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Father and daughter bonding <3

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hey. can i come over and explode into viscera in your living room ?

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crossposting this to tumblr too since twitter really liked it

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i’m gonna mcfuckin’ lose it

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Cosmos!

Had a lovely time coloring this commission @itonako did for me!

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men who express violent hatred for "onlyfans girls" are the biggest red flags to me because hatred and dehumanization of sex workers leads to legitimate violence in real life 😐 like when I hear your words I think of some pretty awful murders and the police who didn't care because of who the victims are. just an opinion

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drawing roddy for the first time

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nothing brings me more joy than repeatedly doing a bit that my mother dislikes

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"immoral" "self-destructive" opinion or whatever but making art for no one fucking sucks shit

#yeah this #it kind of sucks to admit that i stopped drawing as much when i accepted the thought that 'im doing it for myself' #and no one is going to engage with it anyway. why post it then #why MAKE it really when i can just think it to myself and the worst i will get is slightly upset i cant draw it #vs spending hours on art hurt my back and my wrists that wont even get 20 notes and won't give me any fulfillment #it sucks very much. i miss when i used to draw a lot and harvest engagement through art #that was objectively much much simpler and 'appealing' and even 'cringe' #im an adult who needs to look for job now and make money and there's little space left for genuine art i can spend hours on #because im exhausted all the time #genuinely its good to have the mentality of 'do it for you' cuz it removes at least some self worth anxieties #but it does fucking suck seeing yourself plummet artistically #it was nice to be more motivated to create and talk to people about art #even then I'd rather stick to things more niche so getting 'engagement' is even harder #its a loop. you're fucked either way

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I think it'd be funny to have a character who keeps trying to break the fourth wall and failing

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Y'all are acting like the giant robot fandom invented the eroticism of the machine when I've literally met self-taught mechanics who talk about working on their shitty cars in exactly the same way. When you've heard somebody wax rhapsodic about the transformational power of being shoulder-deep in a 1993 Ford Taurus, seeing folks on Tumblr shitpost about roboticising their genders just ain't that unusual.

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Do i have to fucking open commissions again i dont FUCKING want to do this

#txt #my laptop is being a bitch i cant fucking do this anymore

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For the last goddamn time...

"Kill your darlings" means "if something is holding you back, get rid of it, even if it sounds pretty."

That's it! That's all it means! It means if you're stuck and stalled out on your story and you could fix the whole block by removing something but you're avoiding removing that thing because it's good, you remove that thing. That's the darling.

It does NOT mean

That you have to get rid of your self-indulgent writing

That you should delete something just because you like it (?wtf?)

That you need to kill off characters (??? what)

That you have to pare your story down to the absolute bare bones

That you have to delete anything whatsoever if you don't want to

The POINT is that you STOP FEELING GUILTY for throwing out good writing that isn't SERVING THE STORY.

The POINT is that you don't get so HUNG UP on the details that you lose sight of the BIG PICTURE.

Good grief....

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If you want you can tear me apart for your sick enjoyment (flirting)

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i dont think whites understand how being white makes literally everything easier.

it effects everything.

being trans is easier when youre white.

being gay is easier when youre white.

being disabled is easier when youre white.

being a woman is easier when youre white.

being autistic is easier when youre white.

oppression is eased when you are white, as you get extra privileges, and your whiteness is seen as a positive characteristic that in some ways counter-balances your other forms of being a minority. whiteness controls everything.

you are automatically way more innocent in your own oppression as a gay, trans, disabled person because of your whiteness.

never forget this.

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persona mutuals i call upon ye. what games should i check out

#txt #idk anything about those but many of my friends like em #idk where i can play them i think there are some on steam??

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Skilltober #19 - Hand/Eye-Coordination