aamitmorthos

[aamitmorthos]

What you’ve always wanted is waiting for you now.  The door has finally opened.  Will you be ready?

[aamitmorthos]

it doesn't matter what decision i make. whatever i do is wrong. it's never enough. i can't be enough for anyone. i'm so tired.

#mh

[aamitmorthos]

dpd + ppd culture is not being able to trust anyone 100% yet still needing them to make your choices, structure your life, tell you what to do, etc

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#mh #dpd #ppd

[aamitmorthos]

Avpd culture is being so desperate to meet your emotional/social needs but also "sorry to bother you" "sorry I'm a burden" 😅

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#mh #avpd

[aamitmorthos]

Avpd culture is people being like “make some friends!” And being like. I could die actually????? I could fucking explode???????

-Catsticker

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#mh #avpd

[aamitmorthos]

avpd culture with ppd traits is hating when anyone knows anything about you

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#mh #avpd #ppd

[aamitmorthos]

avpd+bpd+autism culture is being annoying about my special interests until somebody pays attention to me and only hating myself forever after the fact

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#mh #avpd

[aamitmorthos]

being avoidant is constantly feeling ashamed and humiliated being avoidant is being embarrassed to exist being avoidant is not being able to hold close friends being avoidant is ghosting even the people closest to you being avoidant is not being able to take compliments because you never think you deserve them being avoidant is being uncomfortable when you're happy because you just don't know how to do it being avoidant is seeing yourself pushing people away but not being able to stop yourself

#mh #avpd

[aamitmorthos]

AVPD culture is someone saying something in a group that could (maybe, potentially, if you squint) be read as making fun of you, so that must mean they all really truly hate you, they've hated you all along, they're laughing at you behind your back all the time and now you need to isolate yourself and never talk to anyone or let anyone close ever again incase you say or do anything else that anyone could make fun of you for

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#mh #avpd

[aamitmorthos]

avpd culture is getting pissed when people don't know the difference between anti social and asocial, no I don't have ASPD and stop demonizing people with ASPD also

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#mh #avpd #aspd

[aamitmorthos]

can someone have avpd and bpd?

absolutely, yeah. Just in general, it's not uncommon to have multiple PD diagnoses or even just to have one PD and strong traits of a second.

#mh #avpd #bpd

[aamitmorthos]

Lord please clear my mind from overthinking. I’m tired

#mh

[aamitmorthos]

Can’t talk rn. The demons are demoning

#mh

[aamitmorthos]

boy it would be nice to be able to google something related to personality disorders, psychosis, intellectual disabilities, autism, DID/OSDD, etcetera without finding majority articles that are like “how to deal with a person with X” “how to cope with your child with X” “how to spot someone faking X” “can people with X be cured?”

#mh

[aamitmorthos]

I'm not fine

I'm both trying not to think about it while also feeling completely right whenever I've worried if I'm annoying and a bother to you guys

#mh #cluster c

[aamitmorthos]

I hate longer days, I wish I could migrate hemispheres so I never had to experience spring or summer.

[aamitmorthos]

I need my brain to shut up.

#mh