aayushiagrawal

[aayushiagrawal]

अमीर बनने से पहले आपको अपनी सोच को अमीर करना होगा की आपको मानना होगा की आप भी अमीर बन सकते हों या अमीर बन सकते हो। पैसे का क्या हैं वो तो बस एक टूल हैं आज हैं तो कल नहीं और आज नहीं हैं तो कल मिल जाएगा पर ये सब depend करता हैं आपकी सोच पर की किस प्रकार आप सोचते हो।

[aayushiagrawal]

20 Aug 2023

Akele khush rehna Sikh liya matlab sab sikh liya. Bas jiske saath Maan na lage uske saath zabardasti kisi swarth ki vajah se nahi rehna h. Pheli baar bahar nikal kar apna khud ka rent par reh rahi hu. Bahut acha lag raha h and super inspired bhi hu. Abhi bas apna kaam bhut ache se karna h aur sab set karna h. Bahut kuch design n set karna h abhi. Bas side by side mera freelancing ka set ho Jaye jaise taise. Toh job ka pressure Kam ho jayga. Abhi tak maine bahut galat decisions liye h abhi bhi sab kuch thik ho sakta hai agar sahi tarike se chala jaye toh. Maine apne career ko lekar bahut galat decisions liye h. Ab mujhe bas grow hi karna h. Agar abhi bhi career barbaad karna h toh piche ka sochte batho aur uss failure ko lekar bathe raho. Sirf bada khelne wale hi fail hone ka risk le sakte h. Saara mind ka game hota h. Mind ko aaram se relax rakhkar kaam karna h. Aur failures ko mind mai rakhne se kuch nahi ho jayga iseliye aage bhadne ke liye sabse jaruri h bas game on rakho. Har jagah se safe n secure hu. So bas ab mind mai basad nahi karna h.

[aayushiagrawal]

Alag hi level par h emotions toh yr. Par kya karoge aage badhna h kuch karna h kahi tak pahuchna h toh yeh sab toh dekhna hi padega. It is the part of the pricess.

Muhje pyaar se jyada usme Jo pagalpan hota h na vo acha lagta h.

Vo muhje jaise dekh Raha tha na it make me skip a heartbeat.

Humlog bas din raat saath mai sab kuch kar rahe h. Mere Bina ek min bhi nahi reh rahe. Subha uthne se lekar sone Tak.

Agar voice over ko as a long term project dekh rahe ho toh rukna toh mat Bhai kyuki kahi se kuch pata nahi hota h bas content create karte jao aur self motivated raho. Agar aage badne h toh.

Abhi mujhe bus yahi hai ki mujhe sahi tarah se apna time invest karna hai taki yahi time mujhe aage jakar acche returns de sake Aisa nahin hai ki Ek hi chij mein pura Dhyan lagana hai ya FIR dusre ko Aisa hi chhod Dena hai sab mein Dhyan se bilkul hi planning aur mapping ke sath Sahi decisions lekar time ko invest karna hai same as money.

Muhje bahut pyar karne Wale log mile h. I am so grateful. Meri kismat bhi bahut achi h. Krishna ne muje mere kismat aur hunar ke sath beja h bas ab mujhe ise hi tarashna h.

Kabhi bikari kabhi sudhri ise ka naam h zindagi

29 July.

Best day of my life. Because from here only I can grow if I meant to be in this industry. I am so happy and grateful for sir he give me chance and also an opportunity where I can proof myself.

[aayushiagrawal]

10 July 2023

Abhi ki main priority podcast, freelancing and youtube h. Youtube apr kuch bhi content banao bas achi voice hona chahiye. Dairy likhna ka Mann hi nahi hua abhi. Sabse achi baat h ki ab chabi mere pass h ha apni Khushi ki chabhi ab mere hi pass h aur ab mai ise kisi ko nahi dungi. Bahut khush reh rahi hu. Akele sabkuch dekh Rahi hu mast enjoy kar rhi hu jiske saath jaha par jaisa Maan lag raha h vaise reh rahi hu. Bas aisehi mast enjoy karke rehna h aur kisi ke bhi baap se bhi nahi Darna h. Jisko jaha par bhi Jo cheez achi na lage bolo. Aur Jo sahi Lage apne Lage vo karo. Apni puri ki puri responsibility khud hi Lena h. Aise karte h tum par marte h vaise bhi toh ek din mar hi Jana h.

[aayushiagrawal]

5 June 2023

Corporate life ke baare mai kya likhu kabhi anxiety kabhi sab thik sab kuch mix hi chal raha h. kabhi lagta h sab set ho gaya kabhi lagta h sab waisa hi h. Lekin ek baat jo puri tarah samhj aa gayi h vo yeh ki jo tumhara h vo kahi nahi jayga. Vo bhi tumhare bina reh nahi payga. So, ab mai bhag toh nahi sakti kisi ke peeche what i can do is apna kaam hi kar sakti hu thoda dhandh se. My Favourite dialogue from Series-

"Mai aapse bahut jyada jhada karti hu lekin use bhi jyada pyaar karti hu bas samhj lejiye jhdge ki height meri jitni aur pyaar ki height aapke jitne."

And best one-

'Kadhi se nikle samose bhi itne nahi lagte jiyna yeh banda hot lag raha h.'

Bas yehi h ki bahut slow bhi nahi chalna h par ab thi h yr sab. Mental peace h aur kuch nahi chahiye. Ek nayi cheez yahi sikhne ko mili ki consistency se sab kuch ho jata hai. Bas aaram se dheere dheere apna kaam karte raho shanti ke saath.

[aayushiagrawal]

15 May 2023

Akele Ghar aana Jana aur jaldi relation banana sikhne lagi hu. Ab bas full daring ke saath aage ke steps Lena h. Ghabrana bilkul bhi nahi h. Sab ache se ho jayga bhagwan ka naam lete rahne. I wanted to get married. And be with my man.

Life ko ab completely design karna h ek baat toh completely fix h ki kisi ke saath bhi dekhawe ke liye kabhi nahi rahugi. Apna kuch karna h yr kuch bhi par acha apna kuch create karna h.

Steps nahi loge aage nahi badoge kuch nahi hoga. Thodi daring dekhao kuch nahi paoge.

Pata nahi yrr muhje itna daar kyu lagta h par step toh mai lungi hi ab sirf virtually nahi physically bhi. Thoda himmat bas karna h. Varna toh bahut difficult hoga.

Meri Life story bahut alag type ki rahi h. Acha lagta h yr sab dheere dheere settle hota h tab. Muhje bahut acha lag raha h mere saare decisions mere corporate life akele sab kuch handle karna and apni life ki responsibility khud se lena. Abhi meri priority mai sabse phele mera podcast, YouTube and freelancing h.

"True practice is not just about learning a skill; it’s about investing the time and energy necessary to discern if this is what you are meant to do."

[aayushiagrawal]

10 Apr 2023

Job is the most important comfortable situation jaha se aap aage bhi nhi badh skte aur kahi ja bhi nahi sakte bas ek hi jagah bathe reh sakte ho. Ab Maan nahi lag raha h yaha kyuki ghar jana h. Ghar means I can do whatever I want. I have my place and my comfort. Kyuki ab roj roj ke use boring routine se thak gayi hu. Muhje toh yeh lagta h itni Kam salary mai itna khush reh rahi hu salary badhne par kya karungi socho. Sawal hi nahi uthta apni life apne hisab se jee rahi hun and most importantly Bina kisi dekhaway ke.

Kabhi kuch ache log mil jaate h kabhi aisehi log bas ghumne ke aate h. Ek aur cheez jo sikhi vo h maturity level yr bande me cheezo ko handle karne ka maturity level hona chahiye. Aur Mai definitely sure hu ki agar uski life andar se Khali ni hogi toh usme vo 100% vo kindness and affection hoga hi. Like how to behave maturely wala. Office ke bhi bahut memorable moments hai yr hamesha yaad rahenge. Bahut saari galtiya ki jaise phele toh mujhe pata hi nahi tha ki kaise behave karte h. Professionally toh behave karna pata hi nahi tha. Health bhi utni achi nahi h par ab sab set ho gaya hai. Jo mujhe aur mai usse har situation me jhel saku. Muhje changes bahut pasand hai. Kisi ek saath baithkar deep conversation bahut pasand hai. Muhje akele sabkuch handle karna bahut pasand h. Sab bahut managable lagta h.

[aayushiagrawal]

5 Mar 2023

Job mai time toh pura hi jata h. Sirf aur sirf ek yhi rashta h ki side mai karte raho apna toh frustration thoda kam hoga.Ab yaha se nikalne ki jaldi h kyuki comfort zone mai nahi jana h. Muhje apne standard high rakhne h, weight badh gya,happy n beautiful reh rahi hu. Ab bas salary increment par dhyan dena h. Job aur ek jaise routine se thak rahi hu ab mai. Apne Ghar ko Miss kar Rahi hu. Vahi vahi daily karke bor bhi lag raha h abhi. Job karna sabse bada chutypa h time kha jata h aur dimag ki bhi ma ba kar deta h mera free lancing ka set ho gaya toh zindagi ban jaygi. Company ka environment acha hona chahiye aur muhje waha ka kaam samhj aana chahiye. Maza tab bhi aata h jab hum samjhne Lagte h ki har kio hame ni samhj sakta. Puri duniya mai sirf 1 ya 2 log hi honge jo aapke sath emotional hona pasand karenge. Isliye kisi se expect karna ya dhudna band kar dijiye.

Kio toh hoga aisa jo meri betooki bato par bhi dhyan de kyuki baate betooki h Mai toh important hu na. Physical toh aaram se kio bhi mil jayga. Best feeling in this world jab kisi se baat karke aapko pata chale ki aap jiske saath ho vo sahi kyu h. Also I want my man to have strong opinion because I have that. Mai Kayi aise ladko se mili hu khud se hi obsessed rehte h unko fark nahi padta tum kya bol rahe ho unko bas apni baat bolni h . I love filling in love and doing mad things. Ajeb lagta h jab kioi anjan ke saath aapko Ghar wali feeling aane lage. Vo pata ki yeh feeling hamesha rahegi ya nahi.

[aayushiagrawal]

25 Feb 2023

Long term par toh bahut saare projects h mere pass. Kyuki Maine toh bahut explore kiya hua h. Shadhi ke baad job nahi karna h yeh bhi decide kar liya h ab toh finally. God is always with me. He gift me some very special relations. He always support me and there for me. God is there in my boat. Whatever come it will never destroy because he is with me. Muhje bas apne increment par dhyan dena h iska positive side yahi h ki mai yaha par comfortable nahi rahugi.

Ek baat jo finally totally completely and thourly decide kar li aur vo yeh ki shadi toh mai ushi se karungi jo har us baat par f dega jispar mai de rahi hu. Because if i really f*ing love somebody I will do the same. And this also shows that the other person is obsessed with you. And your small things matters to him.

"For this kind of person, the goal is not so much to be the best in the world but to be better than you were yesterday. Regardless of natural talent or the lack thereof, every person has the ability to improve themselves."

[aayushiagrawal]

15 Feb 2023

My Experience in Office -

One thing I really like about my office is that they talk in a very matured way. And that why one of the best memory of my office is to go to everyone place sit beside them and have a chit chat. Ghar is not a place it's a feeling with your person. I am so grateful muhje office mai bahut pyaar karne wale log mile h. Office mai bahut pyar mila.

Writting karna toh chati hu yr par uske liye bahut gehra sochna padta h aur bahut time dena padta h aur abhi toh puri tarah se distracted h mind.

Office mai sab acha chal raha h books pad rahi hu improvement aa raha h. Finaaly khush hu. Sab muhje pasand karte h vaise toh mai pasand na aane wali cheez hi kaha hu.

Muhje vakai bahut pyaar karne wale log mile h yr. I am so grateful and thankful to god Muhje yaha aakar sabse ache do sentence jo lage vo the-

Bhagwan mere saath h.

Unko jo sahi lagega vo karege.

Jo tumhare bas mai nahi h vo unpar chod do vo jo karenge tumhare liye sahi hi hoga.

Bas tum apna kaam ache se karte raho maan lagakar imandari ke saath. Vo bhi karenge balehi tumhe pasand na ho par tumhare liye sahi hi hoga.

Mai phele bhi yeh likh chuki hu ki muhje apni story bhi khud hi likhni h. Uska yahi idea h ki roj thoda thoda kuch bhi likhte raho.

Bas ab change bhi karna h. Khana toh acha hi ho raha h mera bas muhje ab ache se excercise par dhyan dena h. Kyuki sirf yahi cheez h jo muhje increment ki taraf le jaygi.

"What it takes to become great at your craft is practice, but not just any kind of practice—the kind that hurts, that stretches and grows you"

[aayushiagrawal]

10 Feb 2023

25 Lesson learnt in Year 25-

Vaise toh Kehne ko toh yeh bas aapki zindagi ka 1/3 hissa h lekin sikha toh puri zindagi ki h.

Logo ke hisab se zindagi jeena band kijiye aap sabke liye kabhi sahi nahi ho sakte.

Aapni soch ko hamesha renew karte rahiye aur samay ke saath badlne sheekhe.

Asal Rahise aapke ache vyvaar mai hoti h.

Aapne aapko ko sahjme mai aur pechchan mai samay de bas bina soche samhje vo na kare jo durse kar rahe h.

Apne past ki galti se jarur shikhye aur hamesha usee yaad rakheye varna future mai aap phir se vahi galti duhrayge.

Apne resume ke bahar bhi apni asal zindagi jeena shurur kijiye aur kio impact create kijiye.

Apni value bhadho, power of influence par dhyan do aur jo log tume kamjoor kehta h unse dur raho.

Apna sab kuch de dena par kisiko bhi apna confidence cheene kabhi mat dena.

Negative cheezo par dhyan dena band kijiye, life mai bahut se achi cheeez bhi h.

Kisi aur ke hisab se vo mat bano

10muke roj khao tab jake ek khane ki himmat aaygi.

Aapne aapko mentally strong banao aur har situation mai adjust karna sikho.

Tum yaha kaam kuch bada karne aaye ho. Kewal aur kewal apne aache kaam par dhyan do.

Apne bade bade long term goals ko chote chote task mai divide karke roz complete katne ki adat dale.

Apki sabse kimti cheez apki smile hoti h tempary stupids ke liye isse kabhi bhi ghum mat hone dena.

Kabhi bhi kisi par bhi dependent mat hona financially as well as emotionally. Aap apni life ke lead actor ho yeh baat hamesha yaad rakhna.

Apni life ko apne hisab se design karo.

Tumhara actual life partner wahi hoga jo tume independently jeene ke liye support kare.

Life mai kya nahi karan h yeh baat bahut clear hona chahiye.

Aise hi logo se judna jo tume fully accept kar sake aur tume aur improve karne ke liye motivate kare.

Kio aur kare ya na kare apne upar se aapna vishwas kabhi kam mat hone dena.

Apne relations ko jitna jyada sorted rakh sako rakhna, innhe apni takat bana kamjoori nahi.

Tum dusre ke liye vo bannte bante jo tum nahi ho kabhi khud ko hi mat kho dena.

Apne character ko hamesha sorted rakhna.

Zindgi mai kabhi bhi lonely feel ho toh yeh yaad rakhna ki tumhara tumse acha dost kio bhi nahi h aur jab tak tumt tumhare saath ho tume kio bhi nahi hara sakte.

[aayushiagrawal]

24 Jan 2023

LETTER TO SELF AT 25!

Dear Me,

Tumhare Best Chizo mai sabse achi jo muhje lagti h vo yahi ki tum bahut mehtvkanshi ho aur tume aapne pairo par kahde hona h. Tume samhje h ki kya tumhare liye sahi hai aur kya nahi. Aur usse bhi jyada jaruri tum zindagi ki kimmat ko samjhti ho. Tume pata h ki tum yaha kisi kaam ke sath aayi ho kio maksat h tumhara iss duniya mai aane ka. Tum jaldi aur kam mai khush hone walo mai se nahi ho. Tum samhjti ho ladkiyo ko bhi apna wajoot sapit karna chahiye aur aapne aatam samman ke liye ladna ko sahi manti ho. Tum padhai ko mahtav deti ho. Tume lagta h ki sabko sahi education milna chiahiya. Tume risk lena passand h aur tum harne se darti nahi ho. Bade challenge lena acha lagta h. Har din kuch naya sikhne mai vishwas rakhti ho aur sabse important point duniya ke sabse behtrean insaan ke sath roj samay bethna aur baate karna pasand h tume yani ki khudse.

Tume youtube par videos banana bahut pasand h tum aur freelancing ke apne kaam se bahut pyarr karti ho. Tume sapne dekhne aur pura karna ke liye excited rehti ho. Tumhare future goals toh bhut saare h aur unhe pura karne ke liye roj kuch na kuch karna tume pasand h.

Mai chahti ki tum abhi bhi kayi aise cheeze h jinse bahar nikalna chahiye . Meri yahi advice h tume ki jaise abtak ki journey mai tumne apna housla kabhi nahi chodha aage bhi mat karna.

Yeh tumhara defining decade h toh obviously jitna explore kar sakti ho karo aur sikho. Khair sikhna toh zindagi bhar hi h par kya kya sikhna aur kaise vo jarur abhi Sikh sakti ho.

Aur sochne batho toh bahut kuch h zindagi mai, Lekin zindagi jeene ke liye milli thi hamne sochne mai gujar di. Tumne sabse acha yeh kiya ki kabhi kisi par dependent nahi hui. Emotionally or financially.

Kaam age mai galat decision mat lena. Tum akele apne saaath rehna sikh chuki ho tume kisi ki jarurat nahi h tumhari dekhbhal karne ke liye. Isse tum apne aapko kabhi akele nahi hone dogi.

Iss baat ko ache se samhj lo ki kio aur tumpar barosa kare ya na kare tum apna barosa khud par kafi h har cheez achieve karne ke liye jo tum chahti ho.

Always Yours,

First Love (Self)

[aayushiagrawal]

15 Jan 2023

Mai ek akeli nahi hu meri jaisi hazaro ladkiya h yr jo yahi fas jati h par kam se kam mere pass hope toh h yr aur jab tak mere pass yeh h tab tak sab kuch h meri life mai. Itna pyaar karne wale log mile h na ki aisa kuch sochna bhi paap hoga. Yahi cheez h jo muhje kahi na kahi motivate karta h financially independent banane ke liye.

Yeh baat toh h ki lucky in love hu aur bahut fortune hu ache logo se milne ke mamle mai.Galat logo se ni milogi toh himmat kaise milegi aur sahi kya h yeh kaise pata chalega.

"Kisi ke bhi aane ya jane ka dukh hona bewakoofi h. Na yaha kisi ka janam hua h na mutru hi sambhav h."

God is with me and the decision that are not in my control he will handle that for me and whatever he do I fully accept that as it is by my heart because that is the only best choice for me.

I don't care about anything in this world except myself and my happiness.

Bhagwan ne muhje yeh oppurtunity di h ki mai khud apni life ko mehnat karke upgrade kar sakti hu toh bas phir uspar hi dhyan dena h.

[aayushiagrawal]

08 Jan 2023

First Day of Job -

I am so so happy aaj meri first job ka first day tha. All new experiences I have sabkuch naya naya h abhi.

Dream do come true!

Ab bas yaha apna 100% dena h and there is no going back from here.

Yeh 2022 ki aayushi h yaha se aage hi jaygi.

Grateful hu and rahugi unn sabhi logo ki jinhone meri journey mai support kiya.

Bahut kuch sikh rhe h daily ka time table acha lag raha h. Aage badh rhe h most importantly. Jyada Khushi iss baat ki h ki ab kisi cheez ka intezar nahi h ise time ke liye toh itna pareshan ho rahi thi mai. Ab bas peacefully happy rehna h.

First job and first salary alag hi experience h yr.

Books bhi padhi abhi bahut. Kabhi kabhi toh lagta h ki set ho jao ab bas. But jaisa abhi ek book mai padha ki you just need to be little dissatisfied to do something different.

Learning from 'Design your Life':

Apni life ko aise desgn karo ki jo tumne chaha vo ni bhi hua toh bhi tum khush rahoge kyuki tume patah situtations ko kaise handle karna h.

Ek achi book padhi jo life ko desgn karne ke upar thi

My resolution -

Mera new year resolution yahi h ki mai log kya sochenge. Yeh sochna aur bhi jyada kam kar dungi and jyada se jyada content create karungi.

Naya saal par kya Naya likhu. Bas yahi h ki kai mamlo mai yeh bhi ek game changer year hi hona wala h. Bas mehnat mai kio kami ni aani chahiye yahi h.

[aayushiagrawal]

28 Dec 2022

Mahabharat ke baad Krishna mai aur bhi jyada vishwas ho gaya h vo jo karte h kyu karte h vahi jante h aur jo bhi unme vishwas rakhta h vo kabhi uss ke sath galat nahi hone dete. Aur jo hota h kisi karan se hi hota h. Tumne jo socha aur nahi mila matlab usme bhagwan ki marji h.

Grateful ki list banane jao toh kabhi katam hi ni hogi yr. Sabki life ki journey alag hoti h yeh baat bhi sikhne ko mile.

Ek aur cheez jo full on decide kar li h Aur vo yeh h ki abhi tak jo bhi maine likha h partner ke baare mai vo sab khud hi pura karna h sabkuch khud decide karna h. Apne life ki 100% responsibility lena h. Toh matlab bahut sara designing ka kaam karna h aur define karna h.

[aayushiagrawal]

15 Dec 2022

Life ka ek naya phrase start hone ja raha h. Mid-Twenties tak bahut kuch explore kiya h and decide bhi kiya h.

Abhi tak sab acha hi hua h mere saath 100% yakin h apne bhaghya par. Jo hoga ache ke liye hi hoga.Life mai bhaut amazing log mile.

Pata nahi yeb sahi h ki nahi. Mai 100% samjhti hu ki yeh mere control mai nahi h lekin mai chahti hu ki aisa ho. Kyuki yeh kahi se bhi sahi nahi h. Lekin mai strongly beleive karti hu iss cheez par aur chahti hu ki yeh ho.

Abhi inn baato ko sochne ka kio fayda toh h nahi. Saare ke saare nashe mai rehte h. Kyuki yeh meri mental state ko hila kar rakh dega. Let's see kya hota h. Iseliye sirf apne aap ko banane par dhyan do.

[aayushiagrawal]

5 Dec 2022

Just Wanted to share something-

From 18-25 the only thing they talk with me is about my looks. I hated myself back then.

There were time when I thought of solving all the problems of my parents at once glance. But I thought my krishna will never forgive me for doing such a stupid things.

They compare me with my little sister always people never hesitate to say right in front of myself that you need to really work hard to find spouse for your elder daughter. I always used to think that this is not my fault if I am not beautiful as my sister in your applied terms. After graduation I thought maybe now my parents start believing in me, not happened.

After few internships and freelancing work by earning some money I thought now they will definitely gonna beleive that I can do something by my own and looks is not everything, not happened.

After having a good job in it industry, still not happened even worse force to get marriage and get rid of here became very high.

Besides all I just wanted to say that I thought maybe this is the last chapter of my life. But god has some other plan.

Agar aap fish ko yahi bolte rahoge ki vo ped par nahi Chad sakti toh ek din vo tairna bhi bhul jayegi. Most importantly day by day the situation get worse I lost my confidence and hope that this thing may get change and i will get out of this loop. I start asking my god that where I am doing wrong? Why i am struck here? You think that people after dealing with mental tourcher became strong that is definitely not the case. From 18 to 25 days turns into months into years and nothing is changed in that loop even situation getting worse I am achieving all the things.

The main problem of our society is na jiyegen ya na jine denge. Always commenting on other person looks because they have nothing to do with their life. Besides all I am always grateful for this life and my parents. Girls even won't get this much also. They can let me married at 18 and get rid of me forever. But they educate me and help me build my own carrer. Of course, I am angry on them when they say something wrong to me but I should never forget what they did right for me.