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hello! I’ve been a long time follower, and no words could describe how much I absolutely adore your work 💞💖 I’d just like to say, I am so sorry. I’m sorry you have to live with all this pain and people like me get to tell you ‘sorry for your loss’ and move on. I’m sorry there’s nothing I can really do or say to make any of it hurt any less. I know it probably won’t mean much from some internet stranger, but just know we’ll always love and be here for you! Whether it’s a few weeks, or a few years down the line, we’ll stay here supporting you 💛 love you lots and wishing you the best in these wild times - jay🌻

hey!! i just?? idk what to say honestly whenever i read emotional things i go speechless and that might seems like a jerk move but believe me that’s super far from what i mean to convey. thank you so much! for liking my old works, for sending me this message, for being here still, i guess, too? don’t be sorry, because you already did everything you could and even if you think that’s not much it’s all but that, it’s a lot for me. it really means a ton. so thank you again. i hope, i want, to come back here, in the future, as soon as possible, who knows, even if right now it seems most unlikely im sorry. but thank you really. love you too! stay safe! sending you hugs 💗

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(Not a request, just a fluffy concept for u to think about when ur sad ily mwah 💞) After binge-reading the human rk900 asks I have this overwhelming need of introducing him to my grandma! I know it sounds weird but I'd LOVE it to see this precious treasure of a human being vibing in comfort and who else can give u that more than grandnies!?? Just,,, love + warmth + benevolence + coziness + human rk900 = 💝💖💖💔💓💞💗 i think he'd be hella shy at first but hopefully he'd warm up to grandny~ UwU

(?????? q______q???? illegal!!! I LOVE U SO MUCH SMUACK this ask i’ve been rereading this comforting asks a thousand times no joke) oh no no weird at all dw human!RK900 is the ultimate grandma type, every elderly lady would love him no doubts no questions asked!!!  love + warmth + benevolence + coziness + human rk900 = 💝💖💖💔💓💞💗 IS ABSOLUTELY TRUE???? and also my new tattoo bc tbh that’s his true nature for real words to live by he’d even take up knitting can you imagine he’d make you sweaters for the winter :’(( that’s too cute,,,, he /will/ warm up he just needs a bit of time!! love u....... hope you’re doing good little baby

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Glad to hear that you're okay! :DDD Even if my dreams DID become nightmares, I wouldn't know. The line of good and bad dreams kinda blurred somewhere down the road. ;w; And it's okay to reply late! Your wellbeing is more important than anything!

a thank you again!! ahahahaha true, but also i hope they’re not too scary when that happens! aaaa dw im not, thank u q___q ilu.

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another update! aren’t you tired of these ones? 🤔 lol anyway. all the apologies to everyone. i still kinda havent recovered from the mess that is my life. but! i’ve gone to therapy, and after a first therapist that wasn’t definitely listening to me i found a therapy center that’s going to help me because, it turns out that? i’ve had adhd for 22 years and it has never been diagnosed? who knew?? esp bc differently from the usa here it’s not really- well, known? we’re kinda behind the whole adhd business i suppose. and apparently im also so stressed i prob dissociate daily without even realizing. so there’s that. hasn’t been easy but certainly a relief that im probably just born with that and im not stupid & lazy beyond redemption as i’ve been led to believe. i might also have cancer again but that’s still not sure, i’m waiting to have other exams done but im not worrying much abt that now. also covid but i mean. now, not gonna lie, i’ve been on twitter wasting my days still in the dbh fandom somehow, and i’ve tried to continue writing but RK1700 instead of reader / self-inserts (which is why i don’t think they should be posted here but yeah). although i still don’t entirely like what i’m writing, it’s been and it is /still/ hard. sorry for annoying you guys, i don’t think thanking you endless times would be enough to balance all the support and love you’ve given me these couple years. i’ll try to make it up for it but i dont want to keep making empty promises! maybe with meds i’ll be able to come back here. love u. 💖

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Hello again, I'm the depressed anon that read your writings for comfort. We're very glad + proud that you're strong enough to go to therapy (not everyone can bring themself to do that including me) and generally making efforts in life despite depression makes everything feels even more suck than usual. You've been through so much 🥺🥺🥺 If you don't mind I'm always up if you want to vent 🥺

hello!!! hey!! hope you’re generally doing a bit better, i’m infinitely glad that my writings have been of help for you, even if just a little q___q that means so much to me thank you. aaa?? i ;___; thank you again!!! it’s not easy, right? acknowledging that you need help can / might be something very difficult for people and i totally get that. to me, personally, asking for help has been challenging, because it means admitting to be vulnerable, to show your wounds to the world, and for someone that can’t bear to be pitied as something weak, well, it’s been a big step! hope someday, somehow, you’ll be comfortable enough to do that too, because, as scary as it might sound, therapy is also very useful. sending you hugs! thank you, if you need to talk im here too! AHAHAH that’s true! 2020 is def something we should collectively forget lol dw im not overworking myself, neither should you btw!! 💕

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I'm doing okay for the most part! :D Other than hoarding my dreams (which has gotten weirder but what else is new) I've practicing on drawing! Besides the bad stuff, how are you in terms of the good? Have you been drinking water? You better take care of yourself or I'll make the rk bab(i)es cry!

hey!! sorry for the late reply but im glad you’re doing fine!!! oh! i totally get that ahahaha, but as long as they don’t turn into nightmares that’s such a nice thing to ‘hoard’! aaa that’s good news, hope you’re enjoying drawing so far!! 💖 mhh beside the bad im still alive that’s def a good thing ahahaha! nothing out of the ordinary i think! and yes don’t worry!! i’ve been taking care of myself, would never want to make them cry :’((

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Can we have some hcs for the RK boys (maybe poly?? Up to you) reacting to their s/o having many tattoos? Thank you lovely 💜

hey! this has actually already been done, with the poly and all, lucky you!

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wow :oo your fics are so beautifully written I can’t even describe the way they make me feel...... where do you come up with such graceful titles?? I wish I was this talented holy moly—

aaa thank you??? i actually will probably never be 100% satisfied my way of writing fics so this means a lot to me q____q oh and, except for some that i come up with on the spot, titles are always lyrics of songs i’ve been listening to, album titles, phrases i’ve heard etc not much of my doings ahahahah

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Hey, this is sudden but i wanna let you know that everytime i feel overwhelmingly depressed just reading your fluffy headcanons for some certain android sweethearts never fail to brighten my mood UwU so thank you very much u awesome human being UwwwwU have a good day/night

i??? q______q i love you!! this is a bit of a late reply so hope that now you’re not often depressed, if possible never more! but in any case im glad something as little as my writings managed to lift your mood!!💖 thank you so much!!

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First off, I love your account but I think I'm late to the party, and second, all these headcons are making me 🥺🥺they're so good

aaa you’re not late dw! (unlike my reply) thank you so much??? ;___; hope you enjoyed them!!

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You're very strong and brave. You're amazing. What you've been through are definitely hard times, yet you're here. 💖💖

thank you a lot for this q___q ilu

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Hey, it's Feather! I'm sorry to hear that you had to go through all that. But just know that no matter what happens, we're here to offer some words. I hope everything will be much brighter for you, and do take your time. :)

hey!!! long time no see! how are you!! q__q aaa thank you so much! 💖 i do hope so too, i mean i can’t always have it this bad ahahahah

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i hope you're doing okay, luv. we're always waiting for you

sorry for the late reply!!! thank you for writing this q__q love you, hope you’re doing fine!

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Hello lovely, I'm one of your older follower and it's been a while since I last visited here. I'm currently reading your old posts as well as your new ones and it feels so nostalgic. "Nothing lasts forever", they say, but my love for DBH fandom will never end even though it has been fading away. And hey, depression may be a black dog that tries to follow you anywhere, but your life isn't tied to the dog, so hold on just a little while longer, alright? Cause everything will be alright

hey!! sorry for the late reply </3 this is such a bittersweet ask i don't quite know what to say because anything else would be futile. i guess none of the thank yous for your support i could write would do the trick! but really, even if your interest for dbh might not be there anymore im glad you sent me this, it made my heart warm. i’ll try to grab the leash. love u, hope you’re doing fine baby

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I’m so so sorry about everything you’ve been thru. I hope things are getting better. I recently lost my cat, who I’d planned on spending so many more years with so you’re not alone and I hope no one ever says it’s dumb to break over something like that cause it broke me too. Good love can come from anything.

thank you! im still a bit skeptical about things going okay but i know someday they will. for me, for you too. let’s put our hopes in that. im sorry for your loss, it’s not easy, especially when you think you have yet lots of years ahead. my thoughts are with you. i hope you’re right and good love will soon come this way. ilu

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Gosh I’m so SO sorry to hear all of that, I really hope things start to turn around for you again! I’ll be super happy to see your stuff again, it’s often brought me lil bits of joy when nothing else could, but only ever if it’s good for or beneficial to you! Never feel like you have to, even if it was promised, lol!

i hope so too! i really want to become happy if my writing managed to do that then im super glad, i could never want anything more than that!! thank you so much! q___q i’ll try to return to writing here because i would hate to break a promise but don't worry i wont overdo it!

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Hey, thanks for coming back. I do think about you and your works alot. I'm not too good with words and life sucks for me too atm, but I know we can get through this. I still care about dbh and It saddens me that my favorite creators are disappearing one by one, but I'll 100% support your decisions with your blog. I'll never forget how your posts never failed to made my day 💛

hey!! thanks to you for sticking around q__q 💖💗 help, these are such kind words, so thank you again!!!! im sorry life’s not treating you kindly either but i too hope we can both get better! im sure we will aaa dw, if i still manage to write i will continue keeping up this blog, which has brought me many good memories that i will always cherish. also, if you need some dbh content creators i think twitter might be ok, even if it’s a horrible site truly thank you so much ;___; this means a lot to me, im happy to hear it!!!