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A year ago I’d be scheming and ripping off ya ass so I can get a fix

Now I got plugs fronting me hundreds

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i gave my coworker a kpin the other day and was like tell me when u take it and then lemme know how u feel...

tonight he took a couple and a couple hours went by and he was like yeah idk im chilling

fucking 3 and a half hours go by and hes just like

"holy shit they kicked in. god damn son ur prescribed this? i want some of this" lmao

i wish kpin didnt take so long to kick in and was like xanax. kicks in in 15 minutes...

was afraid wasnt gonna do shit for him

im laughing homeys snapchap story isnt even in eligible english rn

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i wish it was as socially acceptable to give drugs to people on the holidays like it is for liquor (;¬_¬)

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it would be a lie if i said i didn’t miss us. i just don’t miss what became of us. i don’t miss what became of u. 

it is what it is. 

i need to focus on myself rn. 

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These cravings got me fucked up. I would go pretty fucking far for just one xanax or any benzo for that matter. Im starting to get depressed.

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i just dont want to be talked down to anymore. i dont want to be belittled. i refuse to be anyones fucking punching bag. you can take that shit somewhere else please?

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For those of you who still think psychedelic substances are addictive and more dangerous than alcohol.

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i still have those letters

and i still have those pictures

i dont look at them, i cant look at them

so why do i keep them?

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im starting to feel as if there is no such thing as loyalty outside of immediate family and i find it impossible to trust anyone anymore. even family will backstab u if u dont look out 

oh or dogs. dogs wont stab you in the fucking back. 

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i seriously do not doubt for a second, and its pretty heavily recorded at this point and out in the open at this point, that since at least the 20th century, at least, it would seem the west and the east sides of the world have both had shadowy organizations trying to constantly expand then extract and bide control into denser and denser groups of people and thats always going to be a lil spooky boi, cus when you eventually get to the point where its just one dude making all the decisions, thats just not cool bro. 

like kim jong-un dude just chill the fuck out ur people are starving and all ur worried bout is blowing shit up and stuffing ur face

thats the kinda dude u get nowadays when 1 person chases and manages to have all the power

fuck that 

#its a 5 am rant and im listening to alan watts iono

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remember when i told u i know eventually youd leave and id spend new years alone like every other year? LMAO 

talk about a self fulfilling prophecy, i dont fucking know but im tired of this shit. i wanna end myself now 

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i always convince myself at around this time of night “its okay, finish it off. you’ll figure it out tomorrow” and i never really figure it out tomorrow. i mean, sometimes i do, most of the time im fucking myself over and i have to ask for a front or something and i hate doing that shit 

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the few people who follow this blog and actually interact with me on it, please know we may be somewhat of strangers but i keep you guys in my heart and prayers.