arseholism

[arseholism]

Living in a transient state of happiness

In a world that’s constantly unkind

It would be strange to find everlasting joy

When there is no room to step back, relax and unwind

All the voices telling me where I’m going wrong

It’s like listening to art described by someone blind

How can you know what I’m even thinking?

When you’ve never entered my shrouded mind!

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[arseholism]

Nothing matters, it's all over her in a flash

The darkness consumes her whole

She can’t understand it, confusion sets in

Her thoughts, turn into fading voices in her head

Emptiness closes in, overpowering her soul

Her world crumbles, as she begins to cry

Her precious tears begin to pour

She can’t open her eyes, paranoia reigns supreme

Her heart, a victim of slow painful memories

Is now left broken, in little pieces on the floor

Darkness sets in, and takes over the sky

She drops onto the floor

Her lungs are devoid of air, it’s so unfair

She’s left numb, as angels begin to cry

And rain begins to pour

All her emotions come back to her all at once again

Like a rush of blood sent right to her head

She can feel every kind of overwhelming pain

And just like that the storm is gone

Now she’s starting to go insane

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[arseholism]

Explore every corner of my labyrinthine mind

Find every crack in my fractured soul

Become synchronous with my beating heart

Love me, kiss me, consume me whole

Memorise every inch of my glistening skin

Drink me slowly like the finest bottle of wine

Become the purpose of my frivolous existence

Love me, adore me, till the end of time.

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[arseholism]

Pick apart, every decaying memory that’s breaking your heart

Even if you lose your mind

Dig deep, prepare to take a blind leap

You never know what you might find

Try to rise, from the ashes of what you once called paradise

Build your castle in the air

Decorate your life with a hand written destiny

And I promise I’ll take you there

Try to fight, every dreary day and every sleepless night

Find comfort as you slowly overcome time

Try to find the courage and give me your abundant love

Till then, you can have all of mine

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[arseholism]

The clouds are grey, the sky is dark, the panic is setting in

The storm is building, the venom of doubt is slowly crawling up my skin

Misfiring neurons, a chemical imbalance, however this madness can be defined

It’s doom and gloom, of apocalyptic levels, featuring every fear I’d left behind

There is no shelter, there is no safe haven, I’m as vulnerable as can ever be

I’m stuck in place, helpless, full of grace, ready for the end that’s coming for me.

- another attempt at this theme, a bit more visual and more my style.

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[arseholism]

I’m riddled with questions, I’m not supposed to be thinking

This wave of emotion crashes over me, I feel like I’m sinking

I can feel the fears slowly crawling under my skin

I’m overwhelmed, under too much pressure, my patience is wearing thin

I’m lost inside my head, I’m surrounded by these voices

Do I tune them all out? Am I too antisocial? Am I making all the wrong choices?

There’s too much time, too much of anything can be unnerving

I’m incapable of love, I won’t accept it, I’m not deserving!

I know the universe has tried, I know it’s not all bad

I can feel all the worry, the love, when I’m told I should’nt be sad

There’s something in the pit of my stomach, but I can’t just let it out

I can feel repressed emotion building, I refuse to scream and shout

But it’s not that I choose to be this way, it’s not what I’m intending

I was never happy to begin with, I was just really good at pretending

But I’m worn out, I’ve got no chance, the smiles, they just went away

I’ve retreated into a quiet place, just so I could get out of the way

With shallow breaths, and shallow heart, I’m trying my best to survive

You’re frustrated that I’m not living my life, but I’m happy just to be alive.

- This is fairly dark with anxiety, depression, nausea, boredom, struggles. I attempted it for an Anon.

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[arseholism]

On that note..

I’m done with these for tonight.

Time to write a poem.

Have a good one my little monsters!

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Do u watch netflix

Sometimes when I have free time

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Did u like Project Hail Mary

I did enjoy it, parts of it bothered me but overall it was really interesting

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Favourite emoji?

🤯

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Do you ever just feel like ......... that u don't relate to anyone 😐

No, I try my best to relate to a part of everyone, we are all so different, yet so similar in many ways

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What is the strangest compliment you've ever gotten

I’ve had some strange ones..

Off the top of my head “I want to have your children just so that you’ll be part of my life forever” 🤐

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so are you rich like a millionaire, or like a billionaire, or just well off

LOL alarm bells are ringing in my head

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Thoughts on abortion?

No guy should have “thoughts on abortion”

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What’s the worst thing that’s happened to you?

Oh a lot of bad shit has happened to me, you learn from it and move on

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LOL because this site is full of fuckboys and you seem like a funny sweet dude

There’s also a lot of fuckgirls apparently

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You nailed the sweet part, are you dominant and rough sexually?

(Bonus points if you get this right)

What kind of weird game is this?