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Where The Sea And The Mountains Collide (x)

As the omega prince of the Southern Kingdom, Jimin wants nothing more to play his part in the war that threatens their kingdom. However, when his moment is called up he is not asked to join the battle, but instead told he will marry the alpha prince of the Northern Kingdom. Forced into an arranged marriage he never wanted, and sent off to a new home hidden away in the mountains Jimin faces a new life he couldn't have ever imagined.

Rating: E

Status: ongoing

AO3: here

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Love me behind closed doors

Feel free to use 🩷🩰 credits are welcome!

idea: professional ballet dancer jimin, physiotherapist yoongi, strangers to lovers, famous, media, flowers from a secret admirer,

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and just like that one fine morning, you fell on my face like a sliver of sunshine through the curtains and blinds covering the cracked window of my heart.

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and just like that one fine morning, you fell on my face like a sliver of sunshine through the curtains and blinds covering the cracked window of my heart.

#desiblr #3 am ramblings #what is happening to me #what do i tag here #love? maybe. #i hate him #love quotes

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i would have been one of those rock collector people if the streets of my city weren't marinated in dog poop and random garbage

#neurodivergent culture #mamata banerjee please let me clean the streets with those jet sprays used to wash cars #rock collector

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lets out a single agonized bloodcurdling scream but doesnt elaborate on why and just walks it off

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Sorry for being a bitch earlier, I needed to lay in the dark with my headphones for 3 hours to feel better

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Can’t tell if I’m on the verge of a mental breakdown, relapsing, attempting, holding on to my small amount of stability by a thread or if I just have a headache and it’s cold outside

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Nobody

- Be the Cowboy, Mitski

#mitski #spotify #music

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What an autistic person says: "How long is it going to take?"

What they mean: "I want to know whether to activate my short term waiting mode where I just wait and do nothing else, or activate my long term waiting mode where I occupy my mind with something else. I fully understand that both are possibilities, and I have no problem whatsoever with either one, but I want more information so I can best adapt to the situation."

What neurotypical people hear: "I am impatient and demand that everything I want happen right now. Please scold me and publicly humiliate me for it."

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THIS IS A UNIVERSAL EXPERIENCE???

nd culture is your parents telling you nooo you're not nd its your WEIRD FRIENDS that make you THINK you're nd

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Rea Kolarova

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this reminded me, when i was 9 years old, every night before going to bed i would arrange everyone's shoes in the rack and make all of them fit forcefully and cover the open side of the racks with rugs because my brain told me if i don't do that, someone will die, the SHOES will feel bad or someone will steal them.

Me at 30: How can it be OCD? I've never had worrying thoughts before...

Me at 5: If you don't say I love you good night to your parents they will die. If you don't close the curtains properly you will die. You better check that your whole family is breathing in their sleep or else they will die. Better not swallow that or you will die...

Me for my whole life: harm and contamination intrusive thoughts, moral intrusive thoughts.

Me at 31: Ohhhhhhhhhhhhhh.

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OCD family

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wtf

If you jave OCD please reblog this with the three letter text acronym you love. Like "idc" "wtf" etc. Pls only people with OCD. Thanks.

(self DX friendly)

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bad food first

Are you the "I will eat the good food first and let the bad come last" neurodivergent or the "I will suffer through the bad food first so I can end with the good" neurodivergent?

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A Checklist Of Possible Reasons I Am Upset, To Review When I Can't Seem To Figure It Out:

did not eat

new hyperfixation and no time for it

have not done a creative in 24 hrs

Bad Sounds

clothes are touching my body

cold

people

one (1) comment is stuck in my brain like a popcorn kernel

last time I drank water was ??????

nervous nervous nervous nervous

got a Slightly Worse grade than expected

last hug was ??????

slept a full 45 minutes

lonely ............

guts are shredding (again)

have not seen sunlight in 24 hrs

stuck inside

too much screen time

Yay Overwhelm

room is disaster area

have not talked to Person in a while

bored

imposter phenomenon (again)

no current routine

how long have I been working???

Too Much Socialization

and then. and THEN. I may consider:

something is actually wrong