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blows you up

#vctlan #you Will write with me. you have no choice

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hey.

OH MY GOD OIKAWA TOORU IM A BIG FAN

#toorues #TWIRLS HAIR HIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII #toorukise comeback is loading i fear

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YOU

(kisses you sooooooooooo so much to distract you)

#yeshens #''distract me from what'' don't worry about it!

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@shoukous + prompt: you  really  are  being  melodramatic  about  this  whole  thing. hilarious that shōko would say this to KENTO of all people. he's probably just sighed a little louder than usual

it’s meant to be a one-night trip only, or so were the instructions he received earlier that morning. a hostage rescue, his first one at that, and yet no one seemed to have the slow-creeping feeling he fostered as soon as he heard the words. what he called a premonition, others called pessimism— haibara, mostly. you’re always thinking about the worst-case scenario, nanami-kun. it scratched the varnish off of his coolheadedness, every time. 

so yes, he did pack an extra set of his uniform out of a mere hunch, just in case.

not unlike a cat, ieiri laid on his bed and stared down at his place on the floor while he packed his suitcase, chiming in when she saw hard lines of his expression. at this young age, someone of her caliber was always commanded to stay in school grounds, especially in the face of a mission of this scale. nanami found that to be the single relief in this entire endeavor. not that he would admit it, though, especially with the teasing glint in her eye he noticed when he looked at her briefly.

“it’s not like i’m being sent to vacation, ieiri-san.” he replied as he folded the last pair of socks, zipping the suitcase closed, and leaving his hand there for a few moments too long. “i get the feeling something’s getting overlooked, is all.” i have no way of knowing what, though. perhaps this was just him getting ahead of himself, claiming a foresight he could not back up with actual field experience. but the feeling still lingered. 

“...you really do trust getou-san and gojo-san to handle this properly.” and he realized, then, that he himself didn’t. not fully.

#ic. nanami. #shoukous #hi. highschool shoken. that's all 😁 #young nanami's comment abt the hurricane is just saur funny to me i just know he has that energy the entire trip SOOO #shoko keepin him company while he makes his suitcase!! #he needs the energy of a real idgaf-er #(none of them are actual idgaf-ers)

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i've missed writing soo much (<- guy who hasn't posted any writing yet)

#but things are in the works!!! those asks.. thank u to anyone who sent some in even days after i rbed it <3 #umm i will tap into rebirth soon.. where's that one post i made about wanting to see tifa playing piano. i won LMFAO #tbd /

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nanami protecting the kids

#when jjk first baits you into thinking hes the condescending mentor trope but hes actually the only adult who consistently expresses #genuine concern & self-awareness regarding the child soldier exploitation at play and actually Acts on it😂😂😂😂😂 #''i have a duty to prioritize your life over my own'' like it moved masses (me) #m. nanami.

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can i hire you for a hit on wen i need her destroyed

i'm putting you both in a get along shirt and locking you in a room

#slaygue #akechi kin vs childe kin.. fight!!!!

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RENO ??????? HELLO ?????

im defrosting him as we speak

#turkled #ff7 renaissance.......?

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miss u

WHAT WERE YOU DOING LOGGED INTO AKECHI

#rejusticed #update: i drafted this then went to check your blog and Oh........ #common wenstarr win tbh that thread is soo good #we will write again too (threat)

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hi mari : ) sorry you followed when i'm about to post something awful

I'M-

#slaygue #I DID NAWT LOOK AT MY INBOX QUICK ENOUGH #me reading what you posted like ohh yup you cooked #i dont go to genshin anymore but i have a soft spot for that freak of nature... if anyone's can do him justice it's Yo

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₍ 🎞 ₎   revolutionary road   (2008)  rp  starters  ! featuring toxic relationships, mature themes, violent & explicit language . some lines have been slightly adjusted for rp purposes .

you'll leave me? is that a threat or a promise?

so now i'm crazy because i don't love you? is that the point?

you're not crazy, and you do love me. that's the point.

i just wanted us to live again.

i feel sorry for you. maybe we deserve each other.

how pathetic is that? to put your hopes in a promise that was never made.

i made a disgusting spectacle of myself, right?

you were just some boy who made me laugh at a party once.

you're not worth the powder it would take to blow you up.

you're not worth the trouble it would take to hit you.

is it supposed to make me jealous or something?

what the hell are you doing in my house if you hate me so much?

you are an empty, hollow, hollow shell of a woman.

is it supposed to make me fall in love or back into bed with you?

in other words, you don't care what i do, or who i fuck, or anything.

you'll have the time to find out what it is you actually want to do. 

that's right, i don't care. fuck who you like.

don't you understand that i want you to care?

our whole existence here is based on this great premise that we're special.

i saw a whole other future. i can't stop seeing it.

you heard wrong. it's all gone now.

i want to feel things. really feel them.

we were never special or destined or anything at all.

you think you can bully me into feeling whatever you want me to feel.

have i said i'm sorry enough times already? damn.

i'm just about the sorriest bastard i know.

i suppose i would care if i still loved you. but i don't think i do anymore.

i've got many questions to ask and i'm willing to pay for the answers.

how about doing everybody a favor? how about shutting up?

you've never tried at anything. if you don't try at anything, you can't fail.

i think you're the most interesting person i've ever met.

nothing's permanent, right?

are you still talking? isn't there any way to stop your talking?

you're the most beautiful and wonderful thing in the world.

i have the backbone not to run away from my responsibilities!

you just seemed.. special. of course, you still are.

sweetheart, what are you talking about?

we can be happy here. i can make you happy here. 

when i first met you, there was nothing in the world you couldn't do.

i don't mean how you make money. i mean, what are you interested in?

good to see your shining face.

no one forgets the truth, they just get better at lying.

if you come any closer or touch me, i think i'll scream.

i've never really been anywhere.

i guess it wasn't a triumph or anything, was it?

i just don't want you feeling bad about it. because it's not worth it.

it strikes me that there is a considerable amount of bullshit going on here.

haven't i made it clear i don't particularly want to talk about it?

you're always so definite on the subject of what you do and don't deserve.

this time you're not going to get away with twisting everything i say.

this happens to be the one time i know i'm not in the wrong.

you're sick. i really mean that.

you know something? you're lucky you met me.

why don't we go get some air, you and me?

i missed you all day, and i wanted to say that i'm sorry.

i think this whole plan sounds a little immature.

you really are being melodramatic about this whole thing.

all i know is what i feel.

i guess there isn't much more to say then, is there?

all i'm saying is you don't seem entirely rational about this.

can't leave, can't stay. no damn use to anyone.

you should value what you do. you're obviously good at it.

#meme. #my inbox is so incredibly old idk whos active or wanting a reply anymore AND IM ITCHING! TO! WRITE! #posting these as text posts justttt in case anything is worth continuing hehe

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bites u bites u bites u ubiteus hgu

FOR THE LOVE OF GOD WRITE WITHME

#burylights #!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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you

👁️

#sinspast #get Away from me remake vincent's model rewired my brain #in unprecedented ways

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@shoukous + cont.

he had always thought, ever since moving here, that the overhead lights at his apartment were clinical in their cool-toned scrutiny. and mabye ieiri noticed. maybe she felt right at home. maybe the table that once supported kento’s two-course meal was now cleared and prepped for operation, and he only realized it the moment she forewent the anesthesia. the knife of her words dug into him like she had done to the pork cutlet a mere hour earlier, slicing with precision into the tender fibers. 

your life is yours to live. the words sound obscene and sobering. and then there’s dread. the after-hours and countless statistics to analyze and faceless people to call. this really isn’t living. but sorcery doesn’t have much living involved, either. the truth of the matter is: he lives life for others, and there used to be fulfillment in that when sorcery had meaning. it's an ongoing search, a subconscious hope.

if he were to really bleed in order to show the mess she has made, her hands would be drenched and the table stained. it’s an endearing sight.

“ieiri-san,” he says, finally, after that long stretch of silence and all that staring at her fingers. “even back then, you were always different from them.” higher-ups and students alike. there must be an image with all five of them somewhere in his drawer, turned upside down. there’s a willpower in her that nanami had only ever found in haibara, but she lacked that ingenuity that killed him. in fact, ieiri was more self-aware than any of them. 

the fabric of his shirt stretches just so as he folds his arms over his chest, leaning back. “i could never understand how it felt to have not only the school’s expectations on you, but your clan’s too.”

#shoukous #ic. nanami. #(giggling cutely) lets talk clans #nanami infected with normal guy disease in that department makes it so much more amusing #anyway HI you will pry this thread off my dead body!

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#queue. #m. tifa.

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the wildness in akechi's eyes is always so quietly contained. it's a delightful display of self-restraint, even as he snaps at him, swats the hand that offers the umbrella his way. well, no matter. akira is just as stubborn. "you look like a wet dog." he says without hiding his amusement, holding the umbrella with a sturdier fist now. "i thought akechi-kun knew what battles to pick. you'll get sick. or photographed."

it's meant to be a suggestion, but the delivery is somewhere between flat and, somewhat, expectant (hopeful?): "walk to leblanc with me."

LONG SINCE HAS PASSED THE NEED FOR HIS MYRIAD OF FACADES   :   loki has shown his face.  true and pure ,  as chaotic as it is.  yet ,  still does that hand extend out towards him.  the acid in his throat burns ,  lips curl into a look of disgust.  pleasantries lost among them now.  ❛  wipe that grin off your face.  ❜   ever was it a game of rivals -- how a cruel god might watch their matches with piqued interest. he swats the other's hand away. @aicidos - akira.

#traithesis #akechi: (HISSING) #akira: me and the bestie #kinda winging a lot of this i just wanted banter tehee

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hi mari i will be coming for you eventually

HELLO?

#lightsmartyr #actually no you will not because my akira braincell is raging and its my turn on the thread #u will get Got beloved!