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Every time I push my world views or health regimens to an extreme I feel crazy and irritable (out of balance) and when I relax into a medium place of doing what I can when I can and knowing what I can control and leaving room for the rest while still caring I feel nervous at first but then better overall (in balance)

So many people are against middle ground and lots of grey area but it feel the most human to me and so many things can become obsessive and fear oriented and nothing done for your own good ever is sustainable on those practices

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The Mixing Bowl - Brita Granstrom

Swedish,b.1969-

Mixed media on canvas  ,   60 x 70 cm.

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Secret yin Yang in my taiwanese iron goddess of mercy oolong + Ikuyo matcha tea latte

#personal

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Being in love, 2024, old film photobooth in the Mexican restaurant around the block from our city apartment

#personal #film

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Slept like shit but I'm alive and well

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Just drank way too much liquid before bed + pms bloat....damn

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That being said: nothing warms my heart more than when someone asks to hang and I say let me get back to you cause im struggling with leaving my house rn and they are like take your time just know you can hit me up anytime like.....okay angel I love you

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It's so wild telling someone I'm agoraphobic and hearing them be like "oh dude you will be fine! Let's hang out!"

Like oh damn why didn't I think of that?!?!?!

SIKE!!!!!! Are you fucking fr? You think I am afraid to leave my house and didn't piece together it's not logical or that I enjoy it?!?! Like hell yeah I wanna have friends - fuck no wanting that doesn't change the OCD or make me feel safe just because something sounds fun?!?!?

Am I a joke to you like please.... respectfully if it was that easy they wouldn't make a diagnosis for the affliction

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Instagram better stop showing me these "wedding dress transformations" where women take their mothers beautiful vintage wedding gowns and crop them into fugly little mini skirt tea cup 2012 Pinterest looking ass dresses before I literally come beat their asses

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Just gotta apply a third coat of nail polish + drink my collagen pearl powder nightcap

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pic from my local screen printer + the horoscope I got tonight

CURSED GIRL SAMPLE SHIRTS CAME IN AND THEY LOOK SOOOOOO GOOD WTF

I am so fucking excited to wear these let alone sell them lmao

#personal #the cursed girl cookbook

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CURSED GIRL SAMPLE SHIRTS CAME IN AND THEY LOOK SOOOOOO GOOD WTF

I am so fucking excited to wear these let alone sell them lmao

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Ada Limón, from “World Versus Girl”, Sharks in the Rivers

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People who say when marnie was there made no sense or was ruined by them not being gay CLEARLY doesn't know what the pain of not knowing who you really are in heritage is or the pain of not having a mother/maternal person

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Mirin Kou: Miniature Wooden Sculptures (2023)

"I carve wooden animals in Aichi Prefecture, Japan. Because I try not to make the same thing twice, every animal make is unique. Just as every person is different, every animal I make is also different."

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I know I've truly returned to girlhood because I am constantly fighting with myself over if I want bangs