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JAMES MARSTERS as SPIKE Buffy the Vampire Slayer (1997 - 2003).

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ANGEL (1999 - 2004) | 5.22, Not Fade Away

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"immortality," orig. by clare harner. inspired by (x)

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I want to be taffy daffy Buffy 'I didn't pass the written' and I don't care about school because it doesn't define who I am but I'm still Giles studying my brain to exhaustion guzzling, dowsing and showering myself in coffee all the while having Xander's cognitive ability (and limitations) reducing me to hating Willow's unfair natural smartness

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Meeting James Marsters in a week should I:

A) Propose on one knee

B) Give him our marriage certificate to sign

C) Bring the minister as a plus one

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BUFFY SUMMERS AND RUPERT GILES IN INNOCENCE

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does anyone else think about Spike and Giles looking at each other and seeing a personification of the most despised and vulnerable aspects of their own past or is it just me

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BUFFY THE VAMPIRE SLAYER | 6.07

#I hear him singing the last line with such a chipper tone of voice #I love it

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In 2024: Spike would make both unironic thirst traps, biting his lip, seducing the camera and pouting with his lip ring protruding to sexy music while also making videos about abandoned buildings, occult findings in his local neighbourhood and sharing his infamous ghost sighting story which he tells whenever asked.

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After another hard day's work of being a creature of the night, Spike comes back to his crypt and shouts: "Honey, I'm home." Only to have no reply, grab a glass of blood from the fridge and sit down in his chair in front of the telly until he passes out from exhaustion to wake up and relive the same cycle of loneliness night after night.

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1.04 | Teacher’s Pet

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If Spike had a tattoo it would probably be either a lipstick kiss or a pair of vampire fangs on his chest above his heart.

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What kind of shower do you think Spike really has in his crypt? A wall to wall glass ceiling shower room? No. He would literally have a hose pipe connected from the cemetery sprinklers running in through a window and a bucket with a sponge or a dish rag to wash with. He would only do this because he doesn't want Buffy to comment on his his rat-infested crypt odour.

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In another reality: Spike is a bee keeper harvesting wax 24/7 to keep his goldylocks in place on the top of his little head or he literally has liberty spikes in which case 25/7 hours would be needed.

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When Spike wakes up to a full moon he would simply shake his head and say that the real freaks are running around tonight and decide to have a stay-at-crypt kind of night.

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Spike would be stumbling around, falling to his knees, crawling on all fours with his face in the dirt, pleading to not die so young only to jump back up with a spring in his step and carry on walking like nothing just happened because he was bored and had an impulse to act on.

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if ur a jungian shadow truther like me, s6 ep13 dead things is such a good culmination of all of her trauma ( + also her fear of becoming faith ) reflecting back at her through spike. this is probably an episode where we see buffy the lowest she's ever been ( suicidal, thinks her friends hate her bc she's not who she used to be, thinks she killed an innocent woman, her father figure's gone who's not even her /real/ father , who disappeared a long time ago, she's living and she doesn't wanna be, etc. ) and then there's spike who's literally representing all of that, who's saying ' it's fine it was an /accident/ you're not bad, and i got rid of the body for you. i did it, my hands are dirty, you're clean, you're fine. i'm evil and i'm the monster and you're still the good slayer ' and not only is it all about spuffy, and buffy hating herself so much but only feeling anything around spike, the shame of it bc she thinks its wrong even though it's the only thing that feels good, and hating him bc she hates herself bc he is everything that she's always been, or at least always has been capable of being. but it's also so about fuffy too, bc in this episode she really thinks that she's killed someone, and it's something that buffy has always been so strictly against. she can't just kill people bc she has that power, she has to use her power responsibly, can't give into the hedonism, bc then she'd be faith. we already saw that struggle in season three, but now it's coming back but it really is rearing its ugly head this season !! and more detrimental, bc it was always a fear and now it's a reality. and its worse too because faith spiraled into it, she had no one, had nothing, all she had was the trauma of being a slayer. and buffy doesn't understand that's also true for her. all she thinks about tho is how, even with all of my friends, even with all of this love and support, i'm still like this. i still ended up like her, and i don't even have a good excuse for it. its sad its so sad but its also so good , its so ... its why season six is so good