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Boosting this!

Again, this blog is defunct! Please go follow my new blog!

The new blog is up! I will most likely be deleting this post after a few weeks but until then...

Go follow @wxth-great-pcwer !!!

And once again thank all of you for your continued support!

#OOC #Lionel is now a Discord Only Muse

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The new blog is up! I will most likely be deleting this post after a few weeks but until then...

Go follow @wxth-great-pcwer !!!

And once again thank all of you for your continued support!

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"....."

"Do they actively go out of their way to hire story writers that hate me?"

For those of you who will be in on the new blog.

I leave you with a hint of what you're getting.

#Shitposting #just let me have this

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For those of you who will be in on the new blog.

I leave you with a hint of what you're getting.

#OOC

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So I recently tried coming back from my hiatus and I'm sad to say my drive for Lionel has been decimated. Between recent mental issues (which I will be explaining under a read more) and returning to personals in my inbox slinging very horrific stuff.

To the personals in my inbox who were slinging vicious hate at my OC as well as making ungodly insinuations as to what you would do to my fiance, congratulations. You ruined my urge to be here. Your mothers must be so proud of your need to put others down and be deranged psychopaths while reblogging Sam X Dean fanart.

I'm not deleting. I may however be shifting my focus to a new blog. I want to thank everyone who has followed and interacted with me for everything we've planned and gone through together. You all are amazing, your portrayals always inspired me to strive to be ever better, and I regret that I have no more drive for this blog thanks to factors beyond my control.

As for the mental issues That drove me away...

I recently received a call from someone I knew in middle school. I was informed that a classmate had been killed after he had attempted to commit an act against a child. Being reminded of this person dragged back memories I had basically blocked out of attempts to inappropriately caress and grope me as well as inappropriate things he said to me and others.

Realizing that what happened was sexual abuse after so much time Did not do much to help the anxiety issues I already suffer from.

#OOC #sexual assault tw #DM me here or on Discord if you want to stay in contact on the new blog

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I would very much like to think everyone who has put their spoilers under a read more. I most likely will not be able to get a PS5 till Christmas so I'm going to be very behind. I will never turn to my hiatus.

I'll be divulging information behind the reason for my hiatus when I come back. I'm just trying to figure out the best way to put it without making anyone too worried about me.

#Update

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#ooc #some people say I have too many muses #I say that I don't have enough

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So uh....

Me at my trauma? Sorry bad joke

#OOC #I SAVED SO MANY ICONS

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Me: trying to cope with a mental health issue

The gremlin part of my brain: We should make a blog for a AU Good!Homelander!

#OOC #I'm still on hiatus but I like to check in and make sure everyone is doing okay. #remember: you are all valid and I love you

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Sorry for the round of inactivity again.

I received some news about someone from my past that has dragged up some very.... Let's call it a traumatic realization.

For those of you that don't have my Discord, if we're mutuals you can DM me. I'm more active over there because it's a safer place for me mentally right now.

#OOC #trauma tw #I've already told my fiance and a very very close friend #I am willing to share it one-on-one with people but I'm not going to air it out here #I will be back. This blog is not going inactive. I just need time

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"Everyone's good somewhere?"

"No.... just... no." A shift in stature as he folds his arms and leans back against the wall. "I'm not going to say that there aren't people who can be redeemed. Plenty of people can be redeemed to an extent. Some people are evil incarnate. They're unrepentant, With no remorse for the evil they commit. They seek out ways to do evil because it thrills them and there is no redemption waiting for them, and there's no good in the depths of their soul."

Lionel sighs. "I know people who aren't the textbook definition of good. I love one to death... Hell, You might say I'd kill for her. But she and they are not psychopathic killers who go out killing for the thrill of it. I'm talking about the super villains who gut innocent people to draw heroes like me out. I'm talking about the serial killers who act like they're performing art. Locking them up and trying to fix them doesn't work."

He stretches. "You know what does work for men like that?"

"Death. You take them, and you ensure they can't hurt anyone else ever again. You end what would otherwise be a string of misery for their victims and the families of those victims."

#Dash Commentary #IC #((IM TRYING TO BE HERE WITH MY NEW SCHEDULE #eye contact tw #violence mention #oops Lionel has some strong opinions about how to deal with certain criminals and with the concept of wanting to see the good in everyone

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Send me forbidden thoughts your muse has about mine.

Requested by anonymous 

#Memes

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send "will you marry me?" to see my muse's reaction!

can be sincere, silly, serious, or unserious!

#Memes #OuO

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I'm back but very sporadic. I do apologize for that. But I just started playing Shredder's Revenge and... well... as a massive fan of the Rise show, Let's just say

I'm currently fucking screaming.

#OOC #eye contact tw #LISTEN I STAN THE RISE VARIANTS #Especially Donatello. He is autism rep done right #We do not tolerate ROTTMNT hate on this blog

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Me: Trying to do this reply to a Belle post.

Also me: crying every time I read the end of @iobartach 's reply.

#OOC #LISTEN THIS SIDE OF MIGUEL MAKES ME SAD

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@spinxeret from this post

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Damn it.

He bowed his head. "My name is Lionel Vollo. The day after your husband passed, I was abducted by Norman Osborn... I..."

"He infused me with genetic samples he took from...." He trailed off with a lump in his throat. He swallowed it down before continuing. "He wanted to turn Spider-Man's legacy into a weapon... I escaped..."

He couldn't look her in the eye.

Lionel took a moment before continuing. "I've been operating on the streets with my powers to try and do right by the man I...." No, He couldn't use the word replaced. There wasn't a right word to use. "I met other Spider-Men... They asked me to watch over you, but if I'm going to do that..."

He finally forces himself to meet her gaze, the turmoil within clear in his eyes.

"I need to know how to do right by him. I want to be somebody he would be proud to call his successor. But the only link to him is you."

".... I need your help. Please."

#IC #spinxeret #Verse: Spider Verse (Main) #((Sorry for the new post! #this was from before the necessitated soft-reboot but i really want to keep it going! #hope that's okay?

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Things I shouldn't be doing: contemplating Scorpion (Hanzo Hasashi) for Discord RP.

Things I'm doing: THAT.

#OOC #Listen the OG Scorpion has a special place in my heart.