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The only torture he deserves 🙏💖

Sorry if I disappeared guys but I gotta take it easy for my mental health 😩

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for either way you choose you cannot win

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Another type of intimacy

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I have a type and I'm not afraid to show it but they're ruining my life

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The names of the Club Q victims are out. Let’s pay our respects to each of them and celebrate their lives.

Daniel Davis Aston, 28

Daniel was a bartender at Club Q. An outspoken trans man, he continuously helped raise donations for Black trans people on his Instagram. He was “the light in every room” according to his close friend.

Raymond Green

Raymond was celebrating his friend’s birthday when the shots broke out. His friend Rich apprehended the shooter as he died. After his death, his girlfriend posted on Facebook, “u are my home. my heart. my everything. u changed my life. u made life worth living.”

Kelly Loving, 40

After moving from Florida, Kelly was new to the Colorado scene. A nurturing soul, she was “like a trans mother” to her friends. “She was loving, always trying to help the next person out instead of thinking of herself. She just was a caring person,” her sister told the New York Times.

Ashley Paugh, 35

Ashley and her friends decided to go to Club Q after spending time shopping and getting dinner together. She was a family woman and “lived for her daughter” according to her sister. She is survived by her husband and 11-year-old child.

Derrick Rump, 38

Always bubbly and joking, Derrick had no shortage of friends in the community. He was a part owner of Club Q. “He was a kind loving person who had a heart of gold,” his mother told reporters. “He was always there for my daughter and myself when we needed him also his friends from Colorado which he would say was his family also. He was living his dream and he would have wanted everyone to do the same.”

Colorado Gives is the official donation site for the survivors and victims’ families. Please donate if you can!

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Hi, was wondering if your requests were open?

Hi! My requests are open but I am behind on them atm. I’ve hit a bit of a wall but I’m still working on requests!!!

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Nadia, beautiful Nadia. What do you think of the concept art of her masquerade outfit?

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UPDATE / ISO NIX HYDRA DECK FOR SALE

Hi folks! I’m currently working on submissions, I apologize for the late schedule

I was wondering if anyone is selling their Nix Hydra Tarot Deck? It’s no longer sold on the website and I found one on Depop but it’s out of my price range (above the original price of $50). Please DM if you are selling yours, I would love it as my first tarot deck. It would mean the world to me!

Thank you!!!

#the arcana #julian devorak #nadia satrinava #asra the magician #portiathearcana #the arcana lucio #the arcana muriel #tarot deck

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Love your HC's! Do you think you could do something on how the Main 6 would react to MC being a secret Jedi.

~ The Arcana M6 - Finding out MC is a Jedi ~

// I want to apologize for it being a little short, I don’t know that much about Star Wars so I hope this is okay!! Thank you for the request <3 //

Asra:

He had a feeling, sort of knew before you told him

Is very supportive and definitely won’t tell anyone else

Also very impressed, wants to see if you can combine magic with the Force

Nadia:

She begins to search the library for any information on Jedi’s she can find

Very supportive, you being a Jedi really makes her heart full, she’s proud of you

She really enjoys watching you practice your combat skills with the lightsaber, while she drinks wine

“Excellent form, my love”

Julian:

He’s already confused by magic, this just confuses him more

He’s supportive though

Tries to understand the science behind lightsabers and The Force

Begs you to choke him with the force

Muriel:

He doesn’t have a big response, just shrugs his shoulders

Thinks its cool and leaves it at that 

Inanna keeps stealing your lightsaber, she likes to hide it in the hut lmao

Portia:

She’s amazed

Keeps asking you to do cool tricks with your lightsaber

Pepe is mesmerized by the light saber, keeps on wanting to chase it any you use it

Portia has her hold her back so she doesn’t get hurt lol

Lucio:

He’s shocked, never saw it coming

Sort of jealous, keeps asking if he can be a Jedi too

He just wants a lightsaber, a red one lmao

“It would look so good with my outfit, darling”

#the arcana #asra the magician #nadia satrinava #julian devorak #the arcana muriel #portiathearcana #the arcana lucio #jedi #the arcana headcanons

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Julian sketch :))))

#the arcana #julian devorak #the arcana julian

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Can I please request how the main 6 would propose to MC? And what would they do if MC started crying happy tears? Thank you!

~ M6 Proposing to MC - MC Crying Happy Tears ~

Thank you for the request!! I really appreciate it <3 

Asra:

You two are visiting Asra's Gateway, the pond glittering with color

His hand is firmly holding yours, his thumb going in circles

"You know, MC...I'm really glad we're in each other's lives. Despite already being a magician, I never thought life could get any more magical until I met you "

You can tell he's nervous as he stands in front of you, going down on one knee

"Will you grant me the honor of continuing the magic with me?"

You say yes, happy tears beginning to flow

Asra stands up and cups your face, wiping a tear off your cheek

Tears are forming in his eyes, "I'm so glad I'm yours, MC"

Nadia:

Most recently, there was some new infrastructure built in Vesuvia, therefore a celebration is being held at the palace

Amongst the joyful chaos, she takes a sip of white wine, makes direct eye contact with you, and leans over, her lips brushing your ear

“My love, can we speak on the balcony please?”

It's just you, her, and the sparkling night sky

“MC...you make me a better leader and in turn Vesuvia a stronger city...”, her cheeks turn red

“There’s no one else I’d want to rule alongside, to grow old with...”, she takes both of your hands and holds them up to her chest

“Will you grow old with my love? Will you marry me?”

You say yes and begin crying

She smiles gently, pulling you to her chest

“There, there my love”, she wipes away a tear, replacing it with a gentle kiss

“We have another thing to celebrate now”

Julian:

You and Julian are traveling overseas

It's early morning, and Julian wasn't able to get much sleep

He tossed and turned all night like he was worried about something

You are both out on the deck of the ship watching the sunrise, a beautiful ombre of orange and lavender

His hand is in his pocket, fiddling with something, "This sunrise is beautiful, an amazing start to an adventure. wouldn't you agree, MC?"

Next thing you know, he's on one knee. The sunrise behind him acts like a halo over his head "Will you marry me, MC?"

You say yes, tears beginning to slip

He touches his forehead to yours, a tear rolling down his cheek as well

"I can't wait for our next adventure"

Muriel:

It's a cold day, you and Muriel are snuggled in front of a fire

Inanna begins poking her nose at Muriel, she has something in her mouth

Muriel is telling her to drop it, getting annoyed

A small black box bounces out of her mouth and onto the floor, landing in front of the fireplace

Muriel goes wide-eyed, his ears going red

He tries to say something but he can’t form the words

Inanna barks and wags her tale

Muriel takes a deep breath, grabs the box, and looks at you, happy tears already forming in your eyes

This isn’t what he planned but seeing you on the verge of happy tears sparks something in him

He eases a little, scooting closer to you, "Well...for years I thought being alone was what I was destined for...I-I'm glad you proved that wrong. Will you marry me MC? I'm sorry this isn't what I originally plann-"

You envelop him in a hug, he doesn't need to apologize

Portia:

Portia decided to take you on an all-day date

She made you breakfast, took you shopping at the local market, and visited a local garden, the last thing on the list is a picnic under the stars

You can tell she’s up to something

You two are finishing up some cookies, enjoying the view

You notice from the corner of your eye that she’s looking at you, desperately fumbling in her pocket

“MC, I’m glad we can enjoy nights like this together...though the view of you beats any star in the sky”, she pulls out a small beautifully decorated handmade box

“Will you continue to be my star for the rest of our lives? MC, will you marry me?”, there are tears forming in her eyes already

You say yes, beginning to cry as well

She tackles you in a hug, both of you on the ground

You wipe each other's tears off, laughing lightly and feathering each other with kisses

Lucio:

Lucio always dresses nice but today he is dressed nice, he spent extra time making sure his hair was perfect today

As far as you know, there isn’t any special occasion-

Until he pulls out an amazing-looking outfit, handmade that he commissioned for you

“Sweetheart! I just found out about a little celebration happening at a new restaurant that just opened. I know Nadia and Asra will be there, figured we could go check it out”, he grins

You both get there and he seats himself at the head of the table, with you seated next to him

After some chatter between you and everyone else, Lucio stands up “Thank you everyone for coming out tonight, as you know I have something special planned-”

He turns towards you, extending his hand and taking yours, “My darling MC, you have made my life infinitely better and there’s no one else in this universe better suited for me...Will you marry me?” 

You begin to cry and say yes, your friends clapping in the background

At first, he’s a little worried about why you’re crying, but Nadia elbows him and whispers that they are indeed, happy tears

He pulls you near him while grabbing a wine glass in his other hand

“Now let’s celebrate, to MC and I!”

#the arcana #asra the magician #nadia satrinava #julian devorak #the arcana muriel #portiathearcana #the arcana lucio #the arcana headcanons

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M6 helping the Mc get over a dream where their s/o died? I love the angst you write btw

~M6 helping MC get over a dream where their s/o died~

// Hello!! I had lots of fun with this one, I even added the dream/nightmare prompt below. Hope you like it, thank you for making a request <3 //

The dream/nightmare-

The middle of the colosseum echoes, the skittering of red beetles are coming from the outside. You look down to see your darling in the middle, as if they are about to be judged. To your right is the Devil, his grin wide as can be, “Tell me, MC...what would you do if I came back? Took them away? Left you alone? Besides...you are just a fool.” The skittering beetles come pouring in like wave, knocking your love to the ground and out of sight. The only thing that remains is a tattered piece of their clothing...

Asra:

You wake up already in his arms, he could tell right away something was amiss

His eyebrows are furrowed, “MC, are you okay? What’s wrong”

He helps you sit up and catch a breath

You tell him what you saw and he frowns

He can’t keep his hands off of you

Is afraid what will happen if he does, he can’t afford to let you go

“It’s okay MC...I’m here, I’m not going anywhere. The Devil himself couldn’t make me-”

Faust comes up to comfort you two

Cuddle Puddle

Nadia:

You wake up to Nadia gently brushing the side of your face

“Darling? Is everything okay, I noticed you weren’t sleeping well-”

You tell her what you saw and she sighs, her fingers grazing over your cheek

“Please do not worry, MC. I’m right here and won’t be going anywhere”, she’s says softly

She has you position your head on her lap, her hand running through your hair and massaging your scalp

She calls for the servants to make some lavender tea

You spend the rest of the night talking about the dream and what it could mean (if it means anything)

Julian:

He woke up before you, had a similar nightmare of his own

Was able to tell that you were having a nightmare, you were breathing heavy

He wakes you up, gently shaking your shoulder

“MC, MC!!! Are you okay-”, his voice filled with worry

He puts his hand on your forehead, “You’re really warm MC, let me get you a cool towel”

You tell him about you saw, he saw something vaguely similar

“Well lucky for us, my days of being on trial are over. He can’t hurt us anymore-”

Spends all night comforting you, gives you a shoulder massage

Starts telling you funny stories about his travels as a distraction

Muriel:

You wake up out of breathe, waking Muriel up with you

He notices something is wrong right away, brushing the side of your face

He cups your face in his hands, “MC, what wrong?”

His face is red with worry

You tell him about what you saw

His eyes sadden and he stays silent

He pulls you close, his hand around your waist and the other cradling your head

He lays a kiss on your forehead

Inanna senses what's going on comes over to the bed, joining in on the love

Portia:

You wake up to Pepi’s meows, her paws lightly treading on you and Portia on the bed

Portia yawns, rubbing her eyes and looks at you

“Pepi it’s not eve-”, she can tell somethings off

“MC, are you alright?”

She scoots herself closer, putting a hand on your cheek

“You’re warm, sweetheart. Whats wrong?” 

You tell her what you saw and she frowns, tears forming in her eyes

She pulls you to here chest, “Those beetles won’t get me for as long as I live MC, and they won’t reach you either”

She covers your face with light kisses

Lucio:

You wake up abruptly, Lucio still asleep besides you

Melchior and Mercedes begin whimpering and poking his shoulder with their noses, finally waking him up

They never do this, so he knows something is wrong

Turning over, he can tell you’re not okay

“What’s wrong, my dear?”, he puts his arm around you and pulls you close

You tell him what you saw and his face goes white

His eyebrows furrow, “That goat can try if he wants, but he has nothing on me and you-”

He smirks, he fingers tracing your shoulder before pulling you up into his lap, “Besides, we have two wonderful guard dogs”

Melchior and Mercedes wag their tails, softly barking in agreement

#the arcana #asra the magician #nadia satrinava #julian devorak #the arcana muriel #portiathearcana #the arcana lucio #i hope this makes sense #imverytired #i have an exam tomorrow #the arcana headcanons

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Hi there! I see you do match-ups are those open?

(I write myself so I wanted to check before I request anything!)

Hi! They are open! Feel free to send in one, my goal is to have it answered within a week or less. I'm currently doing Midterms right now but my time should open up more after that <3

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~The Arcana M3 x MC - Breeding Kink~

// NSFW - MDNI - 18 + //

// Breeding kink, You/MC being the receiver, everything in this is consensual - I’ve never written spicy head canons before, so I hope these are okay lmao //

Keep reading

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~The Arcana M3 x MC - Breeding Kink~

// NSFW - MDNI - 18 + //

// Breeding kink, You/MC being the receiver, everything in this is consensual - I’ve never written spicy head canons before, so I hope these are okay lmao //

Asra:

As soon as the last customer leaves the shop, his hands are on you in an instant

“You know what I’ve been dying to to all day, MC...?”

His fingers tug at your bottoms

His lips brush you ear, with a grin “Fill you up~”

With a few swift moments, you’re on the table and all the magic books fly to floor

His hands are cupping your face and then he puts his fingers in your mouth

Nadia

There is hunger in this woman's eyes

You - are - prey <3

There's no one else around, she bends you over the table

There's a mirror in front of you two

She definitely doesn't want to miss any of the expressions you make

"Be good for me while I breed you, won't you darling?"

Her hands are trailing up your back while she thrusts

She takes your hair and tugs your head up

"Look at me, sweetheart"

Julian

You are are going to (lovingly) destroy this man

He is on his knees, needy as all hell

"Please let me breed you MC"

There's a collar on his neck, with you holding the leash

You begin riding him, his hands gripping your sides for dear life

As you pull the collar, he whimpers more

"Am I your good boy MC? Please tell me I am-"

He begins bucking up, you have to put him in his place

#nadia satrinava #julian devorak #asra the magician #the arcana #the arcana headcanons

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A request, please! M6 are with MC when they discover some mementos of the family they no longer remember. MC casually mentions they'd like a child with their love interest to start a new family. Reactions?

~M6′s reaction to MC mentioning they want to start a family~

Asra:

“Funny, MC...I was thinking the exact same thing-”

He smiles and cups your face in his hands

“We’d make the most perfect parents-”

Faust overhears and wiggles between you two, constricting you together

“Faust, not now”, Asra chuckles

Faust wants a sibling lmao

Nadia:

Her eyes go wide and then she breaks out into light laughter

At first, she’s nervous but the more she thinks about it, the more warm she becomes to the idea

“I would love seeing you as a parent, MC”

She pulls you close, and kisses your forehead 

She takes it very seriously, starts talking about all the books on parenting she found in the library

“And what color should the nursery be? I found some really good tutors when the child is of age”

Julian:

He gets the biggest smile known to man

Grabs you by the shoulders and pulls you into the biggest hug

“Really!? MC!! Think of all the places I could take our family!!”

Begins to describe all the child friendly sites he’s been to

“We could be a pirate family; You, me, our kid, Mazelinka, Portia-”

He has stars in his eyes, this is all he’s ever dreamed of

Muriel:

He is RED

You move closer to him and he noticeably hotter

"I um, yes...that would be nice"

He's looking towards the wall, flustered

He has thought about it in the past but always considered it impossible 

Mainly because he never thought he’d find any one that wanted a family with him

Can’t stop thinking about you, him, and a child just cozy near the fireplace

Portia:

You don't think you've ever seen her so excited

"MC, I've been thinking the exact same thing!"

She has a list of names in her head already

“Soooooo....were you thinking of starting anytime soon-”

You sort of have to calm her down, she is READY

Starts talking about all the cute family vacations you guys will go on

Lucio:

He's speechless, almost can't believe he heard you mention it

It caught him off guard, he just assumed it would be you two and the dogs 

“Of course MC! Our kids would be fantastic- my looks, your looks, our skills combined- the absolute perfect human-”

Inside, this man is a MESS

Is really worried about making mistakes as parent but won’t dare mention it

Lets be honest, man needs some serious therapy before becoming a parent

I’m hopeful though, it will take some work

#the arcana #asra the magician #nadia satrinava #julian devorak #portiathearcana #the arcana muriel #the arcana lucio