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The Art of Masturbation: Discovery of Self

The Art of Masturbation: Discovery Of Self

*A journey of a woman, discovering masturbation at young age to the daily usage of masturbation for every day life*

Remember that first time you ever felt that tingle between your legs and you never knew what it meant. You just knew something was wrong, because your body never felt that way before. That one time when you was taking a bath and the running water ran on your pearl and you felt a sensation like no other. Chills running through your body, you didn’t know what was going on but you knew it felt good. That first time you slipped your fingers to Clitoris and started DJin; like you was the greatest dj in the world. That moment when you discovered yourself. A art form that can’t be created by no one but you. A adventure that takes you on journeys, experiencing the most explosive volcanoes that erupts and flows down to river streams, that leaves you on a trip to Heaven. Masturbation.....the art of self pleasure and discovery of self 🌺

The first time I ever experienced masturbation, I had to be about 8. I was taking a bath and I always been the person that would always run water after I took one to rinse myself off. To this day, I didn’t feel clean until I did so. One day I was rinsing off and the water ran over me and I felt something. I didn’t know what it was and I didn’t know what it meant, so I didn’t think of it. I just let the water run and I felt this shooting throbbing feeling eventually. I got out the tub and continue on with what I was doing. I never did it again. Eventually it was something later I learned that women loved to do as a way of masturbating.

In high school was when I actually started touching myself. I never would have full orgasms because I would be afraid of getting caught. I would have phone sex with boys all the time. I never could get into it, but I love doing because something about hearing a man moan and touch himself while he was doing so turned me on(that’s another topic for another time).

when I did lose my virginity, that’s when my sexual urges really kicked it. I never had sex again with a man from the time frame of 14-17, 14 being the age that I lost my virginity. Between that gap, that’s when I started masturbating. I can recall being in class and I would be horny. Sitting in a chair I would cross my legs and the pressure against my clit would cause me to have orgasms. It use to get bad in school. I couldn’t tell the difference if I was honey or had to pee. Crazy right. That was another way I was discovering forms of masturbation.

When I was 17 that’s when it got real. I was a senior and I had dudes that I found myself wanting to have sex with them. I would do so in my head all the time. It’s like I developed the art of mind fucking and my thoughts would just get the best of me and I’ll have to snap back into reality. The first time I actually ever touched myself and experience my first orgasm was one of the realest experience ever.....

It was a typical day, and my mind was all over the place. My pussy was going through some shit. I wasn’t having sex with anyone, hell I had a whole boy friend and he wouldn’t have sex with me. So this day I decided to do it. I went to school normally, came home, and did typical after school stuff. That night I took a bath, you know bitches love baths. I made sure I was real relaxed. I got some ideas from a book I was reading by Zane called Sisters of APF. I got out the tub and went in my room and played music on my CD player. This was when you know making “sex” mix cds was a thing. You know those mixed cds with Pretty Willie and Pretty Ricky on it. So I played it and laid down with the light off. First I started fingering myself. I slipped my two fingers in and I caught a rhythm. At first I was like okay this is cool but I was getting bored. That’s when I starting rubbing my clit. The first rush that went over my body was a shocker. I gasp and took in a deep breath. I started getting into it more, I closed my eyes and I opened my legs more. I caught a rhythm and when I say my body started shaking. I felt like my body was a car trying to break down. I had to stop and regroup myself. When I started back up, moans was escaping and I had to keep myself from being loud. I covered my mouth with one hard my eyes were closed. I felt my body get hot and my heart was beating so fast. I felt my pussy tense up and I couldn’t stop. All I know next is that wave of motion came from my pussy all the way to my chest and my eyes opened so wide and all i could say was “ Fuck” . From that moment, I knew I experienced my first orgasm from masturbating. When I was done, I laid in my bed on my side with my legs crossed holding myself. I was panting and trying to catch my breath. I couldn’t believe I did this to myself. After this day, this became a normal thing for me.