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follow my art on insta!

(C.B)(5.4.19)

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İ loved being neglected as a child…………

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sorryi cant cone into work because ive been every age i have ever been and will never be again and i can't yet be any of the ages i will be. byebye

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sorry I wasn’t in the mood to be a person today, sorry I forgot to keep a conversation, sorry my soul needs ironing. give me a moment, a day or a so. it’ll be good. I’ll brush my hair and change my clothes. I’ll laugh a lot. I’ll say important things. it’ll be good.

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you never know what someone is going through. for instance i didnt know i was going through anything until about 2 years later. i thought i was just chilling

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oh fuck *falls back into old habits* *screen fades to black* *level loading* TIP: your belief that you are incapable of changing for the better will become a self fulfilling prophecy if left unchallenged

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Some days healing still feels like surviving

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lyrics that make you go 😵‍💫 when youre 23

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me, every day: i just dont have the energy for this today

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Last one.

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via weheartit

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On staying home (despite your best intentions)

another day - angus and julia stone / look who’s inside again - bo burnham / reasons not to be an idiot - Frank Turner / all my favorite songs - weezer ft. ajr  / nobody really cares if you don’t go to the party - courtney barnett / excursions - keaton henson / the deepest sighs, the frankest shadows - gang of youths /  tomorrow - jack and the weatherman / kyoto - Phoebe bridgers 

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i would be so normal if it wasn't for the fucking symptoms

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growing up I was always afraid of being Found Out. not sure what I was hiding. just my whole self I guess

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Georgia O’Keeffe, in a letter to Russel Vernon Hunter, from Georgia O’Keeffe: Art and Letters

Art by René Magritte

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if i feel an emotion one more time im gonna snap

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i don’t know how to ask for help i disappear and come back when i’m good