #web weaving

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Thanks for the reminder 🥺🥺 Also, the dressing up with your class sounds so sweet, oh my God!!

Happy book day everyone!!

Happy world book day to my fav authors!!

My class looks crazy af today because the kids are all dressed up as their favorite book characters. The amount of harry potter characters when none of them even know what harry potter is about is hilarious!!

and i was very tempted to dress as one of my MCs 🤣🤣

But i settled for dressing as Amelia Fang (inserting a picture of my homemade bestie Squashy!!) because yes i still read some children's novels. They are fun. Don't yall judge me. Shut up.

You guys are wonderful people and you bring loads of joy to other's with your writing!

Read a book today people!!!! And not your own!!

And relax a bit!! Yall don't know what that is sometimes 👀

@obsolete-stars-if @reinekes-fox @osakaonryoif @wingsofdawn-if @girlfromthecrypt @st4rdom-if @campoverlook-if @infamous-if @bottlecaprabbitgames @sailingshellsgames @pavedinashes-if @dam-peace @dakimomoe @defiledtomb @backstage-if @skinandscales-if @bladeweaver-if @bloodlegacies @aquarii-if @maluarty-blog @darkfictionjude @sentience-if @badwitch-if @redo-rewind-if @redbeanbunsworld @aprismaticodyssey @sevensdeadly-if @dragons-brandsif @drinkyourvillainjuice @thelonelyshore-if @theoperativeif @lacewing-if @florencetypemaniacs @the-kingshound @aevumgames @barbwritesstuff @burning-academia-if @vapolis @franzinyte-writes

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devotion that corrupts is my favorite btw there's nothing wrong with it ever & it should be encouraged

#oh #i'll just leave it here

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Flirty!MC going for both Neil and Joy would end up with all of them 'accidentally' dating bc honestly these two sometimes.....

My main guess so far has been Neil and joy for some reason they’re the first two that pop into my mind when trying to guess the poly route. If I had to make another guess it would be joy and Spencer. I’m like 15% confident about my guesses

Your poly-detector is on point 🤌

Both Joy and Neil are part of the poly routes, but not with each other. I even shared on my main acc last week that I can see a tiny bit spark, but I'm not 100% sold on it. I think they are more like friends who bicker and pretend to get engaged for free desert, but without actually developing romantic feelings for each other.

You got it wrong with Spencer, tho ☝️

#not saying it will be a thing! #but i see it #also please don't come for me of course they would stop flirting if things got real with mc

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is this a safe space?

My main guess so far has been Neil and joy for some reason they’re the first two that pop into my mind when trying to guess the poly route. If I had to make another guess it would be joy and Spencer. I’m like 15% confident about my guesses

Your poly-detector is on point 🤌

Both Joy and Neil are part of the poly routes, but not with each other. I even shared on my main acc last week that I can see a tiny bit spark, but I'm not 100% sold on it. I think they are more like friends who bicker and pretend to get engaged for free desert, but without actually developing romantic feelings for each other.

You got it wrong with Spencer, tho ☝️

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For those who might've missed it, I've said right at the start of the blog that MC's mom would be their only parent to be mentioned during the IF.

So I'm curious. Do any of you have HCs about MC's dad? Or their family in general?

#self reblog

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For those who might've missed it, I've said right at the start of the blog that MC's mom would be their only parent to be mentioned during the IF.

So I'm curious. Do any of you have HCs about MC's dad? Or their family in general?

#self reblog

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Head empty, only thoughts of aging Spencer up.

#just thinking

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i like how reclusive and generally unpleasant you are

#ch: a. bhandari #ch: sacha #ch: r. hewitt

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#happy asexuality day!!! #to dear followers ✨️ #and c ✨️

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#happy asexuality day!!! #to dear followers ✨️ #and c ✨️

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i beg you to love me, say that i'm enough, but you tell me— why are you like this? i think there's something wrong with you.

for @shestrying

in image / desperation sits heavy on my tongue, tumblr user tullipsink / mary oliver, ‘north country’ / virginia woolf, letter to violet dickinson / in image / blythe baird, from if my body could speak / unknown / lynee rae perkins, criss cross / elena ferrante?? / rainer maria rilke, from rilke’s book of hours / in image/ in image

#on mcs that feel like they're hard to love #webweaving

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#7 for all RO's?

#7: What would you (mun) yell in the middle of a crowd to find them? What would their best friend and/or romantic partner yell?

I changed it a little to what the person (MC, in this case) could do.

C: Announce a new thrifting place. One of C's favorite things about the city is how many thrifting and antique stores are there.

Neil: Find or pretend to be someone selling desserts. Neil likes anything sweet.

Joy: Just stand next to a tour guide. Joy loooves tours and is drawn to crowds of tourists.

Spencer: Offer a free class. Any class. Baking? Drums? Anything, Spencer is in.

A: I don't think they wouldn't get lost. Probably would be behind MC in silence, then hear MC saying that they got lost and be like "Me? I'm right here??" out of nowhere like a ghost.

#inbox #about the characters #ch: c. ralph #ch: neil sadecki #ch: joy pham #ch: spencer caetano #ch: a. bhandari

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Coming... ✨️

#backstage if #playlist

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i <3 queer subtext in fiction, but i'm not one for it. everyone is queer until i say they're not. your producer? lesbian & married. your roommate? queer. your mom? had a thing with a woman.

#im just a sapphic who writes queer characters and is like #🥰 yay

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god gives his best IFs to his busiest, most unreliable soldiers

#dropping out of law school to focus on my silly fictional babies <3 #/j