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“We’re trained to be like, ‘If I’m not exceptional, I won’t be loved.’ Certainly, I think that was my thing,” Gatwa shared. “So, yeah, I think I’m just learning now like, ‘Oh, you are allowed to be loved.’ You don’t have to be excellent or aspire to that term, ‘Black excellence’. What the hell?”

He continued, “There’s so much white mediocrity that gets celebrated, and Black people, we have to be absolutely flawless to get half of [that] anyway. So, I’m slowly training myself out of that and being like, ‘No shit. You deserve love just for existing.’ And that has taught me to be a lot more loving as well, in a weird way.”

No lies detected

#Ncuti Gatwa

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here, have some bi-ace solidarity

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i don't know if giving you head would make me feel better but i think we should try it

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does a show ever fuck you up so badly that you feel physically ill and immediately dream of a different ending afterwards

#baby reindeer

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“You see, that’s what abuse does to you. You know? Made me this sticking plaster for all of life’s weirdos. This open wound for them to sniff at.”

#baby reindeer #this hit so close to home

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"So I'm gonna stop running now. Because I just don't have the legs for it anymore. I just don't." - Richard Gadd, Baby Reindeer

#richard gadd #baby reindeer

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"it was strange. after all the awful things that had been done to my body, i just couldn't lose myself in intimacy anymore. like now there were feelings involved it all just felt too much."

#baby reindeer #richard gadd #OFFF #this hit so close to home

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Baby Reindeer (2024)

#baby reindeer #richard gadd

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This series hit deep.

Baby Reindeer

#baby reindeer #richard gadd

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Well wrap it up, because Richard Gadd just made one of the best shows, if not the best show, of the year with Baby Reindeer.

#richard gadd #baby reindeer

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the entire internet focussing on ‘who the real Martha is’, instead of the identity of the powerful writer who groomed and r*ped donny just tells you what you need to know about the state of our society.

#baby reindeer

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Baby reindeer was brutal, triggering, uncomfortable, honest and beautiful. One of the best portrayals of someone with sexual trauma I've ever seen on TV.

#baby reindeer #richard gadd

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Richard Gadd in Baby Reindeer (2024)

#richard gadd #baby reindeer #depressing to say the least #god fucking god #I was crying my eyes out with the three last episodes

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Baby Reindeer (2024)

#baby reindeer #richard gadd

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The trigger warnings still did not prepare me for how much this show wrecked me 🥲

#baby reindeer #Richard gadd #god fucking god #please just watch it if you are in a good place emotional and mentally #the sorrow and hurt in this show #whoa

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i think you deserve a video of me sucking you off