actuallyamydunn

[actuallyamydunn]

LIKE I CAN NOT SAY IT ANY LOUDER SHE JUST KNOWS ME

“When you’re surrounded by all these people, it can be lonelier than when you’re by yourself. You can be in a huge crowd, but if you don’t feel like you can trust anyone or talk to anybody, you feel like you’re really alone.”

— Fiona Apple

#fiona apple #quotes

[actuallyamydunn]

yesterday my mom said i was an adult. i guess i feel confused cause like yeah i guess i think like an adult and im not just saying that to say it so you can think highly of me. no i say that cause there is a part of my brain that genuinely feels so insecure about being a child when i’m fucking 16 and should be doing stupid kid stuff. like for example i use to have this friend and she got mad at me for something very childish and i got mad cause i just genuinely could not imagine how she thinks like that and it took me months to realize it’s cause she’s a kid and i’m not. the thing is the world doesn’t see me as an adult. as soon as somebody hears i’m 16 they make all these assumptions that make me seem like a child when i genuinely think i have the mind of a 35 year old women. there’s this one line from a mitski song that’s “i was so young when i behaved 25 now i feel like i’ve grown into a small child” god i hope that one day i can just let myself be a kid even if it is at 25 or 45 or 89 or whatever i just hope that one day i can truly feel like a 16 year old with no fucking care in the world.

#mitski #fiona apple #teenagers #Spotify