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they call him chuck harm because of how they chuck him in harm's way

#the silt verses

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rip community you would have done a really funny succession episode

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Panther in the rain.

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white ppl think racism and imperialism just spring into existence from nothing like big bang style instead of being constantly reproduced and upheld by ... say it with me ... white ppl

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on this day, 6 yrs ago, bruno mars was surprised to see pete wentz

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i don't smoke for the obvious reasons of not wanting to develop an addiction to nicotine but god do i so often feel the emotion 'i need a cigarette'.

#sometimes when I’m stressed I will pantomime lighting a cigarette and taking a drag #I don’t smoke and I never have it just soothes me to pretend

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Sorry for tagging your art with just # oogh or # oh. Just know this means im profoundly moved

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It really is all about the teeth in this series.... the teeth in Kiriona's chest. The teeth in the roses John grew for his friends' wedding, the teeth in Column's eyes, the teeth lining the stoma. Teeth and love and eating. John on his knees, shoveling dirt into his mouth at the end of the world. Coronabeth, sobbing because she saw herself as a meal refused, Cam and Pal eating each other up and knawing on the bones. Harrow, on the terrace, cornered into consuming Gideon's soul because otherwise it would have all been for nothing. Loving someone so much you eat them, you eat each other, you forcefeed yourself to them as they scream. Loving someone so much your love grows teeth. Crunch.

#CRONCH #locked tomb

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"i have crossed the face of the universe; i poison it to match my grief" is one of the rawest lines in Nona the Ninth. there's like a whole thesis in here but Varun just says it so plainly, and it's so human. because that's what Cytherea did! that's what John is doing! that's what Kiriona, in all her rage and grief and loss of everything she ever had, has fallen down the path of. that's Alecto, the fury of unceasing anger. that's the cycle of abuse!!!

#locked tomb #howls like a beast

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I can't recall if I've posted this thought before or I just thought about but whatever here it is potentially again.

At the start of Gideon the Ninth, Gideon thinks something like "Harrow would burn down the Locked Tomb if she thought it would ruin her day."

She considers Harrow's supposed devotion to the Tomb and all their people something of an act. Harrow playing the pious tomb keeper, when secretly all she wants is to fuck up Gideon's life.

It is something she doesn't even question, that Gideon's world revolves around hating and spiting Harrow and Harrow's world revolves around hating and spiting Gideon.

And that is why everything changes during the pool scene. Because for the first time EVER she seems to finally consider that this may not be true. That what Harrow has said before, that Gideon hates her with everything she has while Harrow barely remembers about her, is true.

In the pool scene, it's not just that Harrow confesses to being in love with the corpse in the tomb. It's that Gideon realizes her devotion to the tomb is genuinely the most important thing in her life.

The tomb, and not Gideon.

#locked tomb #augh

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ianthe naberius and the no good very bad realization that you are what you eat

#locked tomb

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In my soul and spirit I'm rejoicing with the 911 kiddos for their good fortune, but the true vector for spreading fannish enthusiasm on Tumblr is the gifset, and all the 911 gifsets seem to be of 2-3 absolutely identical dudes, so it's all very confusing. I don't know which one Buck is, but I guess he's going on dates with a guy who isn't the other main guy? I actually thought there were gays already, but what I'm learning is that those are the gays from a different show which is also 911, a show I was not even aware had a cinematic universe. Anyway I believe in my heart that all of this would feel less confusing to me if it were happening on a space ship, but people who watch procedurals deserve happiness and I'm not afraid to say it. God bless you and your 2-5 sturdy, indistinguishable white men.

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In the club reading poetryfoundation.com

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love this sentence because it makes it sound like he’s lying about his height. Lestat is six feet tall (source: Lestat)

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i think we should remind musicians they can absolutely make up little stories for their songs btw. it doesn’t have to be about them at all. you can invent a guy and put him in situations to music. time honoured tradition in fact.