#which... yeah i'm prob gonna ignore it if i feel better by saturday

[roaringroa]

hate being sick fr

#hate it in general but oh god the timing is so bad #i was supposed to go buy some little presents for this kid in my family cause she's coming over with her parents (my dad's cousin + his wife #and i already planned on going to the japan town and buying these cute stationaries + a case since she likes that kinda stuff #and i was going to go and have lunch there and eat good food and dessert and have a good time on my own like i love to do #but i started feeling off during my morning classes and went back home and i have a fever #but if it was just for today whatever #BUT IN 4 DAYS IT'S CARNAVAL!!! THE FIRST SINCE BEFORE THE PANDEMIC!!! AND CONSEQUENTLY MY FIRST ONE AS AN ADULT!!!! #i absolutely cannot be sick then like i will legit cry #i've been looking forward to this so much #i've made plans with like 3 different friend groups for different days #plus on saturday my brothers my brother's girlfriend and i are supposed to party together #and i've been looking forward to it cause my oldest brother always said that when i turned 18 he'd take me and the middle brother to carnava #but then i turned 18 in the first year of the pandemic and 19 in the second and last year it was still pretty bad so no carnaval again #so like i hate being sick in general but i can't stay sick like i refuse #i think i it's tonsilitis cause my friend had it like last week and we shared drinks before she found out she had it #if that's the case it means antibiotics for like a week which means no drinking for me during carnaval #which... yeah i'm prob gonna ignore it if i feel better by saturday