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It’s been a whirlwind of a night, to say the least.

You’re really starting to get sick of being bothered by these human things, too.

You can feel her pressed against your back, arms snaking around your waist and holding on tight. It’s not like you were totally awake or asleep in the first place, some foggy in-between that you’re floating in while your exhausted thinkpan leisurely takes it’s time in deciding on one or the other.

Her face presses into your shoulder, hair falling over your neck and the sharp point of one horn poking you. It’s a bit uncomfortable honestly, but it reminds you that she’s here -- here and safe, at the very least.

You listen closely until her breathing changes into something slow and deep, feeling the rise and fall of her chest against your back. It’s not perfect, not a deep sleep, you can tell, not something she desperately needs right now (hell, it’s something you both need right now), but it’s something besides being awake.

Extracting yourself from her arms slowly, you roll over so you’re facing her. Blind fingers grace up her arm to her hair, running them through, avoiding knots and smoothing it back.

You guys can’t keep going on like this. Something has got to change, and soon. You can’t keep both running yourself ragged for the appeasement of humans, just to get slammed in the back of the head for it on a dimly-lit sidewalk. You have no idea what your options even are at this point, but hell if you aren’t going to find a way to fix this situation.

For now, you wrap your arms protectively around her, tucking her against your chest. You know you can’t promise to just think about it tomorrow after resting -- you know you’ll just stay up and agonize over this for hours, thinking too hard and fast to let your brain shut down long enough to recharge. But...at least while you’re here, overthinking, you can keep an eye on your concussed mate.

You press a kiss to the top of her head. No matter what you have to do, you are going to make things better; for you, and for your mate.

> Put down your phone, rub your eyes, and turn over to press your forehead against Sollux’s back. You should’ve predicted more daymares, but you didn’t. You can at least be glad that you didn’t wake them up– you’re not sure you want to talk about them right now.

You’re not sure why this is bothering you that much at all. You don’t like when things bother you.

Especially not human things.

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the bees made her happy

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no no you misheard I wasn’t taking you someplace romantic I was taking you someplace Romantic now let’s go explore that graveyard

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Have you ever met someone and they’re so fucking perfect in every way? And maybe they aren’t perfect to everybody, but to you they’re just absolutely amazing. The way they laugh and smile and talk and think and look and just everything about them and everything they do just keeps amazing you. listen / download

#pda / #AA.

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when u piss off ur short friend

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In Shakespearean we don’t say “I love you” we say “I am more antique Roman than a Dane: Here’s yet some liquor left” and that means “I’d rather go to hell with you than go to heaven without you” and I think that’s beautiful. 

#pda / #alcohol / #AA.

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blood type: gold

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we can replace things. d0n’t w0rry ab0ut th0se, i’ll take care 0f it.

y0u’re right. y0u need rest. i’m n0t g0ing t0 questi0n y0u a l0t t0night, but y0u’re safe n0w, 0kay? y0u’re hive and b0th blue and i are here f0r y0u.

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just took me by surprise and my things

blue says its a mild concussion and what looks like a severe panic attack

#injuries / #panic attack / #screamksy

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screamksy replied to your post:screamksy replied to your post:i’m hive.  hell if...

yes

what did they d0, if y0u can tell me. if n0t, can y0u tell me h0w hurt y0u are?

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screamksy replied to your post:i’m hive.  hell if i kn0w the full extent 0f...

hi, its okay

were y0u hurt.

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i’m hive. 

hell if i kn0w the full extent 0f pe0ple here right n0w because we’re basically a l0c0m0tive stati0n but t0 any and all: get the fuck 0ut 0f my way unless y0u’re pr0viding actual medical attenti0n t0 aradia.

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let blue l00k at y0u. we can talk ab0ut it later, alright?

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i l0ve y0u t00. please tell me if y0u're really n0t 0kay.

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0bvi0usly y0u're N0T.

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WHAT. HAPPENED.