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I was dealing with something for awhile. It all had something to do with my son Aaron.

For awhile, I was dealing with him being taken from me do to lies coming from my own family. I was struggling, fighting it and being so hard on myself. I received messages from some family members I don’t socialize with about how bad of a person and mother I am. Being so hard on myself, I believed it but also trying to make sense of it all to myself bc I know what I do or will do for my son. I know who I am as a mother to my son. My son has been one of the most happiest babies I’ve ever met since a newborn. He has had his times where he would cry or be an upset baby but that’s only happened just a few times where he wanted to cling to me and I had to go to school. He is so brave, he is my hero. I finally got him back into my arms, into my home and he is the strongest little person ever.

I feel terrible about it. I feel guilty bc I lost him and it could’ve went left completely. He could’ve never saw me again and I wouldn’t know how to feel. I feared almost every day but I kept trying to be positive or just push the thoughts out of my head but it started to consume me more and more each day and I had to speak out about it, I had to cry about it, I had to deal with it. The moment I did, I was able to see him. I NEVER want to be apart from him again. It literally broke me.

Dear Future Aaron, I apologize that this happened to you and mommy wasn’t able to protect you. It was truly out of my hands baby and I’d never want to ever cause you that type of harm. I know you may feel abandoned, unloved and anxiety but I promise you I love you more than I love life. I don’t know what you went through besides being away and I am soooo sorry this traumatic experience happened to you. You have given me strength, love, hope and sooo so much joy that I may never be able to give back to you but I’m gonna try. You made me and pushed me into a person I never knew I could be. You changed my world and I deeply apologize for this. It is causing me soooo much pain rn. You’re innocent baby and I am so sorry. I fought for you I promise, I care. I care so much about you. I love you baby boy @aaronnps

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This hurts me as a person, as a black woman, as a mother. I can’t imagine something like this happening to anyone I know. You don’t know until it happens. This is truly devastating. I have no words I’m in shock still. I am traumatized by the video and can’t even imagine what it’s like being there and seeing it. Being his parents and seeing it. Being his friends and seeing my friend fly out of his seat to his death. It hurts so much and I am so sorry you lost your life baby boy. You were just a baby God. I have tears in my eyes as I type this. It hurts. I can’t imagine the fear you felt. I can’t get over you and all the feelings. This has truly moved me

Some ppl I will NEVER understand. How do you blame a 14 year old for his death in this situation?? Blaming the dead, y’all are weird to me. Ppl saying he should’ve known or should’ve got off bc he knows he’s too big. He was a 14 YEAR OLD CHILD. He was there for spring break trying to enjoy himself with his friends, he was turned down from other rides and finally was able to get on one. Every one turned him down except that one, they literally said they could take him and to get on. He was 14!!!!! A CHILD!! Then some ppl saying he was old enough to know man he’s 14 his brain hasn’t even fully developed, A LOT OF kids do not have that good of judgement, maybe you personally knew to get off or to check at 14 but not every 14 year old is the same. Y’all mfs weird and he just lost his life why is there not any sympathy and for his parents who may read it, that is heartbreaking. That video is disturbing and very shocking. It could’ve been avoided, they didn’t check him in THE video. If it truly was caused by his weight, there are usually weight requirements hence why other operators turned him down, looking at him you can see he isn’t average size. Y’all blaming him, saying he knew he was too big but that was MORE of a reason to double or even triple check to make sure he would be safe. Look up the history on that ride as well, ppl have rode and that ride has malfunctioned before, why did the park allow it to keep running? But you still blaming a 14 yo child for his death. He was a baby and it pains me to know that some ppl are blaming him. I’ve NEVER been turned down from a ride but imagine him being turned down from every ride just to finally be able to get on one and enjoy himself w his friends… he was prolly excited and wasn’t even paying it too much attention. Regardless they should have checked him it is their job to make sure ppl are safe on rides and to check every person. IT WAS AVOIDABLE!!! I won’t argue with no one on this. And most drop roller coasters have a seatbelt as like a back up for the rides, this one didn’t… it’s 2022 why is there no seatbelt??? And ppl saying he should’ve gotten off if he started panicking but the ride had already started. There are numerous ppl saying that they were once or maybe even multiple times been on a ride and it clicked, they had thought it was down enough but to only have it pushed down further by an operator…. I too have experienced this. It was NOT his fault and the operator should have checked every1 and just for him being 6’5 and overweight they should have checked him twice or 3 times. Even if he was under weight bc it isn’t safe for ppl who are under weight either. He is a child if the ppl operating saying oh no you can get on he’s a child he’s going to trust them and he was 14!! Like kids usually do not know the dangers of things hell even some grown adults don’t. And stop trying to blame his parents bc maybe they were also not aware, the ppl work there they should know. It may feel like the worst thing they could’ve ever done, they lost their 14 yo son let them grieve. Kids are literally kids!!! Stop trying these kids as adults, many kids are not aware or was told certain things, ppl really out here acting like they have never been a child or that things they may know is common knowledge to all ppl in the world. At the end of the fucking day he was a child and that park had rules, regulations and protocols. They absolutely did NOT follow through on their end and it is 100% their responsibility to make sure every person there on the ride is safe. Same way if someone were to drown in the pool in your backyard, you are responsible and can be sued. If you don’t have the proper safety for others such as fence, locked gate or something you can be sued. That is enforcing safety and keeping ppl or children out. Same here he might have been too big or overweight for the ride BUT the workers did NOT enforce the weight requirement nor did they supervise (check his harness) in fact they encouraged him to get on. You’re weird if you’re blaming the CHILD. I said what I said

Rest In Peace Tyre Sampson

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