ahpeachie

[ahpeachie]

i exist  &  i updated my muses page !   

#🍑 ooc. #i miss being here #deleted all my o/v/w #and marveI muses

[ahpeachie]

i’m loren, 25, this is my multimuse rp blog and i don’t know what happened to my previous pinned so have this for now

muses.     guidelines. 

[ahpeachie]

𝐐𝐔𝐄𝐒𝐓𝐈𝐎𝐍 𝐒𝐓𝐀𝐑𝐓𝐄𝐑𝐒

feel  free  to  change  any  pronouns  or  subjects  (or  reverse).      tw  for  blood,  death  and  physical  violence  mention.

‘  is  it  complete?  ’

‘  who  are  you?  ’

‘  who  is  this?  ’

‘  why  are  you  bleeding?  ’

‘  what  would  i  do  without  you?  ’

‘  do  you  feel  alright?  ’

‘  what’s  your  name?  ’

‘  why  do  you  hate  me?  ’

‘  do  you  want  something  to  eat?  ’

‘  aren’t  you  supposed  to  be  someone  important?  ’

‘  did  you  read  it  yet?  ’

‘  can  you  help  me?  ’

‘  why  do  you  act  so  weirdly?  ’

‘  what  do  i  do  with  someone  like  you?  ’

‘  you  awake?  ’

‘  can’t  you  tell  left  from  right?  ’

‘  how  dare  you?  ’

‘  can  i  have  a  word?  ’

‘  why  didn’t  you  fight  back?  ’

‘  can  you  stop  interupting  me?  ’

‘  why  are  you  here?  ’

‘  what  happened?  ’

‘  haven’t  you  said  enough?  ’

‘  why  are  you  still  ___?  ’

‘  why  don’t  you  shut  up  and  be  quiet?  ’

‘  what  did  you  dream  of?  ’

‘  why  are  you  yelling?  ’

‘  how  could  you  say  that?  ’

‘  is  that  mine?  ’

‘  why  did  you  turn  out  this  way?  ’

‘  are  you  talking  to  me?  ’

‘  why  won’t  he  date  me?  ’

‘  why  did  you  hit  him?  ’

‘  why  are  you  crying  yourself  to  sleep?  ’ 

‘  are  you  serious?  ’

‘  who  did  this?  ’

‘  will  i  regret  this?  ’

‘  do  you  promise?  ’

‘  is  that  mine?  ’

‘  am  i  dead?  ’

‘  can  you  stop  moving?  ’

‘  is  he  looking  at  me?  ’

‘  does  it  hurt?  ’

‘  how  did  that  happen?  ’

‘  what’s  the  weather  for  tomorrow?  ’

‘  are  you  in  love  with  me  yet?  ’

‘  is  it  that  important?  ’

‘  want  some?  ’

‘  was  that  an  accident?  ’

‘  what’s  the  deal  with  you?  ’

‘  who  do  you  think  you  are?  ’

‘  can  i  ask  you  something?  ’

‘  why  don’t  you  leave  then?  ’

‘  how  could  you?  ’

‘  is  this  all  you  can  do?  ’

‘  why  is  this  here?  ’

‘  how  did  you  get  in  here?  ’

‘  is  it  freezing  to  you?  ’

‘  what  are  you  making  tdday?  ’

‘  are  you  lost?  ’

‘  has  it  been  that  long?  ’

‘  how  could  you?  ’

#*stomps foot* #*my sneakers light up* #hey #🍑 prompt.

[ahpeachie]

&. 𝐬𝐮𝐛𝐭𝐥𝐞 𝐬𝐦𝐮𝐭 𝐬𝐞𝐧𝐭𝐞𝐧𝐜𝐞 𝐬𝐭𝐚𝐫𝐭𝐞𝐫𝐬.

(  smut  /  nsfw  implied  sentence  starters  with  not  so  vulgar  language.  )

❛ i’ve been thinking about you all day. ❜

❛ you can kiss me, you know. ❜

❛ how badly do you want me? ❜

❛ i can’t get enough of you. ❜

❛ i’ve never done something like this before. ❜

❛ i like being close to you. you’re warm. ❜

❛ you look good like this. ❜

❛ you look like you were jealous. ❜

❛ i’m not jealous. ❜

❛ shh. there’s people in the other room. ❜

❛ say you want me, and i’m yours. ❜ 

❛ i won’t bite. unless you’re into that sort of thing. ❜

❛ i’m not wearing any underwear. thought you’d like to know. ❜

❛ would you like to go somewhere a little more private? ❜

❛ i’ll take care of you. ❜

❛ there’s so many things i wanna do to you. ❜

❛ take off your clothes. ❜

❛ i’m going to ruin you. ❜

❛ show me how much you missed me. ❜

❛ is this okay? ❜

❛ you know you love me. ❜

❛ i want you to feel good. ❜

❛ make me. ❜

❛ i want this. ❜

❛ come back to bed. ❜

❛ you’re such a tease. ❜

❛ want me to model these for you? ❜

❛ we have to make this quick. ❜

❛ what are you looking at? ❜

❛ it’s hot when you talk back. ❜

❛ you don’t have to be gentle. i won’t break. ❜

❛ don’t you know what you’re doing to me? ❜

❛ i really want to kiss you right now. ❜

❛ this is a one time thing. ❜

❛ you know where to find me. ❜

❛ did i say you could stop? ❜

❛ you’re soaked. let me grab you a towel. ❜

❛ i want to see you. ❜

❛ are you wearing my shirt? ❜

❛ no ones here. we can be as loud as we want. ❜

❛ you look good with my hands around your throat. ❜

❛ i’ll be good, i promise. ❜

❛ you’re really good at that. ❜

❛ shut up and kiss me already. ❜

❛ you better watch your fucking mouth. ❜

❛ don’t mind me. just enjoying the view. ❜

❛ tell me what you want. ❜

❛ here’s my hotel room number. ❜

❛ you can be rough. i can take it. ❜

❛ and where do you think you’re going? ❜

❛ if you called just to get off on my voice, i’m hanging up. ❜

❛ i shouldn’t allow myself to get this close to you. ❜

❛ what if i hurt you? ❜

❛ you could never hurt me. ❜

#*tucks hair behind ear* #hey #🍑 prompt.

[ahpeachie]

          @innosaints​‘ jesse harasses alexios while saying  “let me fix that for you. here, just hold still.”

         there’s a thousand thoughts that go through his head all around the same time. he follows the first, the loudest, the most instinctual that will surely get the situation to go smoothly-- 

           he’s dead weight on the bed.

           why he has to make jesse’s life more difficult than it has to be, he’ll never really understand.  his therapist would likely have a few things to say about him but alexios is reluctant to bring up jesse during sessions.  there would be far too many questions asked--  how do you feel ?   how does his presence make you feel ?   do you think having a live in sobriety coach is helping ? 

            he hardly understands what triggers him, how could he understand what helps him ?   life is simply a blur anymore.  a terribly sober one, but a blur nonetheless.  his mother’s worry surpassed any recommendations the therapist had  ( what a funny view on therapy his mother  &  sister have, as well...  he had to go, there wasn’t a choice. but if they know better... they know better.   then who really knows better anymore ?  certainly not alexios, it seems.  )  so jesse had his own room now. 

             his life dedicated to being support for alexios.  doesn’t that get exhausting?  he wants to ask.  don’t you ever get tired of me being a wreck?   the words don’t escape him however. he’s bent awkwardly on the bed, refusing to let jesse fix the mild wardrobe malfunction he was being kind enough to help with.                 “  why can’t i just go back to sleep ?  “

#innosaints: jesse. #🍑 a.a. v: modern. #🍑 a.a. int. #funny that his initials are aa and he's an addict aaahah

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     @innosaints matt said  “ i just wanted to say i’m sorry. “  to foggy.

      he’s really doing his best to not turn around  &  shout at him. betrayal  &  hurt sting, he can feel it burning his nerves--  making him hot. he wants to slam  &  break things, give in to that age old anger sitting in his gut that he got from his father but he doesn’t.  he won’t.   especially not at work, especially not with karen on the other side of the glass.  she’s probably listening to their every word because...  who wouldn’t ?

        a big exhale leaves him  &  again he’s wondering how matt sees this situation; figuratively  &  literally.  can he tell how foggy’s face is twisted up or is it like a bat sonar thing so he only knows shapes  &  has awareness of the space around him.  that last one would make sense.  he’s hardly seen matt bump into much, not unless his senses were messed up in another way. 

          he’s getting distracted  &  he still hasn’t even replied to matt.  part of him feels guilty, part of him doesn’t.  matt could take some extra guilt on his shoulders for this one.    “ sorry can only get you so far, matt. “   he finally says, his tone even  &  almost a little cold, at least for him.  cold for foggy will always end up feeling more like the flame of a candle. 

#innosaints: matt. #🍑 f.n. v: main #🍑 f.n. int. #for u; my main rp partner......... a three month late foggy reply

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devs/writers: this female character was fridged and her death is extremely important to how the story developed and the choices those around her made in the wake of it are critical to the plot me: what if i unfridged

#i'm kidding but i'm not i do this a lot #every time writers make a cool character and kill them just to further some plot i'm always like #what abt if they didn't die tho #and like. yeah loss is part of life and it happens but also this is fiction and i like to have fun #🍑 ooc. #anyway i'm gonna try to write stuff today maybe we'll see how it goes

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i wish i knew what i was doing

#i have so many character ideas but no plot ideas #who wants fun cheesy halloween au stuff #like vampire stuff or mystery stuff #spooky stuff mayb #idk anymore #i just wanna write stuff :/ #🍑 ooc.

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ahpeachie​:

hello i’m alive and adding muses to this blog

hello they’ve been added to the bottom of this list

#i didn't mark it but the male genshin muses are also wips #still figuring out the tone and balance and motivations n such but i do adore them #🍑 ooc.

[ahpeachie]

i came to my senses i’m not bringing back bobbi but if you’d like to follow an overworked, stressed out, pixar mom built, secret nicotine addict of a world renowned surgeon... check out my angela blog <3

#the thought of returning to the marveI rpc made me sick to my stomach it really did lmao #i do desperately miss having a single muse blog tho #so with all the audacity in the world #i enter the owrpc <3 #she is mainly hc based bc bIizzard gives us nothing but spare scraps #scraps that smell like white savior which i just ignore hah #🍑 ooc.

[ahpeachie]

You be the marrow, I’ll be the bone.

Spell for the End of Grief, Amie Whittemore (via decreation)

#oh ???? #🍑 s.h. r: you and me is all we need. #🍑 j.k. r: my heart knows peace.

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Rebecca Makkai, The Great Believers

Lees verder

#jesse pinkman screaming meme #🍑 s.h. r: you and me is all we need. #🍑 skye. r: i have never lied to you.

[ahpeachie]

By Sororité.

#not the brand name necklaces but uh #🍑 wy.g. closet.

[ahpeachie]

the world should have protected you, but you have been asked to protect it.

             what an honor.

                          what an injustice.

an independent, private, and selective multimuse containing a collection of muses from r.ed d.ead r.edemption 2, a.ssassin’s c.reed, the w.olf a.mong us, d.ishonored, netflix’s the h.aunting of hill house and more.

#hey its em #🍑 promo. #and hey its the promo i made hehe

[ahpeachie]

as much as i despise him, i think abt dutch a lot...

#i think abt him through my brother's perspective a lot ngl #the male take on that game is fascinating and my brother's a pisces so it was v emotion based #i remember him telling me and almost being in tears talking abt how he understood arthur being stuck between a rock n a hard place with #dutch specifically he said 'i've been there like you look at someone you pretty much consider family doing the unthinkable and you're like #who have you become? when did this happen? have i been blind?' it pulls at my heartstrings to think abt the deep sense of family the gang #has and especially arthur and his loyalty to dutch. how it was such a long road for dutch to become the man he did. how many times arthur #quotes old dutch in ways that directly contradict current dutch's actions and i'm always looking for information as to how much of it was #dutch vs how much of it was micah's influence bc em (innosaints) was testing a theory on their latest playthrough abt micah's presence at #camp and proved that dutch and molly only start fighting and dutch only gets those weird prompts abt arthur After you pick up micah. they #waited until meeting up with micah after breaking him out was the only mission available. but how much of it was under the surface that #was just exploitable? the more i think abt him the more it really feels like the man was just a bomb waiting to go off and micah just #shortened the fuse. #anyway dutch isn't even a muse on this blog bye gfdgkjd #🍑 ooc.

[ahpeachie]

𝐐𝐔𝐄𝐒𝐓𝐈𝐎𝐍 𝐒𝐓𝐀𝐑𝐓𝐄𝐑𝐒

feel  free  to  change  any  pronouns  or  subjects  (or  reverse).      tw  for  blood,  death  and  physical  violence  mention.

‘  is  it  complete?  ’

‘  who  are  you?  ’

‘  who  is  this?  ’

‘  why  are  you  bleeding?  ’

‘  what  would  i  do  without  you?  ’

‘  do  you  feel  alright?  ’

‘  what’s  your  name?  ’

‘  why  do  you  hate  me?  ’

‘  do  you  want  something  to  eat?  ’

‘  aren’t  you  supposed  to  be  someone  important?  ’

‘  did  you  read  it  yet?  ’

‘  can  you  help  me?  ’

‘  why  do  you  act  so  weirdly?  ’

‘  what  do  i  do  with  someone  like  you?  ’

‘  you  awake?  ’

‘  can’t  you  tell  left  from  right?  ’

‘  how  dare  you?  ’

‘  can  i  have  a  word?  ’

‘  why  didn’t  you  fight  back?  ’

‘  can  you  stop  interupting  me?  ’

‘  why  are  you  here?  ’

‘  what  happened?  ’

‘  haven’t  you  said  enough?  ’

‘  why  are  you  still  ___?  ’

‘  why  don’t  you  shut  up  and  be  quiet?  ’

‘  what  did  you  dream  of?  ’

‘  why  are  you  yelling?  ’

‘  how  could  you  say  that?  ’

‘  is  that  mine?  ’

‘  why  did  you  turn  out  this  way?  ’

‘  are  you  talking  to  me?  ’

‘  why  won’t  he  date  me?  ’

‘  why  did  you  hit  him?  ’

‘  why  are  you  crying  yourself  to  sleep?  ’ 

‘  are  you  serious?  ’

‘  who  did  this?  ’

‘  will  i  regret  this?  ’

‘  do  you  promise?  ’

‘  is  that  mine?  ’

‘  am  i  dead?  ’

‘  can  you  stop  moving?  ’

‘  is  he  looking  at  me?  ’

‘  does  it  hurt?  ’

‘  how  did  that  happen?  ’

‘  what’s  the  weather  for  tomorrow?  ’

‘  are  you  in  love  with  me  yet?  ’

‘  is  it  that  important?  ’

‘  want  some?  ’

‘  was  that  an  accident?  ’

‘  what’s  the  deal  with  you?  ’

‘  who  do  you  think  you  are?  ’

‘  can  i  ask  you  something?  ’

‘  why  don’t  you  leave  then?  ’

‘  how  could  you?  ’

‘  is  this  all  you  can  do?  ’

‘  why  is  this  here?  ’

‘  how  did  you  get  in  here?  ’

‘  is  it  freezing  to  you?  ’

‘  what  are  you  making  tdday?  ’

‘  are  you  lost?  ’

‘  has  it  been  that  long?  ’

‘  how  could  you?  ’

#the title of my ask box says specify muse but u can honestly just send one in rn #free me from the shackles of low inspo #i'm dying squirtle #🍑 ooc.

[ahpeachie]

my brain: alright honey you ready to disassociate, have sad thoughts, and play the sims ? me: i wanna write... my brain: you’re geTTING SIMS. 

#i just form thoughts in tiktok format when my brain is too tired to do much more #i'm gonna play more sims but i'll reblog an ask meme or smth #u don't have to specify muse for it i am simply grasping at straws for inspo rn #🍑 ooc. #otherwise i hope yall are having a nice saturday