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Just a little kindness made me so happy in a scary time.

It went from being scary to being fun.

I was really grateful 💕

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Somewhere along my trans journey I realized that the pain of inaction hurts worse than the pain of rejection and embarrassment. This has been very important to my progress towards becoming myself so I hope it can help someone else out there too 🩷

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I'm working on it... 😅

My thoughts tend to make it difficult at times to just... be a person lol

But I'm working on it.

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the world is a scary place when you are a small and edible thing

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💫To Be A Man💫

Thrilled I get to post my part of @ghostsharkpress ‘s transology zine before pride month ends. Our prompt was to recontextualize a formative childhood cartoon through the lense of transness/gncness.

These are thoughts I’ve had spilling around in my head for a while and seeing how important Treasure Planet was for me as a kid I thought it would be perfect. I always struggled with the fact I don’t really have any older male guide or figure to learn myself from so as a kid I tried to mimic the masculinity of shows or my peers. Growing older and wanting to step out of boyhood has really been a journey of self discovery and self worth and I’m really proud of the person I’m becoming.

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I made a thing

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A Legend of Zelda fan comic I made with a twist 🏳️‍⚧️ Happy pride month! (No TOTK spoilers)

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Is my genderfluidity a shifting of what feels like my identity? Or is it that there is a specific ideal that I’m striving for, and what’s fluid is how ☹️😖😡 I feel about not being able to embody that ideal? 🤷‍♀️

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Had a long stint feeling very specifically transfem. I have specific transition goals that are generally unchanged, but TotK’s Gannondorf is bringing me back to my fluidity and interest in some aspects of masculinity.

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Talking gender with my wife, and realizing that there’s just so much stuff to talk about. Our conversations are good! But, like, it’s hard to keep track of everything. So, like a huge UX nerd, I put together a large trello board with everything on it.

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When my parents were out recently, my mom DID comment very positively about my long curly hair, and brushed it out very gently and we talked hair care.

My relationship with my mom is complicated, but it was really nice.

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My Dad: I eat like a king, every day, the most incredible foods, and your mom slaves away in the kitchen.

Me: You must be so appreciative and treat mom really good.

Dad: You’d think! But 🤷

Fuck boomer ideologies/humor.

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My parents visited last week, and every time I see them, the gap between our perspectives just seems wider and wider…

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Words and language are more art than science, so it’s bizarre when folks try and get so rigid about terminology and demand others understand rather than clarify.

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Feeling blue, need more eyeliner . . .

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