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Celebrate (You Finally Felt Something), Ronan Day-Lewis

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Ada Limón, from “World Versus Girl”, Sharks in the Rivers

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Illustration for Steiner’s Calendar of the Soul by Rita Ro

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orpheus in spring by Jenny George

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Artist: Erik Pirolt

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half-life in exile by Hala Alyan

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venting to chatgpt about exfwb its telling me he's a manipulator and self centered.. like ok maybe this robot stuff isn't all that bad. thanks girl

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every time i pass this one student clothing market place on campus these bitches r always talking about shoplifting like lemme have that shit for free then if u guys are stealing them. also where do ppl buy good walking shoes.... i got these boots for 5 dollars and I'm embarrassed to wear them bc they're for winter

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me when im stuck in an old place

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expected situations,

pastels

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body horror meets fashion (dresses made by me)

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taxi cab theory from satc is just proof that men only see love as transactional to fulfilling their own needs whenever its fit for them and never about the person they're in relationships with or get married to

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film majors rnt normal there are too many male/female manipulators ik or just like shitty ppl in film

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scared ill never be attracted to anyone ever again is it over for me truly... its not even that I'm scared of being vulnerable again like yes I am but I don't think I'm even attracted to anyone rn and don't think I have been since I last saw ny guy which was a month ago now and maybe I'm too jaded to have a crush on anyone or the fact I still cant stop thinking about NY guy even though its not real and we prob wont date and idk when ill see him again maybe I'm too pessimistic bc he did say he thinks moving to my city could be an option for him but I feel like believing in that is too delusional even for me.

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Henrik Samuelsson (Swedish, b. 1960), Sooty Void, 2014. Mixed media on canvas, 100 x 150 cm.

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i realize now that i can never stay mad at ex fwb for some reason like I held a grudge against him for a while and now that he got a gf I kinda let everything go maybe that's good of me that I can move on and be normal about it without feeling anything negative towards him and its prob for the best nothing he did I ever took personally and maybe its just bc I know I wont see him again in a couple months or run into him its easy to forgive or the fact I never let myself fall for him. i still think about that time I told him I cant let myself trust him and that made him cry and he told me he cares about me and thinks about me like what did he mean by that maybe he just means what he says and nothing more but what he did like sleeping around w ppl esp ppl I was friends with at the same time he was trying to hook up with me and not tell me he just wanted something casual and that he was seeing other ppl was kinda shady of him. idk even what the right thing to do in this situation is. i think I'm over it. i don't think what he did was right tho but I don't think I can ever hate him. i don't think he even knows that his actions affect ppl. like I truly think he's just dense. but maybe I'm being too forgiving and that scares me sometimes when I think about it how far am I willing to forgive someone when they do something shady esp someone I had feelings for.