#which was funny bcs man i haven't talked w a lot of em in a while tbh but it's really nice that the good vibes are very much still there

[astrxealis]

hi thoughts dump of bday in Tags

#⋯ ꒰ა starry thoughts ໒꒱ *·˚ #i was so happy today and i think esp bcs i was so worried today that i'd be miserable ghjebajgjdg #original plans got cancelled </3 vcing w friends but i was so out of it and felt so sad ghsjhg <//3 only started feelin better 5 minutes b4 #the clock turned 12! and then man. starting the day off w music. and then shsbdgbjshd MAN i love all of my friends so much #regardless of how much we talk !!!!! sobs T____T <3333 #i think the highlight of my first few hours of my bday wld honestly hve to be w my xiv friend bcs that guy like. bro #stayed up until 4 and only got 5 hours of sleep for my day GJHBSHB. BUT IT WAS SO FUN FR #and all the bday greetings were great and even unique ?? to where i got em from :O #i got called Numbers and Integers LMAO from ppl who know me and lune mostly as The Twins #got gifts from the mfing cashshop for xiv... immediate bday messages from my best friends..... bday messages from those same #best friends but in another server w other friends i made this year from another school bcs of school........ #which was funny bcs man i haven't talked w a lot of em in a while tbh but it's really nice that the good vibes are very much still there #they are now on break too so we can hang out maybe w jackbox sometime >:)) AND THEN MY ONLINE FRIENDS #from tumblr and twt and disc and then my classmates and then my family and ofc my own. twin. yk. LMAO <3 #idk man i was just. really really worried and i don't think words can express how happy i am to literally everyone who just #was a part of my bday gbsjhgbjh i feel like i'm overreacting but i know i shouldn't bcs. that's just how i am ^___^ <3 #yeah i'm just so especially happy bcs i've been feeling kinda horrible lately and stuff wasn't as bad as i expected #like. I FINALLY FRIENDED THAT XIV FRIEND FROM TWT TODAY ... nd we talked SO much today. sobs #and that's just a small bit and man today really made me realize just how much friends i've made #and even friends i haven't talked to in a long while!! that they yk. still care for me :(( it is just so nice ehbgjhadh my heart #NO BCS A CHILDHOOD FRIEND. BASICALLY. bcs theyre the child of my moms mom friend. and like #we havent talked in a year and i didnt even greet em hbd a month ago like. personally. bcs i was busy GHSBDGJH #and then another childhood friend but from early grade school who is now in another school :(( mannn. man. #and then i've made sm new connections this year. at the very least three people who i am certain i will be longterm friends w #or i at least hope so!! i say at least 3 only bcs i'm still hesitant to really say more abt stuff like that. wah. #i went out and got great food (STEAK. THE LOML) i got my fav character (one of them. yeah) in mudae (not that i care that much abt #mudae LMFAO but it is fun) and then i borrowed games back and new ones. i am SO FUCKING EXCITED TO FINALLY PLAY TYPE-0 ESP #got replicant ... me and lune have been kinda stressing abt nier recently so it is so good. and then we got new clothes #and clothes that i think better fit me tbh. also i'm more confident in what i wear and less yeah to my twin LMAO she is fun to bully still #okay. max tags i think. so muhc more to say but fr i am just. very happy and relieved. egjsbjhdbgh :') <33