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1: Golden mornings or peachy sunsets? golden mornings

2: Sugar cones or waffle cones? i dont have a preference. i guess waffle cones?

3: Do you wear scarves often? do you have a favorite? i knit scarves out of boredom so i end up wearing a few of them. i bought this fluffy wool that was so incredibly soft! it made a gorgeous scarf so its probably my favourite

4: How long do you lay in bed before you finally get up? i make sure (when im living in home) it’s always by 9am - doesnt matter what time i wake up. but when im out of home and have no one to answer to, then it’s just as long as i can before i have to get up for work, food, or to wake and bake

5: Is there a food you’ve never had but always wanted to try? no actually! i’d like to make a good homemade ramen but i’ve tried that at the store

6: What does your umbrella look like? it’s black. but there is one that’s black but turns rainbow once it’s wet which i really want to buy

7: Do you listen to ASMR? nope. i only have a vague idea about what asmr is tbh

8: Rain storms or a light drizzle? rain storms!

9: What’s a little thing in life that you love? music

10: Favorite color aesthetic? red & black. or pastels

11: Wobbly lines or using a ruler? wobby lines much to the dismay of my maths teachers

12: Bright colorful living room or neutral cozy living room? bright and colourful! that’ll be one thing i’ll definitely have if i ever own a house

13: Do you have any candles? what scents are they? i do but they’re mostly for witchcraft & are scent free. but the scents i usually buy are caramels or vanillas

14: Have you ever rode a horse? yes! loved it. but the most recent time i fell off which is unfortunate

15: Do you have glasses? i do! they’re 4 years old though. my most recent pair i gave to my sister because neither pair particularly suited me very well. but i’m hoping to get enough money together in a few years to get new glasses that look kinda decent.

16: What’s a language you’d like to speak? punjabi so i can talk to my relatives

17: What’s your favorite season and favorite month in that season? summer and probably december because i love the christmas season! at work it’s fun because its always busy, and i love seeing everything decorated and hearing the carols playing

18: Do you have a favorite pair of socks? yeah either this deadpool pair, or my black thigh ones

19: Favorite Ghibli and/or disney movie ghibli: kiki’s delivery service; disney: frozen or live action cinderella

20: Disney, Dreamworks, or Pixar? disney i guess

21: What snacks do you usually get at the theater? ooh! i always get sour gummy worms, white chocolate raspberry bullets, and sometimes chocolate

22: What’s an underrated video game/ movie/ show you love and think it needs more recognition? anne with an e from netflix or champions

23: Would you fill your house with plants if you had a green thumb? god yes! i did when i moved out initially

24; All plants are great but do you have a favorite? ;) i sure do

25: Do you have a favorite type of art style? (eg: soft looking, no to little color, sketches, crisp and clean, minimalist, pixel art etc.) soft looking or minimalist? some trippy stuff is cool too

26: What would you do if someone gave you flowers? it happened once and i was very drunk and i teared up

27: Do you like nicknames? i adore them. i only give ppl nicknames as like an affectionate thing so when i get one it’s nice

28: Do you still watch shows you watched when you were a kid? even from time to time? absolutely! sailor moon & winx club & barbie movies

29: Do you still like old memes? (tell the truth) yeah if they’re funny

30: Favorite Halloween costume you dressed up as? (if you don’t celebrate halloween have you ever cosplayed or would you like to? who did you cosplay as?) i went as a witch for halloween last year which was definitely my favourite

31: Are you a fashionable person? i would be if i had more money. but i do what i can

32: Do you like watching holiday movies? yeah if they’re good

33: Cookies or brownies? cookies

34: Do you blow in the cold air just to see your breath? all the time

35: Do you find the crickets chirping outside your window relaxing? i usually dont notice them

36: Do you like cobblestone streets? adore them

37: How often do you doodle? not very often because i never have a pen and paper around after graduating high school

38: When was the last time you blew bubbles? huh... honestly cant remember

39: What’s your favorite random piece of decor in your house and room? this pink flower pot that has pretty flowers in it

40: Do you bite your fingernails off or clip them more often? i sued to only clip them but ive gotten back into the habit of biting them. so its pretty 50/50 atm but im trying to change it

41: Any birthmarks? big old mole on my right arm. and a lighter one on the side of my face

42: Thoughts on freckles? love them!

43: First video game you ever played? spyro or crash bandicoot

44: what type of bird do you hear most often outside your door? crows or bell birds

45: Do you use gifs/ memes a lot when replying to people? yeah haha pretty often

46: Thoughts on spring? love it. still too cold but love it

47: Ideal temperature outside? anywhere upward of 20C

48: Cloudy, partly cloudy, or clear skies? either. as long as it’s not too cold. - i feel like i should explain that i’m a cold person by nature but also just so iron deficient. like extremely iron deficient which doesnt help

49: How often do you hear airplanes outside? i dont notice them but i’d say maybe once a week ave?

50: Do you enjoy windy days? NO

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random asks

1- How tall are you? 5″4′

2- Sexual orientation? idk. bi or fluid or something like that. sometimes like men but not in the same amount that i like girls? so i use gay/queer whatever the fuck

3- Pronouns? she/her

4- How do you take your coffee? i don’t. i hate coffee.

5- Nightly routine? say goodnight to everyone, go to my room, scroll tumblr for a while, maybe read fanfic, and then go to sleep when i cant keep my eyes open any longer. if im out of home then its, make dinner, get high, watch tv and eat dinner, then listen to music and do whatever until im tired

6- Do you have any “strange/unusual” things that you do to feel close to someone? not that im aware of!

7- Do you sleep with a stuffed animal? If so, what? yes! a stuffed pig called harold. and a stuffed rabbit that i just bought today. so im yet to name her! ive been suggested william but not sure

8- Have any hobbies? i knit & read. and love to bake. and the whole witchcraft thing + tarot

9- Fandoms you’re a part of? marvel, 1d, comedy, homestuck, queen, beatles, star wars, astrology, witchcraft

10- Favorite person to talk to? myself

11- Do you think anyone is thinking about you right now? i dont think so! but potentially

12- Do you watch a lot of television? absolutely

13- Do you listen to music often? as often as i can

14- Do you like coffee or tea? hate coffee, love tea

15- Cats or dogs? cats. not a fan of dogs in the least

16- Any pets? 1 cat

17- Favorite class? when i was at school it was english or drama

18- Opinion on _____?

19- Would you ever cheat? never. never never never absolutely never.

20- One wish? to have enough money to move out/a stable income job where people are nice to me & i dont hate.

21- Love anyone? nah

22- Most attractive person you know? zayn malik. i dont know him though so it’d have to be an old roommate of mine....... yeah he was real pretty

23- Single? indeed

24- Are you a cuddler? Anyone you want to cuddle with? i love cuddling so fucking much. but nah i dont wanna cuddle with anyone. it’ll become all messy

25- Do you like hugs? adore them! same as above

26- Something you’re looking forward to? my sister’s going to get me weed tonight so im looking forward to getting high for the first time in months

27- Favorite color? red

28- Where do you live? australia

29- Be honest, is there anyone you’d marry? nope

30- Ask me anything at all!

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Valjean: Have you ever wanted to get away from something? What was it?

living at my parent’s house

Javert: What is your latest obsession?

marvel. and i’m in the process of re-reading homestuck. after that i imagine i’ll get into some more books. and/or read the asoiaf and star wars books that have been on my computer for like a year

Bishop Myriel: Are you religious or do you believe in a higher power? no and no. i wish i had that luxury

Fantine: Would you do anything for someone you loved? i have and i wholeheartedly would. im a leo moon bitch

Thénardier: Have you ever deliberately scammed someone or stolen something? nah i more manipulate people subtly

Eponine: Have you ever been the victim of unrequited love? haha fuck yeah dude. lots of times

Gavroche: What was the coolest thing you did as a child? one time i named my baby doll ‘donkey’ after donkey from shrek

Marius: Are you often joked about amongst your friends? i dont have friends, but when i did, yes i was often that one friend that everyone bonds over playfully teasing

Cosette: Who is the love of your life? a friend i havent spoken to in 6 years.

Enjolras: Would you risk your life for a cause you believe in? absolutely! it depends how passionate i was about the cause, but i’ve been in situations where i’ve risked my life for other things i was passionate about. so yes.

Courfeyrac: How many romantic partners have you ever had? like 2 i think

Combeferre: What is the name of the last book that you read? artemis - andy weir

Feuilly: Have you ever taught yourself how to do something? What was it? i taught myself how to knit. and how to do embroidery.

Joly: What do you do to stay healthy? i don’t try to stay healthy. sometimes i go for runs/walks (mostly when i’m stressed). but to stay in shape i either starve myself or smoke a fuckton of weed

Lesgles/Bossuet: What is one of the worst things that has ever happened to you? my mother

Musichetta: Have you ever been involved with two people at once? nah

Prouvaire: Where, or in what, do you find beauty or solace? music i guess

Grantaire: List one of your greatest vices and a talent that makes up for it. i genuinely do not have any redeeming qualities to make up for my bad ones. and i’m not saying this for attention or pity. just straight up. i am either perfectly balanced with good + bad qualities. or they’re bad and have nothing to redeem them

Bahorel: Have you ever been in a fight? Describe the circumstances surrounding it. physical? so many fights. i guess the one i’ll always remember was when we first moved into the house my parents live in now. my mum was- you know what? nah. i’m not doing this

Montparnasse: Who is the worst person you've ever worked for? god. im not saying their name. but my current 2ic. what a fucking cunt

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01: tell me the truth, what made you start liking the person you like right now? i dont liike anyone atm

02: what on your body is hurting or bothering you? my back kinda hurts (as always) but that’s just because im hunched over, sitting on a bed. and my eczema (i made it bleed yesterday at work)

03: what was your last thought before going to bed last night? ‘i cant wait until i can smoke weed next’

04: what are you listening to? i’m a member of the midnight crew - eddie morton

05: what’s something you’re not looking forward to? work tomorrow. it’s just me and this manager on tomorrow and she’s not very nice to me.

06: where do you think your best friend is right now? i don’t have a best friend

07: have you kissed anybody in the last five days? noo

08: sex on the first date? would have done it in the past, but now i know that it’s a bad idea

09: kiss on the first date? ehhhh. not really. unless they’re suuuper charming or there was a huge spark

10: is there one person you want to be with right now? weed

11: are you seriously happy with where you are in life? not in the slightest

12: is there something you would like to say to someone? no. anything i have to say will just make me mad about a bunch of stuff again. and it’s not like they’d listen or understand. it would all be a waste of breath and energy

13: what are three things you did today? made soup, watched drag race, accidentally put a white spot on our dining table but then sneakily turned the table around so you can’t see it

14: would you rather sleep at a friend’s or have them over? sleep at a friend’s house. i like my house to be my space where i can do whatever.

15: what is your favorite kind of gum? hubba bubba cola

16: are you friends with any of your ex boyfriends/ girlfriends? nah

17: what is on your wrists right now? just some veins

18: ever liked someone you thought you didn’t stand a chance with? absolutely yes

19: does anyone have strong feelings for you? not that i’m aware of

20: are you slowly drifting away from someone? from literally everyone. literally.

21: have you ever wasted your time on someone? absolutely

22: can you do the alphabet in sign language? yeah! there used to be this deaf girl who went to my primary school. she taught us a whole bunch of sign words and the alphabet was common knowledge. she used to make up specific signs for specific people.

23: how have you felt today? good! chilled and good

24: you receive £60 without any reason, what do you spend it on? ahh nothing. probably just save it. otherwise, alcohol and cigarettes

25: what is wrong with you right now? i’m living with my parents again. and i can’t get high anymore

26: is there anyone you’re really disappointed in? everyone i’ve been close with tbh

27: would you rather have starbucks or jamba juice right now? i have no idea what jamba is. so i guess starbucks

28: why aren’t you in ‘love’ with your last ex anymore? he ...... was dating my best friend at the time. and was also a big of a dick

29: how late did you stay up last night and why? i think till like 10:30. i was too tired to stay up any later than that

30: when was the last time you talked to one of your best friends? like 2 months ago

31: what were you doing an hour ago? watching drag race

32: what are you looking forward to in the next month? not much. might do caps for my 21st. otherwise nothing

33: are you wearing jeans right now? ew no

34: are you a patient person? externally yes

35: do you think you can last in a relationship for three months? absolutely! not right now of course, but when im in a better frame of mind i absolutely can

36: favorite color? red

37: did you have a dream last night? not that i recall

38: are you wearing jeans, shorts, sweatpants, or pajama pants? none. i’m wearing an oversized t shirt and dressing gown

39: if someone could be cuddling you right now, who would you want it to be? i wouldn’t have a clue hey.

40: do you love anyone who is not related to you? i love 2 of my coworkers. and i will not allow myself to love anyone else

41: if someone liked you right now, would you want them to tell you? probably not. i dont want to like people and i dont have time to deal with other people’s shit. if they could drive or lived close by. or if they smoked weed then maybe.

42: do you like meeting new people? i have no opinions on meeting new people

43: are you afraid of falling in love? i never used to be, but i guess in a way

44: ever self-harmed or starved yourself? god..... so so so soften to both. i starved myself earlier today before i caved and made soup

45: has anyone ever told you that you have pretty eyes? a lot of people actually

46: have you ever felt like you weren’t good enough? sure man absolutely wholeheartedly constantly consistently

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flower crown: when did you last sing to yourself? i feel like it was teenage rebel - chameleon circuit hahaha

fairy lights: if a crystal ball could tell you the truth about anything, what would you want to know? well, i often do tarot spreads for this. but i guess i would ask - you know. i’m not sure

daisies: what is the greatest accomplishment of your life? literally just surviving it all

1975: what is the first happy memory that comes to mind, recent or otherwise? maybe a few work ones, or the time not long ago i was put in a group assignment for uni. we all decided to meet up after our group presentation for drinks and hang out and i had a really fun time making new friends and hanging out with people

matte: if you knew that in one year you would die suddenly, would you change anything about the way you are now living? oh man i would have WAY less anxiety about everything. knowing that nothing i do will matter in a year would be so freeing and liberating. i’d probably get a new job and actually get my motorbike license and go for rides

black nail polish: do you have a bucket list? if so, what are the top three things? i don’t have a bucket list but i’ll try to think of 3 things i’d like to do before i die -

this has been in my drafts for days and i honestly can’t think of a thing.

pantone: describe a person close to your life in detail.

moodboard: do you feel you had a happy childhood? nope

stars: when did you last cry in front of another person? honestly i can’t remember. oh! i think maybe 6 months ago i got high and started over thinking and got sad and started crying. my roommate walked past because i forgot i had the door open and hugged me and then left after a bit

plants: pick a person to stargaze with you and explain why you picked them. ideally, it’d be a close friend. but i dont have those. so maybe if i could go back in time and stargaze with an old friend. otherwise, my current friend hj is cool! actually, i’d love to get high and stargaze with him.

converse: would you ever have a deep conversation with a stranger and open up to them? i have before. but no, i wouldn’t now. i’m not like that anymore

lace: when was your last 3am conversation with someone, and who were they to you? it was 4 months ago, with my old best friend’s ex-boyfriend (i think they broke up? i dont talk to either of them anymore). i used to be close to him anyway, like we were also best friends. and we used to be roommates.

handwriting: if you were about to die, and you could only say one more sentence to one person, what would you say and to whom? i’d love to look my mother in the eyes and say “i’ll never forgive you” but. it doesn’t feel right as much as i mean it. i guess i’d like to say it to both my parents. but i have to pick one person. .... i guess i would get my old best friend who i havent spoken to in 6 years and say “i’m sorry. i missed you for years. i’ll always love you” or something equally dramatic

cactus: what is your opinion on brown eyes? i have them and i love them. they’re so beautiful

sunrise: pick a quote and describe what it means to you personally. i’m picking a few because fuck the police “being human is a condition that requires a little anaesthesia” was from the bohrap movie. relatable mood. reminds me of my mother which makes me uncomfortable “fall down 7 times, stand up 8. higher, further, faster” from captain marvel. i’ve been through soooo much fucking shit in my life. and i feel like it just keeps coming (well. the shit keeps coming and it don’t stop coming and it dont stop coming and it dont stop coming and it dont stop coming) and sometimes i wonder what the point of it all is. like what’s the point of trying to be happy when i’m just going to be let down again. and so it’s encouraging to change perspective from that to, we get up higher, further, faster

“my skin has gone from porcelain, to ivory, to steel” - sansa stark it ties in with the captain marvel one. in that shit just keeps happening. and i feel the same way. i used to be so free and naive and i’m not that person anymore. i guess it makes me feel less alone.

oil paints: what would you title the autobiography of your life so far? “

overalls: what would you do with one billion dollars? buy a house for myself, buy a few investment properties so that i know i’m always secure financially. put a couple million in the bank. buy houses for my friends and family, donate the rest

combat boots: are you a very forgiving person? do you like being this way? yes and yes. i feel like i’m really understanding, and so i forgive people when it’s understandable. but once it’s past a certain point, i’m not at all forgiving. i hold grudges too. i like being this way

winged eyeliner: write a hundred word letter to your twelve year old self. “hey kid. happy birthday! well, this is where things start to get really hard. you’re going to go through a lot even though you think you won’t. people are going to leave you and treat you despicably and betray you. almost everyone you love will completely screw you over. you will have no one to count on except yourself. i’m not saying this to scare you. but i want you to know that even when you feel like it’s too much to handle, you’re so much stronger than you’ll even realise. you have so much turmoil ahead of you, but i love you so much. you’ll come out the other end with anxiety and so scarred. but you’ll survive it. all of it. you’ll survive. there’s no lesson or greater purpose. i’m not going to tell you that it all happens for a reason, because it doesn’t. just trust that you have what’s in you to face anything. once day this will all feel like a bad dream and you’ll start to feel like yourself again. best of luck. ps there is no god”

pastel: would you describe yourself as more punk or pastel? punk

tattoos: how do you feel about tattoos and piercings? explain. love them both. they’re hot and cool

piercings: do you wear a lot of makeup? why/why not? nah, i only wear make up to work. and that’s because i work in sales. part of getting people to like you is being attractive. make up makes you more attractive. when people like you, you have more influence over them and you make more sales

bands: talk about a song/band/lyric that has affected your life in some way. runaway by pink. that song just. what a mood. and family portrait. i relate to both of those songs so much. even when i was going through shit, i had that song that i could sing and even though things were never okay, they made it bearable

messy bun: the world is listening. pick one sentence you would tell them. be kind to each other?

cry baby: list the concerts you have been to and talk about how they make you feel. 1st was a pink concert i went to when i was 15! we were super poor so this was a major deal. i waited in line for ages and my back started hurting real bad. but as soon as she got on stage everything went away. it was electrifying and she performed my favourite song. and i had eyeliner on which i cried off because she was my idol and it was amazing. her dancers were also super hot and i re-affirmed my bisexuality because i was like. wow. yes 2nd was lana & borns. my sister made me go with her to see lana del rey who i dont really give a shit about. she’s cool but im not like a major fan. borns however, i adore with every fibre of my being. borns was the opening act which was cute. i was one of the only ones in the crowd who knew him and everyone behind me was like gasping and talking about how cute he is. which also re-affirmed my sexuality. up until that point i thought that maybe i was a lesbian because i didn’t tend to find men too attractive. but borns? nope, i knew i was bi. then lana came on. it was okay. i knew a fair amount of the songs and apparently pissed everyone off by singing? i just thought that’s what you did at concerts dsjgdslkr but i had fun.

grunge: who in the world would you most like to receive a letter from and what would you want it to say? i would love to get a letter from an old best friend of mine saying sorry & that we should catch up. i feel like i havent had a friendship as full of connection as the one we’ve had. it’s been years and i still dont have anyone that could possibly replace her. but i worry that if we ever did try to re-kindle things it just wouldnt work out. which would lead me to ask myself if there was ever going to be anyone else who i’ll have that connection with. but it’d be nice at least

space: do you have a desk/workspace and how is it organised/not organised? i don’t have a desk! i had one for about 3 months and it was organised. i was always too poor to afford a desk and it just wasnt a priority when i used my bed

white bed sheets: what is your night time routine? go upstairs, lay in bed, read .... words, stay up until my eyes are closing for me. sleep

old books: what’s one thing you don’t want your parents to know? my parents opinion literally means nothing to me. i wouldn’t care what they do/don’t know. i guess id prefer if they didnt know about the drugs because my mum did them a lot and it led to her being abusive. so they’d be suuuper judgy and probably take them off me and shit. but once im moved out, i dont really care. they wont be able to do much about it

beaches: if you had to dye your hair how would you dye/style it and why? i’d love to have a shaved thing. my hair’s already short. but my dad’s homophobic and doesnt want me to get it short. i dont give enough of a shit about it to argue with him so i leave it. but if i could, having a cool shaved thing would be nice

eyes: pick five people to go on an excursion with you. who would you pick and where would you go/what would you do? i dont think i even have 5 friends, and if i do, we certainly don’t have fun together. i’d just go by myself. i’m lots of fun to be around when it’s just me

11:11: name three wishes and why you wish for them. i wish for a job that has stable income, consistent hours, a kind staff, and is something that i’m not constantly fucking up. - i wish for this because i feel like getting up every day to do something that doesn’t give me panic attacks (that i might even be able to enjoy) is such a dream. and if it gives a stable amount of money and hours, i’d be able to plan things and have a life instead of worrying about them calling me at literally any given moment and asking me to work. which means i’d either have to work or stammer out an excuse on the spot & have the managers be mad at me i wish for a living space that i can afford & is either by myself or with people who aren’t terrible. or with people who can’t fuck me over if they get mad at me. this would step 2 of being happy for me. having a job that doesn’t make me anxious = job that could make me happy. living space that is secure and mine and that no one can take away = reduction of anxiety and security = potentially being happy. i guess i’d use the 3rd wish on having a car or motorbike. being able to get around without relying on anyone or public transport would be nice. i can go to places whenever it suits me and i’d be independent. i can just decide to go to an art gallery without it having to be a major planning thing or something that would take 2 hours to get to and from. it’d be very liberating

painting: what is the best halloween costume you have ever put together? if none, make one up. omg! last halloween. i borrowed an old friend’s witch costume. it was this cute corseted dress with a mini skirt & suspenders that attach to stockings. i bought a matching wand and witches hat. i looked super cute

lightning: what’s the worst thing you’ve ever done while drunk or high? i havent done terrible things under the influence hey. i mostly just have fun and keep to myself.

thunder: what’s one thing you would never do for one million dollars? i dunno man. one million dollars is a lot of money. surely any of my usual morals would fly out the window. murder would become questionable. like it’s $1 million. i guess maybe not murder because if i went to jail then i wouldnt be able to spend the $1m. mass murder of like children and innocent people i probably wouldnt do. even if i got away with it

storms: you on only listen to one song for the rest of your life, or only see one person for the rest of your life. which and why? 1 song would be maybe americans - janelle monae. it’s a tune and you can listen to it for any mood really 1 person? i’ve purposefully gotten rid of any person i would want to only see for the rest of my life. not in a murder way, i just cut ties with them

love: have you ever fallen in love? describe what it feels like to realise you’re in love. many a time. it’s a really nice thing! not just romantically. but for me, i just suddenly can’t stop thinking about them. like every spare second i have i’m wondering what they’re doing, thinking about our inside jokes, planning what i’ll say next, wondering what to wear to impress them next, planning how i’m going to work this funny story i want to tell them, etc. and i won’t be able to stop smiling whenever they’re around. the worst giveaway for me is when i can feel myself excessively talking to other people about them. and i can’t stop. it gives me something to think about that makes me happy. something that makes me happy to distract from usually the shitter things.

clouds: if you’re a boy, would you ever rock black nail polish? if you’re a girl, would you ever rock really really short hair? i am a girl and i have really really short hair. i rock it. i also rock black nail polish

coffee: what’s your starbucks order, and who would you trust to order for you, if anyone? i hate coffee. so i usually order a white hot chocolate with cream and marshmallows. i’d trust anyone to order it for me. as long as they didn’t screw up and get me the white chocolate mocha, which has happened a few times

marble: what is the most important thing to you in your life right now? alcohol. music! probbaly music before alcohol. i love music. cigarettes. and my phone

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1. What is you middle name? haha

2. How old are you? 20

3. What is your birthday? june 27

4. What is your zodiac sign? libra

5. What is your favorite color? red

6. What’s your lucky number? ....i don’t have one that i know, at least

7. Do you have any pets? i have the best cat in the world who has been yelling at me a lot lately, but is still a good boy

8. Where are you from? australia

9. How tall are you? 5″4′

10. What shoe size are you? 8 UK and like a 36 or something

11. How many pairs of shoes do you own? hmmm. sparkly boots, docs, converse, work shoes, black heels, white sneakers, pink velvet sneakers, that’s all i can remember so about 7?

12. What was your last dream about? omg not last night but the night before, i had a dream that my manager asked me to start work at 5:50 am. but for whatever reason it was at a different location, so my favourite co worker and i met up and i paddled across a lake to be there? and i was really tired.

13. What talents do you have? i write a mean essay and lit review and report and shit. fuckin killed it in uni, i can recognise any song in the first like 0.3 seconds of it being played. i’m good at reading people. and not like in an arrogant way, but idk. intuitively, i know a lot about people. i assumed everyone else did until i started telling people what i felt, and they were like “wtf how did you know that about me?”

14. Are you psychic in any way? yeah i read tarot and oracle cards, and pendulums. like i said before, i tend to intuitively know a lot about people. like can tell when they don’t want to talk, or when they’re mad. even when it’s obvious to me and no one else. my dad can read palms but refuses to teach me how for whatever reason. so that’s next on my list

15. Favorite song? at the moment, either in the lap of the gods revisited (queen), or supersonic rocket ship (the kinks)

16. Favorite movie? at the moment, thor ragnarok, or iron man 3

17. Who would be your ideal partner? someone kind. and someone funny and lighthearted. who can make me laugh. literally, that’s all i value. (i guess the bar is low huh - you’d be surprised that i haven’t found a single person to fit that criteria). if i’m being picky, maybe someone who shares the same interests as me - as in, we like the same movies or music or whatever. that’s not too important but would be nice.

18. Do you want children? nah. i haven’t for 20 years. but if i ever get to a place where i do, i plan on adopting a 10+ year old child. that way, i can reason with them and have someone who i can talk to better. and i can give help to someone who could probably really use it.

19. Do you want a church wedding? ew god no

20. Are you religious? not at all

21. Have you ever been to the hospital? yeah haha. once for an operation when i was 9 months, and one when i was like 19 for vomiting

22. Have you ever got in trouble with the law? i don’t think so

23. Have you ever met any celebrities? nah

24. Baths or showers? showers if i’m not depressed, baths if im anxious

25. What color socks are you wearing? i’m not wearing socks

26. Have you ever been famous? i was like a celebrity at my high school, but no not really.

27. Would you like to be a big celebrity? i would cherish every second of it. it’s al i dream about

28. What type of music do you like? literally anything that’s good

29. Have you ever been skinny dipping? nope

30. How many pillows do you sleep with? just the one

31. What position do you usually sleep in? on my side with my legs tucked in

32. How big is your house? 3 bedroom

33. What do you typically have for breakfast? tea and cookies, paronthe if i’m feeling fancy and have time. eggs on toast if i have work through lunch hours and won’t get a break

34. Have you ever fired a gun? no, but i’ve held one

35. Have you ever tried archery? yeah at a school camp

36. Favorite clean word? idk shenanigans i guess

37. Favorite swear word? fuck

38. What’s the longest you’ve ever gone without sleep? 24 hours

39. Do you have any scars? yeah, but i’ve answered this before i think

40. Have you ever had a secret admirer? i have actually. i think it’s been like only 2 or 3 when i was in school

41. Are you a good liar? exceptionally

42. Are you a good judge of character? i would have said yes, even a year ago. but i definitely am not. or i am and choose to ignore it

43. Can you do any other accents other than your own? nope

44. Do you have a strong accent? nah. not even a strong australian accent. unless im at work for some reason

45. What is your favorite accent? australian

46. What is your personality type? intp

47. What is your most expensive piece of clothing? this $200 corset i bought during venus rx

48. Can you curl your tongue? yep

49. Are you an innie or an outie? innie

50. Left or right handed? righty

51. Are you scared of spiders? absolutely yes

52. Favorite food? chocolate or nandos

53. Favorite foreign food? kadhi

54. Are you a clean or messy person? usually neat, but when my anxiety is bad then i gets messy

55. Most used phrased? “i dont know”

56. Most used word? “yeah”

57. How long does it take for you to get ready? about an hour

58. Do you have much of an ego? i used to think so, but honestly not really

59. Do you suck or bite lollipops? suck

60. Do you talk to yourself? all the time

61. Do you sing to yourself? when i’m alone

62. Are you a good singer? not in the slightest

63. Biggest Fear? heights, working thursday nights

64. Are you a gossip? haha yeah

65. Best dramatic movie you’ve seen? pride & prejudice, infinity war. idk what counts as a dramatic movie

66. Do you like long or short hair? short

67. Can you name all 50 states of America? nope

68. Favorite school subject? english, drama, i liked science but had shitty teachers

69. Extrovert or Introvert? introvert

70. Have you ever been scuba diving? nah

71. What makes you nervous? well i have anxiety, so like, everything. but specifically, people being angry at/near me, heights. actually, that’s probably it hey.

72. Are you scared of the dark? nah

73. Do you correct people when they make mistakes? not unless it’s important to do so. i don’t usually give a shit

74. Are you ticklish? very

75. Have you ever started a rumor? ...not that i can remember. but it sounds like something i’d do

76. Have you ever been in a position of authority? i think i was a peer support leader in high school?

77. Have you ever drank underage? haha yeah man

78. Have you ever done drugs? sure

79. Who was your first real crush? omg this guy at school called daniel. he was soooo pretty and smart and he was tanned and had the prettiest green eyes. he was nice to me, but always called me the wrong name and ended up dating my friend later on. but i didn’t mind. i enjoyed admiring him before he dated her haha. then i forced myself not to like him

80. How many piercings do you have? 3

81. Can you roll your Rs?“ yep

82. How fast can you type? pretty fast, but not at work when someone’s watching. the pressure makes me fuck up

83. How fast can you run? not very fast

84. What color is your hair? black

85. What color is your eyes? brown

86. What are you allergic to? kiwi fruit (i eat it anyway)

87. Do you keep a journal? no, but i used to. this blog is the most ‘journal’ thing i’ve had in forever

88. What do your parents do? my mum doesn’t work and does cocaine, my dad is a taxi driver

89. Do you like your age? yeah being 20 is cool. certainly better than being younger.

90. What makes you angry? injustice, people not listening to me, especially when i’m right. people assuming things about me, especially when they’re wrong. people being rude for no reason, people dismissing me, being treated poorly

91. Do you like your own name? i dont give much thought to it

92. Have you already thought of baby names, and if so what are they? nah, i don’t plan on having kids

93. Do you want a boy a girl for a child? i’ve only ever pictured having a daughter, but i dont really care. having a son would be cool. whatever happens you know

94. What are you strengths? i’ve been trying to answer this question like all year. being at work has really made me feel like i don’t have any strengths. i guess i’m a good listener? i know im respectful of others. i can’t even say i’m kind anymore because i’m actively trying not to be as kind as i used to be. i’m polite. i can be funny when i’m comfortable with the person/don’t give a shit about what they think of me. i’m easy-going. i know i can be charming, but it takes a lot of energy so i have to be feeling not-anxious. i’m socially intelligent, and good at making people feel at ease, and diffusing tense situations. i’m brave

95. What are your weaknesses? god. i’m anxious. all the time. i’m not very articulate. i’m not very smart or good at maths or anything. i tend to be awkward, especially when im anxious which is always. i tend to avoid my problems, instead of facing them head-on

96. How did you get your name? my dad’s sister chose it for me. no one really explained it to me, but there’s this hindu belief or tradition or book or something, where you find out what your child’s name should start with (which letter or sound) based on when they’ll be born. i think it ties into astrology somehow, but again, no one is willing to explain it to me. but yeah, based on that my dad’s sister picked a name that starts with r. and my dad picked the spelling

97. Were your ancestors royalty? noooot per se. according to hindu belief, they were demi gods. and my dad’s mother told me we came from royalty, but i have no source for that, so it’s more an empty claim.

98. Do you have any scars?

99. Color of your bedspread? i’m staying in my parents room, which has a white bedspread

100. Color of your room? the whole house is a rental and has blue walls

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1.Do you want a boyfriend or girlfriend? nope

2.When did your last hug take place? i don’t remember

3.Are you a jealous person? i used to be. but not in slightest anymore

4.Are you tired right now? nah. just drunk

5.Do you chew on your straws? yeah if it’s in front of me and there’s nothing to do

6.Have you ever been called a tease? yeah haha

7.Have you ever been awake for 48 hours straight? i don’t think so

8.Do you cry easily? not easily, but it depends what the situation is

9.What should you be doing right now? nothing really. maybe writing up a cv but nah

10.Are you a heavy sleeper? nope

11.Do you think you can last in a relationship for 6 months? if i want one yeah

12.Are you mad at someone right now? absolutely. multiple people

13.Do you believe in love? nope

14.What makes you laugh no matter what? this and this

15.Who was the last person you talked to? my co-worker. we were gushing and crying about endgame

16.Do you get butterflies around the person you like? very much. i usually dont even feel like it’s a real crush unless there’s butterflies involved

17.Will you get married? i don’t plan on it, but never say never

18.When was the last time you smiled? idk like an hour ago

19.Does anyone like you? not that i know of. i know an old ex tried to ask me out but i dont know if he likes me or is just bored

20.Do you secretly like someone? nope

21.Who was the first person you talked to today? my mum i think

22.Who do you feel most comfortable talking to about anything? no one

23.What are you NOT looking forward to? work on monday

24.What ARE you looking forward to? i think we’re having nandos tomorrow

25.Has someone of the opposite sex ever told you they loved you, and meant it? i assume they did, but i cant say for sure

26.Suppose you see your ex kissing another person what would you do? not give a shit

27.Do you plan on moving out within the next year? yeah sure. well maybe not year exactly but like 1 1/2 years maybe

28.Are you a forgiving person? very. but even i have my limits

29.How many TRUE friends do you have? 0

30.Do you fall for people easily? nah

31.Have you ever fallen for your ex’s best friend? no, but i’ve fallen for my best friend’s ex

32.What’s the last thing you put in your mouth? alcohol mixed with a spider from mcdonalds

33.Who was the last person you drove with? my mum & sister to get maccas

34.How late did you stay up last night and why? i slept at like 9:30 because a) i was tired from work and b) i had to be up at 6 fro my graduation today

35.If you could move somewhere else, would you? definitely. anything to get away from these people. and a change of scenery would be nice

36.Who was the last person you took a picture of? myself

37.Can you live a day without TV? if i had my phone, yes

38.When was the last time you were extremely disappointed? like january when i had to move back in with my parents

39.Three names you go by...

40.Are you currently in a relationship? nope

41.What is your all-time favorite romance movie? pride & prejudice

42.Do you believe that everyone has a soul-mate? not at all. it’s nice to believe but that stuff’s all made up

43.What’s your current problem? i’m anxious and the people at my job don’t like me

44.Have you ever had your heart broken? a billion trillion times

45.Your thoughts of long distance relationships? cute, but not for me

46.How many kids do you want to have? none. i’m done with looking after kids

47.Have you ever found it hard to tell someone you like them? absolutely yeah

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1: What would you name your future daughter? i dont want kids and i havent thought about their names

2: Do you miss anyone? yeah, to be honest, i’ve been missing this friend i had for like a decade a lot recently.

3: What if I told you that you were pretty? i’d smile & say thank you

4: Ever been told “it’s not you, it’s me”? hahaha yes

5: What are you looking forward to in the next week? ......today has been what i was looking forward to for a while so i’d say my next cigarette?

6: Did you go out or stay in last night? i stayed in. i had to be up early today which meant a quiet night in

7: How late did you stay up last night? like until 9:30

8: Honestly, has anyone seen you in your underwear in the past 3 months? nope

9: What were you doing at 12:30 this afternoon? driving back from my graduation

10: Have you ever told somebody you loved them and not actually meant it? yeah dude loads of times

11: Could you go for the rest of your life without drinking alcohol? if there was weed yeah

12: Have you pretended to like someone? absolutely yes

13: Could you go the rest of your life without smoking a cigarette? probably not

14: Is there one person in your life that can always make you smile? tony stark but now HES DEAD so no

15: Is it hard for you to get over someone? it used to be. but i’ve had so much practice that now i’m the one that people struggle to get over

16: Think back five months ago, were you single? you betcha

17: Have you ever cried from being so mad? honestly, that’s the only reason i cry. which sucks because people see it as sadness or weakness, but it’s 99% me being SO MAD and not being able to do anything about it

18: Hold hands with anyone this week? nope

19: Did your last kiss take place in/on a bed? actually.....i think it did take place when we were in bed hahaha

20: Who did you last see in person? my sisters

21: What is the last thing you said out loud? i was drunk singing fight like a girl - emilie autumn

22: Have you kissed three or more people in one night? omg yes i think i have kissed 3 ppl in one night. but not more that i can remember

23: Have you ever been to Paris? nope

24: Are you good at hiding your feelings? very. as long as im not at work

25: Do you use chap stick? yeah

26: Who did you last share a bed with? probably that last guy i kissed

27: Are you listening to music right now? yep. shalott - emilie autumn

28: What is something you currently want right now? nothing hey. a motorbike i guess

29: Were your last three kisses from the same person? nope

30: How is your heart lately? she’s.......yeah she’s. yeah/

31: Do you wear the hood on your hoodie? if my hair’s not done

32: When was the last time a member of the opposite sex hugged you? probably my old roommate/old crush. which would have been like 3 months ago

33: What do people call you? just my name

34: Have you ever wanted to tell someone something but didn’t? sure man. all the time. i’m very filtered, much to my own dismay

35: Are there any stressful situations in your life? work, being anxious, etc.

36: What are you listening to right now? marry me- emilie autumn

37: What is wrong with you right now? i want a cigarette. but other than that, i’m alright

38: Love really is a beautiful thing huh? nah. fuk llove

39: Do you make wishes at 11:11?if i’m desperate

40: What is on your wrists right now? nothing

41: Are you single/taken/heartbroken/confused/waiting for the unexpected? singleee

42: Where did you get the shirt/sweatshirt you’re wearing? i’m wearing a crop and i got it from....... huh. i’ve had it for so long i don’t remember. i feel like i’d have gotten it from factory in 2014 or 2015 or something but i have no clue

43: Have you ever regretted kissing someone? hahaha yeah in a way. i dont really regret the things i do because i know i think they’re a good idea at the time. but some things ended up backfiring a bit more than i anticipated.

44: Have you hugged someone within the last week?

nah

45: Have you kissed anyone in the last five days? nope

46: What were you doing at midnight last night? sleeping

47: Do you miss the way things were six months ago? wholeheartedly. i was moved out and smoking weed and drinking and having friends and being 20. it was lots of fun

48: Would you rather sleep with someone else or alone? alone. i hate sleeping with other people

49: Have you ever been to New York? not yet! but i plan to

50: Think of the last person who said I love you, do you think they meant it? i can’t remember who, but probably not

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These are actually solid questions

1. First thing you wash in the shower? my hair

2. Are you more of a coffee or alcohol drinker? i can’t stand coffee. and alcohol might as well be my blood at this point

3. Would you kiss the last person you kissed again? haha noooo. he was nice but i felt literally nothing. was like kissing a brick wall or something. tbh i never feel much when i kiss boys

4. Do you plan outfits? YES. i’m a drama queen and a diva and flamboyant and i need to look good always. i have my graduation in 2 days and i still haven’t planned what to wear and it’s bothering me

5. How are you feeling RIGHT now? tbh pretty numb. like not happy and not sad. just. .... chillin

6. Whats the closest thing to you thats red? my track pants

7. What would you do if you opened your door and saw a dead body? well with the mood im in now, i probably wouldn’t react. but the logical side of my brain would kick in and i’d phone it in to the police.

8. Tell me about the last dream you remember having? it’s still that one about the creepy old dude touching me in the car.

9. Three of your current feelings? -introspective -apathetic

-wistful

10. What are you craving right now? tbh i would very much love to hug my stuffed pink harold. but he’s downstairs and i just don’t have the energy to walk haha

11. Turn ons? not rly in the mood to answer these

12. Turn offs?

13. What comes to mind when I say cabbage? this vine

14. When was the last time you cried? Why? idk like over a month ago. i had to work a thursday night shift which is always super stressful. and that day my sister just started beating the shit out of me so the anxiety was like double

15. If you could be a superhero, who would you want to be? ironman. any day. or spiderman because it’d be fun to just swing around the city listening to music peacefully

16. Did the one person who hurt you most in your life apologize? nope. she doesn’t even know that i know about half the shit she did. never ever apologised about the stuff she knows i know about. no acknowledgement. no apology. just pretends it never happened

17. Do you bite into your ice cream or just lick it? lick it

18. Favorite movie ever? idk i like frozen and pride and prejudice and the hunger games

19. Do you like yourself? i like myself, but i can’t seem to justify why. i don’t really have an identity. i don’t know what i’m like. and so it’s hard to like myself when i don’t know what i like about my self, or why i do. but i enjoy being myself.

20. Have you ever met a celebrity? i met stan walker once? he’s a minor celebrity in australlia

21. Could you handle being in the military? part of me would thrive in the structure and forced exercise and socialisation. another part of me would completely crumble because like i have anxiety

22. What are you listening to right now? i don’t give a ... - missio

23. How many countries have you visited? india, america, canada, australia. so 4 i guess

24. Are your parents strict? you betcha

25. Would you go sky diving? sure yeah. i’m afraid of heights so the adrenaline would be wild

26. Would you go out to eat with George W. Bush? nah. i dont give a shit about him. maybe i’d go if he paid for the food.

27. Whats on your mind right now? literally nothing. mostly thinking about endgame. i’m also thinking about taking my mum’s anti anxiety meds since she doesn’t use them and i have anxiety. but i don’t want to take them without professional advice. but also, i am a professional advice. and like what could happen? i’d get mentally ill?

28. Is there anything you want to say to someone? nah i dont really feel like talking atm. i guess i’d ask if they wanted to go for a smoke. i would love a cig rn

29. Have you ever been in a castle? no but i would love to!!

30. Do you rent movies often? not really, i just watch stan/netflix

31. Whats your zodiac sign? cancer sun, leo moon, libra rising

32. When was the last time you had sex? i haven’t had sex

33. Name five facts about yourself. i honestly don’t think i know enough about myself to do this but let’s give it a go -i have short hair -i love music more than literally anything -i turn 21 this year and i have no idea what to do for it -i’m thinking of getting a motorbike soon -i’ve never broken a bone

34. Ever had a near death experience? If so, what happened? nope

35. Do you believe in karma or predestiny? i used to. and i absolutely would love to believe in all that stuff. but not to sound angsty or whatever, i’ve had so many shitty things happen to me that it’s hard for me to believe that it’s all part of some big plan or that there is any justice in the world. i think people just do shit and that’s it

36. Brown or white eggs? ive never had white eggs so..... brown?

37. Do you own something from Hot Topic? nah we dont have it in australia

38. Ever been on a train? yeah man i love trains

39. Ever been in love? not mutually, no

40. If you were paid 1 million dollars to spend the night in a supposed haunted house, would you do it? it’s a million bucks. absolutely. one night of terror to never have to worry about anything ever again. i’m a witch too so as much as i’d be scared, it’d be fine.

41. If you could trade places with any person living or dead, who would you trade places with? someone rich and famous. maybe harry styles or freddie mercury. i’m sure they didn’t have it easy, but it’s certainly easier than things have/ever will be for me you know?

42. If you could shorten your life expectancy by 10 years to become more attractive, would you do it? absolutely

43. Whom do you admire and why? i tend not to admire irl people. but i do admire tony stark a lot (GOD this is so lame ksajrsjkfs). i admire his charisma, his confidence, his humour, his good looks, his intelligence, his eyes. he embodies everything i feel like i can never be. but everything i’ll always want to be. i admire freddie mercury. for his work drive and ethic. for his confidence and stage presence, his ability and talent in singing, songwriting, musical instruments. his flamboyancy, his sense of humour. again, these are all qualities i would love to have.

44. What was your favorite bedtime story as a child? oh i never really got read bedtime stories

45. You’re walking down the street, you come across a burning building. A woman says her baby is trapped inside, what would you do? internally, i’d be like “that sucks for you” and walk away. but i can’t be a dick, so i’d assess the extent of the fire and see if there was a way to save the baby. i’d try if so, if not idk what i’d do. panic and call 000?

46. If you could choose the future profession of your son or daughter, would you? nah man. gotta let kids live their lives

47. What was your best experience on drugs or alcohol? alcohol: the night i just moved out of home 2 weeks ago. my roommate invited a friend over, and we all had fun and played never have i ever and i flirted with this really cute guy and had so much fun. i hadn’t really had any experiences like that before because i was - anyway. it was nice to feel like a normal 19 year old just for a second weed: either the time i was drunk and high at our housewarming party and went to the park and felt like i was on a fucking rollercoaster, or the time i got super cooked after work and had a shower which felt amazing and then went back to my room and listened to beautiful people beautiful problems. i didn’t hallucinate per se, but i closed my eyes and could like see the lyrics “blue is the colour of the planet from the view above”. it was like i was in outer space and could see the earth and i was so relaxed and it was so magical mdma: my halloween party! there were so many people and no one knew i was high and we had a mad dance party and i met some of our neighbours and i just had so much fun talking to everyone and Living.

48. What was your worst experience on drugs or alcohol? alcohol: being around boring people when drunk is boring. especially because when i’m drinking i really want to have a good and fun time. weed: ahh i have anxiety so i used to get a few panic attacks when i was smoking mdma: eugh it was my friends 21st at the time and we took mdma and i thought it wasnt kicking in because all we did was sit in bed and talk. literally so boring. im so mad that i wasted my first time like that

50. As your walking down the street you find a suitcase full of money sitting next to a parked car, would you take it? nah, i’d probably hand it in to the police. actually, i dont trust the police so i’d probably google what to do with it. but probably police because i cant have stolen money or give it to someone else.

51. If you found that a close friend has AIDS, would you still hang out with them? not hanging out with someone because of that has literally never even crossed my mind

52. In front of you are 10 pistols, 5 of which are loaded. If you survive you’d receive 100 million dollars. Would you be willing to place 1 to your head and pull the trigger? nah. i’m actually going places now days

53. How old were you when you lost your virginity? tba

54. Do you believe in ghosts, werewolves or vampires? nope

55. If you could live forever, would you want to? yeah probably. i’d like to give it a trial run though. i’m very anxious, so being lonely and immortal might make it worse. but at the same time, being immortal might make it easier to not give a shit and to be less anxious

56. Which fictional movie character most resembles who you are? honestly i feel like jane villanueva or peter parker

57. If you could go back in time, which time period would you visit? i would love to be a victorian bitch with a bomb ass dress and waist

58. If they were to televise a live execution, would you watch it? probably not. unless it was someone i really hated, i wouldnt give a shit

59. If you could be the president of the USA, would you be willing to do it? i mean i wouldn’t be the best person for the job, but i also wouldn’t be the worst. if i could have time to properly study politics then yeah i’d consider.

60. If you could choose the sex of your unborn child, would you want to? i’d probably want a girl but i dont really see any reason to not have a boy

61. Would you rather live longer or be wealthy? be wealthyyyyyy

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A song you like with a colour in the title yellow submarine bitchhh, or march of the black queen

A song that needs to be played very loud moonage daydream or i want to break free

A song that makes you want to dance fireball - pitbull, ssway - michael buble

A song to drive to sugar - maroon 5?

A song with a number in the title two ghosts - harry syles

A song that makes you happy honey pie - beatles

A song that makes you sad you and me - rose avenue

A song that reminds you of summer it feels like summer - childish gamino, she’s kinda hot 5sos

A song that you remember from your childhood funhouse - pink

A song that breaks your heart here today - paul mccartney

A song that you never get tired of missile - iamx

A song from your preteen year turn it up - robots in disguise

A song that you would love played at your wedding omg gomg omg that song that goes why do birds suddenly appear. it’s so like..... cliche but i love it

One of your favourite 80s songs straight up - paula abdul

A song that is a cover by another artist blue velvet - lana del rey

A song that you would sing a duet of on karaoke what’s that really gay song called? hold on let me google it. dont go breakin my heart

A song from the year you were born baby one more time - britney, ava adore - smashing pumpkins

A song that makes you think about life marry me - emilie autumn

Your favourite song with a persons name in the title wilson (expensive mistakes - fall out boy

A song that you think everyone should listen to i honestly don’t have an answer to this. there’s just not one single song that i think every single person should listen to

A song by a band you wish were still together clouds by fucking one direction

A song by an artist no longer living the great pretender - freddie mercury

A song that makes you want to fall in love cest la mort - the civil wars

A song by an artist with a voice you love you and me - you+me

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1: Talk about the first time you watched your favorite movie. i don’t have one particular favourite movie per se. but star wars: i binge watched them at my friend’s house just before the ast jedi came out. i knew nothing about star wars and watched everything within 2/3 days. then, about a week later i watched the force awakens. and that was purely because we decided to watch the last jedi (which had just come out in cinemas) the next day. honestly, i didn’t care for star wars much skdjfhdjk but the force awakens really got me into it. and the last jedi fully sold me. then i went back and rewatched and i loooove the empire strikes back. now they’re my favourite movies. marvel: again, i hadn’t seen any marvel. but i had pretty much every friend i had yelling at me to catch up before end game came out. i loosely planned on watching them, but didn’t really get around to it until i got baked at a friends house and we had nothing to do. so we watched age of ultron and iron man and some others (i was too stoned to remember). i was sold i loved every second. and the fact that i was very high and rdj was very cute didn’t hurt. i went home the next day and watched ragnarok which happened to be probably the best movie i’d ever seen at that point. the next day, we got stoned again and watched infinity war. it was so fucked but amazing. i booked tickets for me and my dad to watch end game this saturday.

2: Talk about your first kiss. oh god. i was 15 and there was this guy who i thought was cool. he was a friend of my very gay crush at the time. me and the crush had a falling out later on. and a lot of other fucked up shit happened around that time period. i moved to his (the friend's) neighbourhood as it happened. we got talking because we had the same taste in music. and my best friend at the time put in a good word for me. i didn’t think of him as much more than a friend tbh, but my life was going to shit and i wanted to get out of the house ad have fun. so we organised to meet up at our town’s centre shopping place. i told my parents i was going with [insert random female names here] to hang out since we moved into a new place. they bought it and offered to drive me. i honestly thought we were just going to chill out and eat food. i was also nervous that this was a set up from his friend who was my crush, since the crush hated me and probably would have plotted to do something fucked. however, it turned out not to be a set up. we ended up walking around the suburb. this was much to my disapproval, because i was not very fit and had a strong dislike for exercise. he could tell i was tired and we decided to stop and sit down on this brick wall thing at the corner of a street. there was some terrible flirting on my part, and the next thing i know i was kissing this guy. i was pretty excited because every 15 year old girl wants their first kiss. and especially edgy ones who needed a distraction. i came home with no lipstick and chapped lips. lucky my parents were too busy to notice.

3: Talk about the person you've had the most intense romantic feelings for. most intense? i could list best friends, but in terms of intensity i think it would be this guy that i moved out with for the first time. i know this sounds terrible, but he was my best friend’s boyfriend at the time. i was pretty sure i was a lesbian at the time and i’m also not fucked up. so i wasn’t expecting this at all. because of the whole gay thing, and me being a flirty shit with anyone, i ended up very shamelessly flirting with him. he was sooo pretty, and im not just saying this. objectively, he is still probably one of the best looking people i’ve ever seen. and i own mirrors. anywayyyy, i took my sister to this lana del rey concert one day. not a lana fan personally, but borns was opening and i like him. turns out i like borns a lot. a hell of a lot. next day, i found myself talking to my best friend and her boyfriend and being like “hey i think i might be bi”. their reaction can be quoted as “oh cool okay.” the night after the concert, we got drunk. not a great idea, because i love to flirt when sober. so when i’m drunk and have literally 0 shame it’s a lot of fun but also an entire disaster. my friend bought her friend over and they were talking, which left me and the bf. the boys started teaching me self defence and were doing the whole smooth thing where they stand pressed up behind you and move your arms for you. they put me into headlocks and taught me how to get out and stuff. i was so drunk the ground kept spinning. a lot of terrible outrageous flirting ensued, like choking, touching adams apples, arm tickles, hugs that lasted 10 minutes while he had a knife in his pocket for whatever reason? more hugs like that but now featuring grinding. we slept in the same bed (just slept. nothing else. don’t get too excited). cuddling while in the same bed. laying on his chest and falling asleep. him playing with my hair. one time he played with my tiddies. this was over the course of like 9 months. whenever we werent 2 seconds away from like ..... jumping each other, we were just flirting in the most unsubtle way. obviously nothing happened, because he had a gf and everything. and as much as i didnt want to, i started to get some reeeeeal feelings. turns out the guy was a dick who only flirted with me whenever his gf wasnt paying attention to me. i later cut the whole thing off, and he started to act like a real dick to me. but yeaaahh. that was some intense shit.

4: Talk about the thing you regret most so far. probably not getting a license for any vehicle. that’s held me back so much the last 5 years. i wouldn’t have had to go through half the shit i did, if i could just drive

5: Talk about the best birthday you've had. my 15th birthday! i had raspberry chocolate bullets, watched movies in class because it was end of term, my friends bought me presents to school. the guy i had a crush on came to where i was sitting and sung a song to me in front of everyone. i think my friend bought me a club penguin membership? i ate pide and played league with crush and crush’s crush.

6: Talk about the worst birthday you've had. my 18th. i don’t want to talk too much about it because im very drunk atm but basically, i was suuuper depressed already that year. my mum was doing cocaine every spare second she could, and screwing men for it so she could get it for free (of course, none of us knew this at the time). whenever she wasn’t doing coke she was screaming at everyone for like, not taking pictures of her enough, or for eating dinner without asking her, etc. she and my dad were constantly either yelling at each other, or were 2 seconds away from yelling at each other. we went to a clothes shopping outlet. which i very outwardly expressed my hatred for, btw. my mum got mad because my dad told her not to look at clothes, because it was my 18th. my mum didn’t talk for the rest of the time we were in the shopping centre. i could feel the tension rising because they were in the 2 seconds away from having a fight period. i came home and watched sailor moon in my room alone. later my parents brought a cake and lit the candles. dad said to me “my god i am so sorry. this has been the most amazing birthday, hasnt it? you should thank your mother. she’s just the best. i’m so sorry! i never wanted this for you”. and, you know, my coke fuelled mother just screamed her lungs off and gave it right back to him. and my aries dad just yelled right back. and the candles were lit in the dark room and wax was dripping onto my chocolate birthday cake. and i hated chocolate flavoured cake. and i just wanted to run away all day because i knew this was going to happen. and they couldn’t even hold it together for me? or for my 18th? so i just sat there and cried as they screamed at eachother. i blew out the candles and ran into my bedroom and watched vines in my room. the end! :D

7: Talk about your biggest insecurity. honestly, i don’t have a lot of insecurities. i have a lot of fears, but not insecurities. i guess i’m insecure about my body in certain places. i have a scar from an operation i had when i was 9 and it makes my stomach look chubby, but only on one side? it’s out of proportion and weird. and i have violin hips.

8: Talk about the thing you are most proud of. honestly, it’s so simple, but i’m really proud of still being alive. i thought for sure i’d be dead by now

9: Talk about little things on your body that you like the most. i love my back! it sounds weird, but i have a rly nice waist and my back is sooo soft and smooth and it goes in at the waist and its so nice to touch and look at. and i have really nice and toned legs. and my arms are getting toned now too because my work makes me carry a lot of heavy stuff. and my baby sister is getting bigger and i’m usually the one to hold her. and i have nice hands too. but my favourite thing is my face and hair.

10: Talk about the biggest fight you've ever had. oh god. not going into much detail about this at all because i spend like 3 or 4 years crying about this. it featured: 2 best friends of mine who i had been friends with for 10 years; my crush at the time; random people off the internet i’d never met before. like i said before, i was a 15 year old with a lot going on. maybe that didn’t make it okay for me to be as annoying as i was, but it’s done now. they all got into a skype group chat together without me. and call it paranoia, but i call it intuition. i knew they were all shit talking me. i could tell there was something up for a while now. they all started changing their online profiles to something that very clearly mocked me, they started making posts about me, and posts that were clearly parodies of my posts. and i sort of went along with it because i dont like to stir up much trouble. but the posts just got worse and worse to where it was like ‘you were so weird and creepy’ and calling me names and stuff. honestly, i can’t even remember anymore because i spend a while blocking it out. but it was pretty mean. but it hurt more because there were all the people i was closest to, all saying fucked up shit about me. and then random people who lived in my city who i didnt know. after the fight ended, we never spoke again. but i spend the next 2 years afraid that i would bump into somebody from online in person and they would recognise me, and the whole thing would happen again

11: Talk about the best dream you've ever had. tbh i dont remember a lot of my dreams. i usually have nightmares anyway? i think i had a dream i could fly and had like magic powers and stuff. i was 8 or something and it was fun.

12: Talk about the worst dream you've ever had. after i moved out of my parents house, i had a lot of nightmares about my mum. again, i don’t remember specifics because i tried to block out the memory, but i remember feeling terrified, and then waking up relieved to remember i was out of there. after that, i started smoking weed which meant no dreaming which was good

13: Talk about the first time you had sex/how you imagine your first time. i haven’t had like..... sex sex yet. i’ve been almost raped a few times? skfsdkjfl that sounds so cringey. but yeah! i dont know though, i imagine i’ll probably be super drunk for my first time. or maybe high. they make me more confident than usual. and for some reason i dont really like the idea of sex when im sober. i don’t think i’d be willing to be vulnerable with someone unless it was in a circumstance like that, maybe. and i’d be sure i wouldn’t have to see them again later on unless i wanted to. that way if i embarrassed myself, it wouldn’t matter. it would just be a terrible memory no one else would ever have to know about.

14: Talk about a vacation. i want one of these answers to not be about a fucked up memory of mine but i ...... truly can’t recall something? i guess there was a christmas i had when i was a kid (maybe around 8 or 10) and i’ll leave out the fucked up bits. but i stayed with my mother’s family and my grandmother owned a holiday apartment thing which had a pool and my uncles had horses and i got to see everyone and my uncles were super funny and let me play video games with them.

15: Talk about the time you were most content in life. there was this period for about ..... 3 months in my last year of high school just before i graduated. all my assignments were over, and my major works were all finished. i was just putting the finishing touches on them. and all i had to do was study for exams. i got into the swing of school. and my friend got her license so she used to drive us places after school and we would hang out and do dumb shit together. i didn’t care what anyone thought of me because i knew i wouldn’t have to see them again in 6 months unless i wanted to. the next time was this few months after i’d just moved out of my parent’s house. probably 4 or 5 months. i had been dreaming of having my own place for like, my entire childhood. and i finally did! and it was with my best friend and this guy i really liked. and all i did was go to uni for a few hours a day. and then that was it! my time was all my own to do whatever i wanted with. i didn’t have a lot of money but i was so so so happy. i used to take myself to the movies. i was in walking distance of a train station and uni. so i could go wherever i wanted, whenever i wanted. i just felt so free

16: Talk about the best party you've ever been to. the first part of my house-warming party was probably the best. i got really drunk, and someone’s mum brought weed so i was reeeeeally drunk and then reeeeeally high. i was dressed in the cutest outfit and a few people were flirting with me. actually, i think i made out with like 3 different people that night. and my friend bought me flowers! which i loved because no one had ever bought me flowers before. and we went to the park and i was so high and drunk and the little swing ride i was on felt like a rollercoaster.

17: Talk about someone you want to be friends with. hmmmmm to be honest, i’m trying not to make friends at the moment. i have a lot of other stuff i need to focus on. and having friends only leads to disappointment and heartbreak. i have a few friends i’ve accidentally made, but i’m trying to keep my distance from them so that we’re just ‘friends’ and not ‘good friends’ or anything like that. but secretly, i do love them a lot.

18: Talk about something that happened in elementary school. me and my best friend at the time were doing a school play about mary the saint (i went to catholic school). there were 3 of us: me, my best friend, and some guy who didnt have friends so we let him in our group. anyway, i wanted to play mary, but for whatever reason, this dude reeeeeeally fucking wanted to be mary. he started like yelling and stomping and being like “NO! i want to be mary!” and then just as he stomped his foot, a branch from a tree fell right on his head. and, without missing a beat, my friend goes “well, that branch hit you on the head so now you can’t be mary” and i laughed my ass off and he cried 19: Talk about something that happened in middle school. omg these are all going to be funny stories because why not. so this one time in like 6th grade, we had to use calculators to do some complex maths work. and there was this one calculator that kept fucking up and giving the wrong answers. i knew enough basic maths at that point to know that the calculator was faulty. anyway so me and my friends gave it to this other kid just to punk him a little right. turns out he didn’t realise it was a broken calculator and he finished his work and handed it in to the teacher, and proceeded to get in trouble sjlfsorerjlksjr

20: Talk about something that happened in high school. omg so in high school i did this multimedia class. so we would film events like chapels (i went to a christian high school) and assembly, etc. and what we filmed would go on the big screens for everyone to see. kinda like a concert. and anyway, one time this kid got in trouble in front of everyone, and my classmate did this dramatic zoom on our multimedia teacher as he stormed out of the auditorium, dramatically walking out to get the kid in trouble

21: Talk about a time you had to turn someone down. oh so this one time after i finished school i started going through rough patch #2 and i just needed a friend to talk to. and this guy from school was sort of the only friend who kept checking up on me and inviting me out places. and i liked that. i didn’t always have enough energy to do stuff or talk, because, depression. but i appreciated the fact that he cared. never thought much about it. until one day, we hadn’t spoken for like a month and he tells me suddenly that he has feelings for me. and of course, that’s so sweet and i did love the guy. but i wasn’t in the headspace for a relationship at all. i really just needed a friend. and i felt so terrible

22: Talk about your worst fear. my worst fear ever? it used to be dying. but i think now it’s just having to go through what i went through again. my worst fear would be being a child again and being at the mercy of others and having to rely on them. my worst fear is trusting people and having them completely fuck you up. again and again. and not being able to do anything about it because you need them.

23: Talk about a time someone turned you down. hoo boy. i was 15 and made friends with someone on the internet who turned out to go to my school. developed a crush on him, but he was very gay. i ended up telling him for whatever reason. and that went just about the way you’d think

24: Talk about something someone told you that meant a lot.

i don’t know. most people don’t know what they’re talking about when they give me advice. and i’m not saying that to be arrogant, but just most people haven’t been through much and not to sound self-pitying but i’ve been through a lot in a short amount of time. these are just facts here. so i don’t really believe what people say. i used to have this friend who was and will probably always be the only person who could ever make me laugh. genuinely. it felt like soulmates, but i was like a kid. but we had exactly the same sense of humour, and she was so witty and quick and would always have the best comedic timing. i really admired her and still do. anyway, one time she called me effortlessly funny. and that meant a lot then and still does now.

25: Talk about an ex-best friend. i just did, but sure. i’ll keep talking about her because i’m already thinkig of her. i’m pretty sure she was a capricorn rising. she had this really deadpan humour and it was always hilarious. we were friends since we were 4 years old. and i dont think i appreciated it as much as i should have at the time, but we really did grow up together and in each others arms. she was very cool and closed off and serious. and i got to see her funny and silly side. but what was even cooler than that was that i got to know her emotionally. she had a twin, and looking back, i don’t think her twin even saw as much of that as i got to. we used to have talks about anything and everything. you know those people who you can stay up all night laughing with and talking to and it doesn’t even feel like it’s been 10 minutes and all of a sudden the sun is coming up? but it was so effortless and fun and. yeah. it was like that. i still haven’t met anyone like that since. we later had a falling out and i met her again after like a year but we both had our walls up and that’s sort of when i realised how much we really trusted each other. you don’t know what you’ve got till it’s gone kinda thing.

26: Talk about things you do when you're sick. complain. bitch. complain some more. i usually buy nasal spray because having a blocked nose is SO ANNOYING. and otherwise, i don’t mind being sick too much. like obviously it’s not ideal but you do what you can. if i’m truly annoyed with being sick, i just sleep so i don’t have to be awake to deal with it

27: Talk about your favorite part of someone else's body. i love girls tummys and waists

28: Talk about your fetishes. idk i like some light bondage, light choking, a biiiiit very much maybe potentially kinda into rapeplay, and spanking is fun

29: Talk about what turns you on. most of what turns me on is like dom/sub power dynamics. im into scanarios that have a looooot of sexual build up and tension. it’s pretty much foreplay for me personally. especially if it’s like flirty banter or implications, and dirty talk can be fun if done right.

30: Talk about what turns you off. absolutely not into anal at all. complete turn off. not at all into the thing where people get off on girls acting like kids, or people who think fucking someone who is asleep is hot. idk i like most normal shit tbh. anything else is probably weird for a reason

31: Talk about what you think death is like. i think it’s probably the most painful experience you’ll ever have physically. and then everything goes black and that’s it

32: Talk about a place you remember from your childhood. i remember my childhood house’s backyard. it was massive and had like a step in the middle where the grass changed levels. there was a swingset with a slide. and for the majority of my childhood my parents were doing renovations, so there were lots of holes in the backyard that we used to dodge. we used to catch lizards and i used to collect bird feathers. and at the very back, right in front of the back fence, my parents planted little trees and chillis

33: Talk about what you do when you are sad. i immediately find the fastest way to be alone. i immediately listen to music. i drink or smoke or get high on something. or i try to make myself laugh if i’m at work and can’t do either of those things. if i can’t make myself laugh, i try to talk to a customer and pretend to be happy hoping that whatever they have to say will distract me from whatever i’m sad about.

34: Talk about the worst physical pain you've endured. eugh. every year i somehow get sent to the hospital because i can’t stop vomiting. i dont know how because its always for different reasons. but i always end up puking an excessive amount on an annual basis. the worst pain is when you can’t stop vomiting, so your stomach just cramps and cramps and cramps and you vomit but nothing happens and it just cramps again. it’s literally worse than period cramps. and mine are so bad.

35: Talk about things you wish you could stop doing. having anxiety. i overthink a lot which doesnt help either. the thing is that i studied psychology, and i still don’t know how to stop myself from being so anxious. like i know how much it affects my work and stuff but i just can’t stop feeling like i’m about to die at any given second.

36: Talk about your guilty pleasures. drinking, drugs, smoking, im not even guilty about those. idk. to quote niall hora- i mean pink, i’m not guilty about any of my pleasures

37: Talk about someone you thought you were in love with. an old best friend. different to aforementioned best friend. we were friends for 6 years. not as close as the other one, but close as i’ve been to someone since. we were both depressed and going through stuff and both flirted with each other just for shits and gigs. idk. i think we really only bonded because we were both depressed and suicidal and having someone else around who is going through the same stuff makes everything so much more bearable. once i stopped being depressed i stopped being as close and as in love. but at the time, it was really nice and beautiful, we truly could talk about anything together. i could have opened with “i love being dominated in bed” instead of “hello” and she would have just rolled with it. we used to dream about the future together and hold hands and hug. idk. we used to just hang out together and there was never any pressure to do anything or be anyone. it was just us being our dorky selves.

38: Talk about songs that remind you of certain people. goodbye stranger by supertramp reminds me of above mentioned friend, two of us by the beatles reminds me of first mentioned best friend, and i love her by the beatles reminds me of this friend group i had for 10 years. princess by shortstack reminds me of this friend i had for a few years who i almost had a thing with because i knew she liked me but neither of us ever said anything.

39: Talk about things you wish you'd known earlier. i wish i’d have known that it’s not a good or admirable trait to be so open with people so quickly. you shouldn’t immediately show people that you trust them or like them, and you definitely shouldn’t get so excited about things for them. it makes you look naive and they will definitely just use you. i wish i’d known to get my license earlier i wish i’d have known what weed was like earlier. it really would have helped me out a lot.

40: Talk about the end of something in your life. the end of high school was really hard. i know a lot of people hated high school. and i did. but once i got to my final 2 years, i had this confidence that comes with being older in school and it was really nice. i love the routine we had and the forced structure school made you have in your life. i enjoyed mucking around with teachers and that feeling of starting assignments before they’re due. being at school was nice because i mostly kept to myself and was generally well-liked. so i had this big support system that got me through a lot. and school ending meant that the support i had also ended. and then i had nothing and nobody and went through so much and had to be alone for it all. the end of school coincided with the worst period of my life #2, probably because i was at home to experience a lot more.

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1. Post a picture of you? no

2. Would you date an 18-year-old at the age you are now? hm probably not. i know it’s only a 2 year difference but it still feels weird

3. Do you prefer to be friends with girls or boys? i don’t really hold a preference per se. it’s harder to find boys who like....treat you like a person. but when you do, i value those friendships just as much as girls. they’re different but i love them both you know

4. Would you ever smile at a stranger? yeah i do all the time

5. Can you commit to one person? sure

6. How do you look right now? alright. my hair is a bit greasy and my skin is a bit red but i have a bit of leftover eye make up on

7. What exactly are you wearing right now? a smock dress that is cream and has brown damask on it

8. How often do you listen to music? whenever i physically can

9. Do you wear jeans or sweats more? sweats at home, jeans out of the house

10. Do you think your life will change dramatically before 2014? haha how fucking old is this post. it did though! 2013 was an extremely pivotal year in my life

11. Are you a social or an antisocial person? both, simultaneously. depends on my mood.

12. If the person you like says they like someone else, what would you say? pretend to be supportive. i don’t like anyone now, but if i did, like. i love them so i want them to be happy

13. Are you good at hiding your feelings? a little too good. people seem to not realise that i have feelings

14. Can you drive a stick shift? nooope. i cant even drive an auto

15. Do you care if people talk badly about you? so much. unless it’s something i wanted them to say or did specifically to make them talk. pretty much i don’t care if i’m in control of what they say

16. Are you going out of town soon? nah

17. When was the last time you cried? maybe ......... january this year? could have been feb? i dont have a great perception of time

18. Have you ever liked someone you didn’t expect to? yeah actually! my old best friend’s boyfriend

19. If you could change your eye color, would you? nah. i like my brown eyes a lot

20. Name something you have to do tomorrow? nothinggg!! probably watch mr robot since my coworker loves the show and needs a friend to talk about it with. secretly, i dont really like it that much. but i love having something to talk about with her. and seeing her light up and get excited about it is so sweet.

21. Name something you dislike about the day you’re having. my phone charger is breaking which means its charging slower

22. Have you ever liked one of your best friends of the opposite sex? not best friend. but i sort of liked this guy more and more as we became better and better friends. which is saying a lot because i thought he was so gorgeous from the beginning, but didn’t like him that way yet.

23. Are you nice to everyone? absolutely! i see no reason to be mean unnecessarily

24. What are you sitting on right now? my parent’s bed. i more or less took over their bedroom

25. Do you think you can last in a relationship for 6 months and not cheat? absolutely wholeheartedly 100% guaranteed without a doubt. cheating is for dumb losers

26. Have you ever wanted someone you couldn’t have? hahahaa yeah dude

27. Who was the last person you talked to before you went to bed last night? i think i said goodnight to my mum? i enjoy not having a huge social commitment

28. Do you get a lot of colds? i would say yes, but lately i haven’t been sick as much as everyone else

29. Have your pants ever fallen down in public? nope. but one time i got my period in public while i was wearing white jeans

30. Does anyone hate you? probably my old best friend because i stopped talking to her. and probably her boyfriend (im not sure if they’re still together) because i told people about how he used to come on to me. and probably my mum’s family because she made it out like i was abusive to her even though she was literally on drugs and abusing me. and probably some people from church who hate my mum for having a 10 year affair on my dad, who hate me because i’m her daughter

31. Do you have someone of the opposite sex you can tell everything to? i think i answered this before

32. Do you like watching scary movies? yeah, as long as it’s not featuring ghosts and shit

33. Are you a jealous person? not really

34. If you had to delete one year of your life completely, which would it be? 2016

35. Did you have a dream last night? not that i recall. i think i got drunk and passed out

36. Is there anyone you can tell EVERYTHING to? i mean, sure if i wanted to. but there’s no one i feel comfortable telling everything to

37. Do you think you’ll be married in 5 years? nope! i don’t really want to be. and i have saturn in the 7th house, which means i probably won’t get married before 25. and if i do it will almost definitely end badly

38. Do you think someone has feelings for you? no one springs to mind. i don’t talk to people other than my coworkers. and workplace romances are inappropriate. and they’re all either way older than me or seeing someone

39. Do you think someone is thinking about you right now? i doubt it, but anything’s possible

40. Did you have a good day yesterday? i don’t really remember what i did yesterday, so it was probably good. if it were a bad day, i’d most likely remember

41. Think back 2 months ago; were you in a relationship? nope

42. Is your life anything like it was two years ago? hahah fuck no! i was 10. my life is sooooo much better now, which is saying a lot because even now it’s not great. but holy fuck am i glad im not a kid anymore. those were the worst days of my life

43. If the person you wish to be with were with you, what would you be doing right now? don’t wish to be with anyone

44. What’s the best part about school? i’m not in school, but one thing i did enjoy was the consistency and routine of it. you know what you’d have to do and when. and you’d be forced to socialise and make friends. i have a casual job, so having them randomly ring me up and ask if i can work on the spot doesn’t suit me. i like structure and routine

45. Do you have any pictures on your Facebook? yeah man. i don’t go on there a lot, but i’m sure there’s a few scattered around

46. Do you ever pass notes to your friends in school? nah, but they used to pass notes to me

47. Do you replay things that have happened in your head? so much. so so so god damn much

48. Were you single over the last summer? you betcha

49. What are you supposed to be doing right now? nothing, really. i’m supposed to make a cv before i graduate, but i’m avoiding that

50. Don’t tell me lies, is the last person you texted attractive? i can’t remember who it is, but probably. most of my friends are attractive

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1. Would you have sex with the last person you text messaged? my best friend from when i was 4? no thanks! she’s deeeeefinitely more like a sister to me. it’d be weird

2. You talked to an ex today, correct? nope

3. Have you taken someones virginity? nope

4. Is trust a big issue for you? honestly, it never used to be. but it definitely is becoming one as i get older

5. Did you hang out with the person you like recently? i don’t like anyone romantically. but i do have a favourite work friend who i saw recently

6. What are you excited for? after i graduate next week (not the exciting part) i get to finally watch endgame

7. What happened tonight? i went for a walk with my parents, and now im doing this

8. Do you think it’s disgusting when girls get really wasted? fuck no. drunk girls are so cute

9. Is confidence cute? absolutely 100% wholeheartedly!

10. What is the last beverage you had? alcohol

11. How many people of the opposite sex do you fully trust? maybe 2

12. Do you own a pair of skinny jeans? yeah man

13. What are you gonna do Saturday night? well, that was yesterday. and i got drunk and started singing and then worked on this story i’ve been trying to figure out for the last 5 years. it’s finally coming together. next saturday? i don’t know. i might write something here about being graduated. maybe i’ll have more motivation to get my life in check. but most likely, i’ll be reblogging memes about endgame. and probably crying

14. What are you going to spend money on next? 3 tickets to see endgame + the booking fee

15. Are you going out with the last person you kissed? haha nooo. he kissed me and i wasn’t at all into it. but now he has a really cool gf who i love. so it worked out well

16. Do you think you’ll change in the next 3 months? yeah definitely! i plan to get a motorbike within that time period. and that means i won’t be stuck at home as often as i am. i plan on volunteering at places as well as working at my job. going out more means that i will probably feel more awake and alive.

17. Who do you feel most comfortable talking to about anything? honestly? i think one of my coworkers. she’s intimidating and can be a bit scary. but i think that’s why i’d be able to talk to her about anything. because she’s not at all fake! you know exactly what she thinks of what you’re saying. and she will tell you what you need to know, instead of what you want to hear.

18. The last time you felt broken? having to move back in to my parent’s houe

19. Have you had sex today? nah

20. Are you starting to realize anything? not really hey. i’m trying to figure things out and realise things. but if im being honest, i just feel really lost.

21. Are you in a good mood? yeah i am! a quiet, and introspective one, but i think that’s because the alcohol’s wearing off

22. Would you ever want to swim with sharks? i don’t really have strong feelings about it either way. if i was in the mood and it was free then yeah maybe

23. Are your eyes the same color as your dad’s? yeah they are. mine are a slightly lighter shade though.

24. What do you want right this second? to turn off the light in the bathroom in front of me. it’s too intense and it’s making my eyes hurt

25. What would you say if the person you love/like kissed another girl/boy? well i don’t like anyone. but if i did, i probably wouldn’t tell them. but i’d definitely tell them i was happy for them! even if i wasnt.

26. Is your current hair color your natural hair color? yeah

27. Would you be able to date someone who doesn’t make you laugh? honestly? i don’t think so hey. maybe it’s because of my gemini venus, but being funny is so important to me.

28. What was the last thing that made you laugh? i went to the trouble of writing a whole paragraph describing this video before realising i could just link it

29. Do you really, truly miss someone right now? hmmm sometimes i miss this best friend i had for 10 years. i said before how important it is to me to have someone who can make me laugh. and no one has ever been able to make me laugh like she did. i miss that a lot. and i miss how close we were. i tried to re-create that with other people (only for it to backfire). but yeah. i miss her a lot lately. not sure why that is

30. Does everyone deserve a second chance? yes, but not for the same mistakes

31. Honestly, do you hate the last boy you were talking to? it was either 1 of 2 people, and i dont hate either of them

32. Does the person you have feelings for right now, know you do? i don’t have feeling for anyone

33. Are you one of those people who never drinks soda? yes! fizzy drink is from the devil

34. Listening to? sunburn - muse

35. Do you ever write in pencil anymore? no

36. Do you know where the last person you kissed is? i think he lives in queensland?

37. Do you believe in love at first sight? absolutely not

38. Who did you last call? my mum, to tell her i was finished at work

39. Who was the last person you danced with? as in dance party, probably my old roommates. ballroom dance? then it’d be either my baby sister or my old best friend

40. Why did you kiss the last person you kissed? i just wanted a cuddle and he asked if he could kiss me. i didn’t want it to be awkward or hurt his feelings so i said yes safkdjhfdlsjkf

41. When was the last time you ate a cupcake? i think like a week ago. when i was watching civil war

42. Did you hug/kiss one of your parents today? ew no

43. Ever embarrass yourself in front of a crush? hahahahaha yes absolutely.

44. Do you tan in the nude? nah man i don’t tan on purpose

45. If you could, would you take back your last kiss? yeah probably. although, the last person i kissed was the best friend of this other guy that i liked at the time. and i maaaaaybe more or less potentially kissed that guy to make the guy i liked jealous. i’m a good person though i swear

46. Did you talk to someone until you fell asleep last night? god no. i hate doing that. i love my sleep

47. Who was the last person to call you? my manager to ask me to come in

48. Do you sing in the shower? nah. just dance

49. Do you dance in the car? yes!

50. Ever used a bow and arrow? yeah actually. we had an archery thing at a few school camps. it was fun.

51. Last time you got a portrait taken by a photographer? school pictures? no wait, uni ID i guess

52. Do you think musicals are cheesy? yes and i love them

53. Is Christmas stressful? fuck no. christmas is so healing! everywhere is beautifully decorated, they play sweet and uplifting christmas carols. you get to buy presents for the people you love. and at work, all i have to do is serve customers which is the best part of my job

54. Ever eat a pierogi? nope

55. Favorite type of fruit pie? apple!

56. Occupations you wanted to be when you were a kid? to be an astronaut! i am, however, deathly afraid of heights to the point that they will induce panic attacks (and have done so, multiple times). and i’m also terrible at maths.

57. Do you believe in ghosts? nah

58. Ever have a Deja-vu feeling? nope

59. Take a vitamin daily? yeah i do! that actually reminds me to take mine today. i forgot to yesterday

60. Wear slippers? in the winter! they’re the best

61. Wear a bath robe? nah

62. What do you wear to bed? whatever the fuck. in summer it can be nothing but underwear, then in winter it’s track pants. i love a good nighty

63. First concert? pink

64. Wal-Mart, Target or Kmart? target. kmarts lights make my eyes hurt. and we dont have walmart in australia

65. Nike or Adidas? adidas

66. Cheetos Or Fritos? cheetos. we dont have fritos in australia

67. Peanuts or Sunflower seeds? peanuts

68. Favorite Taylor Swift song? n/a

69. Ever take dance lessons? yeah! i did ballet for like 8 years

70. Is there a profession you picture your future spouse doing? not really, no. but i don’t think about my future spouse much since it’s not really a plan for my life

71. Can you curl your tongue? yep

72. Ever won a spelling bee? no sadly

73. Have you ever cried because you were so happy? of course! i used to feel my feelings very intensely

74. What is your favorite book? at the moment it’s either the martian or the hunger games. but i’m sure as i read more, i’ll find a better one

75. Do you study better with or without music? with music! i do everything with music playing all the time

76. Regularly burn incense? only when i’m doing a witchy cleanse

77. Ever been in love? not where the other person also loves me back

78. Who would you like to see in concert? i would love to see freddie mercury in concert. sadly, not possible, so i’ll get back to you on that one

79. What was the last concert you saw? i had to take my sister to see lana del rey

80. Hot tea or cold tea? hot

81. Tea or coffee? tea. coffee tastes like shit

82. Favorite type of cookie? choc chip where all the chocolate bits are warm and melted. or anzac cookies

83. Can you swim well? nope

84. Can you hold your breath without holding your nose? yeah dude

85. Are you patient? i act patient, but on the inside i am screaming eternally

86. DJ or band, at a wedding? i’ve never really thought much about my wedding, let alone these details. i guess i’d say band?

87. Ever won a contest? nah

88. Ever have plastic surgery? nope

89. Which are better black or green olives? black

90. Opinions on sex before marriage? sure man. i dont believe in god but if i did, then fuck that guy

91. Best room for a fireplace? omgggggg yes i love fireplaces so much! lounge room or bedroom

92. Do you want to get married? not really. i have so much i want to do and so many friends i want to make. if someone comes along and i love them, then i hold no objections to marriage. but it’s not really a dream of mine or anything

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sleep: what is the most comforting thing at night time for you? being warm in bed and comfy listening to music. usually reading something or looking at funny memes.

visitor: what creature visits your dreams most often? i tend not to remember my dreams. they’re usually featuring other people. i guess demons? there are a few with demons in them

chimes: what sounds are your favorite? muuuuusic. otherwise, the sound of rain/water moving is always nice.

times: when do you normally awaken? around 8am. and i stay in bed until 9 unless i have to work

marking: describe your tattoos,or tattoos you would like in the future? don’t have any tattoos at the moment. the reason being that i’m not entirely sure which tattoo i want. and, you know, it is permanent. so i want to be 100% sure before i get one. i’d like to get a sunflower maybe? but that feels a bit lame. otherwise, maybe like a cool animal asleep on a cloud with stars above it.

reverie: think of somewhere otherworldly u wish to be within, what is it like there? i’m actually currently in the process of making a very intricate universe in which some ocs of mine exist. there is magic there, and princesses, and shapeshifters, and epic battles, and revenge. it’s lots of fun. otherwise, in terms of pre-existing universes i always find myself going back to the atla universe. i love the worldbuilding a lot, and there’s so much you can do with it.

warmth: what do you find most charming in others? a sense of humour. guaranteed to make me love so much. otherwise, someone who is just kind. really, i’m not that complex. just be a good person and i’ll be charmed. if you can make me laugh then even better.

treat: your favorite sweets ? chocolate #1 thickshakes, raspberry chocolate bullets, coke bottles, sour worms, snakes

nestle: your most precious plush toy? harold! he is a baby pink stuffed pig that i bought on my 15th birthday and is super adorable. i sleep with him and cuddle him and he’s been there for me. a good dude

posy: your favorite herbs? mj, rosemary. tbh im more a spices kinda girl. it comes with the whole being indian territory

stories: books you remember from your childhood? so many! the most iconic were: pigs might fly - emily rodda, boy overboard - morris gleitzman, once - morris gleitzman, anne of green gables

folk: who is the most fantastical being u have known? i ..... don’t really talk to the people i used to admire anymore. it’s more of a don’t meet your heroes kind of thing. there are some teachers who i love and admire. and some co workers i love.

elder: what do u expect to be like in your elder years? i used to be very naive and trusting and kind and sweet. i can feel myself morphing away from that, though, as i go through different experiences that teach me to be otherwise. i think i’ll be like someone who is a cross between raymond holt and tony stark. and maybe peter parker once you get to know me. but i’ll definitely be different to those who i don’t know yet.

home: in what type of environment do you feel most safe? when i’m by myself! or when i’m in the city or a busy shopping centre with my earphones in walking around doing stuff.

finds: what kind of item would you most likely buy from an antique store? probably a really pretty piece of old jewellery

offering: how do you show others you are fond of them? smile at them like they’re my entire world jfsdlkfs or just tell jokes and tease them gently. i like giving gifts too! if we’re super close or i really like you then i do like a hug or a gentle shoulder touch. not somewhere like work of course, but you know.

lore: if your life were a tale, how do u expect it would end?? happily ever after. with me having a stable and consistent life. a job that has consistent hours that i’ll stay at for decades. a group of friends who are my family who i go out with and laugh with. a home that i come to and is decorated beautifully. just peacefully i think

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You are in high school. You dropped out of high school. You live within 20 minutes of your best friend. You live within 20 minutes of the last person you kissed. You live within 20 minutes of an ex. You have hugged someone in the last 48 hours.

You have been to the movies within the last week.

You have had 3 or more boyfriends/girlfriends in the last year.

You have been a designated driver.

You have broken merchandise and not paid for it. You have played strip poker. You are Catholic. You are atheist. You recycle regularly. You are a brunette. You are friends with a redhead.

You have dated a blonde.

You are taller than your mom. You have a bank account. You’ve written a check for less than $5. You have visited the Statue of Liberty. You have visited the Eiffel Tower. You have visited Big Ben. You have visited the Colosseum. You have visited The Great Wall of China.

You have never been out of the country. You have been a waiter/waitress. You own a Bible. You own something with a Pentagram on it. You have used a Ouija Board. You have been a witch for Halloween. You have been a zombie for Halloween. You have your eyebrow pierced. You have a Monroe piercing. You have your nose pierced. You have no tattoos. You have more than 5 tattoos. You straighten your hair.

You have worn a dress in the last 3 days.

You live somewhere that gets snow.

You celebrate Hanukkah. You were at your own house last New Year’s. You were at a bar last New Year’s. You slept through last New Year’s. You have worked on Christmas Eve. You have worked on Christmas. You have been told ‘I love you’ by someone today. You were told by someone who’s not family. You slept in your own bed last night. You are dating the last person you kissed. You regret kissing the last person you kissed. You are wearing a necklace right now. You are wearing something red. You are wearing something blue. You are wearing something purple. Your phone number ends with an even number. You have kissed the last person you called/texted. You are currently listening to music. You are waiting for something. You don’t like seafood.

You have eaten deer sausage. You have given a complete stranger your phone number. You have been hit on at work. You have been hit on by someone more than 20 years older than you. You have been whistled at. You were creeped out by it. You are a good speller. You are very punctual. You were dating someone in December of 2008. You are still dating that person. You have cheated on someone. You have been cheated on. You have been on a cruise ship. You have camped out in your own backyard. You are wearing something that doesn’t belong to you. You are a Pisces. You are an Aquarius. You are a Leo. You wonder what will happen when you die. You are afraid of the dark. You write in all capital letters. You have been told you have nice handwriting. You have had a song written for you. You have had a picture drawn of you. You have curly hair.

You are wearing a watch. You are wearing flip flops. You wouldn’t date someone who smoked. You know someone with the same birthday as you. You are a morning person. You are a night owl. You slept in past 10 am today. You have big plans for next weekend. You are thinking of someone right now. Your job is stressing you out. You don’t have a job. You have never had a job. You were fired from your last job. You know sign language. You will usually try something at least once. You have been swimming in the last month. You are pessimistic by nature. You have taken a ballet class. You have taken karate. You have taken gymnastics. You wish on shooting stars. You wish at 11:11. Your birthday has already come this year. You have been in a relationship that lasted longer than a year. You ended your last relationship. Your ex ended your last relationship. You aren’t over your ex. You have gone after someone you knew was bad for you. You have let someone use you. You were/are a teenage mom. You are an otaku. You are a cosplayer. You were named after someone. You like your name. Your last drink was water. You have visited somewhere said to be ‘haunted’. You have skipped school just because you didn’t feel like going. You have taken medicine when you ‘feel a headache coming on’. You are self-conscious about your body. You have a pet fish. You have had a Jehovah’s Witness show up at your house. You have godparents. You have step-siblings. Your parents are still married. You are the oldest. You are adopted. You have a twin. You don’t want kids. You want more than four kids. You have a bad temper. You have made out with a complete stranger. You usually make the first move in an intimate situation. You have worked with a Kayla. You have gone to the movies with a Jared. You have hugged a Lexi. You have held hands with a Marcus. You have dated a Rachel. You have broken your arm. You have had to get stitches on your face. You have had an MRI.

Your fingernails are painted.

You like to draw. You like to sing. You can play an instrument. You keep a lot of secrets from people. You don’t think people would accept you if they really got to know you. You don’t trust people easily. You borrowed something you really need to give back to someone. You drive a car older than a 2002. You have lost a friend you never thought you would. You know a child who died of cancer. You know a teenager who died in a car wreck. You have done something illegal in the past 24 hours. You have cut your hair in the last week. You wear glasses. Your favorite season is Autumn. Your favorite color is orange. Your favorite animal is a dolphin. You last rode in a car with a relative. You last rode in a car with a girl. You last rode in a car with the person you are dating. You regularly watch Asian dramas. You love Chinese food. Your best friend is older than you. You have to go to school/work tomorrow.

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