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TWIN PEAKS season 2 episode 5: the orchid’s curse

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your standards should be high for both your friendships and romantic relationships. everyone you surround yourself with should have qualities you actually admire.

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when I think about some of the people I allowed to touch my body I feel so sick and disgusting everyone is poison

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Wtf is wrong with me. Just because you call out my name doesn’t mean for

Me to

Call out your name.

So let me leave. Let me be happy.

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Guys are so selfish. Why do they think they can get away. Did you really think you can have both of us. I don’t understand people at all.

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Why does reality hurt so much when I am the one who created it

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02/09/2019

Ofcourse my heart reaches for you. I don’t know exactly why? But it does. I’m stupid I know. Or maybe I don’t know. I’m scared, I am scared to tell you the truth. For the moment I forgot reality. That I left you. I left you for good. I made it such way that none of us can forget that. I don’t know if it was fate tonight, but thank you. Thank you.

#B

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11.23.18

I feel like I am being pulled in so many different direction at the same time. It has been awhile feeling like this. This feeling of suffocation. I try so hard to be by myself, to get as far away from everything. And yet I somehow manage to put myself in this position over and over again. It’s my fault for caring too much. I know.

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