I really don't know how I can be so tired all the time. It's hard to keep up my motivation. During my two weeks off it felt so easy and effortless. Now that I'm working again, I'm having a really hard time to stay focused. Yesterday I had the worst headache and couldn't do anything... One more week and life should get better.
super busy day! i knew my schedule was going to be super unpredictable, so i got all my anki done in the morning
was at the dentist for literally three and a half hours. it's a new dentist for me, so they had to do a bunch of imaging done, and then i got 10 preventative fillings on top of all the normal new patient stuff
also shadowed a physician in labor and delivery tonight! got to see a delivery, which was super fun and crazy
ok so my throat started hurting again so I guess I'm sick once again (still prefer this over feeling like I'm cooking myself during summer tbh). had remote classes today so I stayed at home most of the day but had to take one of the buns to get a nail trimming in the morning. decided to work on some light thesis work and finish up some drafts for my academic writing assignment.
I got pretty good grades this year, I'm happy with myself. Now the next turn is preparing for the big boy exams next year. Goshhh, I'm scared! But I feel relieved at the same time. I'll lay out the study methods, tools and topics to cover sometime this week (although I'm positive it'll take longer to complete).
For now I'm chilling, playing stardew valley, spending time with my family and journaling. You don't really know under how much pressure and stress you are until it's over. I need like three weeks off to process this whole year..
Went to school to hang out :) Math class was fun, probability is my fav after stats
Bought a shit load of fruit for fruit salad, I think we were made to just stare at sunsets eat fruit and read good books
Played stardev valley but this ss is not my farm but my fav stardew playlist. I love Shane but it would be a platonic marriage lol
Did some homework
[ I forgot to do my streaks because I went to sleep early, but I get to start them from zero so they're even hahaha ]
achievements:
♡ spanish study! lots and lots!
♡ started a new school project
♡ scheduled my next post
♡ did a lil upper body wo (free weights are my worst nightmare)
apparently passed the Comp test and finished the subject with 16 🙊
-> finished The Possessed, by Witold Gombrowicz (the dynamics were super interesting and i liked how much time we spent inside the characters' heads. good ending too - 4/5)
-> started playing the Bubblegum Galaxy demo again and it's still awesome and so much fun
achievements:
✿ I edited my school notion page
✿ I took a walk outside, and it was awesome
✿ stayed up for the hallelujah challenge finale
reflection:
✿ The Hallelujah challenge was definitely a great experience and I'll definitely join the next one, today was good and now that the challenge is over I'm gonna try and fix my sleep schedule
notes:
✿ I need to complete this week's task by Thursday because of camp on Friday which will also probably mess with my sleep schedule but it's worth it. This is a reminder for myself that I need to update a planner
habit tracking:
morning stretch
study time
daily physical activity- I took a walk
self-care
practice a hobby
read bible
daily worship
drink water 1L/3L
Unfortunately I have had no traction on my Gofundme. It is discouraging. I have many of needs and I don’t know where to start. I really hope the people who can help see me.
Still really sick (acute faringitis apparently) so I can't really do much without feeling drained but I did manage to do same changes to my thesis and found my last reference project and applied to some jobs as well and read for a bit
achievements:
♡ spanish oral exam
♡ got end of exam block froyo with my friends!
insights:
♡ the point is that you have to want to change, otherwise nothing will
notes:
♡ i forgot my housekey today after i went to school this morning, and when i was about home i realised (around 2pm) so i had to walk to the library instead, and wait a couple of hours until another one of my family members had gotten home. i'm so proud of myself for how i made the most of the situation - enjoying my book and picking up some lunch.