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ungrateful

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how to know what enough love rlly is

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too tired

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I thought the first one didn't get saved on my phone and made a second one 💀💀💀

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i’m sorry (repeated)

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probably

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losing myself

im starting to lose it again

overgrown fingernails

knotted hair

dry skin

and eye bags

im starting to lose it again

days blending into one

small appetite

no sleep

im starting to lose me again

what do i tell my psychiatrist?

would she see through me?

im starting to lose me again

what the fuck

pull yourself together

we cant go down again

im starting to lose myself again

im so sorry

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All That’s Left:

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I will never get over how weird it feels to have tragic and emotional chapters of your life where you just also still go to work, and the grocery store, and see funny videos online all while feeling such paralyzing fear and heartache

life just goes on no matter what

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Efforts are better than promises

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imagine

reassurance hits different when it’s not asked for.