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I am determined to read this bitch like a normal book, so I have a bit until the first order stuff. It is 335 pages long and I’m on 74….

And I will answer any questions about it of course

It’s here!!!!!!!

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It’s here!!!!!!!

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Next season they need to give grogu a blaster. Let him shoot his enemies. It would be fun.

#a-r-t ramblings #just please let him wreak havoc among the galaxy #just like with bb-8 #I just think all the little dudes in sw need to be the most violent #the whole expect the unexpected thing but I always hope it happens and get disappointed when it doesn’t happen

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As a gift to myself for getting a new part time job at my local science museum, I have preordered the Star Wars timeline book. I fucking love a timeline, and to know it for all of Star Wars with the current wave of media is the best. I must know all!!!

#a-r-t ramblings #life of a-r-t

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Really wish my testing for adhd and other neurodivergencies was sooner so I can figure out what’s up and get accommodations so I don’t keep opening up my quizzes in my Quality Control class and just completely blank and not understand what the questions are asking. It’s unlimited time but I can’t keep it open forever to be able to actually process what I need to write in response. And I also just don’t know what I don’t understand or if it’s because nothing is sticking in my brain anymore, either way nothing is in my brain and it’s so frustrating because if I can’t do this class I won’t be able to get one of my associates degrees that I plan to get.

#life of a-r-t #it’s so discouraging and frustrating #and it doesn’t help that my dad doesn’t understand/believe I’m having trouble #so he just grumbles about it and doesn’t offer any advice or encouragement #and moments like these makes it feel like I’ll never get to where I want to be in life

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Living my Paterson life hearing all the random conversations happening in this AAA auto club 😂

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#a-r-t ramblings #sooooo…… #they kinda made my wish of grogu having a deep voice come true #that was great

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Ahhhhhhhhh!!!!!! I’m gonna cry I’m so excited!!!! I love all the people sharing things from celebration. Hopefully the next one will be somewhere I can feasibly get to since I most definitely should have a big girl job with big girl moneys.

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Why do they have to send the patient who is getting tested for all the neurodivergent things on the run around to try and figure out what the insurance wants/needs to be done before the testing is able to be done 😭 I called once and got sent to one department from the og one I called and then told one thing. And then I called again a bit later to ask another question about how to do what I was told to do and got sent to the og department from the one I called, which is the one I was sent to earlier. And then told what I was told earlier was wrong and that question was not applicable to the new info. At least now I know what counts towards my deductible because I was confused about that. Ahhhhhhh🙃

#life of a-r-t #a-r-t ramblings #I just want to get my brain tested so I can know how to better handle what the shit is happening #and hopefully get accommodated at school for whatever is my issues

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The library app has the rise of Kylo ren comics!!! Since I missed out on buying the physical copies when they came out :/

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They really had me excited for brendol at the beginning of the mando episode. I just want them to confirm that the first order is out there and ready to take over already, I’m inpatient 😭

I’m in this for the fun, but also ready to return to my true calling, being a FO hoe. Give me the history and lore!!!!

#a-r-t ramblings #is it too much to ask??? #hell I’ll even read a book about the first order #I already read phasma #maybe I’ll borrow it from the digital library again to reread it #ahhhhhhh

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Someone let me be paid to shitpost on the official Star Wars accounts. I don’t want to do the normal posts, just the stupid ones. It would be fun

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All I want is there to be like confirmation of first order doings in the next 3 episodes. Like I don’t give a fuck about what’s happening with mando because I primarily am watching it because I’m bored and kinda want to know what is happening beyond recaps and memes. I am a first order hoe, and I want them to appear from the shadows of the unknown region. I’d also like to know the mcfucking year after Endor it is.

If baby yode gives us Brendol and phasma and baby fo 👀👀👀👀👀

#a-r-t ramblings #I know like nobody’s names #I call the one mando mama mando because she is the tribes? mom #idk what the group is called either #I know din Bo grogu and paley #those are the only legal names I got #everyone else is just that one person and whatever characteristics they have #also they should let mr baby have yodas saber just for fun #also give him a deep ass voice when they make him talk real words #that would be hilarious #I’m just in this for the fun honestly #I did like boba though #and Obi wan #I want more obiwan but idk if they’re gonna do that #or give me baby leia show to explore Alderaan #I’ve only seen half the first episode of andor because I was having a bad attention span day and gave up #I’ll probably get back to it soon #and maybe I’ll watch Loki too #because that’s the only marvel thing I care about on the ol d+

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If baby yode gives us Brendol and phasma and baby fo 👀👀👀👀👀

#a-r-t ramblings #I literally have no idea what the shit is going on #because I can’t watch the animated shows because my brain hates looking at the art style #but like they have to be building to baby fo #I know it #no other way for it to go honestly

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In very important personal news, iOS finally put in the new emojis that were rumored/announced in like September, which means my waiting is over!!!! There is a moose emoji now!

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Screenshot for those who won’t be able to see it in the post

#a-r-t ramblings #life of a-r-t #it is very important to me #moose is my favorite animal #and now it finally has an emoji #very exciting to me

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Saw 65 with my boyfriend tonight. I enjoyed it, but it’s not at the rewatch on my own on repeat, like Paterson or the man who killed don quiote, level. But I wouldn’t say no to watching it if someone else wanted to watch it like all of his Noah movies (besides marriage story, I’ll watch that).

I was “upset” that there wasn’t weird time travel like I thought there was based on the trailer. And also there were not enough feathers…. There should have been more feathers.

Overall, beyond the Adam part of it, it was a fun space dinosaur movie with some surprises but also very expected plot points based on its genre but it didn’t feel like those parts were done in a worn out way.

#a-r-t ramblings #life of a-r-t #also felt lied to because I thought he was an inexperienced dad #and why tf does Adam run back straight like Chris evans???? #I know Chris does it due to his dance background #but what about Adam????

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Hey all! Life update time:

Not working in a lab quite yet, but I put in two applications for lab jobs at the same company that does analysis of samples from people in clinical trials I think (not 100% sure but I think that’s what the website says). And I got responses from their recruiters the very next day, and had a phone interview with one that day, and I have a phone interview with the other tomorrow. Hopefully later this week I hear from the hiring manager at the location about setting up another interview for the first interviewed position. It will be wild going from almost nothing to a full time salaried position, but I am excited and very hopeful I will be offered one of these positions.

#life of a-r-t #a-r-t ramblings #my mental health is still kinda eh #not really the best and still trying to find the right mix of meds to make my brain work better #also still trying to find a therapist to help more