alistairxsiro

[alistairxsiro]

It has been a few days since any of us have been on here. Update I guess mostly for our own records. Not much has happened to our system specifically. I was able to fix the population and undo most of the damage... On top of that well I haven't been able to break the news to our partner that we have 2 new alters from all the recent chaos... on top of that having to help with their system which is a lot to try and go over so I won't. Zamariel seemed to have calmed for the moment... hopefully, we can keep the peace.

-Alistair

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I miss mom... Dad is back but he doesn't remember me. They are having me comfort him ... This is difficult. I'm so sad right now.

-Sebastian

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ha... Hahahaha what in the actual FUCK. Gave the murder a chance to continue living..... Another chance to what?! Kill again. Mother fuckers...

-Zamariel

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AHHHHHH this house is getting crowded. Even expanding it feels like too much! I am getting my own damn house made and living separately. Though our fronting space is the living room *Groans* FFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK i will figure it out or the core perhaps even one of the two leaders can figure this shit out. I am claustrophobic damn it. That is my rant for the day.... or mood swings... whatever!

-Nyx

[alistairxsiro]

I am growing more upset with each passing day. Nobody is talking about what happened or about the kids who lost both parents... The kids are not fine! But guess that doesn't matter to them... Tch I will take them on and I will get revenge for what was done.

-Zamariel

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Welp we have two new alts who are on probation. Alistair is out fixing the mess they made. I'm trying to help the body sleep. *Sighs* but I'm still awake obviously. Perhaps I shall get off a few times and make the body tired. Oh what a devious idea that is. Welp it is settled. Off to have my fun.

-Daevas

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So tired. The body didn't get to sleep hardly at all. Update: Finally caught and tied up the two causing all the issues. Had to wipe out all NPC's cause they were turned into a vampire or zombie... Not sure what to do with them... Some say keep them others say lock them away. Need to hold a meeting that is for sure.

- Alistair

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Dude~ Got to the front for the first time today. Met some pretty cool people. This one dude came around and claimed me as his pet *shrugs* whatever that means. Cool dude and has a bitchin' outfit. Oh yah like inside the space.. total mess bro... 10/10 do not recommend going back in.

-Kai

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*Deeply groans* Fuuuuuuuuuck two new alta just showed up and ha.. fucking destroying the place. There go most of the NPC's already. We are so fucked...

-Bane

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Chaos still in suit. Here we are trying to smooth things back out. Zamariel got the attention of a few unsavory members... He is strong so I don't worry too much. Sigh... This just keeps getting worse all cause of the Ex... Why can't he just leave us alone already. We just want to be happy for once in our life.

-Crow

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I can't believe everyone just stood by and watched her get killed... Nobody tried to help. Also FUCK YOU LEO! "the loss is to great" what the fuck ever you just stood there as well. Tch fucking can't stand this god damn system. I hate all of you for letting it happen. Alex you will be missed... I'm sorry things turned out this way.

-Zamariel

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... System is coming down... I was doing so well to keep it together but this loss is far too great. I hope most of us make it out of this alive..

-Leo

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Woke up with a headache today... The stress and anxiety from yesterday is catching up. Stupid fucking ex had to add onto the trauma... Had to make his mark deeper into memory... Bad headaches usually for us is a sign of change in the space... Please be nothing bad. We are tired...

-Bane

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Ugh so fucking TIRED. But it's ok cause I'm up with my partner~ I love him very much. He's so cute and his laugh makes me smile. I am addicted to him. I want him to feed off me. He's a vampire I am half vampire myself. Recently there was an agreement between the leadership of each body that we can do some minor harm for our pleasure so I look forward to it~ If you ever read this Haste, I love you~~

- Bane

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HAHA it is quite nice to have a fresh Tumblr to start over on. Fucking hatted the last one anyways. My name is Lilith~ I am the chaotic sister to Alistair. I act like a child but if you piss me off then good luck to you if you make it out alive. Everyone is to have "roles" But I honestly just want to have a good time! I guess in a way I help cheer things up or make it lively when everything is dull. I am a demon of course soooo duh we are the most fun!! Anyway, I am off to write some stupid, funny stories. Ta-ta~

[alistairxsiro]

Introductions: Welcome to our Tumblr. I say our cause we are a collective of beings in one headspace. We have DID more formally known as Dissociative identity disorder. Currently, there are 25 of us in total, growing at times so the number is bound to change. We will make posts here for mostly just a freedom creative area. If we can help anyone who also has our shared matter then we will be more than happy to answer questions. I am the leader of this group. You may call me Alistair. No, I am not the core but I do take up the responsibility for the body. We are in a relationship with our lovely partner(s) they also have DID. A lot of us are paired with theirs so it works out wonderfully. Look forward to possible songs of the day, outward thoughts, and some things that could be triggering so I apologize ahead of time. Thank you for reading~

#did system #DID #Dissociative identity disorder #introduction

[alistairxsiro]

I'm having to start over. Not only on my Tumblr but my entire life. Honestly though.... I kind of needed it. I was so unhappy and even if I don't have my shit together right now and I'm scared as fuck I'm still much happier than I was. These are our choices that we can't ever come to regret. I love the people we have chosen to be with. They mean the absolute most to me.

#depressed