Maddy knew who she was from a very early age. For as long as Maddy could remember, everybody loved her. She never knew exactly what it was. She just knew that she had something special, something intangible, something immeasurable. And it gave her confidence. That鈥檚 why she loved pageantry, because you didn鈥檛 have to be the prettiest or the tallest or the blondest or the whitest. You just had to have fucking confidence.