theelderdaughter

[theelderdaughter]

Is there a word for when we feel like we barely have the will to exist, and the people around us expect us to be there for them, but we don't know how to tell them that we barely have the motivation to be there for ourselves and that we don't hate them, we just simply need to pause everything for a while and pretend not to exist?

#random #questions #going crazy #mental health #tired #why am i this way #apathy #feeling numb #do you relate #is it just me

[theelderdaughter]

Really needed to hear this,, thank you so much 🙌

Padhle PADHLE padhle please padhle phone neeche rakh padhle bhai exam hai padhle padhle PADHO padhle iss baar bhagwaan madad nahi karega be padhle nibba nibbi love story baad me karle abhi padhle jai mata di sirf student of the year me kaam karta hai padhle tu 3 idiots ka raicho nahi hai bhau padhle yeh gatekeep gaslight girlboss apne marks ko kar bhai abhi todhi der padhle phone tere scrolling ko miss nahi karega behena PADHLE acha padhne ke baad Maggi kha liyo treat ke liye uske liye toh padhna padega na tujhe TERE BAAL BILKUL THEEK HAIN EXAM KE BEECH ME KAATNE KI ZAROORAT NAHI HAI PADHLE daydream about your marks being the highest and not your fictional boyfriend railing you PADHLE

Padho padho padhle maata PADHO keep that phone down RIGHT NOW

Chalo Okay tough love hogaya

(Padhle BC)

[theelderdaughter]

Have you ever been inexplicably sad when everyone else around you was happy, cause you wanted to share that happiness with that one person with whom you didn't talk anymore?

This is something I wrote when I was feeling like that.

Here I am in the middle of a perfect day,

When every face has got a smile,

Yet, I am miserable..

Here I am supposed to be celebrating,

When all I wanna do is drown in grief,

Yet, I can't express any of this..

because I don't have the right to do so,

After all, how can one mourn the loss of someone who wasn't theirs to begin with.

#midnights #random #sad shit #weird shit #going crazy #why do i do this to myself

[theelderdaughter]

How you ever been so anxious that you could feel it in your stomach and at the back of your throat, like a physical pain.

no??

Just me, then.

Okay

#random #going crazy #anxitey #weird shit #mental health #just me #is it just me #why do i do this to myself #why am i this way #can you relate

[theelderdaughter]

Okay.. I don't even know why I am writing this here. I just..think that I'm feeling a spectrum of emotions right now and I don't have any idea what to do with it...

#going crazy #random #shitpost #exams #studying #midsemester #desi tumblr #desi aesthetic #lol

[theelderdaughter]

[theelderdaughter]

Do y'all ever meet someone and start liking them so much that you feel like you're going crazy because you don't know how you're supposed to act in front of them... and it makes you lose your mind ???

No.. Is it just me then?

#random #why do i do this to myself #why am i this way #crazy things #liking someone #nice to meet you #someone new #going crazy

[theelderdaughter]

There's nothing like returning home and enjoying the home cooked meals prepared by Mumma 😌

#hostel #college #homesweethome #back to my roots #mumma #home cooked food

[theelderdaughter]

“I love you without knowing how, or when, or from where.I love you straightforwardly, without complexities or pride;so I love you because I know no other way than this: where I does not exist, nor you,so close that your hand on my chest is my hand, so close that your eyes close as I fall asleep.”

[theelderdaughter]

Lil' poem today to remind us to have the courage to keep living with an open heart ❤️

[theelderdaughter]

Here’s the teaser trailer for the videos I’ve made for Midnights 🌌 Thank you Amazon for premiering this, the first video for Anti-Hero will be out tomorrow at 8am ET. And Midnights will be here SO SOON!!!

https://taylor.lnk.to/taylorswiftmidnights

[theelderdaughter]

We'll be fine line in a blurry world.

#shitpost #random #spilled thoughts

[theelderdaughter]

I think adulting is just distracting yourself from your problems for a while to be happy. Because there's something or the other always going on with you. And you can only wish to be a kid again.

#shitpost #adulting #young adult #fml honestly #rant over #im done

[theelderdaughter]

Thode kam ajnabi by Arijit Singh

Ishq kije fir samajhiye by Jagjit Singh

reblog or reply with your love song. you know, the one that you think is what love sounds like

[theelderdaughter]

It still surprises me how some people can make all your insecurities disappear with just a few words of reassurance. It's surprising how I let someone hold so much power over me.

#people #favourite person #insecurities #reassurance #is it love?

[theelderdaughter]

August slipped away, and no one asked me to meet them behind the mall

#taylor swift #august #sad life

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