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SV

mari kita coba 12jam dulu ?

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03/12/2020

YOU LEFT AND I CHOOSE TO STAY :)

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Well my life roller coaster last month.

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Why he come back!!

Is your sign God?

I don't want to fall again ~

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Well happy birthday kartika!!! Have a birthday during typhoid fever and midterms was amazing!! Always be kartika!!

Past few months wasn't easy, you through alot things. You learn how became a responsible person. Be good partner for your friends and family. Just be yourself don't afraid too much of your life. Do your best and Allah will let his best way!!

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SG

is he miss me like i missed him ? 

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Part unidentified number

that day is my birthday. i spend whole night with the “bunch” in hotel room. we held liitle martabak party. Playing monopoli and i win. 

everyone cheerish, also me. Then when i opened my phone, something missing. 

yaps. i hadn’t receive message from him, it been 3 days. 

i wish he prank for while. the thought side two assumption said that he gone and he play with you. I decide pick he gone. :) 

but in my mind i hope he will come back. i need someone who always betray me for unnecessary. and was always him  

Should i said peacefully that he just gone. and still can’t get over him . 

so tonight, i change buluk name with his name *name that i give him only me i think :)

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Part III. I played Mario Kart

He : why still up? 

She : can’t sleep, but no idea for keeping busy that will make me fall asleep  

He : play game

She : ‘m not good player. I only played Onet for my entire life :p 

He : now download Mario kart, lets play 

She : what’s  Mario Kart?  Can you suggest the simple one. 

He : that simple . 

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He : what ur schedule tonight?

She : playing mario kart maybe ahahaha

He : hahaha I see you enjoyed play that game

She : it depends on mood

He : liar , you like it 

She : *send dancing emoticon* 

She just uninstall Mario Kart :) 

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Part II. we share match

He : Ajax will play tonight. we have to watch. 

She : hmm nee, i prefer read the result in online news. 

He : *angry emoticon* nooooo you have to watch how’s good they are. 

She : if is not champion league , i can’t watch. only streaming.

He : use the XXXtv then input this code xxxxxxxx. okay? 

She : well, okay sir! 

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She : damn. who’s the hot player with the long hair?

He : whooo? idk. no one has long hair. you watch it? hahahahaha

She : as your order sir. the long hair player is my fav. 

He : whyy? Ziyech is the best. 

She : Nooo. i think I’ll let him wear my hair roller. 

He: *angry emoticon*

Since that conversation we watch and share the match.

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Part 1. I ate noodles max twice in week

He : how’s lunch? i just woke up then get ready go to office. 

She : ate chick noodles, back to work again.  spicy pick you today?  

He : WHAAAATTT !! Last night you ate indomie and today chicken noodles. your healthy !! Started today twice in week for noodles. I’ll mad if you ate more (＃ﾟДﾟ) (＃ﾟДﾟ) (＃ﾟДﾟ) (＃ﾟДﾟ) (＃ﾟДﾟ) 

She : Hmmm i can’t promise. noodles is comfort food. with spicy? 

He : (＃ﾟДﾟ) (＃ﾟДﾟ) (＃ﾟДﾟ) (＃ﾟДﾟ)  JA , ‘m with spicy today 

She : hmm okay I’ll try . veel succes je . Byeeee. Talk Laterrr 

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How can I started contact with since our last conversation. 

At first, I was mad then afraid the door open. 

how the dino response while he know that we in touch each other? 

Why you come this morning? 

I already comfy with my dino :( 

should i Run to you again when dino far away and avoids me :’(((((

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we know we can't belong together but why I addicted into you

Random in 2AM

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I’ll take everything in slow mode. I think I do not need more rush on mine, just small step but everything settled in mind and make a good action plan. 

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So, what your resolutions?

New year, New Hope and also New Resolution so Have you list your resolution for this year? I promise that I am done with resolution things                                                         but two days ago.  That was happened :) I wrote Resolutions. I think that will guide and give directon. And the fact, giving much pressure since todat.  Idk why that feeling I have had.  so should I take out all the resolutions? Or it just temporary feeling?  I’ll take small step to gain and pursue the resolution, but still I dont want in hurry as last before.  So, Good Luck Kartika :)  Bandung, 22/01/2018  *Start this week, I’ll try to write thing on my mind every Monday and Thursday. *

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Movie

They are many kind of movies. You can pick what you like. 

Romance, Thriller, Sci-Fi, Horror, Drama, Comedy 

But you can not choose end of the story on the movie. is both sad or happy ending? You do not know what the end will screen. 

May you suppose end story will be happy ending, but still you only a audience. 

Everything in movie on director hand. He decide every single things on movie. 

So what you can do is enjoy your movie with mix popcorn. 

That is similar with Life. You can choose what your line in your life. But you could not decide the ending of line. 

Enjoy your day guys. 

20/1/2018

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the quarter crisis :) 

Lets continue tomorrow. 

I Have many things to shared ..

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Am I stupid?