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“Weak people find even weaker people to be their victims. And the victimized often feel that they have only two choices: put up with the pain or end their suffering in death. But they’re wrong. The world you lives in is much bigger than that. If the place in which you find yourself is too painful, I say you should be free to seek another, less painful place of refuge. There is no shame in seeking a safe place. I want you to believe that somewhere in this wide world there is a place for you, a safe haven.”

— Kanae Minato

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ASTRO OBSERVATIONS - SHORT & SWEET

venus/pluto 1st housers - have an intriguing spirit that entices people. not only those their appearance bring people to their knees, its a magical presence that cant be ignored. there is a bit of darkness that is connected to their aura, but this is where the mystique comes from.

moon in the 1st house - gentle spirits, have a good vibration to them. could be empathic, able to detect the weird energies that come around them whether its a person or the environment.

jupiter in the 11th - popular. 'know it alls'. could distance themselves from the world and the masses would still be on them like white on rice. lol. could be very captivating and unique in differences they have with them and others, which is why they stick out like a green thumb.

sun square moon - difficulties with familiar associations. parents could undermine you a lot. special occurances could happen a lot for you but people tend to undermine them a lot easily depending on your gifts and who you could be to them.

the issue is that people have problems with dealing with the inner child and this could be a problem for people who are not connected to themselves the way the sun square moon could be. distancing themselves from family members or close friends a lot could be a way to stay in dominance over your higher self and your needs.

moon in the 11th - children are very drawn to these individuals. a huge connection with animals and nature is prominent here as this connection gives them a bright spirit. the right energies strengthens the individuals in this house.

mars in the 2nd - physical activity is a must, also learning hobbies that helps them conquer the mind-soul and body is necessary for them to have a little boost in focus, drive and determination.

hadn't been doing them for a while so, enjoy <3

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I’ve been so exhausted and angry lately. I just want to give up so bad

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I still hide pieces of you in my writing

Even though they have sharp edges

I will smile as my fingers bleed

Because that's the only way I can hold you now

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🛼Mars Sign & what you find most alive or driven🛼

🔥Aries Mars - will find sports, adrenaline as something that represents their well-being the most. Maybe also boxing or athletics.They will feel best when they do something for themselves. They like to compete so they will also like something related to competitions. Also they enjoy taking risks.

🦭Taurus Mars- will enjoy in good food the most by watching the movie. Even with good music. They will like to invest their energy in material things, money. Maybe they will cheer themselves up by buying a gift. You love to pamper yourself with a massage by the pool, a spa session or a beauty routine.

🫒 Gemini Mars-will find their joy in talking to others. They will be driven by things that present them with challenges, novelties. Maybe they will like to spend their time in the car, driving them can relax them. Lots of people with mars in gemini also have an emotional connection to a car or phone. They can also change phones very quickly. They must be in constant move and that is what makes them happy.

🏕Cancer Mars - like it best when they are with family or people close to them. They like to be at home and like to isolate themselves from people. And here they feels best. Mars Cancers like to move in all kinds of waves, like the aquatic kind. They feel best when they are emotionally safe. U may also like charitable events, buying and selling online, canning and food preservation.

🪁 Leo Mars- feel best when they are the center of attention. When they can show or perform something to others. Above all, they like to do creative things related to them. They like to connect with their inner child. They are relieved by things related to their childhood. Playing various games and dancing.

🛁 Virgo Mars- feel best when they follow their routine and have everything under control. Many times they can be released by cleaning. Virgos like to be productive so even when they do something practical and good for work, they feel great. They like it when everything is organized. Decorating furniture could be also their thing. Bath time, skin rutine is also relaxing for them.Animals can be the ones where they relax the most.

🛍 Libra Mars-relax the most when shopping, shopping can often bring happiness (buy new clothes, things) .When they dress nicely and feel beautiful. Relationships with others are also very important to them. So they like to invest energy in relationships with others, socialize and be social. Also suggests fencing or tennis.

🌊Scoprio Mars-feel best when they can investigate or invest something. At the same time, when they find someone who understands them emotionally. They love things that are related to psychology, dark things, and deep emotions. Also music is something they love very much (maybe listening to rap music), collecting jewelry.Something that represents light to them in the dark.

🏹Sagittarius Mars-find their energy in travel, the meaning of life itself. Many times they are inspired for new things, learning psychology, understanding culture. Maybe there may be some motivational books for them as well. I think the places they visit and the adventures give them a sense of being alive and fulfilled. They also usually have some special place to which they have a special bond. Exploring places and surroundings is something they adore. Food tasting, artistic events, museum, camping, writing/blogging, learning a new language and gambling.

🧚🏻Pisces Mars-many times they find their inspiration in nature, meditation. Spirituality can be something that connects them and gives them strength. Because pisces often want to get away from emotions and people, they also feel good when they are alone with themselves. To do something for themselves then they get the most energy. Or writing, music, dancing, reading, watching movies, fishing, water sports.

🌼Capricron Mars-feel good in success and knowledge. Gardening, reading, imaginative ventures, painting, eating out are a portion of the side interests embraced by Capricorn people. Making valuable artworks is another diversion of these people.

❄️Aquarius Mars -finds his inspiration in the strangest and most unusual places. Many times they can also play sports or ride a bike this relaxes them. Hanging out with friends makes them happier. It is usually something that involves their company or activities. Also they find joy in tackling puzzles, designing new things, riding the net, community work, outdoor exercises, mingling, a book club, adventure sports.

-Rebekah💞🦋🛼

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— astro thought

the people who say “stelliums are rare” are so wrong. literally every person i know has a stellium except me. i would say it’s rare NOT to have one or rare to have more than 2 stelliums. just a thought 💭

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Astrology observations

🌞 Pluto in the 3rd house have a high risk of getting hit by a car & road accidents

🌞 Sagittarius rising & Virgo rising attract people that gossip about them good or bad

🌞 Pluto square ascendant feel like they are being watched all the time

🌞 venus in Scorpio degrees have been betrayed so many times they end up becoming players and don’t believe in love

🌞 if you have water in the 7th house people want to know who you’re dating they don’t have privacy

🌞 don’t think about cheating if you’re in a relationship with a Taurus rising they become very hostile and end up being criminals.

🌞 Taurus placements are smart people they are math whiz

🌞 Scorpio and Gemini placements experience hormonal imbalance

🌞 cancer placements hold onto emotions and words of the people who hurt them they don’t forget things easily

🌞 Air signs men are prone to being homosexual

🌞 I bet 90% of astrologers in tumblr are Virgo rising lol. Virgo rising tries hard to be anyone and everyone to too many people, if they like someone they’ll google &find out everything that they can about that person

🌞 Scorpio placements have the most beautiful eyes

🌞 Leo sun like being in control they can be bossy

🌞 8th house synastry is difficult to forget you’ll always hear their names being mentioned or reminisce the past

🌞 Mars-Pluto aspects can sense danger very easily

🌞 you can a recognise a Gemini rising by their chin it’s pointy

🌞 Scorpio placements honestly have the kindest hearts

🌞 mutable signs attract each other they get along well with one another

Pls don’t copy my work🦋

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I feel like shaking the table in honor of the last day of this mercury retrograde.

DISCLAIMER: Astrology is subjective and should never be looked at as definitive. So, when you're viewing astro observations or notes, please take it with a handful of salt. Including this post. This spiritual shit is meant to teach you more about yourself, not to solve all your problems or give you the answers to life's biggest questions.

scorpio sun is the worst scorpio placement to have and I wish you all would stop including them with other scorpio placements bc they are totally different vibe.

taurus' placements are who yall think scorpio placements are.

also, taurus men 🤝 sabotaging their own attractiveness.

Why don't we also talk about how having heavy Saturn placements, Venus-Saturn, Saturn in 7th, etc. as a young person makes you more susceptible than the average young person to being groomed/sexually assaulted by older individuals?

I hope that everyone of you who hold on to the stereotype of libras being liars meets a libra who is not only not scared of being honest, but cuts you deeply with the truth 🙃

scorpio moon women 🤝 never forgiving your father for mistreating your mother.

Black gemini sun men 🤝 loving white/racially ambiguous women.

Pisces men 🤝 lacking authentic charisma

What is with aquarius suns and being able to articulate themselves or a situation in an intellectual manner but still ending up in the stupidest, avoidable, thoughtless circumstances? Like does your brain work or not?

I think people with prominent aquarius placements tend to like the idea of being perceived as intellectual rather than doing the actual work or feeling the brunt of being an intellectual. For example, J. Cole the rapper (aqua sun) appearing to be very "woke" in his earlier work just for him to expose himself later on by saying he doesn't even read books..................

Oh to be a woman with prominent libra placements or stellium... you encounter jealousy from all genders and its unfair because no matter what we they do, people will still send the evil eye regardless. Avoid being in situations where you're the big fish in a small pond.

not an observation but really wish yall would stop tagging shit that has nothing to do with astrology or astrology observations. yall annoying af.

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I picked pile 2 VERY TRUE

PICK A CARD - WHAT'S BEING HIDDEN FROM YOU?

PILE ONE Channeled song: Paint the Town Red - Doja Cat

Some of you may be pregnant without knowing, of course this doesn't apply to everyone but that's certainly a thing for someone. For some of you it could be a dream you've been working on cultivating since childhood beginning to take root into reality. Being able to take some kind of forward movement that allows you freedom. Some of you may be developing a deeper relationship with a sibling or child family member as well. Maybe a family member could be pregnant as well. There's definitely a vibe of fertility and joy here. Something being built from the ground up as well. For some of you it could be a business you're trying to develop. Or even a dream career, or getting into a school or some kind of huge positive development in your life. You might not see it yet, but the tables are absolutely going to be turning in your favor. You may be exploring more, and find opportunity to express your emotions. I see this group may be learning to develop better boundaries. There could be people trying to create blockages in your forward movement. I see however that you are learning to depend more on your own thoughts, feelings, and overall discernment. Independence is absolutely being developed here, for some of you it could be that you are maturing into a new phase of your life and self expression that you're not seeing as well. I feel like there's a need here to really acknowledge the amount of growth you've achieved. Yeah, there's some major positive shifts happening here. If you've maybe been feeling stagnant or stuck, especially due to family having control over your finances or actions I see a lot of freedom coming here. You've developed some kind of discipline, or possibly self reliance that you previously may have felt was unattainable.

I think that's about it for you guys pile one! sorry it's short.

PILE TWO

Channeled Song: IDGAF - Drake ft Yeat

I feel like there are a lot of people who may not particularly have good intentions towards you pile 2. There could even be an air and water sign woman working together to create some kind of binding on your financial stability. What's crazy though is that I see it's not even able to manifest into the physical realm. The worst that they're able to do is exacerbate your limiting beliefs regarding financial stability. LOLLL, weaaaaak.

You may end up speaking your truth regarding some kind of situation soon as well. I see that there may also be a reveal of whoever these people are that have been trying to meddle in your finances. You may be in hermit mode currently, or seeking to isolate from people for the most part. There seems to be a lot of speculation around what you're up to and what you're doing pile 2. People could even be arguing over you. You may be leaving behind some sort of belief system that was at some point a core piece of your ideology. Some kind of realization is going to come that will bring a significant amount of balance into your life. I'm also hearing your body though, which is interesting. So there's some major balance coming into play here for you. It's sooo weird, because it feels like there are a lot of people who have it out for you. I see here that there is an emperor type energy that is very lost. This person may be trying to manifest you into their lives against your will? I just feel like a lot of this pile is likely confirmations, as it's clear to me you all are tapped the fuck in. Seeing as the high priestess has come out. I feel that you may not be aware that there is either a father figure, or older man who is doing spellwork or manifestation work on you. I feel that it's important for you to set energetic boundaries with people. First person shooter just came on, and it was the part where he said "dont trust everything that you saw on IG" so this person could be stalking you on instagram? I feel like they're driving themselves mad trying to figure out what the hell is going on in your life. For some of you they may not be older, but they may be very controlling or authoritative in some way. Someone with an ego that is larger than life. I heard "where in the world is carmen san diego" so what may be hidden from you is that there are a lot of people with their eyes on you pile 2. People may sense that you are about to do something big? I see here that you will be in a comfortable position. You are about to put an end to something, this feels like setting boundaries and speaking your piece. I also see that you are overcoming some sort of lack mindset that you struggle with. You are absolutely developing into a new person right now. I see here that what you don't know is that your shadow is a huge piece of how you receive and download psychic information. There's something about being deeply impressionable, but learning discernment and therefore being able to use this receptivity to glean hidden information. I'm also feeling something about mind reading here? This pile could be developing the gift of telepathy. I'm feeling very much Taurus rising energy here, off the strength of the fact that this is absolutely giving scorpio in the 7th house energy. With this capability to just read into the depths of the people around you. Seeing deep into the minds of others. What's being hidden from you is that more often than not you are in fact reading people to filth. I think that it may upset people when you are right for some reason. It's like there's this competitive energy towards you. I heard "keep up" like people are trying to keep up with you, or they're trying to outdo you so that you feel like you have to keep up with them. Regardless, I do see that through processing, acknowledging and accepting the hidden aspects of your personality you will find deep fulfillment and even financial gain! How interesting.

PILE THREE

Channeled Song: Highs & Lows - Chance the Rapper

Some sort of information is being hidden from you pile 3, but it's not because of anything outside of you. It's because you overthink shit like baaaaad. I heard "8" so the number 8 could be significant here somehow. You're being asked to maybe step back, your ego could be blocking your ability to think clearly. There's an emphasis on teamwork here, I feel that this pile has a verrrryy hard time taking criticism. What's being hidden from you is that your ego exceeds your knowledge, and that you may need to find a better balance within yourself. I heard something also about meddling, some of you may struggle with envy or jealousy.

To be honest pile 3, I feel like you really need to learn to allow things to flow. There's some sort of link to familial trauma, or control issues rooting from the family that have resulted in this outlook on life. Perhaps you could be rather inflexible in your ideology. Very set in your ways. I see that what you don't see is that a tower moment is coming in order to shift your perspective. I kind of see it as like- for example in football being tackled. I see you taking it on the chin and getting back up and continuing to go on. Don't be so stubborn, and learn to release bitterness. You may be grieving a perceived loss regarding some sort of project you're very passionate about. Or even possibly just feeling exhausted regarding this project. I feel that you guys are in a deep, and brooding, and veryyyyy aggressive energy in order to protect yourself. I'm seeing like crows in a parking lot circling scraps of food.

You could have had to fight for everything in life- and now spirit is asking you to sit back and allow shit to unfold. What's being hidden is that by creating a better work life balance, and taking better care of yourself that you will be able to get over this bump in the road concerning your financial stability. Transmuting your fear and greed into security and generosity will deeply help you in moving onward. I see here that you could be feeling stuck on a standstill. Learn to relax a little, things don't have to constantly be so serious. You have a lot of blessings coming in, so just sit tight and let it come in. <3 You're gonna be just fine. Better than fine honestly! It's going to be okay, I promise. :3 One more thing actually, there's a line in the channeled song that goes "The best things in life on the opposite side of fear".

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After a while you get tired of telling people how they make/made you feel. you eventually just go ghost and never speak again.

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stop ignoring yourself. fix your posture, get a fresh haircut, drink water, take care of your skin, eat food that gives you energy, declutter your space, take time to rest, workout, do mindful meditation, fix your sleep schedule. when you feel/look good, you do good. invest in yourself, put the effort you deserve.

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“Be the type of person you want to meet.”

— Unknown

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“There is nothing I would not do for those who are really my friends. I have no notion of loving people by halves; it is not my nature. My attachments are always excessively strong.”

— Jane Austen, Northanger Abbey

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"You don’t have to have it all figured out to move forward." - Unknown