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astro-phel07 · 2 years
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Daliesque
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astro-phel07 · 2 years
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I abandon myself in your kisses and repeat myself in your eyes like a melody of light and shadow.
e.v.e.
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astro-phel07 · 2 years
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write me angst prompts <3
fifty angst prompts
[tw!mentionsofdeath&cursing]
“i don’t love you anymore.”
“if anyone ever tells you they’re interested in you beyond getting laid, they’re a fucking liar.”
“i’m not yours. don’t call me yours.”
“you know what? fuck you.”
“i cheated. many, many times. and i regret absolutely nothing.”
“the baby.. it isn’t mine, is it?” “..i’m sorry.”
“please, don’t shut me out.”
“you’re not okay! stop telling me you’re okay!”
“are you bleeding?”
“just go.” “but-“ “leave, now!”
“did you ever realize that you were hurting me? or did you just not care?”
“oh my god, what the hell are you doing here?”
“you aren’t the person i fell in love with years ago.”
“we should take a break.”
“how could anyone ever love you?”
“i don’t believe you. not one bit.”
“you lying piece of shit!”
“what happened to us? really, what the fuck happened?”
“they’re dead.”
“i want you out of my house. right now.”
“i’m exhausted.”
“you were supposed to be there for me. and you weren’t. you weren’t there.”
“i never wanna see you again.”
“if you ever think about calling me again, don’t.”
“i’m disappointed. really.”
“who? ..wait, you’re talking about [name]? honey, they died a couple months ago.”
“you’re amazing, really. but i love them. not you.”
“you are the most inconvenient person ever.”
“frankly, i don’t give a fuck.”
“do you have to be such a damn nuisance?”
“don’t look at me like that.” “like what?” “like you care about me.”
“it was so incredibly easy to manipulate you.”
“i always wondered why you chose me.. now, i know. it was all a lie.”
“no, there is no second chance! you lost every single chance with me when you thought of our relationship as a fucking bet!”
“don’t think for one second that i ever cared about you. you’d be lying to yourself.”
“please, even if you’re lying, just tell me you love me.”
“i’d rather die than look at you for another second.”
“don’t you have somewhere to be? other people to fuck? or do you only do that when you’re in a relationship—“
“when will you get the hint? i don’t fucking like you!”
“you aren’t coming back, are you?”
“it’s been a year since they died, and it still feels the same. like i’m being suffocated.”
“god, no wonder your ex-partner left you.”
“i didn’t think you’d be the one to break my heart.”
“i’m not the type of person you should fall in love with.”
“if you walk out of that door, i’ll hate you for as long as i live.” “won’t be long.”
“i wonder why people care about you when you’re not worth the stress.”
“don’t come any closer.”
“i only have a couple days left.”
“you didn’t mean that, right? right?”
“how many times do you expect me to forgive you?”
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astro-phel07 · 2 years
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It hurts that I can’t like you the way you like me
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astro-phel07 · 2 years
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🤧
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astro-phel07 · 2 years
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Hmmmm
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astro-phel07 · 2 years
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Bleh
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astro-phel07 · 3 years
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This will come in handy
Insult names to use instead of "idiot,"
None of these are actually meant to be hateful, if any of these have truely offensive meanings (such as the r word) that I was unaware of, please tell me so I can remove it! Tried to avoid cursing, but it contains some!
Jerk
Ass-hat
Dumb-dumb
Dummy
Doofus
Dork
Stupid
Moron
Fool
Nincompoop
Oaf
Ninny
Blockhead
Dunce
Imbecile
Jack-ass
Dope
Nit-wit
Numbskull
Simpleton
Twit
Birdbrain
Bonehead
Buffoon
Dullard
Half-wit
Knucklehead
Ignoramus
Dingbat
Dumbbell
Loser
Addlepate
Muttonhead
Cretin
Goon
Pea Brain
Dull Pencil
Mole Rat
Turd
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astro-phel07 · 3 years
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Word of the day.
Nepenthe
N. A drug that relieves one of emotional pain, grief or sorrow; nepenthes
Beautiful isn’t it.
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astro-phel07 · 3 years
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It’s been 256 days, not like someone has been expecting me but it’s nice to be back. I’m looking forward to the “word of the day”
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astro-phel07 · 4 years
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50 Angsty Questions Prompt List
“And that makes it okay?”
“Are you afraid to die?”
“What would you do if I didn’t come back?”
“Do you know what it’s like?”
“Hasn’t this addiction done enough damage already?”
“Why are your eyes so red?”
“How do you think this ends?”
“Why would I ever want to be with you?”
“Is that what you think of me?”
“Do you know what a gunshot wound feels like?”
“How am I supposed to go on?”
“Can’t you see how fucked up this is?”
“If I told you I hate you, what would you do?”
“Should you be drinking that much?”
“What if we just crash this car and make it all stop?”
“Do the drugs still get you high?”
“Am I the reason you cry every night?”
“When did you stop loving me?”
“Don’t you think you’ve done enough?”
“How did things go so wrong?”
“When did things fall apart?”
“Which part of me wasn’t enough?”
“How do I make you love me again?”
“How much does it hurt knowing you lost me?”
“We’re you trying to destroy us?”
“How do you want to die?”
“Is the weight of it all finally too heavy?”
“Are you okay with having blood on your hands?”
“How do you sleep at night?”
“Can you still sleep at night?”
“Is being high all the time worth losing everything?”
“Can you feel the blood draining from your body?”
“Do you know how it feels to wish for death every day?”
“Will you miss me at all?”
“Can I have one last kiss?”
“Do you understand what you’ve done?”
“Is this how you thought your life would be?”
“Did you expect this to turn out better?”
“Can you really blame me?”
“How could you do this?”
“Can you be the one to do it?”
“Does this mean what I think it means?”
“Are you leaving?”
“How do we fix this?”
“Would you hate me?”
“Do you want to die?”
“How many more innocent people have to die?”
“Can you promise me no one else has to get hurt?”
“Are you satisfied now…?”
“Do you even know what love feels like?”
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astro-phel07 · 4 years
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WORD OF THE DAYYYY!
Chrysalism
Meaning: n. the tranquility and peace that you feel when you're indoors during a thunderstorm
That's the word of today! I love you 🐌
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astro-phel07 · 4 years
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Word of the day!!
Philos
Meaning lover, friend :))
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astro-phel07 · 4 years
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I never liked my name, until I heard the way you say it.
My Beauty Comes From Within (You) // c.r.w. (via my-writemind)
it still haunts me at night.
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astro-phel07 · 4 years
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how do i explain to someone that this is how ive been feeling the last six months. 
Putting all my belongings in a polka dot bandana and tying it to a stick. Gonna hop on the train. Good bye
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