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Nothing to see here

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I need to find an apartment or home for rent with a yard for my baby. 🐶 🐕

so I got into grad school today with my shitty 2.8 gpa and the moral of the story is reblog those good luck posts for the love of god

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Babe if your best argument for forcing people to give birth is that a fetus has a soul at 10 weeks because any living cell is technically classified as life then do I have some news for you about bacteria, viruses, cancer, etc

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I want to feel the feeling of being in breathtaking love again. The falling without a parachute love. That dangerous love.

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Goddess

#chubbybunny #fatbabe #body positivity #fatgirl #lgbtq+ #bbw

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I don’t think dandelions are weeds. I think dandelions are free flowers that four year olds can pick for their mommies

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I don't know why I won't write more than a few sentences. It's kind of annoying.

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I made myself get up, get dressed and leave the house. I walked around the park with my doggo

I'll write more later .

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I think I'm the transition friend. I'm just here till you find your person.

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I'm mentally done, like I feel like I'm out of my mind. I just want to hide in bed.

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So Friday I tried to runaway. I'm 33 years old trying to run away from home. My home .

It was definitely alcohol fueled as I had a doctors appointment and then afterwards I bought these amazing tasting and amazingly strong tequila drinks from a gas station. I also bought 2 vodka shots.

I'm a lightweight.

Anyways, I got drunk and started packing my stuff and left for a hotel with my dog.

I made plans with my dad and my brother to come get me and help me move my stuff back home.

It didn't happen, I ended up calling my gf crying and she came to the hotel.

I'm tracking my impulsive decisions as far back as I can remember.

One is when I was around 18 and I drove 2 hours in a shitty car to see a guy that was ghosting me. He raped me.

Another is moving out of my dad's house into my moms apartment because he was mad at me and told me to.

Enrolling in beauty school. I didn't finish.

Enrolling in communityCollege. Good grades! Didn't finish.

Moving to another state.

Moving out of the apartment I shared with my best friend into a guys house. I had only been dating him for a month and he lived an hour away. He turned out to be my abuser.

I currently isolate myself. I work from home. The only functional relationships I have are virtual. Except for my gf who lives with me and our pets.

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The magnetic eyeliner is a little shakey

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I'm making myself start going back into the office once a week on Wednesdays.

I need to be better.

I need to fight this.

I need my happiness.