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Tastes Like Heaven

George Daniel x Reader

Author's Note: You can probably tell but i've never sucked dick so, this piece is also probs shit. oh well.

Warnings: dick sucking, hair pulling, gagging, idk what else

wc: 1664

It had been a long day in the studio for George. He’s been working on the latest ‘75 record everyday for the past few weeks. Every day, he wouldn’t get home until 3 am and would leave for the studio early in the mornings.

You had fallen asleep on the couch, waiting for him so you could go to bed together. Once you heard the click of the front door unlocking, you sat up and watched as your boyfriend walked into the living area. He looked exhausted, all you wanted to do was pull him into you and hold him as he got some much needed rest.

“Hi, darling. How was work today?” you asked him as he walked over and plopped himself on the couch next to you.

“It was alright. Matty was getting on my nerves though. Little twat can’t make up his mind sometimes.”

He goes to run his hands down his face.

Fuck

You can see the way he’s craning his neck back. The veins in his hands and arms are protruding his skin a bit. He lets out a little breath that sounds like a bit of a groan.

“Is there anything I can do to cheer you up?” you ask.

He grabs your hips and moves you to sit atop his lap. He wraps his arms around your hips and back, pulling you close as he nestles his face into your neck, breathing in the scent that is you.

“Just stay right here, please,” he says.

“Alright. I’ll stay.”

You two sit there for ages, just holding each other in the comfortable silence.

But you slowly become uncomfortable from the fact that you’ve had his growing erection slowly poking your ass through his jeans.

You slowly pull back to look at his face. He looks up at you with a tired look, but right underneath, you can see the hunger in his eyes.

You leaned in to give him a quick peck, to see if you were reading him right. And you were. He holds you to him by grabbing the side of your face and desperately kissing you. Your wet kisses filled the silence of the room. You moved to adjust yourself on his lap, lightly grazing his clothed crotch, making him shudder as you moved against him. His breath quivered as he arched his back, trying to gain more friction.

He moved his hand to grab the back of your neck, pulling on your hair, causing you to suck in a sharp breath. George took this opportunity to stick his tongue into your mouth, slightly sucking on your tongue.

The hand that isn’t holding you against him moves down to your upper thigh where he writes something with his finger

‘mine’

You swear you could cum right there. But you don’t.

George moves to take off your shirt and as soon as it’s off, he realizes you weren’t wearing anything else underneath it but a pair of thin, sheer panties.

“Oh fuck.” he whispered.

He goes to pull your panties to the side but you have other plans.

“Wait baby. Let me take care of you. You’ve had a long week. Do you wanna be a good boy for me and let me do all the work?”

“I’ll be good, promise.”

“I’ll take good care of you, promise.”

You move off his lap and kneel down infront of him, not before he took a pillow from the couch and dropped it on the floor for your knees.

“Don’t want my girl in pain now, do I?” he cheekily smirks at you.

You slowly and lightly trail a hand up his leg, teasingly going up his inner thigh before palming him through his pants. He lets out a groan as he rolls his head back, letting you see his exposed neck. Oh how you wish you could lick a trail up it.

You tauntingly moved to unbutton his pants, slowly pulling the zipper down before helping him pull them off completely.

You pressed soft kisses on the insides of his thighs, watching as he restrained himself from taking over and fucking you mercilessly.

You rested your head against his thigh as you reached to pull the waistband of his boxers down. As you did, his hardened cock sprung up. It was red and already beading with precum.

“Oh my, this looks painful, darling.” you say as you blow a breath of air on his tip, causing him to slightly thrust his hips up into nothing.

“Let me help you out a bit.”

You lightly wrap your hand around the tip and circle your wrist a bit, he’s gripping the couch cushions, his hands turning white as he tries not to lose it.

You run your hand up and down his cock twice before squeezing his tip then letting go.

George is starting to feel light headed from the teasing he’s had to endure, biting his lip to suppress some of the sounds his throat has been coiling.

You take his cock in one hand and lick a long strip along the side of his cock, eliciting a jaw dropping moan from George. The most gorgeous scene is displayed in front of you right now and you can’t help but squeeze your thighs together, trying to gain some friction. But this isn’t about you, it’s about the beautiful specimen of a man before you.

You kiss the tip of him before wrapping your lips around it and gently sucking on it. George’s body shudders as he quickly moves his hand to grab your hair and pull on it. His eyes are closed but that’s not what you want.

“Don’t close your eyes, baby. Look at me.” you condescend him.

Now, you take him in your mouth, slowly taking him in. He’s too big for your mouth though so you wrap your hand around the rest of him. George’s grip on your hair becomes tighter and you can feel how hard he’s resisting the urge to use you as a fuck toy and thrusting into your mouth.

You start bobbing your head up and down him, gradually going faster. Your hand matches the pace of your mouth.

The only sounds in the room are his moans and the wet sounds coming from your mouth as you suck him off.

You push yourself to try and fit him all in your mouth but it’s proving to be difficult. You push yourself until it’s hard to breathe. But you do it, you push down and reach his base, causing him to thrust up into your throat. You gag as he does so and let go of him and sit back on your knees as you try to regain your breath.

“I'm so sorry, darling. It was an accident, didn’t mean to.” he sits forward, massaging the back of your neck. You can see the sorrow all over his face, it really was an accident. But you didn’t mind it, you really enjoyed it actually.

There’s spit all over your face and tears are running down your face. Your hairs a mess but you’re still the most beautiful person in the world to him, even with how fucked out you look.

“That was hot.” was all you said before you pushed him back onto the couch and wrapped your hand around the base of his cock. You stroked him a few times before taking him into your mouth again and hollowing your cheeks.

You watch as his abs flex under the thin material of his shirt, trying not to roll his hips up. You can see how he’s struggling to breathe, he's panting and looking down at you with love and lust filled eyes.

You take this chance to gently wrap your free hand around his balls and twist them around a bit.

This new sensation makes George roll his head back against the back of the couch, his jaw dropping as he cries out for more.

“Baby, please don’t stop doing that. That’s so- ahh fuck, so fucking good.” he says.

You continue to play around with his balls as you bob up and down his cock. He’s getting close, you can feel it, with the way he’s twitching against your tongue.

You bob up and down him faster, slurping around his dick and letting out moans. The vibration drives him crazy. He’s a whimpering mess, he’s given up on restraining himself and is now thrusting up into your mouth, pushing so far that you’re gagging with every thrust. You can feel all your drool dripping down your chin and neck as he holds your head in place. Your lips are numb from having them wrapped around him for so long.

“Fuck baby, made for me. You were m-made for me, fuck, taking me so well in that pretty little mouth. Look better with my cock down your throat. Shit- My beautiful girl. Can I come in your mouth?” he asks so politely, as if he hasn’t been thrusting into your mouth, making you choke and gag.

You try and tell him you want him to come in your mouth but it comes out as a gargled mess, but he gets the message.

With a few more thrusts, he's spilling down your throat, keeping you pressed against the base of his cock as he empties into your mouth. His breathing is erratic as he lets you go.

You pull back and stick your tongue out to show him all that he gave you. He moves closer to you and grabs your chin between his fingers.

“Be a good girl and swallow for me.” he whispers in your ear.

You shiver from his warm breath and demanding tone of voice.

You do as he says, opening your mouth and to show him that you had swallowed all of him. He grabs you by the neck and kisses you, tasting the reminiscence of him that still coats your mouth.

“You taste like heaven.”

#the 1975 fic #the 1975 fanfic #the 1975 fanfiction #the 1975 smut #george daniel fic #george daniel fanfic #george daniel fanfiction #george daniel smut

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at102-icantstopsmilingatyou · 6 days

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out friday

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at102-icantstopsmilingatyou · 7 days

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gonna start writing some smut

#a house might be the only series i write tbh #i have an idea already for smut but ngl #i forgot what the idea was #i just know i had an idea

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at102-icantstopsmilingatyou · 9 days

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A House

Part: 2

Author's Note: Things start to heat up in this chapter. The drama begins now, but it's not like a lot of drama yet. Anyways, I'm sorry if it's shit. I actually hope you all like it. Also, right below the authors note is a list of warnings/triggers for the chapter. If there’s something that triggers you or if there’s something you don’t wish to read about but you still want to read the story, I can edit it out and send you a copy of the story without the trigger.

warnings: use of the word 'slut', a bit of 'mwah mwah' ya know?, a bit of bullying

wc: 2586

-=+=-

Matty and Lilah - Aged 16

“Come on, Lilah. We’re gonna be late.” Matty says as he knocks on the door the Lilah’s room for what feels like the millionth time today.

“I’m not going. I’ll see you after school.” Lilah shouted back from behind the door.

“You can’t just not go to school.”

“Yes I can, watch me.”

“If you don’t go, you’re letting them win. They’re gonna know they’ve won.”

“Well they did. So I’m not going, they win.”

“Lilah, open this door right now before I break it down.”

“You’re not going to break it down. You bruise like a peach.”

“Do not.” Matty stood there flabbergasted, his jaw dropped and eyebrows furrowed.

“I’m not going, end of discussion.”

“Lilah, I won’t let them hurt you.” Matty said, leaning his head against the door frame, “I won’t leave you. And if you come with me to school today, we can go to the house after all our classes. I promise.”

He hears the click of the lock on her door before it opens a crack, he can see Lilah through the small crack in the door.

“You promise?” she asked hesitantly.

“Yeah, I promise.”

“Okay.”

Matty extends his hand to her and she takes it. She holds on tight for a majority of their walk to school but instantly lets go as soon as they start to see fellow classmates. Matty feels his heart sink. It’s not just because she dropped his hand, but because he knows why she does it. She already gets called rude names at school, she didn’t want to drag him down with her. But he’d willingly go down with her if it meant he could have her.

“I’ll see you at lunch. See ya.” Lilah says as she rushes off into the crowd of students trying to get to their classes on time.

“Alright then. Bye I guess. See ya. It’s not like I need a goodbye or anything. It’s fine. Just walk away and leave me all by my lonesome.” Matty talks to himself as he slowly walks to his first class of the day.

-=+=-

The students get let out of class for lunch and Lilah makes a beeline for the courtyard, wanting to get to Matty before anyone could get to her. But that was wishful thinking.

“Well hello slut.”

Kayla, the biggest bully that Lilah had ever had the displeasure of meeting.

“Hi Kayla.” Lilah said quietly, trying to walk around Kayla but the girl isn’t letting up.

“Where do you think you’re going? Off to be a slut again? Who is it this time? Luke? Christopher? or is it your usual, Matty?”

“No, I’m just going to lunch.”

“Right, ‘Lunch’” Kayla laughs as she uses air quotes.

“Please, I’m just trying to go.”

“Oh, are you that desperate to get off? You have to run to your next dick appointment?”

Then a voice interrupts.

“Is there a problem? Lilah, is Kayla bothering you?” said Dale.

Dale was the golden boy of the town. He was smart, strong, and hardworking. Every guy wanted to be him and every girl wanted to be with him. He had always been kind towards Lilah, never really making conversation with her but he put in the effort to show he wasn’t one of the rotten ones in this town.

“Oh no problem here. I was just chatting to my friend here. Wasn’t I?” Kayla says as she looks at you, giving you a look that could cut.

“Um, yeah. We were just talking.” Lilah says, trying not to fold into herself too much. She can’t let Kayla know she’s winning.

“Lilah? Are you sure you’re okay?” Dale asked again.

“Yeah Lilah, tell him how everything’s fine.” Kayla interrupted.

“Kayla” Dale started, “Would you be so kind as to give me a moment alone with Lilah?”

“Sure” Kayla said as she gave a very fake and toothy smile. Lilah could see the rage behind her eyes.

As soon as Kayla walked away, Dale began “Hey, are you sure you’re okay? It didn’t seem like it for a bit. Thought you could use some saving.” he laughed.

God why is he so cute, Lilah thought.

“Yeah, I’m fine. Thanks though, you didn’t have to intervene.”

“I’ve actually been meaning to speak to you. I wanted to ask you something.”

Lilah looked up at him with her doe eyes. A bit of confusion was written on her face.

“Yeah, sure. What’s up?” she asked.

“I was wondering if you’d ever want to go out? with me?” Dale said as he stuffed his hands in his pant pockets, trying not to show how nervous he was.

“Me? You want to go out with me?” Lilah was in disbelief. She was the school slut, who would want to go out with her?

“Yeah with you. I’ve seen you around school and around town and I’ve always thought you seemed kind and pretty. I’ve been wanting to ask you out for the longest time but I wasn’t sure if I stood a chance with a girl as gorgeous as you.”

“Oh, I mean, sure. Yeah, I’d love to.”

“Sweet. I can pick you up on Friday night? We can get dinner and get to know each other more?”

“Yeah, that sounds nice.” she smiled at him.

“Awesome. I’ll see you around until then.”

“Yeah, for sure.”

Dale walks away and Lilah just thinks for sure? what the fuck was that?

All of a sudden, Lilah feels a hand gently glide down her bicep. She quickly turns to see Matty with a worried look on his face. Once she notices it’s him, she calms a bit.

“Hey, are you alright? I saw you and Dale talking. Did he say anything to you? Like, anything that would upset you?” he asked after giving her arm a light, reassuring squeeze.

“Yeah, everything’s fine. He was actually asking me out on a date.” Lilah couldn’t help but smile.

“Dale? He asked you on a date?”

“Yeah, is that hard to believe? Am I that unappealing?” she joked.

“No, not at all darling. It’s just that you know how people in this town are. And Dale is the guy. I just want you to be safe, that’s all.”

“I’ll be fine Matty. We’re going out this Friday. I’m very excited.”

“I’m glad that you’re happy. So, shall we head to lunch?”

“Yeah, come on. You can tell me all about the silly little band you want to start.” Lilah teased.

“Well, first of all, it’s not silly. Second of all, it’s not little. We’re not little. We’re men. In a band.”

“Alright, whatever you say.”

The two make their way to the courtyard, away from the majority for some peace and quiet, as well as the nice weather. They sit in their usual spot, a bench under a massive willow tree.

As they take their seats, Lilah starts “So, how are the boys?”

“They’re alright, it’s hard to make the time to work on the band when we’re all so busy. Just need to make the time to practice so we can leave this stupid little town.”

Lilah could feel her heart shatter a bit.

What about me? she thought.

“Yeah” she softly replied, “So, any girls catch your eye?”

“No, not really. I’m way out of everyone’s league.” Matty joked as he leaned back against the bench.

“Sure you are. Matthew Timothy Healy, the boy who threw up on the school playground after a bird shat on him.” Lilah laughed.

“You said you’d never bring it up again. That was rude. I’ve never been so betrayed.” Matty whined.

“Oh poor baby Matty. He couldn’t handle a bit of bird poo.” she started to laugh hysterically at the memory.

Bottle it up. I want to bottle up her laugh. I want to be able to hear it all the time. My favorite kind of music.

“Anyways,” Matty cleared his throat, “Wanna go to the house after school?”

“Yes! I can’t wait. I love that house.”

“Me too, darling. I’ve started working on it though. I’ve been cleaning it up a bit and fixing some holes in the walls and stuff.”

“Really?” Lilah practically squealed out of excitement.

“Yeah, I promised you, didn’t i?”

She smiled so wide, he wanted to capture it to keep forever.

“Yeah, yeah you did.”

-=+=-

After school, Matty and Lilah made their way to the house.

The house is an abandoned little cottage that the two found in the middle of the woods when they were about 12 years old. It was a bit worn down when they found it, but it became their spot. They would go to the house whenever they could, whether they were going to read, do homework, talk, or just hang out. When they were 14, they promised each other that they would fix up the house and make it theirs to live in. It was their safe space.

Once they got there, Lilah looked around to see the work that Matty had completed since the last time she saw it. He must have worked quite a bit because there was a lot of improvement.

“Matty, this is amazing. I mean, if you work at this rate, the house will be done in a few months.” Lilah said in amazed disbelief.

“Yeah, I’ve been coming here to fix it up, any chance I get. I was thinking you could do a majority of the decorating. I know you love making spaces feel cozy and lived in.” “I do. I can start decorating as soon as you’re done doing the construction bit.” she smiled at him.

“Yeah, no worries. Once you start decorating, let me know. I can help you carry stuff over.” Matty said as he went to take a seat on the couch he brought in the last time he’d been at the house.

Lilah goes to sit next to him, leaning her head against his shoulder. To which Matty rested his head on top of hers.

“I can’t wait to move in here with you someday.” Lilah said. “Yeah. Me too, darling.”

Matty felt a pit in his stomach. He knew with Dale being a prospect for Lilah, that the chances of sharing a life with her were slowly dwindling. But he didn’t want to risk her happiness. She seemed excited for her date with Dale, and Dale didn’t seem like a bad guy.

Maybe if things don’t work out between her and Dale, Matty could work up the courage to tell her how he feels. Maybe they’d have a shot at a future together.

-=+=-

It’s Friday afternoon, Lilah’s getting ready for her first date with Dale. Her first date ever. To say she was anxious is an understatement. To try and calm her nerves, she tried to go on a walk and ended up at the house. She walked in and started pacing the floors. The wooden boards creaked with every step she took, that would be something she’d mention to Matty to see if he could fix it. But right now she had to think. How do you go on a first date? What was the proper etiquette? Should she hold his hand? Sit close to him at dinner? What do you even talk about on a first date? What if people from school see them and say something? What if it was all a joke and he won’t actually show up? Should she hug him? Kiss his cheek? Kiss Him?! She doesn’t know how to kiss. She’s never been kissed before. How do you kiss? What if she’s bad? What if her kiss ruins the date? What if she kisses him and he actually didn’t want to kiss her? What if her breath stinks? What if he gets disgusted after the kiss? What if he tells the whole school about how she’s a terrible kisser?

She’s spiraling.

-=+=-

Matty has been running around like a headless chicken, trying to find Lilah. He’d walked her home from school and then parted from her when she said she needed to get ready for her date. She seemed excited when she left. Is she alright? Has she gone on the date early?

Matty looked everywhere for her, calling out her name, with no avail as to where she’d gone. But there’s still one place he hasn't checked yet. The house.

He made his way to the house and as he walked up to the front door, he could hear light footsteps inside, pacing. Not just any footsteps, Lilah’s footsteps. Matty opened the door as it groaned in resistance.

I should get that fixed. He thought

When he walks in, he sees Lilah still pacing the floor. She’s in her head. She’s got a worried expression and she’s biting her nails.

“Darling, you alright?” he hesitantly asked, not wanting to startle her.

She stopped pacing a moment to look at him. Her eyebrows began to furrow as she tried to keep back the tears.

“I don’t know what to do. I mean, this is my first date and I’m 16. What should I do? Like on the date? Do I have to stand close to him at all times? Do I have to hug him? What if he expects something from me? Like what if he wants sex? I don't know how to do that. What if he wants to kiss me? I don’t know how to do that either. What if I’m a bad kisser? Cause ya know. I’ve never kissed or been kissed. What if he wants to kiss me with tongue? I have no clue how to do that. I mean wha-”

“I can teach you.” Matty interrupts her with a sly smile plastered on his face.

“What?” she looks at him, completely bewildered.

“I said I can teach you. To kiss.”

“What? Really?”

“Yeah. It’s quite easy actually. You just have to get used to it, I guess.” “So, we just have to… kiss?”

“Yeah, come on. Let me show you.” “Alright.”

Matty slowly walked towards Lilah. He softly placed a hand on her lower back, pulling her a little closer. With his other hand, he guides Lilah’s arms to wrap around his neck. Once her arms are holding him against her, he uses his free hand to gently grab the side of her face. He pulled her face closer to him before asking “Ready?”

“Yeah” she breathed.

With that, he connected their lips. Delicately at first, as to not overwhelm and scare her. It took her a few seconds to unfreeze, but she soon relaxed into the kiss. Her body no longer stood stiff along his. She practically melted into his arms. Lilah grabbed the back of his head, lightly tugging on his hair, causing him to let out a soft whimper. Matty decided to try and push her a little further by licking her and biting her bottom lip, causing her to gasp. He took that as his chance to slip his tongue into her mouth. She tasted like the best damn thing in the world. She didn’t have anything to worry about, cause she was an amazing kisser. They didn’t let eachother go, not wanting the moment to end.

Suddenly, Matty pulled away from her. He lightly pushed her off him as he tried to catch his breath. Lilah stood there dumbfounded, wondering why he stopped and why he did it so abruptly.

Without a word, Matty walked out the door and didn’t look back.

#the 1975 fic #the 1975 fanfic #the 1975 fanfiction #matty healy fic #matty healy fanfic #matty healy fanfiction #matty healy x reader #matty healy x oc

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at102-icantstopsmilingatyou · 10 days

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the great thing about writing, is if you need a name for an evil person, you can use the name of anyone you hate 😁

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at102-icantstopsmilingatyou · 12 days

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What is this blog?

Hello, i write sometimes so whatever i write will be on this blog on my masterlist

I write fics about the boys in the 1975. I like to find inspo in songs, tv shows, movies, books, or even things that I experience irl sometimes.

I'm open to requests, I've never done those and they seem fun.

Also, i add warnings and triggers before every thing that i write, so if there’s ever anything you don’t wish to read about but still would like to read that piece of writing, i can edit it to not include the trigger and send it to you.

Welcome! I hope you enjoy your stay.

#ignore this if it's in your feed #im trying to be organized

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at102-icantstopsmilingatyou · 12 days

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Masterlist

Series:

'A House' : Part 1

Part 2

One-Shots:

Body Better

#the 1975 fic #the 1975 fanfic #the 1975 fanfiction #matty healy dic #matty healy fic #matty healy fanfic #matty healy fanfiction #matty healy x reader #matty healy smut #matty healy x you #the 1975 smut

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at102-icantstopsmilingatyou · 13 days

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the way i’m writing a new piece of smut and my brain automatically typed ‘clit’ in all caps.

#can you tell idk what i’m doing

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at102-icantstopsmilingatyou · 14 days

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A House

Part: 1

Author's Note: this chapter will be just establishing the relationship between Matty and Lilah. This chapter is them as kids then next chapter will probably be them as teens and that's where all the drama starts. I hope you all give this a chance and i really hope y'all like this. If it's shitty, shut the fuck up.

wc: 1378

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Matty and Lilah - Age 11

“Lilah, where’d you go?” Matty had asked “I’ve been seeking for ages, I’m tired and I’m hungry. You win, can we please go back to my house now? My mum has dinner ready for us. It’s gonna be cooooold.”

Finally he sees her drop from the branches of a tree.

“You’ve been in a tree this whole time?” He asked with his eyebrows raised to his hairline.

“Yeah, you walked past me a whole lot. It was hard not to laugh or move.” Lilah had walked to him while giggling a bit.

“Well you won fair and square.” Matty said as he picked a small branch out of Lilah’s hair, “can we go and eat now? I’m starving.”

“Yeah, let’s go!” Lilah has said as she began to race back to Matty's house.

The two ran towards the house with Lilah in the lead, Matty following slightly behind.

They ran until they reached the back steps of the house when Lilah called out

“I won.”

“You didn’t win. There was nothing to win.”

“What do you mean? It was a race, and I got here first. Therefore, I win.” she beamed at him.

“You never declared a race, Delilah.” he said enunciating the syllables in her name.

“I think you’re just bitter that you didn’t win any of today's games. Not only did I win hide and seek, but I also just won this race. Is your ego hurt?’’ she said while pouting her mouth at him, “oh poor baby. Little baby Matty didn’t win against a girl!” she laughed.

“That is not true and you know it. You won hide and seek but you did not win a race because there was no race.” he playfully punched her arm.

“Whatever you say, whatever helps you sleep at night.” Lilah had said as she walked into the house.

“You’re such a twat.” he tells her as he holds the door open for her.

“Matthew Timothy Healy, what did you just say?”

The boy felt his spine stiffen as he shivered from the booming of that voice.

“Nothing mum, Lilah and I were just talking about the games we played today.” Matty had told her.

“Is he telling the truth, Lilah? Is my boy being honest with me right now?” Denise, Mattys mother, had asked the girl, raising an eyebrow at her with a sly smile.

“Yes, Denise. We just played a few games today and were talking about how I won every single game.” Lilah had responded, making her way to sit at the dining table.

“You did not win every game today.” Matty exclaimed, “I won the first round of hide and seek and the race didn’t even count because it was never declared a race.”

“You only “won” the first round of hide and seek because you wouldn’t stop crying after you’d fallen in the creek and bruised your leg on the rocks. And that race was declared a race. Stop being bitter that you’ve lost to a girl… again.” she laughed.

“I’m not bitter, there’s nothing to be bitter about, cause I won fair and square and no I did not cry. I’m a big boy.” Matty said as he took a seat next to Lilah.

“Yes you are Matthew.” Denise said as she placed some plates of steaming hot food in front of the pair, ruffling Matty's hair at the same time.

“Mum.” Matty had whined, “Not the hair. It’s what gets me all the ladies.”

“What ladies?” Lilah asked.

“Yeah what ladies?” Denise followed up with.

“Ya know, the ladies.” Matty responded to both of them.

“Oh yeah, the ladies in your imagination.” Lilah said as she tried to suppress a laugh.

“Alright kids, eat up. It’s getting late and Lilah has to go back home.” Denise had told the kids as she walked to the sink to wash some of the dishes.

“No. Can I stay with Lilah tonight? or can she stay here?” Matty had looked at his mom with a frown and furrowed eyebrows.

It was merely impossible to separate the two. They were always at each other's sides. Since they’d met, they never went a day without seeing each other. They would often spend the night at each other's houses, cause they couldn’t bear to part for so long. If the two were ever separated for long hours at a time, you could see the color and light drain from their eyes. They would both be timid and anxious the whole time, wondering when they would be able to see the other again. It also didn’t help that Lilah got made fun of in school. She was constantly bullied for playing like a boy and acting like one. Lilah was always frightened so she stuck near Matty, knowing she felt safe when he was present. And Matty always worried about Lilah and wanted to protect her and keep her safe. So he stuck next to her, not letting her out of his sight.

“If Lilah's family is alright with it, then you two can spend the night here. After dinner, go take Lilah home and ask her family’s permission.” Denise had told the kids.

-=+=-

After gobbling down their dinner, Matty and Lilah made their way to Lilah's house. It wasn’t a far track but it was far enough that no one wanted Lilah to walk home alone, whether it was day or night, she always had to be accompanied.

On their walk to Lilah’s house, the two talked:

“What’d you wanna do tomorrow?” Matty asked as he kicked some rocks under his shoe.

“I dunno. We could go swimming in the creek? Then we could dry off in the field by my house.”

“Sure, but I have to help my dad in the field, but that’s early in the morning though. I think you’ll still be asleep by the time I’m done.” Matty smiled.

“Maybe. I can help you though, so you can get it done faster.”

“No it’s alright Lilah. I’m a big boy, remember?” he said flexing his scrawny bicep.

“Right. Just wake me when you’re done so we can go to the creek.”

As the sun was setting, the two made it to Lilah’s house. Lilah led the way as Matty followed closely behind.

Upon entering the house, Lilah and Matty were met by Lilah’s parents who were sitting in their living room having a light conversation.

“Hi mom, Hi dad.” Lilah said.

“Hello Mr. and Mrs. Finnegan. Lovely to see you guys.” Matty said as he greeted them.”

“Please Matthew, you’ve known us for years, you can drop the Mr. and Mrs.” stated Lilah’s mother.

“Sorry.” Matty blushed.

“Can I stay with Matty tonight? Or can he stay here?” Lilah asked

“You two can spend the night at Matty’s. It’ll be easier rather than having to send him home to tell his mother and having him come all the way back. Be careful, love. I’ll see you tomorrow. I love you.”

Mrs. Finnegan had told her daughter.

Lilah ran up to her mother to hug her and kiss her goodnight, saying a farewell to her father as well.

The two said their goodbyes and made their way back to Matty’s house as the sun had just set. During the walk the two talked about the most outrageous things like how Matty had shoved his ice cream cone in another kid's face because that kid was bullying Lilah. It had made Lilah laugh, and Matty loved seeing and hearing her laugh, especially when she’s laughing because of him.

Matty and Lilah had made their way back to Matty’s house and gotten ready for bed. As per usual, Matty slept on the floor and let Lilah sleep on his bed.

“Matty?” Lilah asked into the darkness of the room.

“Yeah?”

“Do you think we’ll be friends forever?”

“Yeah, you’re stuck with me forever. No matter how much I annoy you, you won’t be able to get rid of me.”

“You don’t annoy me, you could never annoy me.”

“Don’t worry Lilah. I’m staying, nothing bad will ever happen, okay?” Matty asked while looking up at her from the floor.

“Okay.” Lilah smiled as she looked down at him.

“Goodnight Lilah”

“Goodnight Matty”

#the 1975 fic #the 1975 fanfic #the 1975 fanfiction #matty healy fic #matty healy fanfic #matty healy fanfiction #matty healy x reader #matty healy x oc

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i’m gonna try and get chapter one of ‘A House’ out tonight. It’s really a trust to process for things like drama and stuff, the first chapter or 2 is just gonna be establishing the bond between Matty and Lilah. Then as the story progresses, the more drama and stuff happens. i’m genuinely so excited to share this story cause i’ve had the idea written down for a while so i hope you all like it.

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my smut upload has 69 likes

NO ONE FUCKING TOUCH IT

#i’ll fr fight you #don’t touch it #i’ll @ you

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at102-icantstopsmilingatyou · 17 days

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Body Better

A/N: this is my first time writing smut so shut the fuck up. anyways, this is very much inspired by Body Better by Maisie Peters. Also there's a line in there from a pretty popular book so lmk if you find it/know it. :D

Warnings: SEX, unprotected sex ☝️, cheating, choking, body issues?, lmk if there’s anything i’m missing pls

words: 2159

This prick.

He really thinks he can get away with that?

He really thinks that he can get away with cheating on me?

The audacity of this man.

He’s not going to get away with it so easily.

I won’t let him.

-=+=-

“He was fucking her.”

“No.” Steph had practically gasped down the phone, “for how long?”

“Probably around a month.”

“A month?!”

“Yeah, can you believe him? I give him all of myself, 100%.”

“Babe, dump his ass. For the streets.” your friend exclaimed.

“Oh don’t worry, I will. But there’s something I have to do first.”

“Oh please don’t tell me you’re go-”

You suddenly hear the front door creaking open, signaling that Matty had arrived home.

“Call you later, bye.”

You watch as Matty enters the living room of his house. He’s clad in his everyday attire, some black slacks, a white button down and his signature leather jacket. His curly hair was a mess from the windy weather outside. But he still looked as gorgeous as ever.

“Hey baby” he’d said as he walked towards you to pull you into a kiss.

“Hey”

“What’s got your knickers in a twist?”

“What are you on about?”

“You’re being weird. Like I’ve done something wrong.” he’d laughed and pulled his leather jacket off, throwing it onto a nearby chair.

“I don’t know, is there something that I should be upset about?” you’d said as you lightly pushed him into the couch.

“Uh, no.”

“Are you sure?”

“Yeah”

You’d moved to place your knees on either side of him, straddling him. As you wrapped your arms around his shoulders you’d said “Well, alright then.”

You kissed him softly at first, just to see how he’d react. And of course, he pulled you into a deeper, rougher kiss. You let him, for now.

As the kiss grew more intense, you began to run your hands down from his shoulders to his chest, unbuttoning his shirt. While you unbuttoned his shirt, you began to kiss down to his jaw then his neck. He’s moaning as you leave marks on the side of his neck. Once you finished unbuttoning his shirt, you went back to sticking your tongue down his throat as you ran your hands down his toned torso, straight down to the waistband of his pants. You palmed his growing erection, causing him to moan into the kiss. You pressed down a bit harder and you knew that he was wrapped around your finger when he was whimpering and writhing under you.

“Baby?” you’d asked through the kiss.

“Yeah.”

“Is her body better than mine?”

He quickly stopped and pulled away from the kiss to look at you.

“What?” he’d asked you.

“You heard me, does she have a body better than mine?”

“What the fuck are you talking about?”

You couldn’t believe it. He was actually going to try and lie to you? To your face?

“You know what I’m talking about.”

You give his swollen lips a quick kiss, smiling devilishly as you pull away. .

Fake confusion is still all over his face.

“Baby, I really don’t know what you’re talking about.”

Instead of keeping this back and forth going, you decided to get him as fucked up as you could before you pressed for more information.

“Alright” was all you’d said.

Not only were you growing frustrated with the fact that he was trying to play dumb, but you were also horny as fuck.

You went back to sloppily kissing him and unbuttoned his pants, but you could tell he was still hesitant. But he’s just a guy so very quickly, he got back into the moment, placing his hands on your hips. You slowly and teasingly began to unzip his pants.

You wrapped your arms around his shoulders again and started to roll your hips over his erection. After the first roll of your hips, Matty quickly grabbed your ads in his hands, giving them a nice squeeze as he let out a deep groan, throwing his head back and rolling his eyes to the back of his head.

You grinded against him at a slow pace, as you did, you weaved your fingers into his hair, pulling his head back so you could lick his jaw, making him let out a moan he’d been trying to suppress. His fingers began to dig into your hips. You could tell he was growing frustrated with the fact that you weren’t giving him more.

“Baby please” he’d whined, “move faster.”

So you did just that, rocking your hips faster over his hard cock, focusing on your own pleasure. You could feel him between your folds, the wetness between your legs kept growing.

You felt electricity trail up your spine with each roll of your hips. You kept grinding against him, chasing the high you so desperately want. Your jaw drops open as you throw your head back, Matty takes this chance to grab the back of your neck and kiss the side of it, trying his best to mark you as his. You’re moaning and grinding your hips against him faster and harder. You’re getting close but soon, he begins to whimper, holding your hips down harder.

You stop what you’re doing, causing Matty’s eyes to shoot open at the loss of friction. You can feel your pleasure dissipating as the seconds go by, but it will all be worth it in the end.

“Why’d you stop?”

“You wanna tell me now?” You’d asked as you began to pull the waistband of his underwear down, slowly pulling the head of his cock out, causing him to gasp as the cool air touches his cock, which was already leaking, leaving a small wet patch on his underwear.

“Tell you what?”

“Has she got a better body than mine?”

His breathing becomes shallow as you spit on his hardened cock and begin to stroke him teasingly.

He tries to reply but it’s hard when you’re squeezing him.

“She- who are you t-talking ab-bout?”

“You know exactly who and what I’m talking about baby, just tell me.”

You begin to stroke him faster with one hand, gently massaging his balls with the other.

“Oh sh-shit, no, no she doesn’t have a- FUCK a better body than yours.” he’s writhing and groaning, just like you had wanted.

“Good answer. Are you gonna be a good boy now and behave? Answer all my questions?”

You stop stroking him and grab his chin, making him look you in the eye.

“Y-yes, I’ll be a good boy. I’m a good boy.” he says breathlessly.

“Good, now tell me this. When you touched her, were you sorry?”

“Yes baby, I was being stupid, I wasn’t thinking. You’re better, the best. Nothing compares to you.”

You take a hold of his face again and kiss him, slipping your tongue into his mouth as he moans. Matty plays with the bottom of your shirt, asking if he can take it off you, you quickly break the kiss to help him take off your shirt then go back to sucking face. You bite his bottom lip and pull slightly, causing him to whine and shutter. You let go of his lip and lick it to soothe the pain before going back to sticking your tongue down his throat.

Matty begins to lift the bottom of your skirt up, causing your skirt to bunch around your waist. You lift your hips a little to help him remove your underwear. As soon as they’re off, Matty throws them off to the side. You reach for his dripping cock and align him with yourself. But before you sink down, you grab his face with your free hand and say “Tell me again, were you sorry when you were touching her?”

“Yes, I promise, I promise. I regret everything with her.” his eyes began to water. “Please, I'm so sorry.”

“Okay, if you’re sorry.” you say as you finally sink down on him, both of you moaning at the feeling.

You’re throbbing around him, but the throbbing between your legs only grows stronger as you stay still a top Matty.

You look at his face, his eyes are watery, hair a mess, lips swollen and face flushed. Boy do you love seeing him like this. Too bad he’s a cheating prick.

You lift your hips until just the tip of him remains in you before slamming your hips back down, burying his cock into you. You continue doing this at a slow pace, trying to get him to break.

You move forward and start kissing his neck. After a moment, you ask him “Do you love her?”

“W-what?”

You suck on a part of his neck a bit harshly, causing him to whine.

“Do. You. Love. Her.” licking and kissing his neck in between each word.

“No, baby. Never”

You begin to bounce faster on his pulsing dick. Matty is now holding your hips so hard that you’re sure you’re going to be bruised tomorrow. His nails are digging into your skin, leaving crescent shaped indentations.

You’re both moaning and sloppily making out before you sit back and wrap your hand around his neck, lightly squeezing. He’s rolling his eyes back into his head and moaning as you’re slamming your hips down against him.

You can feel the pleasure growing in you. The string in your stomach is tightening with every bit of sound and movement coming from Matty. Your legs feel like they’re on fire, you’re not sure you can keep this up for much longer, but you’re committed.

Matty can feel you begin to tire so he starts thrusting his hip up, pumping his cock into you as your hips meet his.

“Do you love her? When you’re twisting up her sheets, do you suffer?” you whisper into his ear, squeezing his neck a bit tighter.

“I- I don’t love her. I- FUCK, I hate her. It’s not as good as it is with you. Shit.”

You can feel how close he is. And you’re close too.

You try to reach your climax faster by taking your hand and rubbing it against your clit. You’re moaning louder and you can feel yourself clenching around him. You’re breathing heavily, sweat is dripping down both of your bodies. Your head starts to lull back as you can feel yourself get closer to your climax. Your body is trembling at the thought of being so close.

“C’mon baby, cum f’me please. Be a good girl for daddy.”

With that, you feel the band in your stomach snap. You fall apart on his cock while shouting his name. Your cunt is clenching down on him and you’re shaking and moaning incoherently. Your grip on his neck loosens as you try to catch your breath.

As you come down from your high, you debate whether you should tease him a bit more or end it here. You decide on the former.

You begin to lift your hips and slam down on him again and again, trying to get him to the edge.

“Are you going to be a good boy for me? Be a good boy for me and cum? Fill me up with your cum?” you asked as you nipped at his ear.

“Yes baby please. I’m a good boy.”

“Good.”

You wrap your hand around his neck again, making him whimper as tears start to fall down his cheeks.

“Oh poor baby, does it hurt? Do you need to cum?”

“Yes please, FUCK, baby, need to cum so bad.”

You can see his abs tightening from the pleasure that’s been building up. His body is trembling as he tries to stave off his climax, the grip he has on your hips is numbing.

You move close to his ear, whispering “Too bad.”

You pull back and begin to mount off Matty, causing the both of you to wince but Matty is left confused.

“What you doin?” he asks

“I’m leaving.” you say as you clean yourself up with one of his blankets that he had lying around.

“What d’you mean you're leaving? I haven’t cum yet. Where you goin?”

“I’m leaving you. You think I’m going to stay? Knowing that you cheated on me? When you’ve been cheating on me for a month?”

“Come on baby, don't be like this. I can change. I’ll change. Just come back and I can show you how sorry I am.” he says, giving you a sly grin.

“No, Matty. Who the fuck do you think you are, cheating on me? You think there is a woman alive who is better than what you have?”

Matty sits there speechless, for once in his life. His face is flushed with tears running down his cheeks from the denied orgasm.

Once you’re dressed, you walk out the door.

Loving him was easy, which is why it hurts now that you’ve left. 3 years down the drain. What a prick.

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