#when two episodes earlier she was crying off to the side of shauna who'd just given birth and lost her child

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when i tell you lottie was the only god van ever believed in ?

#it wasn't fair !!!!! but it's out there it's true #van being depicted as arguably the truest of believers from the beginning #the kneeling behind lottie with the bear heart #the taking her warnings and wearing her protection even when their own partner thought it was insane #liv hewson talking about when van realized the girls had chosen violence + how they believe van was the ringleader of what followed with #the hunt #how emotionless van looked throughout when it came to letting javi drown #+ when they brought him back to cabin #when two episodes earlier she was crying off to the side of shauna who'd just given birth and lost her child #how dramatic seeing lot again was presented in comparison to van seeing #the woman they probably were sure they'd spend the rest of their life with again #i'm rambling in the tags but !!!! #harley & i have been yelling back & forth i needed u guys to know too #delete.