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abrahamsnotes · 6 years

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𝔹𝕒𝕔𝕜 𝕥𝕠 𝕤𝕔𝕙𝕠𝕠𝕝

Heyoo! Ça fait longtemps j’ai pas écris j’ai l’impression mddr en vrai j’crois ça fait hmm une semaine et + ? I dont know!😬

Du coup voilà alors il s’est passé plusieurs choses notemment la rentrée des cours 😬! Au début j’avais vraiment hâte de reprendre les cours parce que j’en avais marre de travailler les journées passaient lentement, du coup j’avais vraiment envie de revenir en cours 😛 Maaais boon mddr du coup par où j’commence:

Lets start with my class and classmates! They are all nice and kind, everyone s’entend bien, beaucoup de gens se sont rapproché rapidement grâce aux groupes whatsapp et snapchat.

The teachers, aloors some of them are good teachers, y’en a trois qui sont bon deux d’entre eux m’inspire par rapport a leur parcours etc..., maais les deux profs femmes qu’on a sont super chiantes 🤯🤯 surtout celle de culture générale on dirait qu’on est en primaire ahlala, breff

C’est vrai que j’m’endors souvent parce que j’ai plus l’habitude de me réveiller tôt et aller en cours a cette heure ci 😅 Sinoon ça va même si y’a des cours chiant j’suis content d’avoir repris les cours!

Mardi dernier le 16 octobre, après les couurs 🌻 came to my school ! et j’étais vraiment content de la voir, (ou de te voir i know you’re reading this soo hi)

ce soir là on est allez au mcdo, là ou on s’est meet sans le vouloir ! Haha unexpectedly comme on dit, et du coup on cherchais une date donc on s’en ai donné une nooow le 16 octobre :pp et je t’ai for the first timee en face que j’te trouvais belle, et Ariane franchement tu es super belle ( dont ew me please and yourself ) et j’le redis enfaite je te fixais pendant que tu me faisais écouté une chanson et je me disait juste à quel point t’étais vraiment belle ahlala j’arrête don’t cringe 😂😂 et du couup voilà quelques petites photos de la où on était quand on s’est vu en 2015-2016😬!

Ce même soir je t’ai raccompagné for the first timeee et j’étais grave content, j’espère que next time ce seras jusqu’a ta porte ! haha mais sinon pendant le chemin on a beaucoup parlé actually, and deeplyy for the first time face to face aussi 🤭 du coup j’vais pas détaillé but you already know, I understand you, you take your time and I’ll wait for you cause right now we are too busy for that haha i guess(school etc..)

𝙿𝚎𝚝𝚒𝚝𝚎 𝚗𝚘𝚝𝚎𝚜: tu vas trouvé peut être ça genre overreact, but you knoow quand je t’ai raccompagné et on marchais on arrivais bientôt jusqu’à chez toi et tu m’as fais un câlin j’ai vraiment ressenti something genre un feeling vraiment de confort on va dire, a really good feeling je sais pas comment le décrire pourtant its just a hug, and I felt something I can’t explain I was crying insidee stp 😂😭 nan j’dec mais ouais I felt really good hugging you and you hugging me. Don’t ask me 😅

Sinooon jeudi au lieu de travailler I had a photoshoot pour la marque où je travaille! With two frieends, and it was really cool, c’était fun on a finis super tôt du coup on avait notre apreem et on a pu chercher 🌻 fin j’aai demandé si on pouvais te chercher mddr so j’tai cherché for the first timee 😬😬! (a lot of first time this week) btww I ship my two friends look

Dont they look good together ? 😂

Boon voilà pour finir, j’ai trop hâte d’avooir mon ordi 😭 on auraas le même bientot ! 🤭 and here’s a picture of you cause you’re too beautiful ✨🌻

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abrahamsnotes · 6 years

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Saluut! Bon petit post vite fais,

Il est 00:13, et j’ai pas arrêté de jouer du piano, parce que c’est une façon pour moi de me détendre et oublier un peu la journée et je suis grave dans mon monde quand je joue!

Du coup j’aimerais m’excuser pour les fois où j’suis upset à cause de la journée ou n’importe, ça doit être chiant à force, and yeah I know que je suis quelqu’un qui s’énerve assez rapidement mais j’arrive quand même à contrôler cette « colère », tu m’as dis que j’pouvais te parler, te le dire comme ça je peux extérioriser ce mood pour éviter de spread cette énervement somewhere else ou la j’devrais pas.😔

Mais lately j’ai l’impression que ça doit un peu te “saoulé” enfaite et je peux comprendre parce que j’me mets a ta place et ça doit être relou de voir ton boyfriend always upset about something etc, et pour ça I’m sorry, ça fait dramatic I know mais ces derniers temps depuis que j’ai commencé à travailler, je ressens ce feeling de chaque truc que j’faisais bah c’était pas bien, et que même si j’faisais bien y’a toujours un truc qui va pas. C’est peut-être ou sûrement pour ça que j’suis souvent upset et même ça m’énerve encore plus parce que je sais que j’dois contenir ça pour éviter le chaos, le self-control c’est une des choses les plus durs pour moi. Je me sens un peu hypocrite d’écrire tout ça parce que ça tourne autour de moi, mais sache que (ça peut sound corny) I’m always thinking about you and how you feel before I tell you anything about how I feel, imagines j’te le dis et que toi même t’es pas dans le mood, c’est compliqué. I just want to make sure that you’re always okay and if you have anything to say to me about how you feel or felt tell me everything! And I’ll help no matter what.

Sinon about this week alala j’me rattraperais de mes gnocchis gros fail mddr ! jte cookerais something else, et franchement the nun il était vraiment bien comme film d’horreur et toujours blessed de pouvoir passer du temps avec toi.

En tout cas merci de me supporter mdrr😅 du coup j’ai fais un petit petit montage de mes dessins (bon j’suis pas un dessinateur de ouf, j’dessine pas aussi bien que toi 😝) de comment j’te verrais en cartoon un peu, j’espère que t’aimes at least un tout ptit peu mddr.

and agaain sorry🙁

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abrahamsnotes · 6 years

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𝔽𝕚𝕗𝕥𝕙

Hellooo, so no recap this week buuuut...

This is our 5th month of my girlfriend (hi🌻) and me !

C’est passé tellement vite waw en vrai comme ça quand j’y pense le mois prochain ce seras half a year ! ahlala, bon voilà je vais redire un peu ce que j’disais le post juste avant mais bon pas grave.

Sooo now that your parents knows ! We don’t need to hide anymore, hide our relationship and what we have ! J’veux écrire aussi c’que j’ai pas écris sur le dernier post, merci pour ces 5 premiers mois, en vrai j’ai aimé cette partie that we hide our relationship ça faisait un peu roméo et juliette haha bref, en tout cas thanks pcq ces mois ci ou l’on devait hide notre relation je les oublierais pas, j’ai grave passé de bons moments avec toi même si parfois c’était court every minute that i spent and will spend with you seront chérient with all my heart✨

SOUVENIR:

Bon la seule partit où je suis un peu triste c’est qu’on peut pas aller au ciné us two, mais c’est pas grave ça aurait pu être pire et j’me dis its fair pour eux parce que je l’ai dit a ma mère elle a dit “𝙖𝙝 𝙗𝙖𝙝 𝙢𝙤𝙞 𝙖𝙪𝙨𝙨𝙞 𝙟’𝙨𝙪𝙞𝙨 𝙙’𝙖𝙘𝙘𝙤𝙧𝙙 𝙢𝙖𝙞𝙨 𝙨𝙞 𝙫𝙤𝙪𝙨 ê𝙩𝙚𝙨 𝙥𝙡𝙪𝙨𝙞𝙚𝙪𝙧𝙨 ç𝙖 𝙫𝙖 !” donc j’me dis its fine mddr😅 or maybe we still can be a lil bit thugs about that.. nan joke😂😭

Sinon cette semaine (mini recap au final) j’suis content qu’on ai pu se voir au concert de Bethel qui a été such a beautiful and powerful concert ! J’ai même pas sentit les 3h passés on aurait dit que ça avait durée 1h30. Mais voilà that night was the first time i’ve seen your parents since they knew about us, It wasn’t that awkward but un peu quand même, fin j’étais gêné plutot mais ça allait, ton père m’a fait un sourire quand j’t’ai dis bonjour c’tait gênaaant ptddrr bref ! J’suis content d’avoir pu witness ce concert avec toi et ta famille même si on était pas à côté, pour te dire I was singing in tongues first time ever did that ça faisait bizarre mais j’me contrôlait plus et en même temps ça m’a fait du bien, je disais des trucs incompréhensible en y repensant mais au fond sur le coup je sais que it made sense and deep down I knew what I was saying.

Here’s a little video:

Après ça I ate for the first time with your familyy (and marie mdrr thanks to her j’aurais été très très très gêné, mais même avec elle j’étais quand même gêné) It wasn’t awkward at all, juste moi a bit shy, mais j’suis vraiment content de bien m’entendre avec ta famille ils sont vraiment drôle and chill, après je vois un ptit côté strict avec ton papa mais c’est rien et pour moi c’est une des choses les plus importantes d’être proche avec ta famille. So yeaah voilà j’espère plus tard avoir un vrai dinner with your fam chez vous etc ! et same as you with mine !

𝙴𝚗 𝚝𝚘𝚞𝚝 𝚌𝚊𝚜 ç𝚊 𝚖𝚎 𝚝𝚘𝚞𝚌𝚑𝚎 𝚚𝚞𝚎 𝚝𝚘𝚗 𝚙è𝚛𝚎 𝚙𝚛𝚒𝚎 𝚙𝚘𝚞𝚛 𝚗𝚘𝚞𝚜 𝚖𝚊𝚒𝚜 𝚟𝚛𝚊𝚒𝚖𝚎𝚗𝚝.

𝚁𝚊𝚗𝚍𝚘𝚖 𝚋𝚞𝚝 𝚓’𝚙𝚎𝚞𝚡 𝚏𝚒𝚗𝚊𝚕𝚕𝚢 𝚊𝚕𝚕𝚎𝚣 𝚊𝚞 𝚍𝚎𝚗𝚝𝚒𝚜𝚝𝚎 𝚖𝚊𝚒𝚜 𝚓’𝚒𝚛𝚊𝚒𝚜 𝚊𝚙𝚛è𝚜 𝚕𝚎 𝚠𝚘𝚛𝚜𝚑𝚒𝚙 𝚗𝚒𝚐𝚑𝚝 𝚖𝚍𝚍𝚛

𝙹’𝚊𝚒 𝚝𝚛è𝚜 𝚎𝚗𝚟𝚒𝚎 𝚍’𝚞𝚗 𝚙𝚞𝚙𝚙𝚢 𝚑𝚞𝚜𝚔𝚢 𝚠𝚒𝚝𝚑 𝚢𝚘𝚞 𝚊𝚗𝚍 𝙸’𝚕𝚕 𝚕𝚎𝚝 𝚢𝚘𝚞 𝚗𝚊𝚖𝚎 𝚒𝚝 !🐶

𝙸’𝚕𝚕 𝚝𝚛𝚢 𝚝𝚘 𝚋𝚎 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚋𝚎𝚜𝚝 𝚌𝚘𝚘𝚔𝚎𝚛 𝚏𝚘𝚛 𝚢𝚘𝚞 :𝚙 𝚊𝚗𝚍 𝚏𝚊𝚒𝚛𝚎 𝚍𝚎 𝚝𝚘𝚗 𝚎𝚜𝚝𝚘𝚖𝚊𝚌 𝚚𝚞𝚎𝚕𝚚𝚞’𝚞𝚗 𝚍’𝚑𝚎𝚞𝚛𝚎𝚞𝚡😂

Bref voilàà

J’ai vraiment hâte pour la suite, and see what’s God’s plan for us !

Highlight songs of the week celle qui m’ont marqué cette semaine:

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abrahamsnotes · 6 years

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ℂ𝕆𝕄𝕄𝕀𝕋

Hellooo😊

𝐖𝐇𝐀𝐓 𝐇𝐀𝐏𝐏𝐄𝐍𝐄𝐃 𝐓𝐇𝐈𝐒 𝐖𝐄𝐄𝐊:

A lot happened this week I guess😅 I don’t remember all of it but je dirais ce dont je me rappelle.

- 𝘐𝘯 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘣𝘦𝘨𝘪𝘯𝘯𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘰𝘧 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘸𝘦𝘦𝘬, 𝘫𝘦 𝘴𝘶𝘪𝘴 𝘢𝘭𝘭𝘦𝘻 𝘵𝘦 𝘷𝘰𝘪𝘳 (𝘏𝘪 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘮𝘺 𝘰𝘯𝘭𝘺 𝘳𝘦𝘢𝘥𝘦𝘳 𝘮𝘥𝘥𝘳𝘳) 𝘰𝘯 𝘥𝘦𝘷𝘢𝘪𝘵 𝘢𝘭𝘭𝘦𝘳 𝘢𝘶 𝘤𝘪𝘯é 𝘷𝘰𝘪𝘳 𝘛𝘩𝘦 𝘕𝘶𝘯 𝘢𝘷𝘦𝘤 𝘎𝘢𝘣𝘪𝘢𝘯𝘦 𝘮𝘢𝘪𝘴 𝘢𝘶 𝘧𝘪𝘯𝘢𝘭 𝘯𝘰𝘱𝘦 𝘵𝘳𝘰𝘱 𝘯𝘶𝘭 𝘮𝘢𝘪𝘴 𝘱𝘢𝘴 𝘨𝘳𝘢𝘷𝘦, 𝘫’𝘢𝘪 𝘦𝘶 𝘧𝘪𝘯 𝘸𝘦 𝘩𝘢𝘥 𝘣𝘦𝘵𝘵𝘦𝘳, 𝘰𝘯 𝘢 𝘱𝘶 𝘱𝘢𝘴𝘴é 𝘥𝘶 𝘵𝘦𝘮𝘱𝘴 𝘦𝘯𝘴𝘦𝘮𝘣𝘭𝘦 𝘦𝘵 𝘫’é𝘵𝘢𝘪𝘴 𝘷𝘳𝘢𝘪𝘮𝘦𝘯𝘵 𝘤𝘰𝘯𝘵𝘦𝘯𝘵 𝘥𝘦 𝘱𝘰𝘶𝘷𝘰𝘪𝘳 ê𝘵𝘳𝘦 𝘰𝘯𝘭𝘺 𝘶𝘴 𝘵𝘸𝘰 :𝘱 𝘤𝘢𝘶𝘴𝘦 𝘐 𝘬𝘯𝘰𝘸 𝘲𝘶’𝘰𝘯 𝘴𝘦𝘳𝘢𝘴 𝘢𝘴𝘴𝘦𝘻 𝘣𝘶𝘴𝘺 𝘢𝘷𝘦𝘤 𝘭𝘦𝘴 𝘤𝘰𝘶𝘳𝘴 𝘦𝘵 𝘵𝘰𝘶𝘵 𝘴𝘰 𝘐 𝘤𝘩𝘦𝘳𝘪𝘴𝘩 𝘦𝘷𝘦𝘳𝘺 𝘮𝘰𝘮𝘦𝘯𝘵 𝘐 𝘴𝘱𝘦𝘯𝘥 𝘸𝘪𝘵𝘩 𝘺𝘰𝘶 (𝘫’𝘮’𝘢𝘳𝘳ê𝘵𝘦 𝘭𝘢 𝘫’𝘷𝘢𝘪𝘴 𝘥𝘦𝘷𝘦𝘯𝘪𝘳 𝘵𝘳è𝘴 𝘤𝘰𝘳𝘯𝘺 𝘴𝘪𝘯𝘰𝘯 𝘮𝘥𝘥𝘳𝘳😅) 𝘉𝘳𝘦𝘧, 𝘴𝘰 𝘺𝘦𝘢𝘢𝘩 𝘸𝘦 𝘥𝘪𝘥 𝘢 𝘱𝘩𝘰𝘵𝘰𝘴𝘩𝘰𝘰𝘵, 𝘮𝘺 𝘱𝘩𝘰𝘵𝘰𝘴𝘩𝘰𝘰𝘵 𝘢𝘤𝘵𝘶𝘢𝘭𝘭𝘺, 𝘫’𝘢𝘶𝘳𝘢𝘪𝘴 𝘷𝘰𝘶𝘭𝘶 𝘢𝘷𝘰𝘪𝘳 𝘲𝘶𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘮ê𝘮𝘦 𝘲𝘶𝘦𝘭𝘲𝘶𝘦𝘴 𝘱𝘪𝘤𝘴 𝘸𝘪𝘵𝘩 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘤𝘢𝘮é𝘳𝘢 𝘮𝘢𝘪𝘴 𝘤’𝘦𝘴𝘵 𝘣𝘰𝘯 𝘰𝘯 𝘢 𝘥𝘦𝘴 𝘱𝘩𝘰𝘵𝘰𝘴 𝘸𝘪𝘵𝘩 𝘮𝘺 𝘱𝘩𝘰𝘯𝘦 𝘹) 𝘴𝘰 𝘺𝘦𝘢𝘩 𝘫’𝘢𝘪 𝘷𝘳𝘢𝘪𝘮𝘦𝘯𝘵 𝘱𝘢𝘴𝘴é 𝘶𝘯𝘦 𝘣𝘰𝘯𝘯𝘦 𝘫𝘰𝘶𝘳𝘯é𝘦 𝘢𝘷𝘦𝘤 𝘵𝘰𝘪 𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘴 𝘥𝘢𝘺 𝘩𝘰𝘱𝘦 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘵𝘰𝘰 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘵𝘩𝘢𝘯𝘬𝘴 𝘧𝘰𝘳 𝘨𝘪𝘷𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘮𝘦 𝘺𝘰𝘶𝘳 𝘵𝘪𝘮𝘦. 𝘛𝘩𝘪𝘴 𝘪𝘴 𝘰𝘯𝘦 𝘰𝘧 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘥𝘢𝘺 𝘐’𝘭𝘭 𝘳𝘦𝘮𝘦𝘮𝘣𝘦𝘳 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘵𝘩𝘢𝘵’𝘭𝘭 𝘴𝘵𝘢𝘺 𝘪𝘯 𝘮𝘺 𝘮é𝘮𝘰𝘪𝘳𝘦 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘩𝘦𝘢𝘳𝘵. 𝙻𝚒𝚝𝚝𝚕𝚎 𝙵𝚊𝚌𝚝: 𝙲’𝚎𝚜𝚝 𝚖𝚊𝚛𝚛𝚊𝚗𝚝 𝚚𝚞’𝚊 𝚌𝚑𝚊𝚚𝚞𝚎 𝚏𝚘𝚒𝚜 𝚘𝚗 𝚖𝚊𝚗𝚐𝚎 𝙺𝙵𝙲 𝚖𝚍𝚍𝚛𝚛, 𝚊𝚑𝚕𝚊𝚕𝚊 ç𝚊 𝚟𝚊 𝚍𝚎𝚟𝚎𝚗𝚒𝚛 𝚞𝚗 𝚛𝚒𝚝𝚞𝚎𝚕 à 𝚏𝚘𝚛𝚌𝚎😂 Photo prise par 🌻:

- 𝘗𝘶𝘪𝘴 𝘱𝘢𝘴 𝘨𝘳𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘤𝘩𝘰𝘴𝘦 𝘴’𝘦𝘴𝘵 𝘱𝘢𝘴𝘴é 𝘦𝘯 𝘷𝘳𝘢𝘪 𝘥𝘶𝘳𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘸𝘦𝘦𝘬 𝘦𝘯 𝘷𝘳𝘢𝘪 𝘦𝘯 𝘺 𝘱𝘦𝘯𝘴𝘢𝘯𝘵... 𝘏𝘮𝘮𝘮 𝘰𝘬𝘢𝘺 𝘥𝘰𝘯𝘤 𝘫𝘦𝘶𝘥𝘪 𝘦𝘵 𝘷𝘦𝘯𝘥𝘳𝘦𝘥𝘪 𝘫’𝘢𝘪 𝘧𝘢𝘪𝘴 𝘥𝘦 𝘵𝘳è𝘴 𝘣𝘰𝘯𝘴 𝘤𝘩𝘪𝘧𝘧𝘳𝘦 à 𝘮𝘰𝘯 𝘵𝘳𝘢𝘷𝘢𝘪𝘭, 𝘣𝘶𝘵 𝘥𝘢𝘢𝘢𝘮𝘯 𝘫’𝘢𝘪 𝘧𝘢𝘪𝘭𝘭𝘪 𝘮𝘦 𝘧𝘢𝘪𝘳𝘦 𝘷𝘪𝘳𝘦𝘳 😧 𝘱𝘰𝘶𝘳𝘲𝘶𝘰𝘪 ? 𝘊𝘢𝘳 𝘫’𝘢𝘪 𝘧𝘦𝘳𝘮é 1𝘩 𝘭𝘢 𝘣𝘰𝘶𝘵𝘪𝘲𝘶𝘦 𝘱𝘢𝘳𝘤𝘦 𝘲𝘶𝘦 𝘫𝘦 𝘱𝘦𝘯𝘴𝘢𝘪𝘴 𝘢𝘷𝘰𝘪𝘳 1𝘩 𝘥𝘦 𝘱𝘢𝘶𝘴𝘦 𝘮𝘢𝘪𝘴 𝘦𝘯𝘧𝘢𝘪𝘵𝘦 𝘯𝘰𝘱𝘦 𝘥𝘶 𝘤𝘰𝘶𝘱 𝘤’𝘦𝘴𝘵 𝘤𝘰𝘯𝘴𝘪𝘥é𝘳𝘦𝘳 𝘤𝘰𝘮𝘮𝘦 𝘶𝘯𝘦 𝘧𝘢𝘶𝘵𝘦 𝘨𝘳𝘢𝘷𝘦. 𝘔𝘰𝘪 𝘱𝘦𝘳𝘴𝘰𝘯𝘯𝘦𝘭𝘭𝘦𝘮𝘦𝘯𝘵 𝘫’𝘮𝘦𝘯 𝘧𝘰𝘶𝘵𝘢𝘪𝘴 𝘶𝘯 𝘱𝘦𝘶 𝘴𝘪 𝘪𝘭 𝘮𝘦 𝘷𝘪𝘳𝘢𝘪𝘴 ç𝘢 𝘢𝘭𝘭𝘢𝘪𝘵 ê𝘵𝘳𝘦 𝘫𝘶𝘴𝘵𝘦 𝘳𝘦𝘭𝘰𝘶 𝘲𝘶𝘦 𝘫’𝘢𝘭𝘭𝘢𝘪𝘴 𝘥𝘦𝘷𝘰𝘪𝘳 𝘵𝘳𝘰𝘶𝘷𝘦𝘳 𝘶𝘯𝘦 𝘢𝘶𝘵𝘳𝘦 𝘦𝘯𝘵𝘳𝘦𝘱𝘳𝘪𝘴𝘦 𝘣𝘳𝘦𝘧, 𝘢𝘶 𝘧𝘪𝘯𝘢𝘭 𝘮𝘰𝘯 𝘤𝘢𝘥𝘳𝘦 à 𝘱𝘢𝘴𝘴é 𝘥𝘦𝘴 𝘤𝘰𝘶𝘱𝘴 𝘥𝘦 𝘧𝘪𝘭𝘴 𝘦𝘵 𝘪𝘭𝘴 𝘰𝘯𝘵 𝘥é𝘤𝘪𝘥é 𝘥𝘦 𝘮𝘦 𝘨𝘢𝘳𝘥𝘦𝘳 𝘮𝘢𝘪𝘴 𝘥𝘦 𝘮𝘦 𝘥𝘰𝘯𝘯𝘦𝘳 𝘶𝘯 𝘢𝘷𝘦𝘳𝘵𝘪𝘴𝘴𝘦𝘮𝘦𝘯𝘵 𝘭𝘰𝘰𝘰𝘭😅 𝘴𝘪𝘯𝘰𝘯 𝘫’𝘢𝘭𝘭𝘢𝘪𝘴 𝘮𝘦 𝘧𝘢𝘪𝘳𝘦 𝘷𝘪𝘳𝘦𝘳. 𝘝𝘰𝘪𝘭à 𝘥𝘶 𝘤𝘰𝘶𝘱 𝘴𝘵𝘪𝘭𝘭 𝘩𝘦𝘳𝘦 ! 𝘫’𝘷𝘢𝘪𝘴 𝘥𝘦𝘷𝘰𝘪𝘳 𝘵𝘦𝘯𝘪𝘳 2 𝘢𝘯𝘴😖 𝘓𝘦 𝘨é𝘳𝘢𝘯𝘵 𝘷𝘰𝘶𝘭𝘢𝘪𝘵 𝘷𝘳𝘢𝘪𝘮𝘦𝘯𝘵 𝘱𝘢𝘴 𝘮𝘦 𝘨𝘢𝘳𝘥𝘦𝘳 𝘥𝘶 𝘤𝘰𝘶𝘱 ç𝘢 𝘷𝘢 ê𝘵𝘳𝘦 𝘶𝘯𝘦 𝘱𝘦𝘶 𝘧𝘳𝘰𝘪𝘥 𝘫𝘦 𝘱𝘦𝘯𝘴𝘦 𝘦𝘯𝘵𝘳𝘦 𝘭𝘶𝘪 𝘦𝘵 𝘮𝘰𝘪.😕 𝙻𝚒𝚝𝚝𝚕𝚎 𝙵𝚊𝚌𝚝: 𝙲𝚎 𝚜𝚘𝚗𝚝 𝚍𝚎𝚜 𝚙𝚎𝚝𝚒𝚝𝚜 𝚟𝚒𝚌𝚒𝚎𝚞𝚡 𝚎𝚗 𝚟𝚛𝚊𝚒 𝚕𝚘𝚕 𝚓’𝚎𝚗 𝚍𝚒𝚜 𝚙𝚊𝚜 𝚙𝚕𝚞𝚜 𝚎𝚝 𝚢𝚘𝚞 𝚊𝚕𝚛𝚎𝚊𝚍𝚢 𝚔𝚗𝚘𝚠🌻

- 𝘚𝘰𝘰𝘰 𝘸𝘩𝘢𝘵 𝘩𝘢𝘱𝘱𝘦𝘯𝘦𝘥 𝘯𝘦𝘹𝘵.. 𝘞𝘦𝘭𝘭 𝘵𝘰𝘥𝘢𝘺 (𝘴𝘶𝘯𝘥𝘢𝘺 30 𝘴𝘦𝘱𝘵𝘦𝘮𝘣𝘦𝘳) 𝘸𝘢𝘴 𝘢 “𝘣𝘪𝘨” 𝘥𝘢𝘺 𝘢𝘵 𝘭𝘦𝘢𝘴𝘵 𝘧𝘰𝘳 𝘮𝘦, 𝘰𝘳 𝘢𝘤𝘵𝘶𝘢𝘭𝘭𝘺 𝘢 𝘥𝘢𝘺 𝘐’𝘭𝘭 𝘢𝘭𝘸𝘢𝘺𝘴 𝘳𝘦𝘮𝘦𝘮𝘣𝘦𝘳 𝘵𝘰𝘰 ! 𝘠𝘰𝘶 𝘸𝘢𝘯𝘯𝘢 𝘬𝘯𝘰𝘸 𝘸𝘩𝘺 ? (🌻 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘢𝘭𝘳𝘦𝘢𝘥𝘺 𝘬𝘯𝘰𝘸 𝘮𝘥𝘥𝘳𝘳)

𝘐 𝘍𝘐𝘕𝘈𝘓𝘓𝘠 𝘵𝘰𝘭𝘥 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘧𝘢𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘳 𝘰𝘧 𝘮𝘺 𝘨𝘪𝘳𝘭𝘧𝘳𝘪𝘦𝘯𝘥 𝘵𝘩𝘢𝘵 𝘐 𝘭𝘪𝘬𝘦 𝘩𝘪𝘴 𝘥𝘢𝘶𝘨𝘩𝘵𝘦𝘳 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘢𝘴𝘬 𝘩𝘪𝘮 𝘪𝘧 𝘪𝘵 𝘸𝘢𝘴 𝘰𝘬𝘢𝘺 𝘵𝘰 𝘥𝘢𝘵𝘦 𝘰𝘳 𝘤𝘰𝘶𝘳𝘵 𝘩𝘦𝘳🙌😭😭

𝘠𝘦𝘴𝘴 𝘧𝘪𝘯𝘢𝘭𝘭𝘺 𝘱𝘢𝘳𝘤𝘦 𝘲𝘶𝘦 ç𝘢 𝘧𝘢𝘪𝘴𝘢𝘪𝘵 𝘭𝘰𝘯𝘨𝘵𝘦𝘮𝘱𝘴 𝘲𝘶𝘦 𝘫’𝘷𝘰𝘶𝘭𝘢𝘪𝘴 𝘭𝘶𝘪 𝘥𝘪𝘳𝘦 𝘮𝘢𝘪𝘴 𝘫’𝘢𝘷𝘢𝘪𝘴 𝘱𝘦𝘶𝘳 𝘮𝘢𝘪𝘴 𝘷𝘳𝘢𝘪𝘮𝘦𝘯𝘵, 𝘱𝘦𝘶𝘳 𝘥𝘦 𝘴𝘢 𝘳é𝘢𝘤𝘵𝘪𝘰𝘯, 𝘱𝘦𝘶𝘳 𝘲𝘶’𝘪𝘭 𝘯𝘦 𝘴𝘰𝘪𝘵 𝘱𝘢𝘴 𝘥’𝘢𝘤𝘤𝘰𝘳𝘥, 𝘱𝘦𝘶𝘳 𝘲𝘶’𝘪𝘭 𝘭𝘦 𝘱𝘳𝘦𝘯𝘯𝘦 𝘮𝘢𝘭 𝘰𝘶 𝘫𝘦 𝘴𝘢𝘪𝘴 𝘱𝘢𝘴 𝘯’𝘪𝘮𝘱𝘰𝘳𝘵𝘦 𝘫𝘶𝘴𝘵𝘦 𝘱𝘦𝘶𝘳. 𝘔𝘢𝘪𝘴 𝘮𝘦𝘴 𝘱𝘳𝘰𝘤𝘩𝘦𝘴 𝘮’𝘰𝘯𝘵 𝘥𝘪𝘵 𝘥𝘦 𝘯𝘦 𝘱𝘢𝘴 𝘢𝘷𝘰𝘪𝘳 𝘱𝘦𝘶𝘳, 𝘦𝘵 𝘱𝘰𝘶𝘳𝘲𝘶𝘰𝘪 𝘫’𝘢𝘷𝘢𝘪𝘴 𝘱𝘦𝘶𝘳 𝘮𝘥𝘥𝘳, 𝘪𝘭𝘴 𝘮𝘦 𝘥𝘪𝘴𝘢𝘪𝘦𝘯𝘵 𝘵𝘲𝘵 𝘪𝘵𝘴 𝘨𝘰𝘯𝘯𝘢 𝘣𝘦 𝘧𝘪𝘯𝘦 ! ç𝘢 𝘮𝘦 𝘳𝘢𝘴𝘴𝘶𝘳𝘢𝘪𝘵 𝘲𝘶𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘮ê𝘮𝘦 𝘮𝘢𝘪𝘴 𝘴𝘵𝘪𝘭𝘭 𝘫𝘦 𝘮𝘦 𝘳𝘦𝘵𝘦𝘯𝘢𝘪𝘴 𝘥𝘦 𝘭𝘦 𝘥𝘪𝘳𝘦😣 𝘔𝘢𝘪𝘴 𝘴𝘪 𝘫𝘦 𝘷𝘰𝘶𝘭𝘢𝘪𝘵 𝘷𝘳𝘢𝘪𝘮𝘦𝘯𝘵 ê𝘵𝘳𝘦 𝘢𝘷𝘦𝘤 𝘦𝘭𝘭𝘦 𝘱𝘭𝘶𝘴 𝘵𝘢𝘳𝘥, 𝘪𝘭 𝘧𝘢𝘭𝘭𝘢𝘪𝘵 𝘲𝘶𝘦 𝘫’𝘭𝘦 𝘧𝘢𝘴𝘴𝘦 𝘴𝘰𝘰𝘰 𝘫’𝘳𝘦𝘨𝘢𝘳𝘥𝘢𝘪𝘴 𝘶𝘯𝘦 𝘷𝘪𝘥é𝘰 𝘥𝘦 𝘞𝘪𝘭𝘭 𝘚𝘮𝘪𝘵𝘩 𝘸𝘪𝘵𝘩 𝘩𝘦𝘳 𝘦𝘵 𝘰𝘯 𝘥𝘪𝘳𝘢𝘪𝘵 𝘞𝘪𝘭𝘭 𝘚𝘮𝘪𝘵𝘩 𝘸𝘢𝘴 𝘴𝘱𝘦𝘢𝘬𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘵𝘰 𝘶𝘴 𝘮𝘥𝘥𝘳𝘳 𝘩𝘦 𝘴𝘢𝘪𝘥 𝘤𝘰𝘮𝘮𝘪𝘵 𝘵𝘰 𝘺𝘰𝘶𝘳 𝘧𝘦𝘢𝘳 ! 𝘊𝘰𝘯𝘲𝘶𝘦𝘳 𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘮, 𝘢𝘶 𝘥é𝘣𝘶𝘵 ç𝘢 𝘱𝘰𝘶𝘳𝘳𝘢𝘪𝘵 𝘱𝘢𝘳𝘢î𝘵𝘳𝘦 𝘩𝘰𝘳𝘳𝘪𝘣𝘭𝘦, ç𝘢 𝘧𝘢𝘪𝘴 𝘱𝘦𝘶𝘳 𝘮𝘢𝘪𝘴 𝘶𝘯𝘦 𝘧𝘰𝘪𝘴 𝘭𝘢𝘯𝘤é 𝘦𝘵 𝘢𝘱𝘳è𝘴 𝘭’𝘢𝘷𝘰𝘪𝘳 𝘧𝘢𝘪𝘵 𝘪𝘵’𝘴 𝘨𝘰𝘯𝘯𝘢 𝘣𝘦 𝘣𝘦𝘢𝘶𝘵𝘪𝘧𝘶𝘭 ! 𝘚𝘰 𝘵𝘩𝘢𝘵 𝘸𝘢𝘴 𝘢 𝘭𝘪𝘵𝘵𝘭𝘦 𝘮𝘰𝘵𝘪𝘷𝘢𝘵𝘪𝘰𝘯 𝘧𝘰𝘳 𝘮𝘦 𝘵𝘰 𝘵𝘦𝘭𝘭 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘱𝘢𝘳𝘦𝘯𝘵𝘴. 𝘋𝘶 𝘤𝘰𝘶𝘱 𝘣𝘢𝘩 𝘫’𝘭𝘶𝘪 𝘢𝘪 𝘥𝘪𝘴 𝘦𝘵 𝘱𝘶𝘪𝘴 𝘢𝘶 𝘥é𝘣𝘶𝘵 𝘪𝘭 𝘤𝘰𝘮𝘱𝘳𝘦𝘯𝘢𝘪𝘴 𝘱𝘢𝘴 𝘵𝘳𝘰𝘱 𝘮𝘥𝘥𝘳 𝘢𝘱𝘳è𝘴 𝘫’𝘢𝘪 𝘣𝘪𝘦𝘯 𝘦𝘹𝘱𝘭𝘪𝘲𝘶é 𝘲𝘶𝘦 𝘫’𝘷𝘰𝘶𝘭𝘢𝘪𝘴 ê𝘵𝘳𝘦 𝘢𝘷𝘦𝘤 𝘴𝘢 𝘧𝘪𝘭𝘭𝘦, 𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘯 𝘩𝘦 𝘢𝘴𝘬𝘦𝘥 𝘮𝘦 𝘸𝘩𝘢𝘵 𝘐 𝘭𝘪𝘬𝘦 𝘢𝘣𝘰𝘶𝘵 𝘩𝘪𝘴 𝘥𝘢𝘶𝘨𝘩𝘵𝘦𝘳, 𝘴𝘰 𝘐 𝘳𝘦𝘴𝘱𝘰𝘯𝘥𝘦𝘥 (𝘫’é𝘱𝘢𝘳𝘨𝘯𝘦 𝘤𝘦 𝘲𝘶𝘦 𝘫’𝘢𝘪 𝘥𝘪𝘴 𝘱𝘵𝘥𝘳𝘳) 𝘦𝘵 𝘩𝘦 𝘴𝘢𝘪𝘥 “𝘖𝘩 𝘰𝘬𝘢𝘺, 𝘪𝘵𝘴 𝘯𝘰𝘵 𝘢 𝘱𝘳𝘰𝘣𝘭𝘦𝘮 𝘧𝘰𝘳 𝘮𝘦” 𝘦𝘵 𝘭𝘢 𝘉𝘈𝘔 𝘴𝘰𝘶𝘭𝘢𝘨𝘦𝘮𝘦𝘯𝘵 𝘥𝘦 𝘰𝘶𝘧 𝘤𝘰𝘮𝘮𝘦 𝘪𝘭 𝘢 𝘥𝘪𝘴 𝘞𝘪𝘭𝘭 𝘚𝘮𝘪𝘵𝘩, 𝘪𝘵 𝘸𝘢𝘴 𝘣𝘦𝘢𝘶𝘵𝘪𝘧𝘶𝘭, 𝘢 𝘣𝘦𝘢𝘶𝘵𝘪𝘧𝘶𝘭 𝘧𝘦𝘦𝘭𝘪𝘯𝘨 ! 𝘜𝘯 𝘱𝘰𝘪𝘥 𝘲𝘶𝘪 𝘴’𝘦𝘴𝘵 𝘦𝘯𝘭𝘦𝘷é 𝘦𝘯 𝘮𝘰𝘪 𝘦𝘵 𝘦𝘯 𝘦𝘭𝘭𝘦 𝘢𝘶𝘴𝘴𝘪. 𝘔𝘢 𝘱𝘭𝘶𝘴 𝘨𝘳𝘢𝘯𝘥𝘦 𝘮𝘰𝘵𝘪𝘷𝘢𝘵𝘪𝘰𝘯 𝘦𝘯 𝘷𝘳𝘢𝘪 𝘸𝘢𝘴 𝘩𝘦𝘳, 𝘱𝘢𝘳𝘤𝘦 𝘲𝘶𝘦 𝘤𝘰𝘮𝘮𝘦 𝘫’𝘭’𝘢𝘪 𝘥𝘪𝘵 𝘴𝘪 𝘫’𝘷𝘦𝘶𝘹 ê𝘵𝘳𝘦 𝘢𝘷𝘦𝘤 𝘦𝘭𝘭𝘦 𝘫𝘦 𝘥𝘦𝘷𝘢𝘪𝘴 𝘭𝘦 𝘥𝘪𝘳𝘦, 𝘱𝘢𝘳𝘤𝘦 𝘲𝘶𝘦 𝘴𝘪𝘯𝘰𝘯 𝘰𝘯 𝘢𝘷𝘢𝘯𝘤𝘦𝘳𝘢𝘪𝘴 𝘱𝘢𝘴 𝘦𝘵 𝘢𝘶 𝘧𝘪𝘯𝘢𝘭 𝘤’é𝘵𝘢𝘪𝘵 𝘱𝘢𝘴 𝘴𝘪 𝘩𝘰𝘳𝘳𝘪𝘣𝘭𝘦 𝘲𝘶𝘦 ç𝘢, 𝘤𝘰𝘮𝘮𝘦 𝘲𝘶𝘰𝘪 𝘩𝘢𝘩𝘢 𝘮𝘢𝘪𝘴 𝘫’𝘮’𝘢𝘵𝘵𝘦𝘯𝘥𝘢𝘪𝘴 𝘢 𝘵𝘰𝘶𝘵 𝘤𝘰𝘮𝘮𝘦 ç𝘢 𝘱𝘢𝘴 𝘥𝘦 𝘴𝘶𝘳𝘱𝘳𝘪𝘴𝘦 𝘮ê𝘮𝘦 𝘴𝘪 𝘫’𝘢𝘷𝘢𝘪𝘴 𝘱𝘦𝘶𝘳 𝘫𝘦 𝘮’𝘢𝘵𝘵𝘦𝘯𝘥𝘢𝘪𝘴 à 𝘵𝘰𝘶𝘵. 𝘐’𝘮 𝘯𝘰 𝘭𝘰𝘯𝘨𝘦𝘳 𝘢 𝘴𝘭𝘢𝘷𝘦 𝘵𝘰 𝘧𝘦𝘢𝘳 𝘧𝘰𝘳 𝘐 𝘢𝘮 𝘢 𝘤𝘩𝘪𝘭𝘥 𝘰𝘧 𝘎𝘰𝘥. 𝘚𝘰 𝘷𝘰𝘪𝘭àà 𝘮𝘢𝘪𝘯𝘵𝘦𝘯𝘢𝘯𝘵 𝘰𝘯 𝘦𝘴𝘵 𝘵𝘳𝘢𝘯𝘲𝘶𝘪𝘭𝘭𝘦 𝘰𝘯 𝘷𝘢 𝘥𝘪𝘳𝘦 𝘱𝘭𝘶𝘴 𝘣𝘦𝘴𝘰𝘪𝘯 𝘥𝘦 𝘤𝘢𝘤𝘩é 𝘢𝘯𝘺𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘯𝘨 ! 𝘈𝘩𝘭𝘢𝘭𝘢 😬😬

𝔸𝕓𝕠𝕦𝕥 𝕥𝕙𝕚𝕤 𝕨𝕖𝕖𝕜 𝕤𝕠𝕞𝕖 𝕥𝕙𝕚𝕟𝕘𝕤 𝕀 𝕨𝕒𝕟𝕟𝕒 𝕤𝕒𝕪 𝕥𝕠 𝕪𝕠𝕦: - 𝚃𝚑𝚊𝚗𝚔 𝚢𝚘𝚞 𝚏𝚘𝚛 𝚢𝚘𝚞𝚛 𝚜𝚞𝚙𝚙𝚘𝚛𝚝, 𝙸 𝚔𝚗𝚘𝚠 𝚒𝚝’𝚜 𝚗𝚘𝚛𝚖𝚊𝚕 𝚋𝚞𝚝 𝚝𝚑𝚊𝚗𝚔 𝚢𝚘𝚞 𝚏𝚘𝚛 𝚎𝚟𝚎𝚛𝚢𝚝𝚑𝚒𝚗𝚐. - 𝙼𝚎𝚛𝚌𝚒 𝚊𝚞𝚜𝚜𝚒 𝚙𝚌𝚚 𝚓’𝚊𝚒 𝚙𝚞 𝚐𝚊𝚛𝚍𝚎𝚛 𝚐𝚛â𝚌𝚎 à 𝚝𝚘𝚒 𝚖𝚎𝚜 𝚐𝚘𝚘𝚍 𝚟𝚒𝚋𝚎𝚜, 𝚒𝚕 𝚖’𝚎𝚜𝚝 𝚊𝚛𝚛𝚒𝚟é 𝚍𝚎𝚜 𝚝𝚛𝚞𝚌𝚜 𝚚𝚞𝚒 𝚊𝚞𝚛𝚊𝚒𝚝 𝚝𝚛è𝚜 𝚋𝚒𝚎𝚗 𝚙𝚞 𝚖’é𝚗𝚎𝚛𝚟𝚎𝚛 𝚖𝚊𝚒𝚜 𝙸 𝚕𝚎𝚊𝚛𝚗𝚎𝚍 𝚝𝚑𝚊𝚝 𝚊𝚗𝚐𝚎𝚛 𝚕𝚎𝚊𝚍𝚜 𝚝𝚘 𝚌𝚑𝚊𝚘𝚜, 𝚜𝚘 𝚓’𝚊𝚒 𝚙𝚞 𝚖𝚎 𝚛𝚎𝚝𝚎𝚗𝚒𝚛 𝚌𝚊𝚛 𝚓𝚎 𝚜𝚊𝚒𝚜 𝚚𝚞𝚎 𝚓’𝚙𝚎𝚞𝚡 𝚙𝚊𝚜 𝚏𝚊𝚒𝚛𝚎 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚜𝚊𝚖𝚎 𝚖𝚒𝚜𝚝𝚊𝚔𝚎. - 𝚂𝚘𝚘𝚘 𝙺𝙵𝙲 𝚎𝚟𝚎𝚛𝚢 ��𝚊𝚝𝚎𝚜 ? 𝚗𝚊𝚗 𝚓’𝚍𝚎𝚌 𝚖𝚍𝚍𝚛, 𝚋𝚘𝚗 𝚌’𝚎𝚜𝚝 𝚍𝚘𝚖𝚖𝚊𝚐𝚎 𝚚𝚞’𝚘𝚗 𝚙𝚎𝚞𝚝 𝚙𝚊𝚜 𝚊𝚕𝚕𝚎𝚛 𝚊𝚞 𝚌𝚒𝚗é 𝚞𝚜 𝚝𝚠𝚘 𝚎𝚟𝚎𝚗 𝚒𝚏 𝚠𝚎 𝚊𝚕𝚛𝚎𝚊𝚍𝚢 𝚍𝚒𝚍 𝚝𝚑𝚊𝚝, 𝚙𝚊𝚛𝚌𝚎 𝚚𝚞𝚎 𝚓’𝚟𝚎𝚞𝚡 𝚟𝚘𝚒𝚛 𝚙𝚕𝚎𝚒𝚗𝚜 𝚍𝚎 𝚏𝚒𝚕𝚖𝚜 𝚊𝚟𝚎𝚌 𝚝𝚘𝚒. 𝙲𝚊𝚗 𝚠𝚎 𝚜𝚝𝚒𝚕𝚕 𝚐𝚘 𝚝𝚘 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚌𝚒𝚗𝚎𝚖𝚊 ?😂😭 - 𝚂𝚘 𝚑𝚊𝚙𝚙𝚢 𝚚𝚞’𝚘𝚗 𝚜𝚘𝚒𝚝 𝚎𝚗 𝚚𝚞𝚎𝚕𝚚𝚞𝚎𝚜 𝚜𝚘𝚛𝚝𝚎𝚜 “𝚝𝚛𝚊𝚗𝚚𝚞𝚒𝚕𝚕𝚎” 𝚗𝚘𝚠 𝚙𝚊𝚛 𝚛𝚊𝚙𝚙𝚘𝚛𝚝 𝚊 𝚗𝚘𝚞𝚜, 𝚗𝚘 𝚖𝚘𝚛𝚎 𝚑𝚒𝚍𝚒𝚗𝚐. - 𝙹𝚎 𝚟𝚎𝚞𝚡 𝚌𝚘𝚗𝚝𝚒𝚗𝚞𝚎𝚛 à 𝚕𝚒𝚛𝚎 𝚍𝚎𝚜 𝚠𝚎𝚋𝚌𝚘𝚖𝚒𝚌𝚜 𝚠𝚒𝚝𝚑 𝚢𝚘𝚞.🌻 - 𝙷â𝚝𝚎 𝚙𝚘𝚞𝚛 𝚕𝚎 𝚌𝚘𝚗𝚌𝚎𝚛𝚝 𝚍𝚎 𝙱𝚎𝚝𝚑𝚎𝚕

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Heyy ! Bon j’vais écrire en français parce que flemme un peu, bon ce seras du frenglish hein mddr bref...😅

Cette semaine a vraiment été exhausting (see frenglish j’ai dis mddr), mais ouais vraiment c’était pour l’instant la pire semaine du mois pour ma part. Why?

Because I almost let my anger prendre le dessus de moi, j’le redis cette semaine j’ai vraiment pas aimé, j’ai beaucoup été testé sur ma colère, l’énervement. J’ai même un peu laissé cette colère prendre le dessus a des moments mais bon bref voilà...

Ce qui s’est passé c’est que au travail j’étais pas bien, je voulais pas travailler, carrément j’voulais vraiment plus travailler et quitter parce que j’aimais pas là où j’étais, bon j’aime toujours pas mais là ça va. Quelques jours avant que la semaine commence j’ai demandé a ma copine de prier pour moi car je sentais déjà que j’commençais a m’énerver et que j’voulais pas que ça s’empire...😔

Fin bon voilà donc lundi j’ai pas fais grand chose, mardi j’ai travaillé et ce jour là j’ai failli craquer, car en gros mon supérieur me faisait des simulations de ventes et j’arrêtais pas de les fails on en a fait 6-7, et moi au bout d’un moment j’en avais marre du coup j’disais n’importe quoi et j’ai pris ma pause, en sortant j’ai failli pleuré d’énervement, parce que les simulations j’me ridiculisais et j’me disait que j’arrivais pas, alors que devant les clients tout marche bien, c’est juste différent devant mon supérieur, stress ? je l’étais même pas, juste exhausted et j’en avais marre.

Fin bref le lendemain il m’a imprimé sa formation ce qui était très gentil de sa part parce qu’au final il veut vraiment me garder et il veut vraiment que j’m’améliore et ça je lui en suis reconnaissant, on a failli refaire une simulation mais finalement nan y’a eu un client, tant mieux j’voulais pas j’étais pas dans le mood. 😑 Ensuite le soir même du mercredi, well my girlfriend went to catch up with my sister in law lool😝, talked with someone and went to Lauv’s concert🙌.

After this, we talked about our day, how was it and everything and then she told me what she said with the friend of my brother, cause they weren’t talking to each other at least he didn’t want to, but anyway I won’t tell the details mais ce que j’ai entendu de ce que disait l’autre personne m’a vraiment beaucoup énervé et c’est là ou j’ai let my anger take control of myself, L’ERREUR !

J’ai pas su contrôler ce que je disait, et elle elle est restée super calme, elle réagissait super bien mais moi j’arrêtais pas de m’énerver parce que ça devrait peut être pas, mais ça m’a fais mal d’entendre ça et m’a blessé aussi, et avec tout c’qu’il s’était passé avant c’est peut être rien mais c’était sûrement la goutte d’eau qui a débordé du vase, du coup voilà j’me suis énervé, et puis en relisant ce que j’écrivais j’ai remarqué que ça influençais les thoughts de ma copine so j’ai arrêté direct parce que elle voulait vraiment avancer et moi je faisait que de la bloqué et là on a eu, si on peut dire, notre première dispute mais on a handle this fight with words, à ce moment là j’ai craqué j’ai pleuré oui, parce que j’en pouvais plus, tout ce que je faisais était mauvais je m’enfonçais. On a beaucoup parlé elle et moi, elle m’a beaucoup aidé et je sais que tu lis ça, comme je te l’ai dis plusieurs fois mais que ce ne seras jamais assez... Merci🌻.

J’avais perdu toute positivité, elle m’a encouragé a retrouvé cette positivité and she did helped me recover this positivity ! On a eu notre première dispute et grâce à ça j’ai appris que quand y’a une dispute c’est pas you vs your partner, mais you two vs the problem! J’ai pris du recule par rapport a mon supérieur qui au final veut juste continué à travaillé avec moi donc il m’a poussé à bout pour faire ressortir ce que j’avais en moi and this is what God wanted me to see, he put me in this situation cause he wanted me to understand why he put me in there and he wanted me to overcome this situation and work on my anger issue !

Voilà, ensuite vendredi j’me suis remis dans le bain au travail, staying positive! Y’a eu l’entretien de mon meilleur ami qui s’est très bien passé, puis samedi ça va bonne journée mon supérieur m’a dit que c’était mieux et que j’commençais à m’améliorer faut juste que j’parle plus fort bref, j’me suis fais dragué par un homme en fin de journée lol c’était gênant, sympa mais cringy, awkward bref 😅

𝚆𝙷𝙰𝚃 𝙸'𝚅𝙴 𝙻𝙴𝙰𝚁𝙽𝙴𝙳:

- 𝘞𝘩𝘦𝘯 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘩𝘢𝘷𝘦 𝘢 𝘱𝘳𝘰𝘣𝘭𝘦𝘮, 𝘢 𝘧𝘪𝘨𝘩𝘵 𝘸𝘪𝘵𝘩 𝘺𝘰𝘶𝘳 𝘱𝘢𝘳𝘵𝘯𝘦𝘳, 𝘪𝘵 𝘪𝘴 𝘯𝘰𝘵 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘢𝘨𝘢𝘪𝘯𝘴𝘵 𝘺𝘰𝘶𝘳 𝘱𝘢𝘳𝘵𝘯𝘦𝘳 𝘣𝘶𝘵 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘺𝘰𝘶𝘳 𝘱𝘢𝘳𝘵𝘯𝘦𝘳 𝘢𝘨𝘢𝘪𝘯𝘴𝘵 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘱𝘳𝘰𝘣𝘭𝘦𝘮.

- 𝘋𝘰𝘯'𝘵 𝘭𝘦𝘵 𝘺𝘰𝘶𝘳 𝘢𝘯𝘨𝘦𝘳 𝘵𝘢𝘬𝘦 𝘤𝘰𝘯𝘵𝘳𝘰𝘭 𝘰𝘷𝘦𝘳 𝘺𝘰𝘶𝘳𝘴𝘦𝘭𝘧. 𝘐𝘵 𝘸𝘪𝘭𝘭 𝘭𝘦𝘢𝘥 𝘵𝘰 𝘤𝘩𝘢𝘰𝘴.

- 𝘋𝘰 𝘯𝘰𝘵 𝘢𝘭𝘸𝘢𝘺𝘴 𝘧𝘰𝘤𝘶𝘴 𝘰𝘯 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘣𝘢𝘥 𝘴𝘪𝘥𝘦 𝘰𝘧 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘴𝘪𝘵𝘶𝘢𝘵𝘪𝘰𝘯. 𝘓𝘰𝘰𝘬 𝘥𝘦𝘦𝘱𝘦𝘳 𝘪𝘯 𝘪𝘵, 𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘳𝘦'𝘴 𝘢𝘭𝘸𝘢𝘺𝘴 𝘢 𝘨𝘰𝘰𝘥 𝘴𝘪𝘥𝘦.

𝙽𝙾𝚃𝙴: 𝙎𝙤𝙢𝙚𝙩𝙞𝙢𝙚𝙨 𝙂𝙤𝙙 𝙬𝙞𝙡𝙡 𝙥𝙪𝙩 𝙮𝙤𝙪 𝙞𝙣 𝙖 𝙗𝙖𝙩𝙩𝙡𝙚 𝙚𝙢𝙥𝙩𝙮 𝙝𝙖𝙣𝙙𝙚𝙙 𝙨𝙤 𝙩𝙝𝙖𝙩 𝙬𝙝𝙚𝙣 𝙮𝙤𝙪 𝙙𝙤 𝙜𝙚𝙩 𝙩𝙝𝙚 𝙫𝙞𝙘𝙩𝙤𝙧𝙮 𝙮𝙤𝙪'𝙡𝙡 𝙠𝙣𝙤𝙬 𝙞𝙩 𝙬𝙖𝙨𝙣'𝙩 𝙮𝙤𝙪, 𝙗𝙪𝙩 𝙃𝙞𝙢. 1 Cor. 15:57✨

𝙻𝙸𝚃𝚃𝙻𝙴 𝙼𝙴𝚂𝚂𝙰𝙶𝙴 𝙵𝙾𝚁 𝚈𝙾𝚄:

𝘖𝘯𝘤𝘦 𝘢𝘨𝘢𝘪𝘯 𝘵𝘩𝘢𝘯𝘬 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘧𝘰𝘳 𝘺𝘰𝘶𝘳 𝘴𝘶𝘱𝘱𝘰𝘳𝘵 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘦𝘷𝘦𝘳𝘺𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘥𝘰 𝘧𝘰𝘳 𝘮𝘦! 𝘊𝘢𝘶𝘴𝘦 𝘐 𝘬𝘯𝘰𝘸 𝘐'𝘮 𝘢 𝘥𝘳𝘢𝘮𝘢𝘵𝘪𝘤 𝘣𝘰𝘺, 𝘤𝘰𝘳𝘯𝘺 𝘨𝘶𝘺 𝘢𝘵 𝘭𝘦𝘢𝘴𝘵 𝘯𝘰𝘵 𝘢𝘭𝘸𝘢𝘺𝘴 𝘩𝘢𝘩𝘢 (𝘮𝘪𝘨𝘩𝘵 𝘴𝘰𝘶𝘯𝘥 𝘣𝘢𝘥𝘶𝘺) 𝘣𝘶𝘵 𝘐 𝘬𝘯𝘰𝘸 𝘺𝘰𝘶'𝘭𝘭 𝘢𝘭𝘸𝘢𝘺𝘴 𝘣𝘦 𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘳𝘦 𝘧𝘰𝘳 𝘮𝘦 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘪𝘵 𝘪𝘴 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘴𝘢𝘮𝘦 𝘧𝘰𝘳 𝘮𝘦, 𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘴 𝘸𝘦𝘦𝘬 𝘸𝘢𝘴𝘯'𝘵 𝘮𝘺 𝘣𝘦𝘴𝘵 𝘸𝘦𝘦𝘬 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘳𝘦𝘢𝘭𝘭𝘺 𝘩𝘦𝘭𝘱𝘦𝘥 𝘮𝘦 𝘢 𝘭𝘰𝘵. 𝘊'𝘦𝘴𝘵 𝘶𝘯𝘦 𝘥𝘦𝘴 𝘤𝘩𝘰𝘴𝘦𝘴 𝘲𝘶𝘦 𝘫'𝘢𝘥𝘮𝘪𝘳𝘦 𝘭𝘦 𝘱𝘭𝘶𝘴 𝘤𝘩𝘦𝘻 𝘵𝘰𝘪 𝘤'𝘦𝘴𝘵 𝘵𝘰𝘯 𝘤ô𝘵é 𝘤𝘢𝘳𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘩𝘦𝘭𝘱𝘪𝘯𝘨. 𝘐 𝘩𝘢𝘷𝘦 𝘰𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘳 𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘯𝘨𝘴 𝘵𝘰 𝘴𝘢𝘺 𝘵𝘰 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘣𝘶𝘵 𝘐'𝘭𝘭 𝘬𝘦𝘦𝘱 𝘪𝘵 𝘧𝘰𝘳 𝘺𝘰𝘶𝘳 𝘭𝘦𝘵𝘵𝘦𝘳😬🌻

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𝔸𝕓𝕠𝕦𝕥 𝕥𝕙𝕚𝕤 𝕨𝕖𝕖𝕜

“𝙱𝚎 𝚜𝚝𝚛𝚘𝚗𝚐 𝚋𝚎𝚌𝚊𝚞𝚜𝚎 𝚝𝚑𝚒𝚗𝚐𝚜 𝚠𝚒𝚕𝚕 𝚐𝚎𝚝 𝚋𝚎𝚝𝚝𝚎𝚛. 𝙸𝚝 𝚖𝚊𝚢 𝚋𝚎 𝚜𝚝𝚘𝚛𝚖𝚢 𝚗𝚘𝚠 𝚋𝚞𝚝 𝚒𝚝 𝚗𝚎𝚟𝚎𝚛 𝚛𝚊𝚒𝚗𝚜 𝚏𝚘𝚛𝚎𝚟𝚎𝚛.“

Hi you ! (🌻 𝘺𝘰𝘶’𝘳𝘦 𝘮𝘺 𝘰𝘯𝘭𝘺 𝘳𝘦𝘢𝘥𝘦𝘳 𝘴𝘰 𝘩𝘦𝘭𝘭𝘰 😛) Sooo what happened this week?

Monday: Well nothing special, I stayed at home doing nothing, hmm well I played piano, video games etc... nothing productive😅. It was 𝘓𝘢𝘻𝘺 𝘋𝘢𝘺🙁

Tuesday: Not like the day before, this was my longest and one of my most annoying day but at the end of the day it was reallyyy good you’ll know why haha... So yeah it was my photoshoot dayy woohoo📷, yeah haha not “woohoo😁” but more like “Oh haha😅😩”, because first I needed to get up early cause I had to bring the steamer from my work to the photoshoot, so I had to go to my work at 9am to bring the steamer at 9:30am for the shoot😤. So after bringing the steamer I was right on time 9:30am ! But the photograph and the creator of the brand were late😐 wow super professional lol joke, but they were 20minutes late 🙄 I say that I say nothing (I don’t if its an expression in english but in french its j’dis ça j’dis rien lol bref) So yeaah they came finally, we enter a building where we needed to bring all the new collection of the brand (there was a lot) to another building where the shoot was, in a little cute studio lol. Then after bringing all the clothes I started to steam😒 for hours I thought I was only going to do some pictures for the brand but no, I was steaming clothes, folding, ironing etc... there was like hundreds of clothes gosh. Afteer that finally the photoshoot, but nothing special they just showed me how to pose, because it was for the website not instagram or other social media. So yeah they showed me how to pose etc my facial expression and all well it was veryy tiring, because we had only 2h to shoot all the clothes, so we did very fast by changing clothes and all gosh 😩😩, btw they said I was skinny 😂 okayy thanks. Anywayy, after the shoot we had to bring back the clothes where they were... and then I had to bring back the steamer to the store which was annoying cause I don’t have any car or anything with wheels, I had to take subway ! After bringing the steamer, I chat with my manager a little and now this is the best moment of the day... I joined my girlfriend right after yeeeey🙌 it really cheered me up (hi gurl I know you’re reading😬) we walked and talked about what we did today, about things, about everything and nothing and it was really a pleasure to see her and it will always be, and I missed her actually haha it looked like it had been a long time we haven’t seen each other(told you there were gonna be some corny things) Always happy to see her, there’s always a big smile on my face when I see her!🌻✨

Wednesday: Ahlala this day haha ! Was a bit annoying cause what happened is my mom took MY keys ! And on my keys there’s the key for my woork 😰 So I had to call my manager to warn him that I was going to be late because It was my turn to open the shop! So I went to where my mom works, veryyy far from my work actually 😫 so yeah after meeting my mom, her boss was very happy to see me cause she haven’t see me since I was a baby, so that was the opportunity for her to see me and for me to meet her, she was very nicee ! Anyway, I had to run cause I was already late 😞 so I did fast and I was 1 hour late 😤 So my manager told me that he removed 1h from the rest I could take, so yeah it left me 30min, I had 1h30 to get back from the photoshoot but the 1h late was like as if I had recovered 1h anyway. So yeah during the day of work, I talked a lot with my manager, he told me how he became a christian ! It was a friend who said something to him, something like “𝚍𝚘𝚗’𝚝 𝚢𝚘𝚞 𝚜𝚎𝚎 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚜𝚒𝚐𝚗 ? 𝚝𝚑𝚒𝚗𝚔 𝚋𝚊𝚌𝚔 𝚝𝚘 𝚊𝚕𝚕 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚖𝚘𝚖𝚎𝚗𝚝 𝚢𝚘𝚞 𝚕𝚒𝚟𝚎𝚍 𝚒𝚗 𝚢𝚘𝚞𝚛 𝚕𝚒𝚏𝚎, 𝚒𝚝 𝚑𝚊𝚜 𝚊 𝚙𝚊𝚝𝚑 ! 𝚎𝚟𝚎𝚛𝚢𝚝𝚑𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚝𝚑𝚊𝚝 𝚢𝚘𝚞 𝚠𝚎𝚗𝚝 𝚝𝚑𝚛𝚘𝚞𝚐𝚑 𝚑𝚊𝚙𝚙𝚎𝚗𝚎𝚍 𝚏𝚘𝚛 𝚊 𝚛𝚎𝚊𝚜𝚘𝚗 !” and then he looked back at his life and he became a believer ! It’s crazy how can one person with one sentence can change the whole life of another person! God’s work is so perfect🙌 So yeah we talked a lot about food too, meat and everything, about how the country becomes more and more vegan! And he told me that he’s going to do boxe thaï. So yeah actually nothing special about this day, I just liked the testimony he gave me on how he became a christian.

Thursday: This day was one of the most boring day cause there were no clients ! Nobody, nada, but I had to change the clothes of every mannequins! At least I did something, so yeah on that day I was waiting for the interview of my girlfriend, yeaah she had an interview at uniqlo!! I was so happy for her. So after her interview I asked her how was it, she told that she would cooome at my work to explain everything in details I was like Ohhhhh yeeey Im gonna see her agaain🙌🙌🙌 ! So she caame, I made her eat cause she didn’t eat, so we sat and we were talking, actually I was a little bit tired, but yeah she told me everything about the interview, she said that it was an collective interview, there were like 50 persons :o, 15 per group ! They had like a simulation but she didn’t talk a lot, me too when I had my interview in Zara😩, cause I had nothing to say and she had nothing to say to! Anyway the individual interview went pretty well actually, so yeah I hoped and prayed that they would give her the job ! so she stayed a little while, I really like being with her, actually when she came it was the first smile I had the day ! Cause there were nobody in the store so I was very bored and everything, but when she came you should see the smile on my face 😂😂 might sound corny but like I said, always a big smile on my face when I see her😝 Well when she left, lol nothing I don’t wanna sound dramatic, but I was sad haha. Soooo hmm oh yeah, at the end of the day, there was one client he came 3 minutes before I close the store ! I was annoyed but he saved my day by buying some clothes so I could do 430€ at leaast this day. Thank youuu but no cause you came too late so I had to go out late 😤

Friday: The most annoying day of the week gosh, first NO CLIENTS AT ALL, all day long ! I did 0€, sold nothing :( ! So yeah during this day, one of the creator of the brand came by surprise, cause he had an interview with someone anyway, He started yelling at me for nothing, cause the vacuum was full, but I didn’t know since I don’t usually use the vacuum! So yeah he really pissed me off that day, he was like “𝚈𝚎𝚊𝚑 𝚜𝚎𝚕𝚕 𝚊𝚝 𝚕𝚎𝚊𝚜𝚝 𝚘𝚗𝚎 𝚝𝚑𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚋𝚎𝚏𝚘𝚛𝚎 𝙸 𝚌𝚘𝚖𝚎 𝚋𝚊𝚌𝚔” “𝚈𝚘𝚞’𝚛𝚎 𝚗𝚘𝚝 𝚜𝚎𝚛𝚒𝚘𝚞𝚜, 𝚢𝚘𝚞 𝚑𝚊𝚟𝚎 𝚝𝚘 𝚍𝚘 𝚜𝚘𝚖𝚎𝚝𝚑𝚒𝚗𝚐” “𝙸𝚝’𝚜 𝚗𝚘𝚝 𝚘𝚔𝚊𝚢” I tried to talk to him but he was like away, like “𝚘𝚑 𝚢𝚎𝚊𝚑 𝚢𝚎𝚊𝚑... 𝚐𝚘𝚘𝚍 𝚐𝚘𝚘𝚍” well it really pissed me off more ! but I had to take it all in, I had to control myself cause I really wanted to punch him! So yeah he stayed a little while and after he saw that there were no clients, he left lol ! I think he understands now how hard it is when you’re alone and there’s nobody coming in to the store! Oh I forgot Franz came, we talked a bit about his problems and all, it was good to have some company😊, at the end of the day I cleaned the store, but lol I spilled a lot of water on me, cause the bucket was stuck so I pulled very hard and BAM water all on me... I was even more angry cause I knew it wasn’t my day ! But the day became sweeter when 🌻 called me to keep me company even though she didn’t know what to say, I said it was okay, the fact that she called cause she knew I was alone meant a lot for me and I thank her for that, it may seems little for her but for me it means a lot ! Cause I had a rough day and I was angry all day long so I felt really good when she called, and less angry. She’s the best haha✨

Finally Saturday: It was a really good day, I sold a lot of products before my manager came so I was happy ! I made more than 1400€ before he came, and it was the morning ! So yeah then he came, we just talked like always, about religion, about his training in boxe thaï, about food. We had a lot of clients that day so we were busy a lot. Then at the end of the day Franz came cause he wanted to talk, so we talked about his problems, we walked it wasn’t that long but yeah it was a good talk ! Cause he wasn’t himself lately, so i’m happy he’s fine now, I pray that this continuee and that he rely on God more and more and talk to him everyday !🙏

So thats it for this weekly report ! Not much but hope you enjoyed it (𝚜𝚙𝚎𝚌𝚒𝚊𝚕𝚕𝚢 𝚢𝚘𝚞🌻 𝚑𝚘𝚙𝚎 𝚢𝚘𝚞 𝚍𝚒𝚍 𝚗𝚘𝚝 𝚌𝚛𝚒𝚗𝚐𝚎 𝚊𝚋𝚘𝚞𝚝 𝚖𝚢 𝚌𝚘𝚛𝚗𝚢 𝚜𝚝𝚞𝚏𝚏 𝚑𝚊𝚑𝚊😂)

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abrahamsnotes · 6 years

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ℂ𝕙𝕒𝕟𝕘𝕖𝕕 𝕒𝕟𝕕 𝕊𝕒𝕧𝕖𝕕

Let’s go back years ago! When I was young and dumb haha😅..

So where do I start? What age should I start ? hmmm... Okay not too far so when I was in primary school I used to fight a lot with my friends, sometimes just for fun and sometimes for real😣 I had a lot of problems in schools, yeah schools because I went to 4 different schools, cause I was a disruptive child, I did a lot of stupid things, I talked a lot in class and I was bothering the class, teachers and everything, like alwaays 😅 I even broke a kid’s arm in a fight😣😣 So yeaah this period was full of fights but it was also a good period I made really good friends ! Even though I’m not seeing them anymore😔 But I still can contact them on social media so its fine. (Why am I telling you this you’ll see it later)

Now we are entering one of my worst period, I think it was actually my worst years but thankful that I came out stronger! So let me tell you what happened those years in “collège” (middle school I think, I don’t know). So the first year lol I was still fighting yeah :/, but less than before ! And it was more fighting for fun like class vs another class. So yeah this is where I met my bestfriend Bilel, we didn’t like each other at first and we got into a little fight for nothing, and then we became bestfriends! I was still a disruptive child, always bothering teachers etc ! next year hmm one day I played basketball, I was doing very good until a guy kicked me behind the shin and it broke...😥 so I went to the hospital I stayed like 2 weeks, I had surgery, my very first surgery I stayed in the hospital alone, very bored watching TV. It was like a torture, but the most painful thing was the probe, they put a tube in your thingy and press your belly to remove the pee anyways, it was the most painful thing i’ve ever felt physically ! But the most heartwarming part was when I received letters from my friends and my principal, and they were texting me and sending me messages like “please come back quickly we miss you” and yeah it was heartwarming. Next year I had a sprain on my knee in the same leg (left one) by playing basketball again, and my knee moved but it was okay I just couldn’t walk properly. Next year, I broke my right leg, in handball, I was crying not because I broke my leg but because I was tired of breaking my legs 😔 So I had another surgery and I got homeschooled, for 4 months. I lost a lot of weight , I became really skinny! 😩 After that the next year I couldn’t walk properly so I had another surgery on the left knee because the knee wasn’t in the right place, so yeah my whole “collège” years I was basically spending more time in a hospital than my school.

High school, My first year in high school was very hard, I was scared when it was sports class, because we did the 3x500m, so I was scared to run because it was the first time I was running after 2 years not running 😣 but came out really good actually, I came 2nd ! Well anyway, so yeah this year was the year I got to know a little bit about Jesus, cause yeah my parents are christians and I was raised in the christian world but I wanted to get out of this, because I didn’t like to go to church and stuff like that, I was bored and always sleeping. Anyway, I was saying that this was the year I got to know I little bit about Jesus, because one of my classmate was in a Gospel choir and she invited me to join her group, so I went with a friend of mine and then we started to hanging out with each other ! I really liked the gospel choir they were very welcoming and everything and this is where I started singing, I sang when i was younger but not that serious and I was saying to myself I can’t sing. But this gospel thing really helped me open myself not in singing but I became a little bit more confident about myself. But at the time I was singing because I always liked to sing but I did that for myself only not for the glory of God. Same year this is where I entered the church i’m in right now called CEC, and this is where I entered the youth group there ! Second year I entered the choir, by an audition ! But still I was singing because I like to sing, but over time I learned that, God gave me this gift, and He wanted me to use this gift to give praise to him ! So he gave me an opportunity to share my gift to others by a Youth concert! It was the first time I was singing a solo in front of people ! It was a big challenge for me, because I was so nervous and I was scared to fail, the song I sang was God will make a way by Don Moen, this song always reminds me of my dad because he was singing this song all the time ! And yeah God made a way for me because I was lost, I didn’t know what to do after my surgeries I was depressed I thought my life was pointless not to the point I wanted to kill myself but I felt useless :/ but he made a way that I didn’t know I was actually following. So yeah after the concert I became even more confident than before and I stopped fightings! But yeah I still had struggles and pains on other things. I was struggling in school because I was still a disruptive child haha and always bothering teachers, I didn’t change on this side, struggling in relationships too lol😅. But entering this church and the youths was a start for me to change.

Last year of high school, I was still a clown in class, always the one to do stupid things to make laugh my classmates, this is how I became close with every class I had, by making them laugh ! But this last year I became a little bit more serious because it was the BAC, final exams ! So yeah at the end of the year I was praying God to guide me and help me, but still I said that if it’s your will for me to not pass those exams then your will be done, if it’s your will for me to pass then I will pass those exams ! I felt bad about praying only for this moment, because I wasn’t praying that much but when it comes to this haha suddenly you need God ? You need God everyday of your life ! Not only when you want to ! So yeah I felt bad for this! So I passed yeeey !🙌🙌

After this, I went to uni, but didn’t work out ! And I started a relationship with someone and I got my first work, In a shoe store where I met a lot of good people, but this year was really tiring gosh, cause I was more and more absent in the church and the youths ! And my relationship :/ she was upset because for her I was here but not here (if you know what i mean), and I was doing my best to make her happy and everything, I was buying her clothes and everything, but still :/ it wasn’t enough, I gave her my time in my day off, I canceled plans with some friends because she wanted to see me and if i didn’t see her, she would sulk me🙄. Anyway really tiring year, so one year past and I broke up with her 😕 It was hard, very hard because 1 year its not nothing! But I think it was for the best because she became closer to God, she created a relationship with him, and like I always say “We may have lost a relationship, but she won a bigger one and I became closer to him too” and I am very happy for her. And this is where I really changed, there was a hillsong young and free free concert! I went with some youths and it was waaaw, I didn’t want the concert to finish it was overwhelming ! This was the time I decided to surrender my life to him, to God! So after that he gave me a lots of trials and tests, because the more you get closer to God the more tests and trials you have ! I applied for nike and I had an interview and I was waiting for their answer, It was very long so I started to pray a lot but no answer and I was angry, for a long time but then it hit me I had to wait because his timings is perfect ! So yeah I waited a little bit more and boum I got the job ! He taught me patience! Then the fasting was approaching, and when it came, I decided to fast anger, because I was warm-blooded, I could get angry very fast ! (this is why I was always talking about fighting and everything, I used to fight a lot because I’m warm-blooded and hyperactive so yeah not the good combo) So when I decided that, God knew that I was going to fast this, so he gave me a lot of trials and tests, some tests i’ve failed really badly, because he wasn’t only testing my anger, but he was testing my faith in him, If I had a problems I was going to rely on him, but I’m human and human make mistakes ! But every decisions you make God can still work in you even if it’s bad or good, you just have to ask wisdom and guidance. So yeah I made mistakes, but I don’t regret it, I’ve learned from it, And I wouldn’t even be here now, those mistakes I made, made me who I am now and it lead me to someone I never thought I would be with now✨✨ And I’m really blessed to be by her side, and it might sound corny but I hope to be by her side forever, God was preparing me for this relationship, cause now I see why my other relationships didn’t work... God should be the foundation of all relationships, my girlfriend told me “If everyone was searching for a Godly relationship, there would be no more heartbreaks” So yeah I could still talk about my relationship now but I prefer to keep the details for now personal.

To conclude God changed me and saved me, I became less angry, I’m for peace now haha😂, don’t wanna get into fights anymore, I became more patient, I pray a lot more than before, I read my bible ALMOST everyday cause yeah sometimes I don’t. So that’s it, I’m sure I forget to say some things but it’s fine It’s long enough. Thanks for reading ! If I did some mistakes let me know and If went this far waw🙌 I would be bored if was you

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abrahamsnotes · 6 years

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ℝ𝕠𝕦𝕘𝕙 𝕒𝕟𝕕 𝕤𝕨𝕖𝕖𝕥 𝕨𝕖𝕖𝕜

Hi you who’s reading this, let me tell you what happen this week...

So first Monday was a really special for me, you know why ? because it was the first pic-nic with my 🌻 (hi I know you’re reading this haha), I call it “pizza pic-nic” cause we went to buy pizzas for our 1st picnic original no? joke!

It was a really chill and good day, it was sunny and I really liked it cause I could spend time with my partner and eat pizza what more could you ask for ?! that was the sweet part, the rough part was the wasps (not that rough but I don’t like wasps) so freaking annoying cause we spent half of our time fighting them😂. But anyway that was a really good and chill day and the sweeteeest part of this day is that SHE invited me for the 1st time and it really touched me.✨🌻

On Tuesday, well nothing much I worked, the rough part was there were no clients the whole day, like 0 client ! We were so disappointed and bored but we found something to do... sit on the stairs in front of us and talk, we got to know each other a little bit more. After that we were about to close and the sweet part is this.. A CLIENT !🙌🏻🙌🏻 Gosh and he saved us because he bought 2 articles, Thank God ! 🙏And so we went home with a little smile on our faces.😬

Wednesday,

Work hmm, well there were no client in the beginning but then after my colleague left, there was like a wave of people coming in and coming out, I met some very good strangers, cause most of the clients in our boutique that comes comes from another country, and I’m more confident in english than in french weird right? supposed to be my natal language anywaays, I did a very good day I sold a lot of products that’s the sweet part haha. Rough part is that I was bored all day long.😒

Haaa Thursday, my favorite day from the week, you’ll know why

This day gosh was my worst and best day, so the rough part NO CLIENTS 0 ! 🤯I did 0€, I sold nothing but my time spent here cause thursday and friday are the days i’m alone at work. So yeah nothing, desert... but the sweet part of this day and I think it was the sweetest part of the week my highlight of the week! Someone very important for me came, she came by surprise, she came with my favorite starbucks... My girlfriend came to surprise me with my fav’ starbucks gosh ! 😱😱That was the first time she surprised me and I’ll never forget this moment because this moment enlightened my day✨, My whole face was smiling not only my mouth, but my cheeks, my eyes, my eyebrows everything my WHOLE FREAKING FACE, I didn’t expect that and it was really warming because it was a very very long day, it may be wasn’t that big for her but for me it was really really big ! Oh yeah I forgot haha she came with a close friend too. But anyways yeah that was my highlight of the week.🙌🌻

Fry-day,

Rough part I was alone again, but some friends came and It was really chill, I really liked it, we talked etc, they were keeping me company! They stayed like for hours :o and at the same time I did a really good day by selling a lot of products so yeah that’s the sweet part of this day some friends came after school and it was really cool ! 😊

Then Saturday,

Rough rough rough part it wasn’t my day haha! I came late at work, then he made me do the worst tasks and I think he was angry because friday I wrote on a paper what would I change in the store, and I think he saw it and threw it on the bin, he was cold with me at first but after that he was pretty cool but still I think he was just hiding his “anger”, but I felt it by the way he was talking to me and the way he was looking at me. Well I stayed positive but it was really tiring ! And I learned that next tuesday for my photoshoot for the brand (cause yeah I have a photoshoot and I’m the model heheehehehe anyways) they told me to carry the steamer all day long, all along the photoshoot 😫 what the heck ! But at least we did a very good day we sold a lot of products and stuff ! The sweet part of this day was the evening, I went to a birthday, the birthday of my twin cousins ! I didn’t I had girl twin cousins, and at this birthday party I met a lot of other cousins😱 on my father’s side, I was shook, I met a lil one, a very cute baby his name is Joseph ☺️and the vibe between us was good he liked me haha joke but yeah he always wanted to come with me, and he is my cousin !

haha well I think that’s it for this week.

Thank you for reading my little report from this week ! Hope you enjoyed it😬😬

Sorry if you think it was too long x( but yeah from now on, I will write every thoughts, lyrics, songs yeah here to have a little souvenir from it!😛

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