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sometimes i start to like my dad. i love him, because he’s my dad, but i don’t like him. When i start to like him, he just finds a way to remind me that no one will ever be enough for him. not me, not my mom, not my brothers, not the church. i try to remind myself that this is his first life, and he never had a parental figure to learn how to be or not be a dad. But it’s our first time too.

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i really really really need to stop planning my birthday, everything goes wrong and i get this overwhelming feeling and i feel so angry at literally everyone and its awful and even tho i try to enjoy it i cant

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i caught him looking at me four times. how i wish i could be careless sometimes, to open up and smile

I just saw him and i runaway to the bathroom. I can’t be with someone, i have way to emotional and mind issues that i need to work on first, i also need to focus on college. I swear that if i ever see you after all of this is done im gonna smile to you.

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that scene in tlo where thalia tells percy he can't start feeling sorry for luke bc luke made his choices. and thalia reveals that the reason they couldn't make it to camp in time for all of them to make it to camp was bc luke kept picking fights. and annabeth never saw this as wrong bc luke was her hero. so thalia had to pick up the pieces. and percy thinking both that luke was put in a cruel position and that luke was putting others in a cruel position. and percy is the only character who understood both sides of luke bc annabeth sees only the best of him and thalia sees only the worst. and that's why percy is the prophecy kid and the one who gives luke the knife. bc annabeth had spent the entire series essentially giving luke the knife when he didn't deserve it. and thalia was never going to give luke the knife. but percy is the only one who can see exactly when luke deserves the knife.

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the bond between a girl and their favorite fictional man is both an unstoppable force and an immovable object

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Percy Jackson but Hestia has a cabin. that is where the unclaimed go because she goddess of home and family. Demigods get claimed faster because when they show up Hestia glares at her siblings, nieces and nephews untill they claim them.

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no bc putting sally just chilling out in the storm when percy came home from school, bc she fell in love with the stormbringer god. it was just a really especial detail and a little wink for the real greek myth nerds. well done guys

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No but Nico is going to be down BAD in S3. This really cool kid saves him and his sister from a monster?? And he’s kinda cute?? AND he’s into the same card game that Nico is obsessed with?? And this girl he seems really close to just fell off a cliff?? So he asks if she was his girlfriend and he says no?? He’s going to have a field day

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pjo tv show please canonize clarisse/silena bc their patrochilles parallels are the underrated best part of book 5 i am begging you i dont care if its a KYG

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Annabeth running the Athena cabin is actually one of the most realistic things about CHB to me because autistic 12 year old girls are another fucking breed. At 12 years old I would wake myself up at 5:50 before making myself a healthy smoothie and scrambled eggs and then leaving for school at 6:50 to be over an hour early and go straight to the library. Can you imagine if I’d had another six kids under my command? No wonder they’re winning Capture the Flag so much.

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NICO

IF WE DONT GET A NICO AND BIANCA CAMEO AT THE LOTUS HOTEL IM GOING NUTS

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my mistake is that i thought everyone would remember me as i remembered them

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i tried to make a digital journal, but i can’t i need a physical notebook. I need to feel the pages with my fingers, i need the smell and i need the sacred feeling of writing in a blank sheet of paper

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I love you emotionally closed off/distant/reserved characters who are SO full of feelings and love but have trouble expressing it or just dont want to, I love you you are everything to me

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its baffling seeing people on here being all shocked about how other ppl didnt have sex or do drugs or drink or go to parties etc etc in high schools like. sorry i was too busy getting bullied to do all of that stuff i guess. why are you surprised that there’s losers on the cringe loser website

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im on my third day strike of binging.

I want to hurt myself

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Marguerite Duras, from The Lover

Text ID: I think I'm beginning to see my life. I think I can already say, I have a vague desire to die. From now on I treat that word and my life inseparable.