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Kate Chopin, from The Awakening

#man i miss stewa

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❝ i was born in an abundance of inherited sadness. ❞

❝ i have this strange feeling that i am not myself anymore. it's hard to put into words, but i guess it's like i was fast asleep, and someone else came, dissemble me, and hurriedly put me back together. ❞

# ZHYLIA - independent, low-activity, crossover intended portrayal of the twilight princess's iteration of zelda. hylia + shiek connection shall remain incorporated in this blog, with personal liberties taken and inspired from other games and manga. canon divergent and likely very whimsical understanding by ailli ( she / her / 25+ ). ©

#heh heh heh

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— Edna St. Vincent Millay, from a letter to Arthur Davison Ficke featured in Savage Beauty: The Life of Edna St. Vincent Millay.

#kay #hahahaha #musings.​┊ if pain can purify the heart / mine will be pure.

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“(…) the perennial sadness of a girl who is both death and the maiden.”

— Angela Carter, from The Lady Of The House Of Love in “The Bloody Chamber And Other Stories”  

#yes. #musings.​┊ if pain can purify the heart / mine will be pure.

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Madeline Miller, Circe

#musings.​┊ if pain can purify the heart / mine will be pure. #i love her sm

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me talking to leif about getting a new muse and STILL MANIFESTING STELLA.

#I LOVE STELLA SO MUCH U GUYS DONT UNDERSTAND #SHE LIVES RENT FREE IN MY MIND #LIKE #SHE OWNS MY SOUL

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Stella likes to make fun of ppl on Valentine’s Day while simultaneously goes on a romantic valentine date with her best friend.

#She makes me mad #I exist to expose her hypocrisy

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Detail || Elie Saab F/W15 Couture

#aesthetics. ┊ she was a morbid contradiction : pure white innocent happiness in a twisted black death sadness.

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hc + cats

☆.*･｡ﾟ 𝐇𝐂 + 𝐖𝐎𝐑𝐃𝐒

stella owns a ragdoll white cat with notably glossy grey eyes. she named the cat after the constellation : lyra, mostly because of how vocal this feline was as a kitten. this cat came from niflheim, as a gift from the imperial family to celebrate her miraculous recovery. of course, at the time : stella just woke up from her 4 year coma and only just begun adjusting to her new life. stella was difficult, she was traumatised, she struggled with adjusting in her body, and absolutely distrusted any of the doctors or nurse in her bedside. she threw tantrums and understandably, she was barely adjusting to her eyes newly dubbed as etro's gaze. nothing made sense, stella was terrified and confused. fortunately, however, she did find comfort in her kitten. lyra calmed her with her vocal meows, it brought her back in her mind's frenzy, and soothed her body with its tiny warmth. lyra soothed stella's heart and slowly and slowly stella began to heal.

needless to say, lyra is extremely spoiled as a cat. stella made sure she only knew the finest of luxury. the best bed, the best toys, the best meals, and collar. this cat is living its absolute best life and of course it continues to stay loyal to her mistress. lyra follows stella from gralea, niflheim to fenestala manor in tenebrae. she is a bit mischievous like her mistress, and may sometimes behave extremely rudely to those she perceives as an annoyance. over all, stella absolutely adores this cat. of course, because of their bond ---- lyra is able to sense when bhuni starts to resurface, as well as the changes stella begins to exhibit.

#eoinia #thank you !!! #honestly i actually never talked about lyra lolol #but she is a cute little white furry meow meow whose spoiled like her mistress

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GUMMIPHONE CALL FROM: @asterites

stewa still pinchy his cheeks uwu

HE RECOGNIZED THE LOOK IN HER EYE JUST A HAIR TOO LATE. his delayed attempt at escape was made even slower by awkward, disobeying limbs, courtesy of his most recent growth spurt, that made it easy for her to meet her target. her pinches to his cheek had long since stopped being painful, but sora wouldn't quite call them pleasant, either. ❛ hey–––– hey–––– c'mon! ❜ trapped in her clutches, he couldn't do much but wait until he was free.  a hand reached up to soothe the affronted cheek ( over––––dramatically, with a pout too exaggerated to be real to match ).

 ❛ y'know, i'm gonna be too big for that soon! ❜ &, despite his words, acknowledging that sent a tremble though his heart, a whisper of a reminder that he'd miss this someday. his expression shifted, though he attempted to keep the realization out of his posture. sora's hands settled on his hips, his pout lifting.

 ❛ so–––– go on & get your fill now before you can't anymore! ❜

#sowa is wittle bwother figure #who eats stella bad cooking and endures the CHEEK PINCH #misc. ┊ saved.

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send me  ‘ hc ‘  + a word and i’ll write a headcanon about it regarding my character.

#memes.┊ it was ordained for me / catastrophe. it was ordained for me / grief. #heh heh #i wanna talk about relationships tho so KLAJSDA

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gift painting for @asterites .  stella nox fleuret based on amano’s illustration of the versus xiii logo.

#i will never not reblog this #i love this art work so much #forever stan <3 ilu

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stella can't cook. she knows how to make food look nice and attractive. but in terms of flavor and cooking, nope she doesn't know how to make a decent meal.

#she takes art too literal #like she can make steak look pretty and have the right color brown #but then inside its undercook #or she either puts too little or too much seasoning #she cares more of the presentation then the actual cooking process lol #see stella can get silly headcanons out too

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stella's rules are really outdated ---- but one major rule i want to include that i have on jill is : please tag your nsfw / spicy image content. i do my best to filter out tags, but it's hard when the tags are all customized and not as easily filtered out.

#honestly im pretty chill and i dont mind adding tags on my filer list #but its hard when its customized fancy tags and only that #its also awkward scrolling into blogs and seeing something nsfw without any preparation #this rule is really because i like to open tumblr and write in public spaces #but then something spicy pops up and im like omergod // leaves tumblr// #but yeah pls <3 tag <3 #fancy is fine but i appreciate simplistic ones too <3 #the later is so much easier to tag #this is really the only instance i may unfollow

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𝐕𝐄𝐑𝐒𝐄 𝐓𝐈𝐌𝐄𝐋𝐈𝐍𝐄 - 𝐕𝐄𝐑𝐒𝐔𝐒 𝐗𝐈𝐈𝐈

stella’s versus timeline differs depending on her age / circumstance :

[ 𝚎𝚊𝚛𝚕𝚢 𝚌𝚑𝚒𝚕𝚍𝚑𝚘𝚘𝚍 / 𝚝𝚎𝚗𝚎𝚋𝚛𝚊𝚎 ] - a spoiled young princess, the little star is known for her adventurous spirit and demanding personality. she is a bit of a brat, expecting many things to turn her way or throw a tantrum about it. she means well nevertheless, and prefers to see people happy. despite having busy parents, she was loved greatly and treasured by her family. her age does vary, but long story short this was before her near-death experience. 

[ 𝚗𝚎𝚊𝚛 𝚍𝚎𝚊𝚝𝚑 / 𝚟𝚊𝚕𝚑𝚊𝚕𝚕𝚊 ] - the circumstances of her near-death experience may differ depending on plot, but by default she was with her father in a motor-vehicle accident. it was likely an assassination attempt, but details regarding this event remains classified which resulted in the death of her father and leading the princess in a comatose state. while her body remains preserved, her spirit enters the gate of valhalla. there, she becomes enamored by the dwellings of the the goddess of death. she ironically plays the role of a specter, a visitor who does not belong but was blessed by the divine. although her body continues to age in the mortal world, her spirit remains unchanging. in her eyes valhalla was her wonderland, and she was free to explore to her heart’s content not knowing that the longer she stays, the closer she is to death. at some point during her time in valhalla, she comes into contact with the forgotten god of light. 

[ 𝚊𝚠𝚊𝚔𝚎𝚗𝚒𝚗𝚐 / 𝚗𝚒𝚏𝚕𝚑𝚎𝚒𝚖 ] - years after her accident, stella wakes up under the authority of the empire. she learns that during her coma, both her mother and father had passed away, the empire has completely annexed tenebrae, and her siblings were all separated. unable to handle the news, stella falls into a panic like state. her survivor’s guilt and physical trauma causes her to represses her childhood memories and the next time she wakes up she is notably much more calmer. stella would stay in the hospital ward for over a year in order to reintegrate her back into society. although many assumed she would remain handicap, due to her physical trauma and four year coma, stella remarkably made an outstanding recovery. while everyone else assumed it was a miracle, it was likely the fragmented light of bhunivelze that healed his future vessel. stella would remain under niflheim’s control for nearly a decade where she would be known for her humanitarian work with the commoners.

[ 𝚛𝚎𝚝𝚞𝚛𝚗 / 𝚝𝚎𝚗𝚎𝚋𝚛𝚊𝚎 ] - stella does not make her public debut until she formally makes a return to tenebrae. although many welcomed their princess, many more were hesitant with her return. political rivals condemned her for her affiliation with niflheim, and others were worried about a possible coup. rumors involving the fleuret royal family continues to circulate within the royal court as stella struggles to find her place. nevertheless, she was raised as a diplomat and manages to handle her struggles with a polite smile. currently her political rivals would be families with close royal ties and the current heads of state who wishes to dispose of her and her siblings in order to remain in power.

[ 𝚙𝚘𝚜𝚝-𝚟𝚎𝚛𝚜𝚞𝚜 ]   - versus would have begin during the peace treaty ceremony between niflheim and lucis. this would be the first time stella makes her public appearance outside of niflheim and tenebrae respectfully. her introduction would remain the same as the trailer, a lone princess admiring the painting of etro and then excusing herself after meeting with the prince. stella has no idea what niflheim was planning, and it was likely she got caught up in the devastation that soon followed. although she manages to survive long enough on her own, with the help of the spirits she sees, bhunivelze’s awakening manifested the closer she was to lucis’s crystal. the fragment of light that existed within her finally resurfaces after so long and thus begins the dreaded return of the forgotten god of light whose vessel now sees the gateway to valhalla.

#versus.​┊ i did not want to be the dead star that absorbs borrowed light to revive itself. #heh heh

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' since that day . . . so much has changed for me . ' vs xiii verse >:)

☆.*･｡ﾟ 𝐓𝐖𝐈𝐋𝐈𝐆𝐇𝐓 𝐒𝐄𝐍𝐓𝐄𝐍𝐂𝐄 𝐒𝐓𝐀𝐑𝐓𝐄𝐑𝐒

@royalarms

𝐂𝐎𝐌𝐏𝐀𝐒𝐒𝐈𝐎𝐍 𝐋𝐈𝐄𝐒 𝐖𝐈𝐓𝐇𝐈𝐍 𝐓𝐇𝐄 𝐋𝐈𝐌𝐌𝐄𝐑𝐈𝐂𝐊 𝐎𝐅 𝐇𝐄𝐑 𝐋𝐈𝐏𝐒.. tender and kind, empathy manifest into a sonnet of unspoken hymns and apprehension. the daughter of latin's dark has always been blessed with death's gaze : its haunting melody a beacon to light's expiration. stella knew the meaning behind loss far more intimately than most ; she understood writ's departure and remains deeply comforted by the unseen slit of the night's sky. without consciously realizing it, she knows what happens at the end of all living things. it exist inside her dreams, lives within her nightmares, and continues to smear itself into her soul. a piecing bright light impales the beatings of her heart : the holiness of heaven's judgement burning gold liquid in her veins.

[ she does not remember it, how could she have known ? she too was young and she too has change. ]

❝ i am sorry, i can only imagine the pain you must have endured. ❞ gentle sincerity illuminates the notalgia in her throat. the cloudiness of the unknown : you breathe air only to suffocate without oxygen. burning, burning, so much burning. [ the creed of valhalla dictates : only through suffering can the powerful rise. ] if it's the cost of someone's life, she once stated, it would give me nightmares. but she lied, o' how she lied. it was already in her eyes, the chaos already existed within her. like you, she has suffered. like you, she understood to be an outcast in a room full of people. [ you and i, we are the same. we have suffered. ] ❝ but you are not alone, you are still surrounded by people who care about you. don't give up, there will always be light at the end of the dark. ❞ she preaches what she cannot have, and perhaps that was always the difference between you and her.

#royalarms #versus.​┊ i did not want to be the dead star that absorbs borrowed light to revive itself. #heh heh heh

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…and at last i see the light

#aesthetics. ┊ she was a morbid contradiction : pure white innocent happiness in a twisted black death sadness. #i miss stewa serving the corrupt light uwu