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que pica deliciosa eu acabei de mamar que sabor

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meu deus eu vou ter que me matar mesmo

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redonda porpeta balofa rolha de poço gigantesca imensa GORDAAAAAAA

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Making the Best decisions for myself is definetely the hardest path

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I'm scared i will be this lonely forever

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hey tumblr page

i've been feeling down the last few weeks. my self esteem is very low, im getting high a lot and forgetting whats going on

Im tired and lonely this is it

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nossa nem lembro qual foi a última vez que eu considerei me matar com tanta seriedade quanto agora

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I refuse to believe that what he's living now it's better than to be with me

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não quero superar não quero seguir em frente não quero ter que aguentar essa vergonha

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I will never forgive internet for allowing me to have contact with Lana del Rey unreleased songs when I had only 13

now I'm damaged forever

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I forgot to tell it, but I lost weight tumblr

I still feel fat and have some ed issues

but I think it's a better now

I'm more satisfied with how I look

It is still hard, but it is a journey right?

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oh tumblr here I am

once again depressed

but now I have heartsttoper

and oh god I can't literally stop watching the show

my life is just such a mess but when I watch the show it's like everything was all right and I have hope and happiness and I feel like things are going to be alright

although it's still hard

cause I'm really depressed and I keep thinking that nothing really really good will happen to me

That I will never feel all that joy and lightness in my life

I don't know I am just very messy

But heartstopper it's perfect absolutely everything

#heartstopper

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How come something so stupid have such a great impact in my life?

It was just a stupid test, it doesn't matter if I failed, it just passed now, i succeed in the other ones, I'm alright

Why can't I accept that? God this is so frustrating, I just can't be happy with what I have

But what makes it worse is the fact that maybe even if I have had been accepted there, I wouldn't be able to go, my destiny was to be here

But why

Fuck

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sometimes I start to wonder

If that _thing_ did not had happened will I be a different person today? Will I be able to trust on people? To build real relationship and be able to recognize and stay away of men that I know will hurt me?

Will I be able to love myself? Maybe I could've even had a teenage love - a healthy one

And maybe I wouldn't have let all those men hurt me and torture me with their words and action

Maybe my first time would have been different

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ah mas eu vou aprender essa buceta né kkkkkk

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I'm finally happy now that you're gone

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A GENTE NÃO NASCEU GRUDADO CARALHO PORRA INFERNO DÁ PAZ